I am ahead on my commissions and want to take on ONE more scaled legs commission.

If you are interested please read my tos and shoot me a message :)
tos-https://docs.google.com/document/d/.....it?usp=sharing

I'll be there
On the lookout for premades and cool shit.

I'll have a couple bird leg commissions to deliver :)

I'll also take 2 more bird leg commissions to be finished after ANE! DM me if you're interested!

I'll be attending both!

Heading to Pittsburgh in the am tomorrow, AC, then spending a few days in Columbus OH, then off to Baltimore for Bronycon! HECTIC HECTIC HECTIC! So I'll most likely be away from the internet most of the time. XP

Hope to see some of you there! :D

I'll be there, I'll be square, let's hit it up~

I'll also be in space :) Rull excited for that. ;D

Nauticon
Anthrocon
Pi-con
Bronycon
InCONceivable

All were amazing, and exhausting, and I will return to all! :D

And EVERYONE (over 21) should attend Nauticon! http://www.nauticons.com/

It's seriously the best con I've ever attended. It's on a beach! IN P-TOWN! And if we don't get enough attendees next year it will be the last :( Please help this con continue to be the best vacation con ever! Drinking games and hilarious panels are the norm. You can enjoy it too! :D

FA:U is next and I'm sooo excited! Picnic-con ahoy!!

 sansunari could really use your help right now! And their art is cute to boot! So think about ordering a commission or two :)

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:46793158

So, wow, for a first year con, props! It did so well and was super great!

We arrived at the Hyatt, which I toootally love(my fav con Arisia used to be here before moving, so I know the ins and outs~) Thursday evening. We, being  girlfan23  kaiemu  kamijams and my friend Bec (yet to make an FA cause not yet a furry. Also her first furcon! Woo!). There was supposed to be another, but he bailed.
We quickly got settled and walked around saying hi to people we knew. I wanted to get this out of the way because I still needed to finish Damnby, the bambi style deer partial I was working on. Hello's and hugs and then I barricaded myself in the room to work while the other 4 explored.
Eventually they all came back to the room and we played never have I ever-drinking edition, while I worked on Damnby. Thurdsay night and peeps already drunk XD
6AM rolls around and I finally finished Damnby's head. Sleeeep.

Idk when I got up but everyone else was already gone to the con and I really needed the sleep. Picked up my badge and ran into all sorts of people I knew, it was great! A good majority of the werewolf crew was there!  Nevask  poprockgrey  TristanGreyfox others, but I don't know their names. But this is the main crew to ME!
Breakfast(that we had got at Harvard Square on Thursday thanks to the hotel shuttle, how cool!), then to get ready for the day!
I think we tried to go to ONE panel, but it wasn't what we thought it was so we bailed. It was always "about that time" and I believe between singing the opening to Bojack Horseman, we sang Taylor Swift. Yes.
Huddled around the con meeting people then went back to the room to quickly make some hoof hands so I could actually wear the head. They are by no means the permanent hands for the suit, but they would do :). The tail was done already.
After that we were all just straight up drinking. It. was. awesome. I love this hotel so much.
Hit up the dance, but didn't stay nearly long enough.
 MiraElCuco stayed with us the rest of the weekend. Wherever this guy goes a party follows. Needless to say Friday night was perfect.

Saturday. Whoa Saturday. Everything's kind of blurred together. I watched the Masq, and walked in the fursuit Parade with Damnby, was super fun! And I suited in Raki a little bit too later that day. I created Battle Shots boards and won all three rounds I played (naturally~). I played Werewolf with a group of amazing people.Went off with a different group (  Kar-fuffle  darkwolf2239  bearrier  UserRED13  Matuska) and raided the hotel. Founds tiny boxed cereal, fruit, drinks, and other stuff. Headed to the- basically now abandoned(been like that for years now)- top floor of the hotel and watched the sun rise over the Boston horizon. It was pretty magic. *U*
It was now morning and everyone had headed to sleep, here's where it went wrong:

I returned to my room to find four people in my bed. One I did not know.(there should have been ONE other person in my bed only) I had let 2 others crash on the floor that we had talked about earlier, but there was another on the floor that I felt forced into letting stay. Anyway, there was NO PLACE for me to sleep. The beds were taken, both of my sleeping bags were being used. I could not even get to my bag to get my things. There was food everywhere. The place was a mess. My special snacks were totally eaten. It turned into a party room while I was gone. I am not okay with that.
I spent the next few hours on the 3rd floor "Crows Nest" crying for being so tired and disrespected, and tweeting for a place to nap. No such luck. It was now late morning before there was room (only 2 ppl now) on my bed so maybe I could lay down. Really couldn't sleep though cause everyone else was getting up and talking/making noise. I was pretty livid.
Couldn't lay for long cause we had to leave the room and pack my car. After that I didn't want to see anybody that stayed in my room. I was in the grumpiest mood I had ever been in. Didn't even respond to people who said hi.
Well past noon now and I want to thank  GlitchCrux for letting my use her lap as a pillow so I could attempt a nap (cause I still had yet to sleep). Thank you beautiful lady you juj. Hung with her and  Freya-Crescent for a little while with others I didn't know. Was a little awkward.

Sunday in general fucking sucked. Not the con, but quite literally not having any sleep since Friday night.
Then there was the drive home. We should NOT have driven home. Between my brain basically not functioning and driving in the middle of a snow storm, we had to pull over twice the conditions were so bad. The four of us ended up staying at my house Sunday night cause there was no way I was going to drive more in that death trap.

So, other than Sunday, the con was fantastic. You bet I'll be returning.

I will be doing these watercolor badges till I'm satisfied. It would really help me if word spread in some way.

Ex. of finished badges: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15632377/

If you would like one please note me and include a ref. and if you would like to be holding anything. :)

Can pick up at Anthro New England!

So I've never felt comfortable streaming art by myself or even being on camera, but this last week I have been joining others tinychat streams and things have been well n_n

I'm feeling much more confident about it and will continue to join others tinychat streams. Not to mention that it's been really productive! :D

So, thank you to those who have let me join them n_n You're helping! 8D

So I had a grand ol' time at Furpocalypse. Despite the lack of roomies. The gf and I had the whooooole big room to ourselves. It was actually nice. n_n

I'm glad I got to see so many returning FF faces! And met a bunch of new friends! (Trash Grandmas!)(Don't worry about it)

"Yaaaaaaaass" "Yaaaaaaaaass" "Yas"

Panels were neat, dances were alright. Was r9kElsa and Anna on Friday for Halloween. No one knew us, it's alright XD. It was only when we got OUT of costume did people start calling us Elsa and Anna. I thought this to be humorous.

Saturday I was Derpy Hooves/Ditsy Doo and saw the Doctor! Err rather he saw me X) I know there's a Derpy and Doctor show on youtube but I had never seen it. So I felt like he was expecting something and I was all "..huhbluh idk". Later that night I suited a bit. I'm looking for pics and can't find any! DX

Werewolf!!! Finally back with people who know how to play!! Playing werewolf is my absolute favorite at con! Love the recurring players n_n
I'm trying to get better at GMing and I think I'm improving, however I totally botched that last game and I AM SO SORRY. THAT GAME WENT AWFUL. AH. GOD SO SORRY. I felt really terrible u_u. Guys forgive me pls.

I also drew a "Cher-y Poppins" in the "Cher Book". And my, that was fun. Jeep Grand Cher-okee. I just. Yas.

Anywho, WILL be returning next year n_n

I got a room for the con for only Friday and Saturday night due to my friend/roommates availability.

However, they have been in a car accident and will not be able to attend the con. They are alright, but the doctor requires them to be bed bound for two weeks.

My gf will be staying Saturday night, and possibly my best friend. But Friday I will be all by my lonesome.


I have requested 2 double beds.
I am looking for roomies for Friday, and Saturday too if you'd like!


