FA+
Shop
Raffle
General | Posted 9 months ago
Bulkrolly is having a raffle, go check it out! They make some pretty cool arts.https://www.furaffinity.net/view/59831985/
Help figuring out a game name ive forgoten XD
General | Posted 4 years agoHey can anyone tell me the name of the game im looking for? Its set in a desert, its an rpg, you are tricked by a succubus, and one of the backup chars you can find is a naga healer. Its been a few years since i saw it and the site i used to play it on went down and i cant remember the damn name XD. I remember it being cool with lots of potential, but it was nowhere near done when i played it last and its been a few years so wanted to see if i could find it again.
The Hell?
General | Posted 5 years agoDid someone hack FA or something? XD
Well i guess im done
General | Posted 5 years agoWell as im guessing usually happens when you nearly die, ive been reflecting on my life since my stroke. Ive had cholesterol problems for years, but im fairly damn confident the constant unending stress since the corona is what pushed it over the edge. So ima post a few things here to help me deal with all the bullshit in my life, explain why im blocking or just unfriending some people and leaving some platforms and such.
1. White Privilege / Social Justice
So I dont vote, and i havnt lived in America since i was a child. I grew up poor living on flintstone vitamins, mac and cheese and 2 minute noodles. My dad was an abusive ex military drunk, who beat the fuck out of me and my mom daily. When i was ten, he beat my mom so bad i thought she was going to die so i cut my back up with a metal clothes hanger and threatened to run to my neighbors if he didnt stop and tell them he did it. He never fully stopped beating us till i got big enough to stop him and put him through a wall and told my mom that it was him or me, at which point she abandoned me with him and had a mental breakdown and ran away for three days, the entire time of which i thought he was gonna come into my room and kill me in my sleep. After they finally got divorced he threatened my mom constantly for money, sued us constantly cause i refused to go on visitation with him and he was friends with the judge and went ice fishing with him and yet nobody fucking considered that a conflict of interest. He broke into our house and put rat poison in our milk on two separate occasions, and broke the gas main on our house to try and kill us with that somehow. We left America to get away from that insanity. On top of this i have back problems, had a nasty quad bike accident at work which has left me with terrible short term memory issues and nearly no ability to remember names, and i have inherited cholesterol problems which are not made any better cause my back problems and general lethargy from the constant bullshit in my life has led to me getting overweight and being super inactive anyways. On top of this when Trump was elected i had a close friend/ex girlfriend get into social justice hardcore, disappear for a year then come back and shoot herself live on a skype call with me and another friend. Since corona started ive had five more friends die, four from suicide and one from a heart attack. Two of those friends also took the time to write me letters blaming me. So let me make this clear. I AM BI. MOST OF MY FRIENDS ARE BI, GAY OR TRANS. I DO NOT VOTE. I DO NOT LIVE IN AMERICA. I DO NOT TALK ABOUT POLITICS. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR TRUMP. AND IF YOU THINK MY LIFE WAS IN ANY WAY PRIVILEGED, FUCK YOU.
2. Fair weather friends / People who only ever talk to me if i poke them first
Honestly i got no beef here. I just cant be assed to deal with this anymore. No hard feelings. I dont have any hard feelings towards you. I just dont wanna associate with anyone who doesn't do the friend thing like i do. Friendship means more to me than that, and it hurts when people you care about dont really care that much about you. So im just done doing that.
3. Politics of people i associate with
STOP FUCKING ASSOCIATING WHAT YOU THINK MY BELIEFS OR IDEOLOGY IS BY PEOPLE I TALK TO. IM MY OWN FUCKING PERSON, AND I DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOUR POLITICAL BULLSHIT VIEWS REGARDLESS IF YOUR LEFT OR RIGHT.
4. My actual political views ((FUCKING TRIGGER WARNING))
The Democrat party is a buncha fucking racists, they was the slave owners, they was the founders of and ruled over by the KKK, they put in the Jim Crow laws, They was the ones that tried to stop Martin Luther King, they are the ones leaving all the minorities with schools that are under funded and the people over taxed and dependent on food stamps and government hand outs, and if your to blind to see that thats your own fucking problem there.
