Senile Fluffbutt 10K Kiriban
Posted 13 years agoA certain Thunderfluff Dragon, who thinks I am a simple doggy, is holding a 10K kiriban.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3800295/
While you are there checking it out go and give her a bap on her butt for calling me doggy!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3800295/
While you are there checking it out go and give her a bap on her butt for calling me doggy!
Wow...Two Months Away
Posted 13 years agoTwo months to the day when my age goes up another digit for the next decade. That is when I turn 30....lord...I'll be old!
Bleh....ah well. Just a heads up for those wondering.
Bleh....ah well. Just a heads up for those wondering.
Greywolf's Generous 100Kiriban (C Whut I did thar?)
Posted 13 years ago
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3781515/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3781515/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3781515/
Best of luck to other entrants and for when Grey undoubtedly checks this: HAPPY (soon-to-be) 100K!
Shark Week > fat bunny week
Posted 13 years agoThat is all.
Meme Thing
Posted 13 years agoStole it from
Lorena
[ ] They are possessed by an angel
[ ] They are possessed by a demon
[ ] They are a werewolf/vampire/faerie
[X] They are physically strong
[ ] They have a rare hair/fur colour
[X] Their eyes are an unusual colour
[ ] This happens to be red
[X] Their eyes change color
[ ] They have wings
[ ] They can grow extra body parts/shapeshift
[ ] They are immortal
[ ] (if a female) they have large bra size
[X] (if a male) they are very muscular
[X] They are very attractive to the opposite gender
[ ] They are telekinetic/pyrokinetic/etc
[ ] They have sixth sense/can mind-read/etc
[ ] They have an object of some sort that gives them powers
[ ] They have a special ability/power, but they don't know about it yet
[ ] They were bestowed/cursed with these powers
[ ] They are a healer
[ ] They are from a very rich/royal family
[ ] They don't know that they are from a very rich/royal background
[ ] They have lost one/both of their parents
[ ] They ran away from home
[ ] Their parents are cruel, uncaring, abusive etc.
[ ] They witnessed one/both of their parent's death
[ ] They are part angel/demon/faerie/some other mythical creature
[ ] They never knew their parents
[ ] They were abused/spoiled as a child
[X] They are very attractive to the same gender
[ ] They have lots of friends/no friends
[ ] They are emo/cutesy
[X] They look much younger/older than they really are
[ ] They are currently in a relationship
[ ] They have lots of morals and state them a fair bit for example: 'I would rather be with my friends than with my boyfriend/girlfriend' 'Nothing matters more to me than my friends/family' 'I wouldn't hesitate to die in place of a friend' etc. It's fine if your OC has these beliefs/values, but if they constantly say them out loud/preach them to others, then we have a problem.
[ ] They have a mental disorder
[ ] They have an emotional disorder
[ ] They struggle to stay sane
[ ] They are a psycho
[ ] They have multiple personalities
[X] They are very intelligent sometimes
[ ] They have hallucinations
[ ] They can summon spirits/demons/angels etc
[ ] They have an unusual/unrealistic pet
[ ] They have a guardian spirit
[ ] They have a 'special type' of soul
[ ] Their soul is not the same as them
[ ] They can talk to spirits/ghosts
[X] Some part of their body glows
[ ] They have a rare/unusual name
[ ] They were born on an important date, such as New Year's Eve, Midsummers Night, The Winter Solstace etc
[ ] They have a twin/sibling that they were separated from at birth
[ ] They are connected with a certain element
[ ] They are connected with a certain animal
[ ] They always dress like a certain 'label'
[ ] They look quite a bit like a character from a popular anime/manga
[ ] They are a race/species that is discriminated against/misunderstood
[ ] They have a certain power that is misunderstood/feared
[ ] They live/lived on the streets at some point in their lives
[ ] They are hiding from someone/something
[ ] They have a rare blood type
[ ] They cry blood
[ ] Certain noises/smells/situations/etc make their powers activate/give them a nervous breakdown
[X] They are from a different country to where they live
[ ] They are very mysterious/dark
[ ] They are very lively/happy
[ ] Their mood changes a lot/very quickly
[X] They are very patient
[ ] They are from a long line of (insert profession/power here)
[ ] They have a piece of jewelry/clothing that they always wear
[ ] They have amnesia
[ ] They have some sort of permanent medical condition
[ ] The have a curse upon them
[ ] They are involved in some sort of prophecy
[ ] They are 'the chosen one'
[ ] They have insomnia
Point Reductions
Take points off your OCs overall score if they fit any of the following statements:
[ ] They smoke
[ ] They are an alcoholic
[ ] They are overweight
[ ] They are addicted to drugs
[X] They have a short temper
[X] They enjoy bullying others
[ ] They do not care much about others
[ ] They are emotionless
Final Score: 9
<5 -Anti-Sue
Your character may be a bit on the boring side. Of course, this does depend, but generally if they are scoring that low, it wouldn't hurt to 'spice them up' a bit ^^
6-15 -Balanced Character
If your OC scored around here, then they are probably quite a well-balanced and interesting character. Those scoring in the higher end of this category may be a bit too much though.
