read it
Posted 15 years agohttp://as-i-see-it-now.blogspot.com/
read it. love it. spread the word on it.
<edit> meant the whole blog, not just the most recent
read it. love it. spread the word on it.
<edit> meant the whole blog, not just the most recent
gahh 4/20...
Posted 15 years agoI think I ranted about this last year (looks back) ok 2 years ago. And So far, my opinion hasn't changed a whole lot.
There are casual mj users, and potheads.
Casual users are ones that occasionally indulge, but keep their life in order.
Potheads are the losers where there life revolves around pot, and as I stated previously, where attire, life humor all revolve around it.
And of course the new trend to buck it off for "medical use"
There are legitimate reasons for using MJ for medical. Getting stoned off your ass under that guise is not one of them.
And if you get offended by this, then likely, you are one of the aforementioned potheads instead of a casual user or a medical user.
*smirks* That is all
There are casual mj users, and potheads.
Casual users are ones that occasionally indulge, but keep their life in order.
Potheads are the losers where there life revolves around pot, and as I stated previously, where attire, life humor all revolve around it.
And of course the new trend to buck it off for "medical use"
There are legitimate reasons for using MJ for medical. Getting stoned off your ass under that guise is not one of them.
And if you get offended by this, then likely, you are one of the aforementioned potheads instead of a casual user or a medical user.
*smirks* That is all
The Catholic Church is full of shit...
Posted 15 years agoAccording to the #2 in the catholic church, Cardinal Tarcisio Bertone, the Catholic sex scandals are not caused by celibacy, but by homosexuality.
He states that "many psychologists and psychiatrists have demonstrated that there is no relation between celibacy and pedophilia." he also says others have shown "that there is a relation between homosexuality and pedophilia."
Bullshit.
According to Stop Abuse Now (http://www.prevent-abuse-now.com/st.....s.htm#Archives ):
Rate of sexual abuse by gender:
1.7 victims per 1,000 female children
0.4 victims per 1,000 male children.
Females are FOUR TIMES more often the victim of an underage sex case.
Homosexuality my ASS!!!
According to UCDavis ( http://psychology.ucdavis.edu/rainb.....lestation.html ) there is NO EVIDENCE of that. In fact, they say:
Members of disliked minority groups are often stereotyped as representing a danger to the majority's most vulnerable members. For example, Jews in the Middle Ages were accused of murdering Christian babies in ritual sacrifices. Black men in the United States were often lynched after being falsely accused of raping White women.
In a similar fashion, gay people have often been portrayed as a threat to children.
Even More interesting:
Are homosexual adults in general sexually attracted to children and are preadolescent children at greater risk of molestation from homosexual adults than from heterosexual adults? There is no reason to believe so. The research to date all points to there being no significant relationship between a homosexual lifestyle and child molestation. There appears to be practically no reportage of sexual molestation of girls by lesbian adults, and the adult male who sexually molests young boys is not likely to be homosexual (Groth & Gary, 1982, p. 147).
So Catholic Church? You are officially in my shit list.
He states that "many psychologists and psychiatrists have demonstrated that there is no relation between celibacy and pedophilia." he also says others have shown "that there is a relation between homosexuality and pedophilia."
Bullshit.
According to Stop Abuse Now (http://www.prevent-abuse-now.com/st.....s.htm#Archives ):
Rate of sexual abuse by gender:
1.7 victims per 1,000 female children
0.4 victims per 1,000 male children.
Females are FOUR TIMES more often the victim of an underage sex case.
Homosexuality my ASS!!!
According to UCDavis ( http://psychology.ucdavis.edu/rainb.....lestation.html ) there is NO EVIDENCE of that. In fact, they say:
Members of disliked minority groups are often stereotyped as representing a danger to the majority's most vulnerable members. For example, Jews in the Middle Ages were accused of murdering Christian babies in ritual sacrifices. Black men in the United States were often lynched after being falsely accused of raping White women.
In a similar fashion, gay people have often been portrayed as a threat to children.
Even More interesting:
Are homosexual adults in general sexually attracted to children and are preadolescent children at greater risk of molestation from homosexual adults than from heterosexual adults? There is no reason to believe so. The research to date all points to there being no significant relationship between a homosexual lifestyle and child molestation. There appears to be practically no reportage of sexual molestation of girls by lesbian adults, and the adult male who sexually molests young boys is not likely to be homosexual (Groth & Gary, 1982, p. 147).
So Catholic Church? You are officially in my shit list.
Is it me...
Posted 15 years agoOr does Toothless from "How to Train Your Dragon" look like a pokemon?
I loved that movie, BTW, and saw it last night. But one thing did irk me:
The dragon designs aside from Toothless.
They LOOK STUPID. Seriously stupid. the Bumblebee like one was sort of funny, and I liked the tiny ones, but the big, totally hideously over-cartoonish looking ones? Blech...
Just a blotch on an otherwise very fun movie ^_^
I loved that movie, BTW, and saw it last night. But one thing did irk me:
The dragon designs aside from Toothless.
They LOOK STUPID. Seriously stupid. the Bumblebee like one was sort of funny, and I liked the tiny ones, but the big, totally hideously over-cartoonish looking ones? Blech...
Just a blotch on an otherwise very fun movie ^_^
Resident Evil: Afterlife... WTF!?!?!?!
Posted 15 years agoI saw a trailer for RE: AFterlife, the new pile of shit designed to make money Resident evil movie that will come out in december.
The world has ended, everything is post apocalyptic... and fricking Alice is STILL the main character (I Like Milla Jovavitch, but come ON). And she fights WESKER... *facepalm*
As an RE fan...sorry this is just CRAP. THEY HAVE FUCKING MAJINI AND THE EXECUTIONER FROM RE5 IN IT FOR CHRISSAKES.
I like a story. I like a consistent universe. This is like....RE universe on crack and hallucinogenics crossed with a bastard child of Satan fucking a zombie. And that is just from the preview...
Seriously...the first was pretty good. The second sucked, the third was horrid. WHY is there a 4th?
The world has ended, everything is post apocalyptic... and fricking Alice is STILL the main character (I Like Milla Jovavitch, but come ON). And she fights WESKER... *facepalm*
As an RE fan...sorry this is just CRAP. THEY HAVE FUCKING MAJINI AND THE EXECUTIONER FROM RE5 IN IT FOR CHRISSAKES.
