My Dad has passed away.
Posted 8 years agoNot the way you want your 4th of July to start right..?
I'm broken hearted and heavy to announce on June 30th, I and my friend Seth (Nero) found my father dead in his home. When we found him, to my knowledge and to the EMT's, he has been deceased over a span of 12 hours. Cause of dead was decisive but we quickly settled it to being.. just time. For going through kidney failure and dialysis, medications and open heart bypasses...for over 13 years. It's taken its toll on him...and it finally happened. It has...taken a serious toll on me as well. I am coping in the best way I can, being among friends and family, keeping in mind about the good times...good and bad... It just feels like though...I lost a piece that can never come back. It felt like it was sucked out of me from my chest. Sometimes it hits me that I just can't believe he's gone... More than a few have said they are surprised how strong I'm going through this. The point of that is because... I knew this would happen, only in the back of my mind..but it was there. There were nights I cried myself to sleep. One day knowing I'll sleep and when I wake, he would be gone. I have been preparing myself for this for some time...you'd think it be easy.. but no, something like this...is never that.
Me being his only son, I have taken the point man position of his services. Upon my dads request, from way back in 2007 crazy enough, he is to be cremated. Possibly may scatter his ashes into one of the many lakes here in Lake County, for he loved this land here.
He brought so much of me out...he got me into so much that now nearly reflects me to this day. Gaming is a huge one he got me into. He use to play with the beta testers of the original Team Fortress game, Quake 1 and even Mechwarrior 1 and 2. He'd be on certain news letters and helping them out. My dad used to work for Motorola, and knew his way around electric mechanics, mainly computers. Maybe its why I enjoy and appreciate technology so much. I don't remember but be told me, when I was around 4 or so, he'd sit me on his lap and help run Doom 2 for me, and I loved it. The birth of a gamer right? Both my parents were happy I found the furry fandom. My dad was the first. It was all about trust and family. For example, my first fur-con cross country was Anthrocon 2008. Here I was going, on a trip with a couple 20 year old's when I was 16, he slapped $300 in my hand and told me 'Have fun, be safe, and don't do anything stupid'. So I enjoyed my con with friends and my first real furry experience and never broke his trust ^^ I can say, he urged me into the fandom. Most of all... he taught me to chase my dreams, and be the person I am.
Of course there were thing's I wish he could have done better. I wish he was better financially secure. There were days he'd ask for help when I'm stripped. Even if I don't have enough, I still help him someway, I'm probably stubborn. I wish he wasn't lazy. It just looked like he given up on life and just allowed himself to go down this road. From his point of view I can understand, going through dialysis for years and constantly going to hospitals and getting tubes poked in your arms and chest. It was a constant battle... and he fought well, for 13 years of this. He deserves his rest...
There is still so much I can talk about my dad, but I just really wanted to get the word out. I'm still processing this... but I know for certain, I'm not alone. My friends and my family, have been there every second of the way for me... and I can never be so grateful for them... I wouldn't be able to get through this without my best bud Seth, who stuck with me every second when this started...Thank you brother... To my honey bear, Clemikou, for being there when I was in absolute dire straights, the one who understands me the most, when I lose faith she brings it back to me, when I feel in a dark tunnel...she wouldn't be holding the light, she is the light, and that's all I need right now, and her light shines brightly. I love you so very much my honey baby...Thank you so much <3 I would be lost without the both of you... and without my friends, and my family. The best way to cope... we stick together. There are still so many I wish to address thanks but...eh...too much writing X3
I am so glad, he is someplace better...no more pain, no more medicine, no more cold blizzards or blistering hot days... he is free.
So for now...that's all I can say. Happy 4th of July as well everyone. Thank you for reading this far, and thank you, so much..
Mark Wolford
05/16/1961 - 06/30/2017
I love you dad. I won't stop fighting and I'll make you proud. I promise.
Requiescat In Pace
My own Video Production Intro
Posted 8 years agoHey Everyone!
Been a little while since I had a journal. Been really busy with my life lately. But around there I decided to have some fun editing some things on Sony Vegas, and made my production intro. I dont think its final, but if ill keep it, ill do a couple more things to it. :) May be simple but im proud of it! What do you guys think? ^^
Another Year Gone, and I'm still alive!
Posted 8 years agoGreetings all and everybody!
Happy New Years! We survived 2016.
I never really made a journal about myself for everyone to read on about whats been happening with my life recently. Normally I don't do journals anymore because the majority of them here are mainly commission or art/game streaming related. Which I don't do either...well one, but I'll explain that later on. So if you like to read on about where I've been the last couple years, listen in. If no, thanks for clicking on this anyway X3 I'm taking care in life.