16-25 -Borderline Mary-Sue
We have a problem. You need to tone your character down. They are most likely a bit annoying to others, too.
26< -Mary-Sue
Oh dear. Do I really need to comment on this?

[ ] They are possessed by an angel
[ ] They are possessed by a demon
[ ] They are a werewolf/vampire/faerie
[X] They are physically strong
[ ] They have a rare hair/fur colour
[X] Their eyes are an unusual colour
[ ] This happens to be red
[X] Their eyes change color
[ ] They have wings
[ ] They can grow extra body parts/shapeshift
[ ] They are immortal
[ ] (if a female) they have large bra size
[X] (if a male) they are very muscular
[X] They are very attractive to the opposite gender
[ ] They are telekinetic/pyrokinetic/etc
[ ] They have sixth sense/can mind-read/etc
[ ] They have an object of some sort that gives them powers
[ ] They have a special ability/power, but they don't know about it yet
[ ] They were bestowed/cursed with these powers
[ ] They are a healer
[ ] They are from a very rich/royal family
[ ] They don't know that they are from a very rich/royal background
[ ] They have lost one/both of their parents
[ ] They ran away from home
[ ] Their parents are cruel, uncaring, abusive etc.
[ ] They witnessed one/both of their parent's death
[ ] They are part angel/demon/faerie/some other mythical creature
[ ] They never knew their parents
[ ] They were abused/spoiled as a child
[X] They are very attractive to the same gender
[ ] They have lots of friends/no friends
[ ] They are emo/cutesy
[X] They look much younger/older than they really are
[ ] They are currently in a relationship
[ ] They have lots of morals and state them a fair bit for example: 'I would rather be with my friends than with my boyfriend/girlfriend' 'Nothing matters more to me than my friends/family' 'I wouldn't hesitate to die in place of a friend' etc. It's fine if your OC has these beliefs/values, but if they constantly say them out loud/preach them to others, then we have a problem.
[ ] They have a mental disorder
[ ] They have an emotional disorder
[ ] They struggle to stay sane
[ ] They are a psycho
[ ] They have multiple personalities
[X] They are very intelligent sometimes
[ ] They have hallucinations
[ ] They can summon spirits/demons/angels etc
[ ] They have an unusual/unrealistic pet
[ ] They have a guardian spirit
[ ] They have a 'special type' of soul
[ ] Their soul is not the same as them
[ ] They can talk to spirits/ghosts
[X] Some part of their body glows
[ ] They have a rare/unusual name
[ ] They were born on an important date, such as New Year's Eve, Midsummers Night, The Winter Solstace etc
[ ] They have a twin/sibling that they were separated from at birth
[ ] They are connected with a certain element
[ ] They are connected with a certain animal
[ ] They always dress like a certain 'label'
[ ] They look quite a bit like a character from a popular anime/manga
[ ] They are a race/species that is discriminated against/misunderstood
[ ] They have a certain power that is misunderstood/feared
[ ] They live/lived on the streets at some point in their lives
[ ] They are hiding from someone/something
[ ] They have a rare blood type
[ ] They cry blood
[ ] Certain noises/smells/situations/etc make their powers activate/give them a nervous breakdown
[X] They are from a different country to where they live
[ ] They are very mysterious/dark
[ ] They are very lively/happy
[ ] Their mood changes a lot/very quickly
[X] They are very patient
[ ] They are from a long line of (insert profession/power here)
[ ] They have a piece of jewelry/clothing that they always wear
[ ] They have amnesia
[ ] They have some sort of permanent medical condition
[ ] The have a curse upon them
[ ] They are involved in some sort of prophecy
[ ] They are 'the chosen one'
[ ] They have insomnia
Point Reductions
Take points off your OCs overall score if they fit any of the following statements:
[ ] They smoke
[ ] They are an alcoholic
[ ] They are overweight
[ ] They are addicted to drugs
[X] They have a short temper
[X] They enjoy bullying others
[ ] They do not care much about others
[ ] They are emotionless
Final Score: 9
<5 -Anti-Sue
Your character may be a bit on the boring side. Of course, this does depend, but generally if they are scoring that low, it wouldn't hurt to 'spice them up' a bit ^^
6-15 -Balanced Character
If your OC scored around here, then they are probably quite a well-balanced and interesting character. Those scoring in the higher end of this category may be a bit too much though.