I like a story. I like a consistent universe. This is like....RE universe on crack and hallucinogenics crossed with a bastard child of Satan fucking a zombie. And that is just from the preview...
Seriously...the first was pretty good. The second sucked, the third was horrid. WHY is there a 4th?
ok come to a decision...
Posted 15 years agoAfter reading DAmaratus's post about furry drama really being human drama, I have come to a decision:
I am unwatching anyone who constantly rants about furry drama, and manages to throw in any of the following with consistency:
Calling cub porn "child porn" (It isn't you idiots, they aren't real)
Calling people with fetishes "sick and quit flaunting it"
Bashing peoples fetishes
Bashing people in general with no real reason
Being political nutjobs, either side
Basically being drama whores, (ironically, by trying to bash drama)
Even if I like their art. Already slimmed down about half a dozen. Will miss them, but not really. It is relaxing NOT to get their stupidity in my journal list every time I look.
I am unwatching anyone who constantly rants about furry drama, and manages to throw in any of the following with consistency:
Calling cub porn "child porn" (It isn't you idiots, they aren't real)
Calling people with fetishes "sick and quit flaunting it"
Bashing peoples fetishes
Bashing people in general with no real reason
Being political nutjobs, either side
Basically being drama whores, (ironically, by trying to bash drama)
Even if I like their art. Already slimmed down about half a dozen. Will miss them, but not really. It is relaxing NOT to get their stupidity in my journal list every time I look.
Damaratus post
Posted 15 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1301623 <=====read it. Do it now.
I think i share his view on the "furry drama" on the fact it really isn't FURRY drama, it is HUMAN drama.
But i did have to get short with someone who replied that being an asshole all the time is fine, because it will allow people to be desensitized. Which I promptly said is full of shit.
One thing I forgot to add in the reply is that if they are asshats because it is easier, then they are just lazy.
I think i share his view on the "furry drama" on the fact it really isn't FURRY drama, it is HUMAN drama.
But i did have to get short with someone who replied that being an asshole all the time is fine, because it will allow people to be desensitized. Which I promptly said is full of shit.
One thing I forgot to add in the reply is that if they are asshats because it is easier, then they are just lazy.
FX, you are starting to aggrivate me....
Posted 15 years agoFurriesXtreme, not the Faux News owned network.
OK, When the switched to the new site, I went and created a profile.
It lasted roughly a week, then mysteriously just POOFED. I hadn't even really DONE anything with it besides a pic and a basic cut and paste from the old site.
It irritated me a little, but I chalked it up to one of the database hiccups that a new site can have.
Created another.
What is it? 3 months later now? However long it is, I went to log in and it said "invalid username or password".
Odd...
So I do the "forgot password" option, put in my email (ivanotter@gmail.com) and the capchca (sp).
Says "invalid email address".
Was about to shoot off a message, but go and CHECK MY MAIL to make sure I have the right one.
Yep, all the FX emails are in there.
So I shoot off an email, saying this is the second time this has happened.
So here is my bitch: FX this is sort of inexcusable. 3 MONTHS (or so) afterwards (and taking down the original site), you lose my profile again (and yes, AGAIN, as in second time).
So the admins (which I know the names, but no point in putting them here) need to get their heads out their collective asses, because I bet I am not the only one this has happened to, and their old site, while a bit lacking in features, I vastly preferred. AT least it was STABLE seeming.
http://twitter.com/furriesxtreme Apparently maint is happening. Explains everything... and now i add their twitter feed to my twit to see whos twit or tweeting ^_^
OK, When the switched to the new site, I went and created a profile.
It lasted roughly a week, then mysteriously just POOFED. I hadn't even really DONE anything with it besides a pic and a basic cut and paste from the old site.
It irritated me a little, but I chalked it up to one of the database hiccups that a new site can have.
Created another.
What is it? 3 months later now? However long it is, I went to log in and it said "invalid username or password".
Odd...
So I do the "forgot password" option, put in my email (ivanotter@gmail.com) and the capchca (sp).
Says "invalid email address".
Was about to shoot off a message, but go and CHECK MY MAIL to make sure I have the right one.
Yep, all the FX emails are in there.
So I shoot off an email, saying this is the second time this has happened.
So here is my bitch:
So the admins (which I know the names, but no point in putting them here) need to get their heads out their collective asses, because I bet I am not the only one this has happened to, and their old site, while a bit lacking in features, I vastly preferred. AT least it was STABLE seeming.
http://twitter.com/furriesxtreme Apparently maint is happening. Explains everything... and now i add their twitter feed to my twit to see whos twit or tweeting ^_^
ok, my last post may have beena little one sided
Posted 15 years agoIt is NOT JUST SPRINT.
I have had, overall, mixed history with Sprint. But they are affordable compared to anyone else (especially Verizon). But they are only a secondary problem.
The original refurbished phone came from the insurance company that handles thier Total Equipment Protection. (BTW same company that, AFAIK, does it for Verizon, AT&T, T-Mobile, etc). They sent the original refurb phone that didnt work right.
It WAS the Sprint store's fault for the attitude i got. However, in the devils advocate role, I have not seen a retail location anymore that has anything but that attitude (BEst Buy, CC when it existed, Ultimate Electronics, even Microcenter to a lesser extent). That seems to be the corporate norm now. Treat your customers like they are idiots.
Its REFUBISHED PHONES that is my biggest gripe. I have Never, NEVER had luck with them. They always end up having something wrong that is utter fucking frustrating.
Examples?
My Mogul (PPC-6800). Original phone: Great (Till I dumped it in a cup of coffee)
1st Refurb: Screen was half dying
2nd Refurb: the pressure layer of the touch screen was coming up...literally
3rd Brand new: Worked until it got...ahem... <.<
Got changed to a Touch Pro....
1st Phone: Was mediocre (but the Touch Pro it self was sort of mediocre)
Got damaged (I am hard on my phones, can't you tell?)
