Time to change that, will *try* to be more active mainly just to upload art, change of fursona, new life.

if you are friends with a certain group, and someone in that group aggravate you on purpose and ignoring you after doing so, even after he/she know you just lost a family member

leave them

find a better circle of friends

it's not worth the emotional stress.

I'm still having stomach pain and puking and diarrhoea from overthinking about it, my only hope is I heal before wednesday and quick...

Grandma finally passed away 24 hours ago after going in and out of hospital. cremation will be done around wednesday

What's matter is her suffering is over and done. May she RIP

I want to thank you everyone who has helped donate to help me and my Grandma in her last months time. We have more than enough funds for now to hopefully care for her more
I can't thank you all enough, the goal in ko-fi has been reset back to 0 cause the goal has been met,
thank you all

https://twitter.com/Xenariseverus/s.....yLahg&s=19

So mom's bed is already here, but could always need the extra help. Even if just a few dollars will help

an update from this situation
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10485037/

so apparently my mom already bought a way cheaper alternative than the 300$ bed and got a folded backrest we can use on the bed itself
something similar to this https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07X9T18X.....pa_dk_detail_1

I am still opening my ko-fi for donation for my grandma, any kind of little help is appreaciated

So I need a favor, more details can be found on my ko-fi https://ko-fi.com/talizoravastyria

around november last year my grandma fell in the kitchen, her head hit the side of the table, but she is okay,
luckily no concussion

since then she is unable to walk, not because of disability, but her body
becomes so weak she cant even lift her arms, and she becomes really
senile, barely able to speak, and her cognitive response becomes super
slow

we brought her to the hospital using public treatment funds
(or social national health care is a better way to say it) apparently
her natrium salt lvl is low, and the left part of her heart is unable
to work at full capacity anymore.
She is back from hospital now but we have to put her on oxygen constantly everyday, and change her diapers 4
to 6 times a day depending on the... wastage needs

fast forward to february, mid changing her adult diapers, we found
she was experiencing internal bleeding while caring for her
we brought her to the hospital again, apparently her lower
intestine has blockage cause she always constantly on a bed/chair, it
kinda caused the bleeding on the lower part

but luckily a week later it is healed
but blood test shows she has Hypoalbuminaemia, and she now has Hepatitis B
dunno how she got it from but apparently doctor says it could stay dormant in
her for years, and only becomes active cause she is severely weak

now I'm asking for help, I know I been asking for it sometime, but if you can't then please share my ko-fi to others,
the more people know the better. but we are thinking about getting a manual hand crank hospital bed for her to
make it easier on us taking care of my grandmother
we have to move her from bed to chair back and forth constantly,
and it's seriously starting to hurt my and my mom's back, with this bed everything would be so much easier to do

I am opening a goal on my ko-fi, 300$ should full fill the bed and any extra meds for her and enable us to get it. but any help is appreaciated

Merry christmas to all and thank you personally to those who has donated me to help me survive this year

God bless you all

ok so small things first,
my smartphone, one of the button fell out after 4 years I been using it, and it's the power button. I dunno how long it can stay that way but at least the button is functional. but it's pulling apart that i have to wrap a ducttape on the side so it doesn't pop off

I also have a youtube channel that I hope some of you might come and take a look
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCa.....vL7LFiIztvAmig
could always use more subs, its only at 308 atm

and finally...I have a ko-fi related to that youtube channel
I know 4 months ago you are not supposed to link ko-fi with any adult website like fa or etc cause it might break their rules, but this ko-fi is linked only to my youtube so should be fine
https://ko-fi.com/talizoravastyria

but reason I am asking for help, other than my smartphone breaking apart, is I got some bills to pay, I never had any donation other than 10 months ago when i ask help for the roof fix (it doesn't leak as bad as before luckily)
but I need to pay my electric bills.

if Some of you guys can help it would be a major major time and life saver, but any help is appreaciated, please send it to ko-fi so i can track the status of the bar,
unfortunately I can't offer much in return.
but please any help is appreaciated

will start posting some stuff my friend gift me when I can

also I might need to ask help in a couple of days, something bad happened, but I can't explain it yet

https://twitter.com/Knaveofclubs/st.....n-iQvpULxP0ETA

I am not sure but better safe than sorry

if anyone still wish to donate to me in the future you guys can use shinies, I'm delisting ko-fi

for artists on FA using ko-fi, delist them and use FA shiny feature instead

another roof leak, we need to pay labor and material cost, but this time its not the commercial district my mom have, it's our own house