16-25 -Borderline Mary-Sue
We have a problem. You need to tone your character down. They are most likely a bit annoying to others, too.
26< -Mary-Sue
Oh dear. Do I really need to comment on this?
As of This posting
Posted 13 years agoI hate the Slow For Wait button, I am glad its gone and I hope it stays gone, at least until the performance issues are resolved.
Nevermind
Posted 13 years agoMove along...still utterly disgusted at what some people get off to though.
Guess I am still mostly vanilla, but goddamn...some stuff is just too much for me...
Guess I am still mostly vanilla, but goddamn...some stuff is just too much for me...
Welp, Moving On
Posted 13 years agoDon't you hate it when...(mini rant)
Posted 13 years ago...you try to get to know someone here (or anywhere) and things seem promising at first; then all of a sudden they give you the cold shoulder treatment and wont even give the courtesy of an explaination why?
Respect is a two way street artists; if you dont have time to make new friends thats fine, but BE HONEST ABOUT IT.
DO NOT just start avoiding someone cold turkey, and presume they will just forget. Thats insulting to yourself and them.
If you dont like someone, at least tell them why instead of just saying 'because I just do'.
Some people can be real dirtbags.
End rant.
Respect is a two way street artists; if you dont have time to make new friends thats fine, but BE HONEST ABOUT IT.
DO NOT just start avoiding someone cold turkey, and presume they will just forget. Thats insulting to yourself and them.
If you dont like someone, at least tell them why instead of just saying 'because I just do'.
Some people can be real dirtbags.
End rant.
Mass Effect 3 Extended Cut
Posted 13 years agoI'm satisfied, still won't choose the destruction ending though.
Also...I romanced Tali and chose the control ending...not sure if it was shown for the rest of you...but if you look fast...THEY DO SHOW TALI'S FACE*!
*As in she's sitting with her mask off looking like she's in mourning so she's not looking directly at the camera/viewer, but you do get a partial view of what she looks like!
Also...I romanced Tali and chose the control ending...not sure if it was shown for the rest of you...but if you look fast...THEY DO SHOW TALI'S FACE*!
*As in she's sitting with her mask off looking like she's in mourning so she's not looking directly at the camera/viewer, but you do get a partial view of what she looks like!
Porn with Lorena!
Posted 13 years agowww.furaffinity.net/journal/3510764
Go check it out folks. This lady is in the mood to draw porn, and with her main character no less. This is a very rare offer from her as she RARELY if EVER allows anyone to be with her main character in an adult manner.
www.furaffinity.net/journal/3510764
Go check it out folks. This lady is in the mood to draw porn, and with her main character no less. This is a very rare offer from her as she RARELY if EVER allows anyone to be with her main character in an adult manner.
www.furaffinity.net/journal/3510764
Regarding Paw Day
Posted 13 years agoWho the fuck gets off on looking at, touching and/or smellings someone'd feet that may smell at least as bad as a gym sock, and may or maynot have athlete's foot?
Not this asshole...if I wanna touch and rub something that would be fragrant...gimme a natural woman's vagina.
Not this asshole...if I wanna touch and rub something that would be fragrant...gimme a natural woman's vagina.
Following the Lemmings aka GET TO KNOW THIS ASSHOLE
Posted 13 years ago1. How tall are you? 6'3"
2. Natural hair color? Dark Brown
3. What about eye color? Blue
4. What orientation are you? Bi-Curious
5. What do you do in your spare time? Vidya Games, Movies, Catch up on lost sleep
6. What's your job? TSA Security Officer
7. What's one thing you like about yourself? When I make a mistake and I know its my fault, I can accept responsability without hesitation and apologize
8. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself? Weight
9. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you? I tend to overreact and get angry quickly.
10. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?) I was raised Episcopalian, but I don't practice.