1st REfurb: Out of the BOX it moved slower than Ice in the center of Antarctica
2nd (NEw): Worked about the same as the original Touch Pro. That is to say, Mediocre
Sold that Touch PRo to buy my Pre:
1st Pre: Worked great for a Pre (software is pretty new, so it has a bug in a couple of places at times). Speaker went out. Becuase the cover for the MicroUSB charge point had fallen off (common) they made me do the insurance.(100 buck deducible BTW)
1st REfurb: Bluetooth no workie
2nd refurb: speaker sounds like my original after it died
So we seeing a pattern here? Kahuki is taking my phone in today to prevent me from lunging across the counter at the next asshat who tries to tell me nothing is wrong. I am in that sort of mood.
I have had, overall, mixed history with Sprint. But they are affordable compared to anyone else (especially Verizon). But they are only a secondary problem.
The original refurbished phone came from the insurance company that handles thier Total Equipment Protection. (BTW same company that, AFAIK, does it for Verizon, AT&T, T-Mobile, etc). They sent the original refurb phone that didnt work right.
It WAS the Sprint store's fault for the attitude i got. However, in the devils advocate role, I have not seen a retail location anymore that has anything but that attitude (BEst Buy, CC when it existed, Ultimate Electronics, even Microcenter to a lesser extent). That seems to be the corporate norm now. Treat your customers like they are idiots.
Its REFUBISHED PHONES that is my biggest gripe. I have Never, NEVER had luck with them. They always end up having something wrong that is utter fucking frustrating.
Examples?
My Mogul (PPC-6800). Original phone: Great (Till I dumped it in a cup of coffee)
1st Refurb: Screen was half dying
2nd Refurb: the pressure layer of the touch screen was coming up...literally
3rd Brand new: Worked until it got...ahem... <.<
Got changed to a Touch Pro....
1st Phone: Was mediocre (but the Touch Pro it self was sort of mediocre)
Got damaged (I am hard on my phones, can't you tell?)
1st REfurb: Out of the BOX it moved slower than Ice in the center of Antarctica
2nd (NEw): Worked about the same as the original Touch Pro. That is to say, Mediocre
Sold that Touch PRo to buy my Pre:
1st Pre: Worked great for a Pre (software is pretty new, so it has a bug in a couple of places at times). Speaker went out. Becuase the cover for the MicroUSB charge point had fallen off (common) they made me do the insurance.(100 buck deducible BTW)
1st REfurb: Bluetooth no workie
2nd refurb: speaker sounds like my original after it died
So we seeing a pattern here? Kahuki is taking my phone in today to prevent me from lunging across the counter at the next asshat who tries to tell me nothing is wrong. I am in that sort of mood.
Damned Sprint....
Posted 15 years agoOk, I have a Palm Pre. I LOVED my palm Pre, warts and all, because it was such a great interface.
Well, my Pre's speaker goes out. I have to get it replaced.
First one, they make me do under "accidental damage" and pay 100$ deductible becuase the damned DUST COVER over the microUSB port was missing (common thing to fall off of Pre).
I suck it up, and pay for it. Get the "new" one in the mail (it's refurbished), immediatly get an InvisiShield installed to protect the screen, go home to get my bluetooth headset and sync it and....
...The Bluetooth doesn't work right. It syncs, but it doesn't do sound at all.
I go to the store, and explain its faulty. The attitude i get is "Well it must be your headset."
Problem is? This headset works on Kahukis pre, and my OLD pre. And TWO other headsets i tried do the exact same thing.
After some pointless, hour long arguing, they finally test the headset first on the pre, then another phone, and then other headsets and then say" Oh yeah, guess the phone's bluetooth is faulty." Being Condescending all the while.
So the new one is ordered, and i receive it today. Again, another refurbished unit. Again, first thing i do, knowing my luck, is to get an invisishield installed at Best Buy (ever tried installing one yourself on something OTHER than a simple flat faced phone/device? No way i was going ot mess one up)
come home, and get a call...and the SPEAKER IS FUCKING BloWN ON IT!!!!
It is like I got re-issued my first phone after it got damaged!!!
So tomorrow, I (or my mate) am going INTO that Sprint store, and demand the reach back into their inventory where they keep NEW BOXED Pre's, SCAN ONE to assign it to my #, and then apologise for being such a hassle. THEN, and ONLY THEN, might I CONSIDER staying.
Did i mention i hate refurbished phones with a PASSION!?!?!?!?!? NOT ONE I have ever gotten has worked right.
Not the two Mogul Refurbs, not the Touch Pro refurb, and prior to that, not the Upstage refurb.
None...of....them....
Well, my Pre's speaker goes out. I have to get it replaced.
First one, they make me do under "accidental damage" and pay 100$ deductible becuase the damned DUST COVER over the microUSB port was missing (common thing to fall off of Pre).
I suck it up, and pay for it. Get the "new" one in the mail (it's refurbished), immediatly get an InvisiShield installed to protect the screen, go home to get my bluetooth headset and sync it and....
...The Bluetooth doesn't work right. It syncs, but it doesn't do sound at all.
I go to the store, and explain its faulty. The attitude i get is "Well it must be your headset."
Problem is? This headset works on Kahukis pre, and my OLD pre. And TWO other headsets i tried do the exact same thing.
After some pointless, hour long arguing, they finally test the headset first on the pre, then another phone, and then other headsets and then say" Oh yeah, guess the phone's bluetooth is faulty." Being Condescending all the while.
So the new one is ordered, and i receive it today. Again, another refurbished unit. Again, first thing i do, knowing my luck, is to get an invisishield installed at Best Buy (ever tried installing one yourself on something OTHER than a simple flat faced phone/device? No way i was going ot mess one up)
come home, and get a call...and the SPEAKER IS FUCKING BloWN ON IT!!!!
It is like I got re-issued my first phone after it got damaged!!!
So tomorrow, I (or my mate) am going INTO that Sprint store, and demand the reach back into their inventory where they keep NEW BOXED Pre's, SCAN ONE to assign it to my #, and then apologise for being such a hassle. THEN, and ONLY THEN, might I CONSIDER staying.
Did i mention i hate refurbished phones with a PASSION!?!?!?!?!? NOT ONE I have ever gotten has worked right.
Not the two Mogul Refurbs, not the Touch Pro refurb, and prior to that, not the Upstage refurb.