The Republicans are old fashioned entitled assholes that care to much about money and not enough about people or the environment.
I think both groups are bad. Both groups are power hungry, both groups are war mongers, both groups DO NOT have the best interest of the people at heart. People who want power are never the ones that should have it. I hate politics and politicians in general.
Thats about it. For anyone reading this, this isnt about anyone in particular, im not trying to attack anyone with any of this. This is about me and what i need to do, not anyone in particular.
1. White Privilege / Social Justice
So I dont vote, and i havnt lived in America since i was a child. I grew up poor living on flintstone vitamins, mac and cheese and 2 minute noodles. My dad was an abusive ex military drunk, who beat the fuck out of me and my mom daily. When i was ten, he beat my mom so bad i thought she was going to die so i cut my back up with a metal clothes hanger and threatened to run to my neighbors if he didnt stop and tell them he did it. He never fully stopped beating us till i got big enough to stop him and put him through a wall and told my mom that it was him or me, at which point she abandoned me with him and had a mental breakdown and ran away for three days, the entire time of which i thought he was gonna come into my room and kill me in my sleep. After they finally got divorced he threatened my mom constantly for money, sued us constantly cause i refused to go on visitation with him and he was friends with the judge and went ice fishing with him and yet nobody fucking considered that a conflict of interest. He broke into our house and put rat poison in our milk on two separate occasions, and broke the gas main on our house to try and kill us with that somehow. We left America to get away from that insanity. On top of this i have back problems, had a nasty quad bike accident at work which has left me with terrible short term memory issues and nearly no ability to remember names, and i have inherited cholesterol problems which are not made any better cause my back problems and general lethargy from the constant bullshit in my life has led to me getting overweight and being super inactive anyways. On top of this when Trump was elected i had a close friend/ex girlfriend get into social justice hardcore, disappear for a year then come back and shoot herself live on a skype call with me and another friend. Since corona started ive had five more friends die, four from suicide and one from a heart attack. Two of those friends also took the time to write me letters blaming me. So let me make this clear. I AM BI. MOST OF MY FRIENDS ARE BI, GAY OR TRANS. I DO NOT VOTE. I DO NOT LIVE IN AMERICA. I DO NOT TALK ABOUT POLITICS. I AM NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR TRUMP. AND IF YOU THINK MY LIFE WAS IN ANY WAY PRIVILEGED, FUCK YOU.
2. Fair weather friends / People who only ever talk to me if i poke them first
Honestly i got no beef here. I just cant be assed to deal with this anymore. No hard feelings. I dont have any hard feelings towards you. I just dont wanna associate with anyone who doesn't do the friend thing like i do. Friendship means more to me than that, and it hurts when people you care about dont really care that much about you. So im just done doing that.
3. Politics of people i associate with
STOP FUCKING ASSOCIATING WHAT YOU THINK MY BELIEFS OR IDEOLOGY IS BY PEOPLE I TALK TO. IM MY OWN FUCKING PERSON, AND I DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT YOUR POLITICAL BULLSHIT VIEWS REGARDLESS IF YOUR LEFT OR RIGHT.
4. My actual political views ((FUCKING TRIGGER WARNING))
The Democrat party is a buncha fucking racists, they was the slave owners, they was the founders of and ruled over by the KKK, they put in the Jim Crow laws, They was the ones that tried to stop Martin Luther King, they are the ones leaving all the minorities with schools that are under funded and the people over taxed and dependent on food stamps and government hand outs, and if your to blind to see that thats your own fucking problem there.
The Republicans are old fashioned entitled assholes that care to much about money and not enough about people or the environment.
I think both groups are bad. Both groups are power hungry, both groups are war mongers, both groups DO NOT have the best interest of the people at heart. People who want power are never the ones that should have it. I hate politics and politicians in general.
Thats about it. For anyone reading this, this isnt about anyone in particular, im not trying to attack anyone with any of this. This is about me and what i need to do, not anyone in particular.