I know it's a stretch cause we're so close to con, but gotta try! :)

I had a fantastic time as expected~ Even with incredibly unexpected things happening XD

Roomed with Grimmacus and Kaiemu. We had tons of space cause other roomies ducked out :P

It's good to have money at cons. ~^w^~

I picked up a few badges I ordered and now have a sizable collection. YEY I'M A REAL FUR NAO

Made a couple new friends (even if they do ship Jelsa XP ) and got to see returning ones. You guys mean so much to me oh gosh ;w; Even if I did only get to see you at your tables.

My favorite suit this year was a "Rat-Bat" named "Bat". I fell head over hooves for this little bab. Just the cutest little thing with a cute little voice~ Eee! XD

I suited for a short while as Raki(hyena) with my friend Grim in his suit I made him, Faiz/Grimmacus the Pentacorn. To be clear, he is not a furry and this was his first Anthrocon. But he wanted a suit and totes enjoyed suiting! Hurray! :D Another one turned!

I bought wayyy too much(or just enough!) unicorn stuff. (It's the closest thing to my kirin after all. Cause good luck finding anything like THAT!)

There was one person who was actually interested in seeing the pentacorn head and that was  Shinebright
Thank you so much for your kind words and my lovely badge ;w; You are such a sweetie.

 lonefoxlaughing you are still the wittiest person I know and continue to make me laugh, like, Jesus. Hot damn I am glad you were there! XD

I went to the hoofer meet up, DAMN WHERE ARE ALL THE HOOFIES. We are rare and beautiful snowflakes~

Shout out to  Shivra for being amazing and a super fun drinking buddy. <3 <3
and also to  MiraElCuco. Horsey rides whaaat!
Need I say more about you two? <3

Shout out to my scaley leggings cause I loved wearing that shit~

I LOVED playing werewolf this year. I didn't get to play nearly as much as I wanted, but enjoyed what I got! That werewolf group is always great and I want to play more!

After seeing all the suits and literally finishing the pentacorn on Thursday night(Friday morning), I want to make more suits NOW! Gahhhh I want to get so much better and be awesome and have fun and ahhhh XD Maybe I'll start today. :)

I made sure to eat at all the restaurants that I missed last year and I'm so glad I did! Things accomplished!

I want to attempt a foam based toony suit next maybe(if not the resin jackolope). I would love me some character expression! But what, is the question~?

 Fawxpawz Little bab, much love~<3


All in all, fantastic time. Of course I will be returning n_n

As stated, I'll be at Anthrocon!

I'll be with my bestie who's new to furry things, I'll turn him. And my long time AC traveler Travis. We had two more in the room but they are unable to go now. So if anyone needs a room hit me up :)

Staying at the Omni! Woo!

I didn't finish my Jackalope in time so I'll be bringing Raki the Hyena.
The Pentacorn MIGHT be done in time.. we will see.

I'm really excited to see everyone and scour the dealers room >:D

GOSH, SO EXCITED

I'm not sure what to do today! It's gorgeous out and I'd love to go for a walk. I'd love to go see the new Spiderman movie. I want to start on a new project related to Frozen. I want to bake! I want to push someone in a river! I want to goof off.
But I can't bring myself to do anything because I hate doing anything by myself u_u

I have a feeling I'll lounge about outside today eating Twizzlers till it gets dark then head over to Charlie's Kitchen and find some familiar faces while we drink the night away. As much as I enjoy this it's becoming "typical".
Just last Sunday at Underbar the bouncers and bartenders asked where I had been(gosh they're so lovely). I had no idea they knew my name!
I need a change.

I've been thinking it over and I have decided that I will be going back to school for a degree in criminal justice. I really don't like cops, but damn would I be a good one.
Yet to decide when this will begin.

Hung out with an old friend and a potentially new one yesterday. Maybe I put too much effort into trying to have fun. Gotta stop doing that >.<

On a lighter note a good friend is having an amazing sounding gathering next week and I cannot wait to see her! Also BARBECUE! WOO! I miss you so much Lady ;w;
Friends who are girls are far and few between.

It's past five now, I'm already late!