None...of....them....
Xbox(s) inbound
Posted 15 years agoOk well, my Halo3 edition 360 is on it's way back.
And i have a Modern Warfare "Super-Elite" on it's way as well (eBay special, for 298 bucks, guaranteed to work).
So I will be putting the Halo 3 sort of as a spare, and the MW2 will become my new primary console.
And i have a Modern Warfare "Super-Elite" on it's way as well (eBay special, for 298 bucks, guaranteed to work).
So I will be putting the Halo 3 sort of as a spare, and the MW2 will become my new primary console.
Xbox DIED
Posted 15 years agoOk well i booted my Xbox up last night when i got home, expecting to play "the Darkness" which, after reading the compilation of the first 10 or so comics, i decided to try the game.
Booted it up and.... E74.....
GAAAAAHHHH *pulls hair* 3 weeks without my Xbox360. They did swear up and down the replacement (if they cannot fix it) will be an Halo 3 Edition outside at the least. (which is what mine was). I thought I had dodged the bullet getting one of the non-elites with HDMI (the Revision A of the 90NM Chipset Motherboards. with the better heatsinks and such) but doesn't look like it.
First Time i had a console die on me....Ok I lie, I had a PS1 and PS2 Die on me.
Booted it up and.... E74.....
GAAAAAHHHH *pulls hair* 3 weeks without my Xbox360. They did swear up and down the replacement (if they cannot fix it) will be an Halo 3 Edition outside at the least. (which is what mine was). I thought I had dodged the bullet getting one of the non-elites with HDMI (the Revision A of the 90NM Chipset Motherboards. with the better heatsinks and such) but doesn't look like it.
First Time i had a console die on me....Ok I lie, I had a PS1 and PS2 Die on me.
Xbox DIED
Posted 15 years agoOk well i booted my Xbox up last night when i got home, expecting to play "the Darkness" which, after reading the compilation of the first 10 or so comics, i decided to try the game.
Booted it up and.... E74.....
GAAAAAHHHH *pulls hair* 3 weeks without my Xbox360. They did swear up and down the replacement (if they cannot fix it) will be an Halo 3 Edition outside at the least. (which is what mine was). I thought I had dodged the bullet getting one of the non-elites with HDMI (the Revision A of the 90NM Chipset Motherboards. with the better heatsinks and such) but doesn't look like it.
First Time i had a console die on me....Ok I lie, I had a PS1 and PS2 Die on me.
Booted it up and.... E74.....
GAAAAAHHHH *pulls hair* 3 weeks without my Xbox360. They did swear up and down the replacement (if they cannot fix it) will be an Halo 3 Edition outside at the least. (which is what mine was). I thought I had dodged the bullet getting one of the non-elites with HDMI (the Revision A of the 90NM Chipset Motherboards. with the better heatsinks and such) but doesn't look like it.
First Time i had a console die on me....Ok I lie, I had a PS1 and PS2 Die on me.
Local School shooting
Posted 15 years agohttp://cnmnewsnetwork.com/1998/deer.....2-are-injured/ (from a writers perspective, that article is HORRIBLY written).
http://www.cnn.com/2010/CRIME/02/24.....ing/index.html
So there was a shooting yesterday. I was listening to the local progressive talk show and the anti-gun nuts came out of the woodwork like crazy...
Seriously folks....
NO AMOUNT OF GUN CONTROL WOULD STOP THIS.
Stuff like this is much deeper than banning guns, so you anti-gun people QUIT TRYING IT.
This man had a history of violence, and could not own a gun himself. He stole that rifle from his uncle he lived with.
AND QUIT COMPARING IT TO COLUMBINE for chrissakes. This is completely different. This was a lone (apparently mentally unstable person with a criminal history) who fired, as far as I can tell, from the OUTSIDE of the school. As opposed to two psychopaths who PLANNED and EXECUTED an assault inside a school and ate their own bullets because they were useless dregs of humanity.
And the Math teacher, Dr. David Benke? Fucking hero. Period. What he did was selfless (and well calculated, because a hunting rifle is pretty much useless at short range, so while he still put his life at risk, it was not a STUPID risk) And while I doubt anyone here will disagree, if you do? Your a damned moron who should castrate yourself as to not spread your stupidity genes further in our gene pool.
Probably more well thought out journal post later.
And my wishes are for Regan and Matt, I hope your recovery is swift and as painless as possible.
http://www.cnn.com/2010/CRIME/02/24.....ing/index.html
So there was a shooting yesterday. I was listening to the local progressive talk show and the anti-gun nuts came out of the woodwork like crazy...
Seriously folks....
NO AMOUNT OF GUN CONTROL WOULD STOP THIS.
Stuff like this is much deeper than banning guns, so you anti-gun people QUIT TRYING IT.
This man had a history of violence, and could not own a gun himself. He stole that rifle from his uncle he lived with.
AND QUIT COMPARING IT TO COLUMBINE for chrissakes. This is completely different. This was a lone (apparently mentally unstable person with a criminal history) who fired, as far as I can tell, from the OUTSIDE of the school. As opposed to two psychopaths who PLANNED and EXECUTED an assault inside a school and ate their own bullets because they were useless dregs of humanity.
And the Math teacher, Dr. David Benke? Fucking hero. Period. What he did was selfless (and well calculated, because a hunting rifle is pretty much useless at short range, so while he still put his life at risk, it was not a STUPID risk) And while I doubt anyone here will disagree, if you do? Your a damned moron who should castrate yourself as to not spread your stupidity genes further in our gene pool.
Probably more well thought out journal post later.
And my wishes are for Regan and Matt, I hope your recovery is swift and as painless as possible.
Thank you
Posted 16 years agoThe person wished to remain anon.
But thank you
But thank you
Need your HELP - Please Read
Posted 16 years agoHello fellow furries:
I wish this was in better spirits, but it is not. Quite frankly, it is a big plea of help.
We still have not found the money to pay off Kahuki's back debts. Wind Lyska was generous to try to help us, but his credit was not good enough to secure a loan.
I want to make this pretty clear: We cannot stay in our current house (foreclosed on and sold off remember?). If we cannot find someone, we WILL BE HOMELESS.