Ill start with personal stuff. I moved out of my dads and now living with my best buddy/partner in crime
DarkFox1100710 in his old home. Last year there was a fire at this house, no one died or got hurt! But the house needed some TLC. After half a year it was rebuilt and he moved back in, and I decided to move in as well. It has been great living here! Quiet, peaceful, working two jobs and making things work out. Lots of laughs here, and a lot more in the future for sure. He's thinking of getting a house, if so I'll move in again. Until I'm really financially secure and get my own place, rent or own. So living I'm doing fair.
Also yes you heard correctly, I work two jobs now. My first job for more than a year, I work for a company that works for waste management, we fix CAT engines. A lot to work on but still the pays good and benefits are awesome. But with the amount of money I'm making, its not enough. So I got a second job, and guess what? Back to the Depot X3 (Home Depot). The same store I worked a couple years ago. Their starting pay went up, so I took it. Working 5 days a week and getting the weekends off on both jobs is awesome! Just it takes so much out of me, waking up at 6am to go work at the first job till 3, chill for 3 hours then go to work again at 7 till 11 at the Depot, 5 straight days a week. It takes a lot out...and I'm already feeling burnt out. I won't stay at the Depot long though, maybe till Spring. I only gotten the job so I can get myself financially secure, a head start in the year. It's burning but I'm making it work. I hope just I don't run out of gas and blow up XD
I GOT A NEW COMPUTER!!!! FUCKING FINALLY!!! I've been freaking sweating blood and working so hard for over two years to finally get this! When you been using an old ass gaming laptop from 2009 as your system for over 8 years to try and game and edit movies...it kind of begins to die and begin sucking XD So for that....I finally got a new computer, for the first time with my own money. A Huge accomplishment! This signifies I can start doing Gmod stuff again! Making movies, start my career of being a gamer/movie producer, director whatever! I tell you going from 4g's of Ram and GTX 260 to now 16g Ram and GTX 1060 8G....Fuck...yes XD I know any tower gamer will think the same thing right? So now I have my computer, I can do stuff again! Finally finish so many gmod projects and movies I had in mind XD now its just finding the time to do them is the question...ill find it. Just wish it was now.
Yes, me and
clemikou are still together and very happy X3 her and I just have such a crazy schedule we aren't able to see each other as much as we wanted to. She working at Toys R Us, working on college and commissions, shes been a busy bee. Just like me, working two jobs and trying to keep my sanity X3 just as she is... This year will be different. Both her and I will make sure of it.
I also noticed about my body..physically. I weigh 270 lbs. Holy fuck. Never weighed that much in my life. It's what I get for eating nothing but fast food, pizza, chicken and nachos for months on end. So I made a small promise. When the new year starts, so will my path to being healthy again. Ill do exercising, calorie in-take monitoring, and even weight lifting. I want to be thin, flexible and thin again. Many remember me as being thin and strong! Not big and chubby XD I know most to all have no problem but me, I don't like it. So I'm making a difference. Actually both me and Seth are gonna do the same thing. I'll even pull my honey b Clemi into this. We all need to lose weight. Its not gonna be easy...but I had enough being blarg, I wanna be bwruff XD
Pretty much that is all the important stuff covered to those curious about what I've been doing and why ive been quiet. FA reasons and other stuff. But now I have a new computer, I SHOULD be more active, if not, i'm being lazy, then you can smack me lol really though thats all I can think of to tell you. Just thing's been busy and making changes in my life, just wanting to do the right thing to maintain a healthy life both physically and mentally, also have fun and be crazy. Its just me lol
I hope you all have a good one, and take care! If you read down to hear, thank you ^^ your awesome. Ill make another journal about my actions later down the road.
Until then! Peace Out!
Happy New Years! We survived 2016.
I never really made a journal about myself for everyone to read on about whats been happening with my life recently. Normally I don't do journals anymore because the majority of them here are mainly commission or art/game streaming related. Which I don't do either...well one, but I'll explain that later on. So if you like to read on about where I've been the last couple years, listen in. If no, thanks for clicking on this anyway X3 I'm taking care in life.