I shown the video here before https://twitter.com/i/status/1513774308232814592

any donation would be greatly appreciated so I can literally fix this roof above my head before it gets worse during rainy season
(it's not a life death situation, but we called 3 different freelancer to try fix the roof and they all failed so....blegh it's more like annoying)

thanks to some donation I had money for the starting cost but thats just putting in a band aid for now, goal is set at 130$ at my ko-fi (pls donate there so I can keep track of the balances)

and it has not rain again the last 4 days....

also new vegas video is up did i mention that? check my youtube channel, will upload some of my old pic tomorrow

https://twitter.com/Xenariseverus/s.....HVhU2daF3czhKw

yeah

hmmm.....

still alive, im still around

did a miscalculation on my car tax as well, thought it was only 110$, it was.... around 200$ ugh
also roof is leaking... not the same place as my journal 5 months ago mention, its the house this time


https://media.discordapp.net/attach.....403_115409.mp4

ugh

anyways, I also start adding fallout new vegas clips on my youtube channel, give it a look
https://youtu.be/rQ_QCZ3_OoM

merry christmas
also birthday is 25th dec
also made my own cake cause its cheaper than to buy it at shop,
taste good at least

yay?

https://twitter.com/Xenariseverus/s.....401935366?s=20 all the pics are located here
So me and mom had this public place shop we used to rent to other people, then the district becomes less public, and covid hits..., we didnt check the place for 3 years, there's a leak on the 2nd floor bathroom leaking to the 1st floor roof....

I been asking for help since covid hits and I hate that I have to ask for more, but my youtube career is not paying off as much as I like it
if anyone can help, we might need 600 or 700 dollars, please visit my ko-fi so it's all tracked

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/43954685/

thanks to some of you people this guy creative character is stop being posted on fa and he's under a lot of stress cause *someone*'s witch hunt

now ask yourself this
https://imgur.com/gallery/VSkfT

https://cdn.discordapp.com/attachme.....92/unknown.png

so my temperature when rendering youtube video went almost....well its hitting 100 degree celcius cause my water cooler that I have since 2014 is finally dying on me

if I gonna keep making videos im gonna need new fans... i'm gonna need to browse the options that I have, will let you all know

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9963730

 finalterrax helped me a year ago when the covid disaster strikes and im out of a Job, even tho I'm still in a bad spot I would like some of you people to help him first before helping me this time,

if you can, please


Edit: cancel that....

So based on all the stuff I hear has been going on

Should I be afraid of my greninja and Argonian inspired characters?

I mean my cobra snake seems fine
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21296225/

Am I gonna get sued since she has glowing eye and eye piece?

If someone on fa can copyright a species, then all of the other pokemon and elder scrolls inspired characters are probably in more danger than the OC inspired on

if someone made a character inspired by me, I would be honored, not doing this whole....ugh im not even gonna go there

It gets worse

https://www.reuters.com/world/asia-.....hs-2021-07-01/

https://covid19.who.int/region/searo/country/id

I mean what do you suppose to happen when the people here mostly believe the virus is a hoax and decided to go traveling to packed places without thinking about other people safety and infecting others during ramadhan?

There's now new 125.000 cases in one day alone on June 21 2021



Also in another news my YouTube has new cyberpunk 2077 video let's play

https://www.youtube.com/ArchangelOmega
I also have ko-fi related to the channel

This is an Indonesia article...but the images on this news site should give a....correct images of what's going on
https://m.tribunnews.com/metropolit.....irkan-melonjak

Now here the english version

http://www.thejakartapost.com/news/.....dul-fitri.html

Looks like I'm still gonna be out of a job....hope the virus mutates and darwin theory succeed cause I'm tired of this shit


In the meantime my ko-fi donation link is still going just so I can pass by

My YouTube is also still active. I'm on episode 82 on cyberpunk 2077. Link is on my profile

im still kinda in a tough spot over here and my youtube hasnt grown significantly, I still have no job since last year from covid

https://www.youtube.com/c/ArchangelOmega/about
its been a while since i asked for help but i could really use it if you guys sub to my youtube, google still wont give ad money unless my subs is at least 1000 and have 4000 watch hours collected so please
im still making cyberpunk 2077 vids

also I have ko-fi for the channel and shinies, donation would be appreaciated pls

https://thesmartlocal.com/indonesia.....sk-prank-bali/
so 2 tourists think it's funny to come to my country and play a mask prank fooling a security guard who tell them not to enter a busy area cause of the covid pandemic

https://youtube.com/user/JoshPalerLin this is one of the "tourist" btw
3.4 million subscriber and apparently a youtuber master class

how do these people exists?

we still struglling, people still got no jobs, these bastards are lucky enough to have youtube subscriber that many

I barely have 250 people, and they succeed by "social experiment" bullshit

just popping in to say hi

and no Covid situation hasn't got better here, that is all