There is no more succinct way of putting this. So I am asking, hell pleading with the community to help us.
We just need someone who has the money, or has the ability to get a loan for the money, and fast. You WILL BE PAID BACK WITHIN 2 MONTHS.
That is the irony of this: the debts total around 6000, and we will be getting 8,000 in first time home buyers tax credit, in addition to other tax return (Kahuki says about another 2-3k). So you WILL be paid back as soon as the tax return comes in. As in, as soon as we can hustle our butts down to the bank, get it cashed, and wire/get a cashiers check/ the money to you.
We will sign some sort of agreement to legally bind us to the debt.
In addition, as before, We will buy you a sponsor level membership to Rocky Mountain Fur Con this year, but I will make it better. I will buy a sponsor level membership to ANY con you want, as long as it is about the same price range (the $200 level).
PLEASE help. You can contact Kahuki 303 475 7073 or kahukilairu[at]gmail.com or me at 720 675 9433 or ivanotter[at]gmail.com (due to short time, phones preferred)
Yes we are desperate, and we have exhausted pretty much every other avenue at this point.
Ivan
I wish this was in better spirits, but it is not. Quite frankly, it is a big plea of help.
We still have not found the money to pay off Kahuki's back debts. Wind Lyska was generous to try to help us, but his credit was not good enough to secure a loan.
I want to make this pretty clear: We cannot stay in our current house (foreclosed on and sold off remember?). If we cannot find someone, we WILL BE HOMELESS.
There is no more succinct way of putting this. So I am asking, hell pleading with the community to help us.
We just need someone who has the money, or has the ability to get a loan for the money, and fast. You WILL BE PAID BACK WITHIN 2 MONTHS.
That is the irony of this: the debts total around 6000, and we will be getting 8,000 in first time home buyers tax credit, in addition to other tax return (Kahuki says about another 2-3k). So you WILL be paid back as soon as the tax return comes in. As in, as soon as we can hustle our butts down to the bank, get it cashed, and wire/get a cashiers check/ the money to you.
We will sign some sort of agreement to legally bind us to the debt.
In addition, as before, We will buy you a sponsor level membership to Rocky Mountain Fur Con this year, but I will make it better. I will buy a sponsor level membership to ANY con you want, as long as it is about the same price range (the $200 level).
PLEASE help. You can contact Kahuki 303 475 7073 or kahukilairu[at]gmail.com or me at 720 675 9433 or ivanotter[at]gmail.com (due to short time, phones preferred)
Yes we are desperate, and we have exhausted pretty much every other avenue at this point.
Ivan
In an effort to cheer my mopey ass up
Posted 16 years agoAsk anything about Ivan my Fursona. Will answer.
RIP Chiquita 1-4-2010
Posted 16 years agoChiquita died on January 4th, 2010, of an accident. It unfortunantly involved me, and I have felt very very guilty and sort of empty.
What happened: My BF was at the door of the bedroom, knocking on it because his hands were full with food. All the dogs rushed towards the door and as i was getting off the bed, Chiquita dodged under my feet in a rush to get to the door. Most the time this ends up with a squeak if indignation when part of the pressure of the foot hits the body...but this time it was fatal. My foot his jsut right to connect with her skull and...and crushed it. Since then I have felt so Guilty and empty.
Yes I know it was an accident, yes I know there was no way except in hindsight to prevent it. But it still hurts.
So this video is a memorial. A friend of mine sent it to me, it was our third litter, and thats chiquita there, the mother. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1qLRN0GlkiY
I can take maybe a smidgin of...something... that her death was at least quick, as she never made a sound.
I am so sorry Chiquita...
What happened: My BF was at the door of the bedroom, knocking on it because his hands were full with food. All the dogs rushed towards the door and as i was getting off the bed, Chiquita dodged under my feet in a rush to get to the door. Most the time this ends up with a squeak if indignation when part of the pressure of the foot hits the body...but this time it was fatal. My foot his jsut right to connect with her skull and...and crushed it. Since then I have felt so Guilty and empty.
Yes I know it was an accident, yes I know there was no way except in hindsight to prevent it. But it still hurts.
So this video is a memorial. A friend of mine sent it to me, it was our third litter, and thats chiquita there, the mother. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1qLRN0GlkiY
I can take maybe a smidgin of...something... that her death was at least quick, as she never made a sound.
I am so sorry Chiquita...
Birthday
Posted 16 years agoWell, the otter turns old today.
I just passed my prime (my 20s) and into the big 3-0.
I am sitting here sort of reflecting on my life. It has had it's ups and downs.
That being said, I do have a request as an birthday otter if any of you want to help with a nice present:
Help me and my mate get into our house.
Here is the skinny:
To finance the house, we have to pay off my mates past debts. We got a lot taken off the credit report, but unfortunately the finance company is looking at an earlier one with all of them on.
We got it down to about 3 grand, but the one the finance company has is about 7500.
What we need? Someone who can cosign with
Kahuki for a loan for that amount so we can pay it off.
we can and WILL pay it back, because not only are we getting a couple grand at closing (ironic, eh) which at least half will immediately go towards the loan, the rest will be paid off in February when we get our tax return with the housing credit (8 grand, plus the overpay Kahuki has been paying into taxes, which will net (we calculate) roughly another 6k).
There is no if, maybe, or perhaps. it WILL be paid off.
But we are out of time. Closing is the 23rd, and we are currently living in a rental that was forclosed on and sold, and they want us out. We don't HAVE anywhere else to live.
So please. Help an otter out for his birthday. Make him damned happy even though he is turning old.
And heck, if you do this for us? I Will go out of my way to PAY for a SPONSOR level membership out of my own pocket for Rocky Mountain Fur Con (Hey, 2-Gryphon is one of our Guests of honor, and you would be able to have dinner with him) Payed out of my own pocket.
IF you can help, please note me, or email me or my mate at ivanotter@gmail.com, or Kahukilairu[at]gmail.com (obviously the second is my mate)
Thank you, and happy holidays
I just passed my prime (my 20s) and into the big 3-0.
I am sitting here sort of reflecting on my life. It has had it's ups and downs.
That being said, I do have a request as an birthday otter if any of you want to help with a nice present:
Help me and my mate get into our house.