I had to prematurely submit my last journal because my brother flew down the stairs in a rampage, yelling and screaming about where I was last night hanging out with his ex (we were at a bar/cafe in a group of ten, then went to a friends house). He was inconsolable, as he always gets when he's upset, and wanted me to explain myself.
My explanation wasn't good enough so he darted into my room and promised to destroy it yet again. I had to send it in fear that he would also throw my laptop across the kitchen, and I hate retyping things.

He broke the lock on my door.
Screaming, crying, pleading ensued.

I managed to get halfway through the door while he was fussing with my things. But that didn't last long.
We fought, I only have a few bruises this time. My door is pretty banged up.

I don't know how I'm going to live here.

It was more difficult than I could have anticipated, changing my facebook to read "Single".

I hated being in this relationship. I hated trying to be straight. Trying to appease a norm and my family. Being submissive in company. Having hardly any control of my interactions with the rest of the world. Being constantly criticized for my choice in friends, interest, hobbies. Music I like, games I played. Anything and everything I did. I hated it.
But it was still difficult to end the relationship on facebook.

It meant that I would be alone.

I don't know why it terrifies me so much.
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So my, now ex, boyfriend is in Japan. And I have moved back to my mothers house in Connecticut. I feel like such a huge failure. 25 and moving back with my mother. I haven't lived with my family for seven years. They're not even in the same house I left them in. I'm moving into an unfamiliar house.

My brother is also here. He is 22 going on 18. We have a hostile relationship. He believes that physical force is an appropriate way to get his point across. At this point in time he is now much larger and stronger than I, and I wont be able to defend myself or my belongings any longer.
Because of this I have installed a lock on my door, to my mother and step-fathers very vocal disapproval. My brother can literally destroy all of his walls/railings/floor/ceiling to the point of needing replacement. But I put a lock on my door and everyone loses their fucking minds (.jpg).

I have my two Pomeranians here. Kona and Kuma. However, my ex wants Kuma, and only Kuma. He wants to separate them just so he can have a trendy pet and be the Hipster King not only on the East Coast but in Tokyo as well. These pups grew up together and NEED each other. This scenario alone makes me sick, and sob myself to sleep. I raised them, and trained them on my own. He did nothing to aid in their behavior and development. I'm getting upset just writing this.

I'm going to make some more tea..
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Fresh tea made.

To distract myself or I don't know, I have latched onto Disney's Frozen. I have seen the movie twelve times now. I listen to the OST almost everyday. I know all the lyrics to the movie songs and even all the deleted songs. I know all the hand movements and facial expressions to every scene.
I've been spending a huge amount of time reading fanfiction and planning a photoshoot and possible video of non-canon happenings of these characters. It brings me great joy, but also makes me kind of disgusted in myself.
I'm finding it difficult to cope because there is no one near me that is into the same ship as I(or into Frozen). Only internet people on DA.

God Kittie. WOW YOU'VE GOT IT SO BAD.
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SO. I am no longer in Boston. Meaning my Boston theatre jobs have ceased(I am a lighting tech, and theatre carpenter). I will have to make all new connections. -_-
I did have a job for a while that would benefit my being in CT until I was "put on a break". I was hoping that "break" wouldn't last long. I recently find out that I have been taken off the Staff List. I was not notified, I found out myself from the site.
Great. I was counting on that. Or at least communication.

Jesus Christ, stop having a pity party for yourself.
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With all of this on my mind I've taken to what media, movies, books, word of mouth have taught me to do in these situations. Or perhaps a lack of imagination under stress. I'm chasing my problems at the expense of my liver. I don't think I've ever drank so constantly in my life. I spent my last dollars on gas and Guinness. I still can't get enough.

Great, now people will think you have a problem.
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No one likes reading shit like this. 'Be the friend you want to make' and all that jazz. I might sound like a mess on here, but I still have class in the real world, and hold onto a pride I don't deserve.

So there's about 100 of you now and I like to give you something.

I will choose one and do a thing.

Who wants a thing. :3

Edit:
And  Poolboy gets the thing!

Well..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4kygo6AcrLI

No, I'm not kidding.