11. Do you drink? Socially, sometimes a few drinks at home on weekend nights.
12. Do you smoke? Never
13. What are your fears? Being left alone and/or forgotten about.
14. What are your dreams/goals? To just be happy and content.
15. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present? I don't know who hasn't, but to answer the question yes.
16. Who's your best bud? I...honestly don't know, I guess I have no real 'best bud.'
17. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for? Chips
18. Favorite drink? Apple Cider
19. Favorite color? Green
20. If you had any super power, what would it be? Manipulation of Time
21. Favorite movie? Back to the Future
22. Least favorite food? Mushrooms
23. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it? Beef Carpaccio
24. What do you drive/wish you drove? I drive a 2007 Pontiac Grand Prix GXP
25. Most disliked bug? Yellow Jackets
26. Most hated petpeeve? Ignorance
27. Dislike in life? Selfish behavior
28. Most annoying? Suck-ups/asskissers
29. Most disliked TV show? Anything American Idol related or like.
2. Natural hair color? Dark Brown
3. What about eye color? Blue
4. What orientation are you? Bi-Curious
5. What do you do in your spare time? Vidya Games, Movies, Catch up on lost sleep
6. What's your job? TSA Security Officer
7. What's one thing you like about yourself? When I make a mistake and I know its my fault, I can accept responsability without hesitation and apologize
8. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself? Weight
9. What's some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you? I tend to overreact and get angry quickly.
10. Of what faith/religion are you(if any at all?) I was raised Episcopalian, but I don't practice.
11. Do you drink? Socially, sometimes a few drinks at home on weekend nights.
12. Do you smoke? Never
13. What are your fears? Being left alone and/or forgotten about.
14. What are your dreams/goals? To just be happy and content.
15. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present? I don't know who hasn't, but to answer the question yes.
16. Who's your best bud? I...honestly don't know, I guess I have no real 'best bud.'
17. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for? Chips
18. Favorite drink? Apple Cider
19. Favorite color? Green
20. If you had any super power, what would it be? Manipulation of Time
21. Favorite movie? Back to the Future
22. Least favorite food? Mushrooms
23. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it? Beef Carpaccio
24. What do you drive/wish you drove? I drive a 2007 Pontiac Grand Prix GXP
25. Most disliked bug? Yellow Jackets
26. Most hated petpeeve? Ignorance
27. Dislike in life? Selfish behavior
28. Most annoying? Suck-ups/asskissers
29. Most disliked TV show? Anything American Idol related or like.
And So...
Posted 13 years ago....another artist has decided to go the route of being antisocial on a social community site. I refuse to give anyone attention who does not want to be social back. So thus I will not be following your new account and I have unfollowed your old account, miss.
Did I need to post this journal? No, but I wanted to make my point known, even if the artist in question will likely never read ir.
Did I need to post this journal? No, but I wanted to make my point known, even if the artist in question will likely never read ir.
Community Signal Boosting
Posted 13 years agohttp://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3309340/
This artist is doing something fun, if I could I would gladly pay for two slots and let the other slot go to someone else who really wanted in.
This artist is doing something fun, if I could I would gladly pay for two slots and let the other slot go to someone else who really wanted in.
What. The. Hell.
Posted 13 years agoI am noticing more and more artists going to 'auction only' for commission slots. Not even with one of their characters or a TCBY, this isis just to have art done by them.
I know that these are hard economic times, and we are all trying to get some extra cash; but auctioning off commission slots just seems a tad bit pretentious.
This is just my opinion though on the matter, throwing my two cents in for those who will listen.
Take it as you will.
I know that these are hard economic times, and we are all trying to get some extra cash; but auctioning off commission slots just seems a tad bit pretentious.
This is just my opinion though on the matter, throwing my two cents in for those who will listen.
Take it as you will.
Mass Effect 3 Ending Revisited SPOLIER ALERT SPOILER ALERT
Posted 13 years agoSPOILER ALERT
There with that out of the way, if what I read spoils the ending for you it is your own damned fault.
I may amend this later as I am on a smartphone and it doesn have the best editing abilities.
The Catalyst said the Reapers were a solution to the problem of Chaos.
Chaos is when things run amok, run unchecked and everything behaves unpredictably. It said that in the chaos organics would create synthetics, the synthetics would eventually rebel. The example of this is what happened with the Quarians and Geth. Now imagine if EVERY sapient species had that happen. Humans, Asari, Turians, Salarians etc. Not a very nice existence for organics to be drifting around space for centuries.