Here is the skinny:
To finance the house, we have to pay off my mates past debts. We got a lot taken off the credit report, but unfortunately the finance company is looking at an earlier one with all of them on.
We got it down to about 3 grand, but the one the finance company has is about 7500.
What we need? Someone who can cosign with

we can and WILL pay it back, because not only are we getting a couple grand at closing (ironic, eh) which at least half will immediately go towards the loan, the rest will be paid off in February when we get our tax return with the housing credit (8 grand, plus the overpay Kahuki has been paying into taxes, which will net (we calculate) roughly another 6k).
There is no if, maybe, or perhaps. it WILL be paid off.
But we are out of time. Closing is the 23rd, and we are currently living in a rental that was forclosed on and sold, and they want us out. We don't HAVE anywhere else to live.
So please. Help an otter out for his birthday. Make him damned happy even though he is turning old.
And heck, if you do this for us? I Will go out of my way to PAY for a SPONSOR level membership out of my own pocket for Rocky Mountain Fur Con (Hey, 2-Gryphon is one of our Guests of honor, and you would be able to have dinner with him) Payed out of my own pocket.
IF you can help, please note me, or email me or my mate at ivanotter@gmail.com, or Kahukilairu[at]gmail.com (obviously the second is my mate)
Thank you, and happy holidays
America Rant (Warning- Ra... ah yeah already said that)
Posted 16 years agoOK first off:
I do not hate this guy. I feel sorry for him because he is being dicked by his insurance company, which is very crappy. And I have chatted with him before and enjoyed it. And i realise this has colored his perception of the issue right now.
That being said: His journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1026649
Down towards the bottom, someone said something about they were thinking of moving here. That is the only part of this entire post that is pertinent (that sub thread). He comments why the hell someone would want to move to America.
I replied that basically, becuase its a good country. (I did not use great, perfect, et cetera, just good).
Read his replies, I will not paraphrase them.
So my rant is such:
WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THE AMERICA BASHING!?!?! Yes, I know (to save you these comments) there are idiots like GWB and the right wing, and I KNOW IT IS NOT PERFECT (so spare me that comment line).
and I am not talking the 2-Gryphon "america" rant (which was fairly spot on) which details problems but also points out not everyone is like that. I am talking the hard core "nothing good about America exists" thinking that seems to start showing up.
But to say we are a third world country, and the only reason we are listed as first is propaganda and the nukes to back it up is utter BULLSHIT.
He listed Education (will give him that one that its lower than many first world, but WAY HIGHER than any third world by leaps and bounds)
Crime (where if you look at strictly overall crime, yes, but understand, that includes EVERY crime, from a petty misdemeanor to big stuff, and I would be part of that, having a petty misdemeanor, and when it comes to rape and murder, two BIG crimes, we are not in 3rd word territory, and in fact have half the rape rate per capita of Canada). and even the site says it shows a bit of an unfair skew becuase americans are far more likely (73%) to report the crime, compared to most countries. In fact, in per capita Crimes, ENGLAND has more.
Heck, us being gun happy people, even murders with FIREARMS we are nowhere close to the level of the top 3. (http://www.nationmaster.com/graph/c.....-with-firearms ) we rank 4, but at approximately 9000 per year, we are at HALF of #3 (Thailand at 20,000) and WAY below South Africa (31,000), and we have a metric FUCKTON of guns here (hell, I have 2; a shotgun and a pistol).
GDP (highest in the word. Second only to a union of countries, by that technicality its a group of countries),
Health Care: Well this is a bit complicated. We talking average lifespan (ranked #47 at 78.14 years), Infant Mortality (6.37 deaths/1,000 which ranks us about Italy, or roughly #146-150), or Public funding on Healthcare (#3 at $2,051.00 per capita. More than Canada even). I could go along with all the stats I find all day.
So almost everything he puts forward have no merit.
I have been to Mexico Border towns. THAT is third world. As I so indelicately put, Juarez is a squalid pisshole in comparison to a US city. Does it mean all of Mexico is? No. But i have not been to all of Mexico, and it is considered a third world country. (what I have read of other cities there, even Mexico city, is it is still crowded, dingy and dirty. Its the bit resort towns that are nice and clean).
My point is, DON'T BASH the USA if you are full of shit. Because I will call you out. America needs a good amount of work, and my cynical side says we are sliding ever towards a less free country that is slowly getting the Big Brother society. We have things to work on (like a public health care system).
that being said, we are NOT a third world country. And however fashionable it is to bash America, I would suggest taking a hard look at yourself if you plan it, especially if you LIVE here. You could live in Swaziland, or any other place that really IS third world (you know, where clean water is a luxury).
I do not hate this guy. I feel sorry for him because he is being dicked by his insurance company, which is very crappy. And I have chatted with him before and enjoyed it. And i realise this has colored his perception of the issue right now.
That being said: His journal: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1026649
Down towards the bottom, someone said something about they were thinking of moving here. That is the only part of this entire post that is pertinent (that sub thread). He comments why the hell someone would want to move to America.
I replied that basically, becuase its a good country. (I did not use great, perfect, et cetera, just good).
Read his replies, I will not paraphrase them.
So my rant is such:
WHAT THE FUCK IS WITH THE AMERICA BASHING!?!?! Yes, I know (to save you these comments) there are idiots like GWB and the right wing, and I KNOW IT IS NOT PERFECT (so spare me that comment line).
and I am not talking the 2-Gryphon "america" rant (which was fairly spot on) which details problems but also points out not everyone is like that. I am talking the hard core "nothing good about America exists" thinking that seems to start showing up.
But to say we are a third world country, and the only reason we are listed as first is propaganda and the nukes to back it up is utter BULLSHIT.
He listed Education (will give him that one that its lower than many first world, but WAY HIGHER than any third world by leaps and bounds)
Crime (where if you look at strictly overall crime, yes, but understand, that includes EVERY crime, from a petty misdemeanor to big stuff, and I would be part of that, having a petty misdemeanor, and when it comes to rape and murder, two BIG crimes, we are not in 3rd word territory, and in fact have half the rape rate per capita of Canada). and even the site says it shows a bit of an unfair skew becuase americans are far more likely (73%) to report the crime, compared to most countries. In fact, in per capita Crimes, ENGLAND has more.
