I recently posted a few pictures on tumblr, of myself in thigh highs that I got in the mail a few days ago.

I check my feed, and there's about 20 reblogs of my picture, all of which was noticed because of a blog called "curvy women in long socks"

I think I just unintentionally tricked a bunch of straight men

I'm mostly done. just touching up and stuff

https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....watch=Milotime

I'm mostly just going to mess with colors

now come watch me draw gay things

https://www.picarto.tv/live/channel.....watch=Milotime

well hey, that's cool I guess, right?

ugh, they named her Alyana.

I'm just glad they didn't name her hope, or destiny, or majesty






or debbie

I just created an nsfw tumblr for my doodles that I don't want to upload here, so

http://milofox08.tumblr.com/

I liked the way yesterday went, so I might do a stream again tonight. see if I can get at least 80% of the lineart done. again, it's nsfw

so if I do stream, it'll most likely be around 5pm PST

I plan on streaming at around 3pm PST.

I'm hoping to kind of force myself to stream a bit more often, since it really motivates me to actually draw more.

Days staying:
Friday till I dunno

Staying at:
I dunno

How are you traveling?
bus?

Who are you rooming with?
I dunno

Who will you be with?
I dunno

Where will you be?
I don't know where I am now

How is the best way to find you?
my intention is for you to not ever find me

What do you look like?
a guy hiding behind things

What is your gender?
Male

How old are you?
24

Are you mated/in a relationship?
oh my god, no

How tall are you?
5"10

Can I talk to you?
I- uh....

Can I hug and/or snuggle you?
do you WANT to give me a heart attack

Are you nice?
I am! I just... avoid people

Are you cliquey?
only if I get to know you for like, 7 months after the con

Are you fursuiting?
it would be the perfect way to avoid people, but no

Which suit(s) will you be bringing?
I'll bring a suit so big, it'll make your head spin!

Can I try on your suit?
I WILL win this case, and I'll get all of your money

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
tell me you love me

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
you'd just make me jealous of your skills

Can we hang out?
you probably won't want that

Can I talk to you?
you can try!

Where will you be eating?
the free food section (the garbage can in the alleyway)

Can I come to dinner with you?
eeeeh, I probably don't have any discarded apple cores to spare

Can I buy breakfast, lunch, or dinner sometime?
yes! please! I'm so hungry!

Can I ask ya to dance with me during the dances?
have you seen that friday music video? I'm like that white girl in the back of the car

Can I buy you drinks?
I'm guessing water isn't free?

Do you attend parties?
you'll never know because I'll be hiding!

Can I take your picture?
GOD NO, please spare your camera!

May I kidnap you to my room?
I don't like where this is going

Attending any events?
you're all attending MY event. the life of an awkward furry

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
to eat an unnatural amount of cheese enchiladas, and to see if anyone is fursuiting as fox mccloud

I'm a little embarrassed cuz I don't do this often... please don't judge meeee

http://www.livestream.com/sirrob

going to further confusion. anybody else going? it's like, next week right?

I'll be the guy hiding from everyone because he's too shy to approach anyone :>

the holidays are coming and there's going to be so much reindeer porn, but that's ok. reindeers are alright

what are you guys doing for the holidays

let me add you.

I warn anyone who has smash bros, that I am REALLY good. I've never lost in my life.










actually, I'm very bad at this game

Oh I just realized I broke 400 watchers.

I didn't break 400 watches

but 400 people followed me. how is that even....

If really like to stream again sometime, and I've almost given up on drawing for a while, so if i steamed games, what would people want to see

Just a thought. Kind of isolated here and bored. Need to keep my mind off of things, so it would be a nice distraction

Yesterday I went to a clinic, where I was officially diagnosed with chronic depression (instead of me just telling myself I'm depressed) and soon I'm going to check in again to see about getting me on anti depressants. They all tell me that it helps me to focus on being sad about things that matter, instead of finding the smallest reasons to be sad. I'm hoping this genuinely changes my outlook on life. Even if just a little.

Over the years, I've gotten worse and worse, and a few times tried to kill myself. I was hospitalized twice for it, but I just went back to feeling the same way every time I went to the hospital, or went to see a therapist. This is the only thing I haven't tried. So I have a lot of hope for this.

I have a sudden desire for a ferret.

Like, I really want a ferret

This cat of mine is a complete ass

On the plus side, I want to draw more than I've wanted to in a long time, and I love that. Plus, I got my new tablet in the mail and it looks amazing

The down side is my computer broke... literally the day I got my tablet in the mail.

Aha

yea I'm just going to take a step back for a bit. probably make a new account sometime down the road

I'm just not in a great position right now

I guess 5 favorites in 2 seconds tells me I should draw more porn

Or not to stream.

That is the question

for the past week, I've been noticing some weird dark red pattern stains on my pillow getting deeper and deeper, and then I realize, it's my blood. lol. my blood has been seeping through in my sleep apparently. that's kinda creepy

has the worst porn fads.

somebody please save fox mccloud

there's a good chance I'll lose my place.

but I'll continue working on commissions, since you were all kind enough

I'll try to stream tonight. maybe around 5-6pm PST

the new room is http://www.livestream.com/milofox08

because I forgot wtf my last account was... yea