But I WILL be spending it with  Hopeful_monster_studios and  sciggles. Maybe working on stuff, maybe drinking, maybe taking over civilizations. Who knows where the night will go!

I'm just glad I'll be spending it with friends :)

This year I went to FF with  Kaiemu and had a blast! Slowly but surely turning her to the furry side of things XD

There was drunken karaoke, Cards Against Humanity, and of course Werewolf! The Saturday night dance was awesome. That Toga party was super fun, I hope it returns next year!
I loved watching the dance competition(even if the judges have no idea what they're doing). That spider guy blew my MIND!

I never got to play Settlers of Catan, next year for sure!

Attended a fursuit making panel hosted by  ArtSlave and learned some neat tricks. It was seriously entertaining enough just listening to her talk. So funny and witty! What an enjoyable panel n_n

Ran into Telephone ( ino89777) a bunch and kept asking her to say awful things in her super cute voice. "Mass Destruction!" "Shut up BABYDICK". Thoroughly enjoyed this.

I hung out with SO MANY AWESOME PEOPLE and made some new friends :D Deer hybrids are obviously the best. OBV.

Something about "Power of Christ".

Catbug. That murderous Catbug.

Amazon was having an amazing sale on this laminator that I couldn't pass up.
So now I have one! :D Yay! No more going to Staples to laminate or using friends laminators.
I'm so excited to use it but it didn't come with pouches, so I'll have to pick some up tomorrow cause the stores closed by now :P

So, YEY.

EDIT: It works awesome! :D

My first time at FA:U, was AWESOME!

The hotel was great, I roomed with  hopeful_monster_studios and  unyko and her roomate Lilu. First time rooming with all artists, also awesome.

I sold some stuff and bought some stuff.

Ran into some sweet peeps and met a few new ones. Closed the dance(as per usual).

Released tadpoles into the world who have a high expectations to become cheetahs when they grow up. Live the dream little buddies.

Definitely returning next year. :)

I just nabbed Zubat :D

EVERYONE should jump on this!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:35446207
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:35446207
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal...../#cid:35446207

I just got my first icon ever and I love it! XD it was done by the very talented  theowlette
Definitely check her out! GUH IM SO HAPPY.

What's happening in the town of Galley? Animal Crossing:
After Skye the wolf moved in and Violet moved out(finally!), a new camper appeared and it was one who I was hoping for; Beau!!!! Yeah that cute little antelope or whatever he is X)
I was determined to make him my towns person. Easier said than done. With the others it was one simple game and then just ask them to move. Beau was a little shit. After more than 15 games and 20,000 gold lost, he FINALLY decided to move in.
I leave the tent and run into Deli, my cute little white monkey friend, who says that he wants to move. OH, HELL NO. I'm litterally treating a third of my towns folk like shit so they'll leave. Deli was not part of that group, I don't understand why it was him who wanted to move. So of course I say, no Deli stay here. And he does. Then I had a thought: What if Deli had to move to make room for Beau?D: oh nooooo
I don't want either of them to leave. So I'm currently waiting to see if Beau will in fact move in, or if I botched it up :T

Also, Molly(my favorite towns person) is now calling me "my love". She is just the cutest thing ever. BEST.

LIFE:
I really need to get a laptop, now. This is driving me mad. I have so many things I need to post. Hats, tails, kigus, stuffed animals, drawings, suit stuff, and MORE. Not only to show what I've done, but so that I can get rid of it all! I don't have space for this stuff!
Also, I just freaking need a laptop.

I'll be attending FA:U and sort of have a table with  hopeful_monster_studios
I will be selling some stuff there. Little things like badges, hats, plushies. It will be my first time selling stuff so I'm excited c:


Yay for using a journal for its intended use!

I finally got my ID Badge Punch in the mail today! Now I can properly punch slit badge holes! Yaaaaaaayyyyy! :D
I'm pretty excited about this.

So I have pic taken of Raki's pieces. Just need to set them up to post.

I've started a croc doll, I have no idea how it will turn out. Pics to come (hopefully) XP

Also have some ideas on Xmas stuff. Can't wait to get started in them!