Heck, us being gun happy people, even murders with FIREARMS we are nowhere close to the level of the top 3. (http://www.nationmaster.com/graph/c.....-with-firearms ) we rank 4, but at approximately 9000 per year, we are at HALF of #3 (Thailand at 20,000) and WAY below South Africa (31,000), and we have a metric FUCKTON of guns here (hell, I have 2; a shotgun and a pistol).
GDP (highest in the word. Second only to a union of countries, by that technicality its a group of countries),
Health Care: Well this is a bit complicated. We talking average lifespan (ranked #47 at 78.14 years), Infant Mortality (6.37 deaths/1,000 which ranks us about Italy, or roughly #146-150), or Public funding on Healthcare (#3 at $2,051.00 per capita. More than Canada even). I could go along with all the stats I find all day.
So almost everything he puts forward have no merit.
I have been to Mexico Border towns. THAT is third world. As I so indelicately put, Juarez is a squalid pisshole in comparison to a US city. Does it mean all of Mexico is? No. But i have not been to all of Mexico, and it is considered a third world country. (what I have read of other cities there, even Mexico city, is it is still crowded, dingy and dirty. Its the bit resort towns that are nice and clean).
My point is, DON'T BASH the USA if you are full of shit. Because I will call you out. America needs a good amount of work, and my cynical side says we are sliding ever towards a less free country that is slowly getting the Big Brother society. We have things to work on (like a public health care system).
that being said, we are NOT a third world country. And however fashionable it is to bash America, I would suggest taking a hard look at yourself if you plan it, especially if you LIVE here. You could live in Swaziland, or any other place that really IS third world (you know, where clean water is a luxury).
Lost Dog
Posted 16 years agoOne of our dogs (Poco Bandito, our chihuahua) dissappeard.
We took our dogs to the local Petsmarts with a Vet clinic to get their shots done. We left with 4 dogs in the cab. We got there... and could only find 3...
I searched around there for hours, told the store....don't know How he disappeared.
Needless to say... rather distraught. Not a good day.
We took our dogs to the local Petsmarts with a Vet clinic to get their shots done. We left with 4 dogs in the cab. We got there... and could only find 3...
I searched around there for hours, told the store....don't know How he disappeared.
Needless to say... rather distraught. Not a good day.
Lost Dog
Posted 16 years agoOne of our dogs (Poco Bandito, our chihuahua) dissappeard.
We took our dogs to the local Petsmarts with a Vet clinic to get their shots done. We left with 4 dogs in the cab. We got there... and could only find 3...
I searched around there for hours, told the store....don't know How he disappeared.
Needless to say... rather distraught. Not a good day.
We took our dogs to the local Petsmarts with a Vet clinic to get their shots done. We left with 4 dogs in the cab. We got there... and could only find 3...
I searched around there for hours, told the store....don't know How he disappeared.
Needless to say... rather distraught. Not a good day.
F1 bans KIRS
Posted 16 years agoKenetic Energy Recovery System. Look it up.
Nice advancement in Technology. And they ban it.
Whats next? Back to carburetor based motors? Yay, lets become NASCAR....(which, if you don;'t get the jab, STILL does not have fuel injection. so much for the car of Tomorrow).
I think KIRS was great, it was a nice addition. But since F1 is dumping badly when it comes to money...they decided to BAN it. Wonderful. That is some of the most stupid logic i have run across.
Nice advancement in Technology. And they ban it.
Whats next? Back to carburetor based motors? Yay, lets become NASCAR....(which, if you don;'t get the jab, STILL does not have fuel injection. so much for the car of Tomorrow).
I think KIRS was great, it was a nice addition. But since F1 is dumping badly when it comes to money...they decided to BAN it. Wonderful. That is some of the most stupid logic i have run across.
That furry questionare...meme...thing...
Posted 16 years ago*Are you a furry?
Yes I am.
*If you have a Spouse/SO - Is he/she a furry too?
My BF is another otterfur
*How long have you been in the community?
oh geeze....found furry 11 years ago
*How did you find furry?
When looking for werewolf stuff, found a site called "Werewolves in Suburbia" that had
MRK-9's art in it. Was hooked and had to learn more.
*What's your reason for furry (what interested you to get into the community)?
... good question. Honestly? I find an animal/human hybrid just damned fun idea. The intelligence and cognitive ability of a human, along with the opposable thumbs and upright stature, with the physical advantages of an animal (claws, better senses, fur)
*What's Furry to you?
A community
*If someone found out you're a furry and asked you about it how would you respond?
I'd answer any questions they had.
*What are your favorite aspects of our community?
For the most part, the fun and the friends, as well as some REALLY kick ass art ^_^. And the imagination it stirs beyond a pre-made fandom (like Trek and such)
*Do you use any furry terms? (i.e. yiff, paws, murr?)
Not in mainstream conversations. But will with other furries. THough I tend to say "hand" not paw.
*What do you wish furry was NOT associated with?
The hardcore, puritanistic religious groups (Furs for Christ, for example) or the hard core extremist groups (neocons, uber-liberals, etc)
*How strongly do you feel about someone bashing the community as a whole?
I just think they don't fully understand us and are in it to FEEL better about thier already pitiful selves (most common cause to pick on someone else is to make someone with low self esteem feel better).
*How strongly do you feel about anyone bashing you yourself for your interest based on the media's aspect of what furry is?
It pisses me off!
*We all know furries have alot of sexual aspects in this fandom, What's your opinion on it?
I don't give a damned for the most part. Like ANY fandom (and i meant ANY) there will always be a sexual subgroup. Big deal. BSG has it, Star Wars has it, Star Trek as well.
Personal
*What is/are your fursona(s)?
Ivan Otter Rudakov, an genetically modified otter with wings (designed to be an all terrain scout[water, air, ground])
*Do you have any fetishes that pertain to the fandom?
Specifically? No. I don't think there are any fetishes that are unique to the fandom I have found.
*If you could magically morph into your fursona would you?
Tempting....
*Do you believe you have a spirit animal?
Nope. Not a Therian. In the end, we are all humans, whether we want to admit it or not.
*What other fanbases/groups are you a part of?
Trekker, Some anime.