Also organics behave irrationally; the Genophage is evidence of that. The Krogan were subdued because the rest of the galaxy was in peril. Chaos brings misery and suffering eventually.
The Catalyst's solution was to perform a controlled and precise culling, pruning...reaping if you will via the Reapers. They come in every 50,000 years and eradicate advanced life for new races and civilizations to have a chance to grow and flourish that the other races might not have gotten if they weren't removed from the galaxy.
Also all the older species were utilized to create the Reapers as cybernetic (synthetic and organic) lifeforms, thus the reapers are the proof the others species exist. Also it is indicated if the reapers just wanted to they could selterilize the entire galaxy of organics if they wanted, but they weren't.
Harbinger and the Reapers goal was to preserve the balance of order and control of existence, so that everything is allowed to exist for 50,000 years before the galaxy becomes chaotic. Its like euthanasia; put the suffering to rest so that others can take their place. It is the cruel calculus, but logical and consistent as well.
There with that out of the way, if what I read spoils the ending for you it is your own damned fault.
I may amend this later as I am on a smartphone and it doesn have the best editing abilities.
The Catalyst said the Reapers were a solution to the problem of Chaos.
Chaos is when things run amok, run unchecked and everything behaves unpredictably. It said that in the chaos organics would create synthetics, the synthetics would eventually rebel. The example of this is what happened with the Quarians and Geth. Now imagine if EVERY sapient species had that happen. Humans, Asari, Turians, Salarians etc. Not a very nice existence for organics to be drifting around space for centuries.
Also organics behave irrationally; the Genophage is evidence of that. The Krogan were subdued because the rest of the galaxy was in peril. Chaos brings misery and suffering eventually.
The Catalyst's solution was to perform a controlled and precise culling, pruning...reaping if you will via the Reapers. They come in every 50,000 years and eradicate advanced life for new races and civilizations to have a chance to grow and flourish that the other races might not have gotten if they weren't removed from the galaxy.
Also all the older species were utilized to create the Reapers as cybernetic (synthetic and organic) lifeforms, thus the reapers are the proof the others species exist. Also it is indicated if the reapers just wanted to they could selterilize the entire galaxy of organics if they wanted, but they weren't.
Harbinger and the Reapers goal was to preserve the balance of order and control of existence, so that everything is allowed to exist for 50,000 years before the galaxy becomes chaotic. Its like euthanasia; put the suffering to rest so that others can take their place. It is the cruel calculus, but logical and consistent as well.
The Mass Effect 3 Ending(s)
Posted 13 years agoI liked them in retrospect.
If you all want to be upset about it that is your problem not mine.
Edit: It seems butthurt was too strong and challenging a word, though I wish youd think about unblocking me
Orange04 because I was simply trying to engage in discussion about it, not provoke.
If you all want to be upset about it that is your problem not mine.
Edit: It seems butthurt was too strong and challenging a word, though I wish youd think about unblocking me

Farewell Sasha
Posted 13 years agoSasha I was there the day we picked you up. I remember playing with you and watching you become obsessed when we had out the feathery toys.
She was sedated today because she has developed several tumors, in the past they were surgically removed but she was reported to have had trouble breathing. So today my mom thought it was time.
She was in tears when I called, I am going to miss that pissy Siberian.
Bye Sasha Cat
She was sedated today because she has developed several tumors, in the past they were surgically removed but she was reported to have had trouble breathing. So today my mom thought it was time.
She was in tears when I called, I am going to miss that pissy Siberian.
Bye Sasha Cat
Pimpage
Posted 13 years agoNever thought I'd pimp an artist, but
demonnyoko's style really is evident. Her prices are also hard to beat!
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/7370677/

http://www.furaffinity.net/full/7370677/
Daymn....7000 pageviews...
Posted 13 years agoDunno how or why...but thank you everyone.
Blah
Posted 13 years agoDeleted that last journal cause some people were missing the point I was making and using as a soap box on irrelevant topics.
BOOBIES! TITS! BIGGUNS! BREASTS!
There, bizarre enough to clear my head.
BOOBIES! TITS! BIGGUNS! BREASTS!
There, bizarre enough to clear my head.
What I'd like to know
Posted 13 years agoCopied this Meme from
Miko-chan
AM I...
[] Cute?
[] Funny?
[] Amazing?
[] Sexy?
[] Weird?
[] Annoying?
[] Addicting?
[] Inspiring?
[] Scary?
[] A bitch?
[] A sweetheart?
[] A disturbance?
