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Posted 8 years agoAs of an hour ago, i JUST started my first stream, it ended not to long before this Journal. if anyone wants to play games with me as part of my streams please note me your battletag (blizzard) and your steam gamer tag that way ik who is sending me invites (it's easier to find me as i have a unique steam tag
all the love and respect to yall, and have a great day/night where ever you may be
all the love and respect to yall, and have a great day/night where ever you may be
feeling
Posted 11 years agoToday started out fine, and then it spiralled out of control, my friends are feeling glum, which makes me feel glum cause I can't help them... I mean I can talk to them, but because I have A.S.D it requires a specific reason or situation for me to respond emotionally and those can be few and far apart.
So now I'm feeling like a failure cause i can't help my friends, and my family thinks that it'll be fine in a few days. but I know it'll be longer. 2 of them lost someone close to them, 1 lost his best friend (his cat) and the other lost his grandmother.
I've had the same experience's when i was 4 i lost my cat, his name was Felix (a cliché I know but still he was black an white, what else would I call him??) and when I was 12 I lost my great grandmother (she died on her 100th birthday) and died from cancer. i guess she was lucky, die-ing at 100. i can't remember her name, or her face, but she died on the 3rd floor in room 145 of the Wellington Hospital at 11:45 pm.
anyone got any advice on how to fix this situation? I've talked to them. I've shown them my experiences, and all that's left is the memories...
So now I'm feeling like a failure cause i can't help my friends, and my family thinks that it'll be fine in a few days. but I know it'll be longer. 2 of them lost someone close to them, 1 lost his best friend (his cat) and the other lost his grandmother.
I've had the same experience's when i was 4 i lost my cat, his name was Felix (a cliché I know but still he was black an white, what else would I call him??) and when I was 12 I lost my great grandmother (she died on her 100th birthday) and died from cancer. i guess she was lucky, die-ing at 100. i can't remember her name, or her face, but she died on the 3rd floor in room 145 of the Wellington Hospital at 11:45 pm.
anyone got any advice on how to fix this situation? I've talked to them. I've shown them my experiences, and all that's left is the memories...