Ill start with personal stuff. I moved out of my dads and now living with my best buddy/partner in crime

Also yes you heard correctly, I work two jobs now. My first job for more than a year, I work for a company that works for waste management, we fix CAT engines. A lot to work on but still the pays good and benefits are awesome. But with the amount of money I'm making, its not enough. So I got a second job, and guess what? Back to the Depot X3 (Home Depot). The same store I worked a couple years ago. Their starting pay went up, so I took it. Working 5 days a week and getting the weekends off on both jobs is awesome! Just it takes so much out of me, waking up at 6am to go work at the first job till 3, chill for 3 hours then go to work again at 7 till 11 at the Depot, 5 straight days a week. It takes a lot out...and I'm already feeling burnt out. I won't stay at the Depot long though, maybe till Spring. I only gotten the job so I can get myself financially secure, a head start in the year. It's burning but I'm making it work. I hope just I don't run out of gas and blow up XD
I GOT A NEW COMPUTER!!!! FUCKING FINALLY!!! I've been freaking sweating blood and working so hard for over two years to finally get this! When you been using an old ass gaming laptop from 2009 as your system for over 8 years to try and game and edit movies...it kind of begins to die and begin sucking XD So for that....I finally got a new computer, for the first time with my own money. A Huge accomplishment! This signifies I can start doing Gmod stuff again! Making movies, start my career of being a gamer/movie producer, director whatever! I tell you going from 4g's of Ram and GTX 260 to now 16g Ram and GTX 1060 8G....Fuck...yes XD I know any tower gamer will think the same thing right? So now I have my computer, I can do stuff again! Finally finish so many gmod projects and movies I had in mind XD now its just finding the time to do them is the question...ill find it. Just wish it was now.
Yes, me and

I also noticed about my body..physically. I weigh 270 lbs. Holy fuck. Never weighed that much in my life. It's what I get for eating nothing but fast food, pizza, chicken and nachos for months on end. So I made a small promise. When the new year starts, so will my path to being healthy again. Ill do exercising, calorie in-take monitoring, and even weight lifting. I want to be thin, flexible and thin again. Many remember me as being thin and strong! Not big and chubby XD I know most to all have no problem but me, I don't like it. So I'm making a difference. Actually both me and Seth are gonna do the same thing. I'll even pull my honey b Clemi into this. We all need to lose weight. Its not gonna be easy...but I had enough being blarg, I wanna be bwruff XD
Pretty much that is all the important stuff covered to those curious about what I've been doing and why ive been quiet. FA reasons and other stuff. But now I have a new computer, I SHOULD be more active, if not, i'm being lazy, then you can smack me lol really though thats all I can think of to tell you. Just thing's been busy and making changes in my life, just wanting to do the right thing to maintain a healthy life both physically and mentally, also have fun and be crazy. Its just me lol
I hope you all have a good one, and take care! If you read down to hear, thank you ^^ your awesome. Ill make another journal about my actions later down the road.
Until then! Peace Out!
Emergancy Sketch Commissions for Sale by Clemikou!
Posted 9 years agoI haven't done many journals in the past year, my lifes been sort of crazy atm. But I only will if there was an emergency.
's life right now is all in shambles and needs emergency commissions! She is only doing 5 Sketches and each are $25.
What you'll get:
- Full body character sketch (Anthro, feral, pony, doesn't matter)
- Any extra items you'd like
- Any pose you'd like
Examples of her Sketches:
https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....a-Fighting.jpg
https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....ony-sketch.jpg
If you are interested, take a look into her journal here for more info: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7700810/
If you cannot, I humbly ask you please to spread the word if you can. Right now her situation is dire...and I never seen something like this. It kind of scares me.
Thank you guys, I really do appreciate it.

What you'll get:
- Full body character sketch (Anthro, feral, pony, doesn't matter)
- Any extra items you'd like
- Any pose you'd like
Examples of her Sketches:
https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....a-Fighting.jpg
https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....ony-sketch.jpg
If you are interested, take a look into her journal here for more info: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7700810/
If you cannot, I humbly ask you please to spread the word if you can. Right now her situation is dire...and I never seen something like this. It kind of scares me.
Thank you guys, I really do appreciate it.
Dream Kip Adoptables for Sale by Clemikou
Posted 9 years agoI am advertising my honey b,
clemikou's sale for her Dream Kip Adoptables she has created! Check what they look like below! :D
EXAMPLE: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20444936/ Price: $30
If you are interested, she has also made extra concepts for sale
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20445631/ Price: $15 EACH - $30 for Upgrade their ref sheet to include their anthro version with a hairstyle of their choice.
If you cannot buy, please do spread the word! :) Thanks everyone!

EXAMPLE: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20444936/ Price: $30
If you are interested, she has also made extra concepts for sale
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20445631/ Price: $15 EACH - $30 for Upgrade their ref sheet to include their anthro version with a hairstyle of their choice.