*Anthro/Feral, Therian or Kemonomimi (Not a furry, just a human with animal ears and a tail)?
Anthro
*Are you a fursuiter? If yes, how many do you own? If No, do you ever plan on being a suiter?
Nope, would like to sometime.
*How many of your friends are furry?
Current friends? Quite a bit. Only maybe 3 are not.
*How many pets do you own, if any?
1 Rottie, 1 Shepard mix, and 3 chihuahuas.
*Aside from furry what other interests do you have?
Quite a few. I enjoy computers, Gaming on my 360. Cars are another interest.
*Are you confident enough in yourself to say that you're a fur, no matter what the media says?
Yes I am.
Meetups
*Do you attend any cons? If no, would you attend any cons? If yes, which cons have you been to?
Yes. RMFC 2008 and 2009. Attended FC 2009, and hopefully some others soon.
*Do you go to local meetups(bowling, public outings...etc)?
Yes when I can.
*Have you ever attended a furry party? If no, would you attend one?
Yes I have, and depending on the crowd, would got to another.
Online
*Have you ever met up with a fur you talked to online?
That's how I met all my furry friends.
*What furry websites do you attend?
Mostly FA, also on FX and have a much expired ad on Pounced
*What non furry websites do you frequent?
A bunch. Among them Engadget.
*Has the fandom done anything for you that you're thankful for? Has it taught you anything or brought you anything you treasure greatly?
Yes. It has helped me be more outgoing and comfortable with myself.
Yes I am.
*If you have a Spouse/SO - Is he/she a furry too?
My BF is another otterfur
*How long have you been in the community?
oh geeze....found furry 11 years ago
*How did you find furry?
When looking for werewolf stuff, found a site called "Werewolves in Suburbia" that had

*What's your reason for furry (what interested you to get into the community)?
... good question. Honestly? I find an animal/human hybrid just damned fun idea. The intelligence and cognitive ability of a human, along with the opposable thumbs and upright stature, with the physical advantages of an animal (claws, better senses, fur)
*What's Furry to you?
A community
*If someone found out you're a furry and asked you about it how would you respond?
I'd answer any questions they had.
*What are your favorite aspects of our community?
For the most part, the fun and the friends, as well as some REALLY kick ass art ^_^. And the imagination it stirs beyond a pre-made fandom (like Trek and such)
*Do you use any furry terms? (i.e. yiff, paws, murr?)
Not in mainstream conversations. But will with other furries. THough I tend to say "hand" not paw.
*What do you wish furry was NOT associated with?
The hardcore, puritanistic religious groups (Furs for Christ, for example) or the hard core extremist groups (neocons, uber-liberals, etc)
*How strongly do you feel about someone bashing the community as a whole?
I just think they don't fully understand us and are in it to FEEL better about thier already pitiful selves (most common cause to pick on someone else is to make someone with low self esteem feel better).
*How strongly do you feel about anyone bashing you yourself for your interest based on the media's aspect of what furry is?
It pisses me off!
*We all know furries have alot of sexual aspects in this fandom, What's your opinion on it?
I don't give a damned for the most part. Like ANY fandom (and i meant ANY) there will always be a sexual subgroup. Big deal. BSG has it, Star Wars has it, Star Trek as well.
Personal
*What is/are your fursona(s)?
Ivan Otter Rudakov, an genetically modified otter with wings (designed to be an all terrain scout[water, air, ground])
*Do you have any fetishes that pertain to the fandom?
Specifically? No. I don't think there are any fetishes that are unique to the fandom I have found.
*If you could magically morph into your fursona would you?
Tempting....
*Do you believe you have a spirit animal?
Nope. Not a Therian. In the end, we are all humans, whether we want to admit it or not.
*What other fanbases/groups are you a part of?
Trekker, Some anime.
*Anthro/Feral, Therian or Kemonomimi (Not a furry, just a human with animal ears and a tail)?
Anthro
*Are you a fursuiter? If yes, how many do you own? If No, do you ever plan on being a suiter?
Nope, would like to sometime.
*How many of your friends are furry?
Current friends? Quite a bit. Only maybe 3 are not.
*How many pets do you own, if any?
1 Rottie, 1 Shepard mix, and 3 chihuahuas.
*Aside from furry what other interests do you have?
Quite a few. I enjoy computers, Gaming on my 360. Cars are another interest.
*Are you confident enough in yourself to say that you're a fur, no matter what the media says?
Yes I am.
Meetups
*Do you attend any cons? If no, would you attend any cons? If yes, which cons have you been to?
Yes. RMFC 2008 and 2009. Attended FC 2009, and hopefully some others soon.
*Do you go to local meetups(bowling, public outings...etc)?
Yes when I can.
*Have you ever attended a furry party? If no, would you attend one?
Yes I have, and depending on the crowd, would got to another.
Online
*Have you ever met up with a fur you talked to online?
That's how I met all my furry friends.
*What furry websites do you attend?
Mostly FA, also on FX and have a much expired ad on Pounced
*What non furry websites do you frequent?
A bunch. Among them Engadget.
*Has the fandom done anything for you that you're thankful for? Has it taught you anything or brought you anything you treasure greatly?
Yes. It has helped me be more outgoing and comfortable with myself.
After more thought on the Dramafest LOL
Posted 16 years agoWhen it comes to your sexual kinks, on public forums., keep your PRIVATE life private, and if you fail to follow that, DON'T mention any group you are associated with when failing to keep it private. To make a point:
"I/we am/are into having sex in fursuit"
vs
"I/we am/are a furry and like having sex in fursuit"
One is a person fetish. The other is dragging the fandom into it by proxy. That is where they showed a lack of judgment. And the posts Chewfox had ahead of time (announcing the show) on how she wanted to "represent the fandom" shows me one thing:
She wanted 15 minutes of fame, at the fandoms expense.
"I/we am/are into having sex in fursuit"
vs
"I/we am/are a furry and like having sex in fursuit"
One is a person fetish. The other is dragging the fandom into it by proxy. That is where they showed a lack of judgment. And the posts Chewfox had ahead of time (announcing the show) on how she wanted to "represent the fandom" shows me one thing:
She wanted 15 minutes of fame, at the fandoms expense.