[] A good friend?
[] Your best friend?
[] The reason you get out of bed every morning?
HAVE YOU...
[] Cried from missing me so much?
[] Laughed at me?
[] Wanted to hold me?
[] Wanted to kiss me?
[] Tried to avoid me?
[] Thought about me?
[] Had a dream about me?
[] Gotten mad at me over something silly?
[] Talked about me behind my back?
[] Thought there might be an us?
DO I...
[] Make you smile?
[] Make you laugh?
[] Make you sick?
[] Turn you on?
[] Make you blush?
[] Make you lol at how retarded I am?
WOULD YOU...
[] Carry me?
[] Kiss me?
[] Hug me?
[] Make out with me?
[] Make me watch something with you?
[] Take advantage of me?
[] Snuggle with me?
[] Cry on my shoulder?
[] Slap me?
[] Shake hands with me?
[] Sleep in the same bed with me?
[] Instant message me/text me?
[] Talk to me on the phone?
[] Dance with me?
[] Slap me on the ass?
You and I are...
[] Enemies
[] Complete strangers
[] Acquaintances
[] Friends
[] Best friends
ARE YOU...
[] Glad you know me?
[] Afraid of me?
[] Gonna ignore this?
[] Gonna pass this on so I can fill this out for you?
I don't tag persay, I let anyone who wants to do this do it themselves.

AM I...
[] Cute?
[] Funny?
[] Amazing?
[] Sexy?
[] Weird?
[] Annoying?
[] Addicting?
[] Inspiring?
[] Scary?
[] A bitch?
[] A sweetheart?
[] A disturbance?
[] A good friend?
[] Your best friend?
[] The reason you get out of bed every morning?
HAVE YOU...
[] Cried from missing me so much?
[] Laughed at me?
[] Wanted to hold me?
[] Wanted to kiss me?
[] Tried to avoid me?
[] Thought about me?
[] Had a dream about me?
[] Gotten mad at me over something silly?
[] Talked about me behind my back?
[] Thought there might be an us?
DO I...
[] Make you smile?
[] Make you laugh?
[] Make you sick?
[] Turn you on?
[] Make you blush?
[] Make you lol at how retarded I am?
WOULD YOU...
[] Carry me?
[] Kiss me?
[] Hug me?
[] Make out with me?
[] Make me watch something with you?
[] Take advantage of me?
[] Snuggle with me?
[] Cry on my shoulder?
[] Slap me?
[] Shake hands with me?
[] Sleep in the same bed with me?
[] Instant message me/text me?
[] Talk to me on the phone?
[] Dance with me?
[] Slap me on the ass?
You and I are...
[] Enemies
[] Complete strangers
[] Acquaintances
[] Friends
[] Best friends
ARE YOU...
[] Glad you know me?
[] Afraid of me?
[] Gonna ignore this?
[] Gonna pass this on so I can fill this out for you?
I don't tag persay, I let anyone who wants to do this do it themselves.
Birthday Club Fun!
Posted 13 years ago
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3093373/
An Epiphony...sort of
Posted 14 years agoIt has been so long since I have been able to relax and be happy I think I have forgotten how. Anyone care to help?
EDIT: I am not going to delete this but I am going to elaborate more. It has been a long time since I have felt happy and it felt almost alien, most of the time I worry how I am going to survive ans pay my bills, deal with asshole roommates who change the rules regarding rent when it suits them; trying ti appease management at work who guns for me all the time and denies every attempt ti get back ti full time status.
And I almost forgot that tonight when someone got me a very thoughtful gift. Ans I turned around and let the downers get the offer better of me. I am sorry my friend, I never meant to hurt your feelings.
What I should've said was this:
It has been so long since I felt happy I almost forgot how. I hope someone will bear with me as I overcome this sensation and help me feel happy more and more.
EDIT: I am not going to delete this but I am going to elaborate more. It has been a long time since I have felt happy and it felt almost alien, most of the time I worry how I am going to survive ans pay my bills, deal with asshole roommates who change the rules regarding rent when it suits them; trying ti appease management at work who guns for me all the time and denies every attempt ti get back ti full time status.
And I almost forgot that tonight when someone got me a very thoughtful gift. Ans I turned around and let the downers get the offer better of me. I am sorry my friend, I never meant to hurt your feelings.
What I should've said was this:
It has been so long since I felt happy I almost forgot how. I hope someone will bear with me as I overcome this sensation and help me feel happy more and more.