If you cannot buy, please do spread the word! :) Thanks everyone!
Anya Desmond YCH Commissions- CHEAP
Posted 10 years agoMy good friend, that most of you may know
anyadesmond is up for YCH And custom commissions! And for a very cheap price, for either general to adult! Coming to $10 - $45 per commission, and it varies!
Examples:
YCH - $10 OR $45 for fully lined drawing
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16353255/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16352847/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16352836/
Custom Commissions as well imply! You can discuss that with Anya if you prefer those. But for very cheap and good quality art, I'm getting myself two atm.
As I said, commissions and prices may vary, but for good quality art for a cheap price! :D give it a try!

Examples:
YCH - $10 OR $45 for fully lined drawing
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16353255/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16352847/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/16352836/
Custom Commissions as well imply! You can discuss that with Anya if you prefer those. But for very cheap and good quality art, I'm getting myself two atm.
As I said, commissions and prices may vary, but for good quality art for a cheap price! :D give it a try!
New start, moved out, alot! Sorry I haven't said anything
Posted 10 years agoFor all my watchers and fellow fuzzballs, I am sorry I havent been keeping tabs up here for a while. I really dont like keeping life updates on here. Usually I do some on Facebook or Twitter, even Vine, but not really on FA as much now a days.
So ill make it short for you all!
I finally MOVED out of my old mans place, and now I currently live in JANESVILLE, WI with partner in crime and one of my best buds Seth, also known as
(Hes now known as Nero Schinder now a days XD, not Dark anymore). Him and I had the idea to move out since last year, and finally it has happened! I was originally going to move out June, but Seth actually found a 3 bedroom duplex, for only 650 a month, a steal! So my moving date was moved up pretty quick.
I use to work at Advanced Auto Parts for a couple months, but things weren't looking up too well, so when my moving date was set, I put in my two weeks. Funny enough when I did, my boss actually already put 25 hours of pay in, and I didn't need to come in. So for two weeks I did nothing, and still got paid. I also got fucked by them. I was suppose to be paid the 25 hours plus the hours I physically did, but I was only paid with the hours I clocked in. I was going to use the majority of the check to pay for laundry, some food and even plates. OH YEAH, I finally got a car! :D a 98 Pontiac Sunfire, with 178K miles. I even had my good buddy
come over and help me change the oil in it. It BARELY had any oil in it. I also do need to bleed the brakes, but i'll cross that bridge when it comes.
So I must wait for my check to come in for my plates and title transfer, after that, then I should be all good. Plus now I will be working at NTB (National Tire Battery) as a mechanic, Seth works there as well, so I got a good man inside to help me fall in :) The job will be lined up real soon, so things will start to look up real good!
A few things I dont like here is now i'm living further away from my honey baby
. Even being an hour away from her as I was before it was tough, but now i'm a bit further >.< Every day I wish I could be with her, without having to worry about distance. But I know that will change in the future...i'm patient and not patient XD but I know that time will come ^^ I love you so much honey baby~
Also another thing I dont like here is its pretty shady where I live, like near border line ghetto. It looks dangerous to be outside after midnight. Hell i'm even thinking of owning a CCL (Concealed Carry License) just for my protection when I go out. But I am still new here, so im gonna give it the benefit of a doubt.
So, thats that. Things have changed, for the good hopefully. New place, new job, just a new start! I hope this good vibe keeps going throughout the whole time i'm here. :) Once again im sorry for the rather late update on my life to share, I just haven't done any life updates here as of lately. But thats the big one, the highlight of the month, perhaps half the year.
Till then, take care my friends :)
Assassins Creed - Unity Coop for Xbox One
Posted 11 years agoAs of now I have been playing Unity for a couple days, and it is absolutely awesome!! But I have not yet tried Coop, due to not really wanting to play with strangers XD people I dont trust. I rather play with my fellow furs and Assassin's Creed lovers~ If you have AC Unity for Xbox one, you can add me! My gamertag is Morin Wolf. Ill be online!
MFF Snowglobe Badges/Christmas Tree Ornaments!
Posted 11 years agoI wanted to spread this out, because this is just an amazing idea for a badge, and a ornament for your tree!
My honey b
clemikou has commissions open for these! LOOK AT ET! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14967902/.
Are they awesome or what?! Trust me when she told me about this idea, I was Very curious to see how they look until she showed me. I Never seen any other badges like this before. But they dont act just as badges, but perfect holiday ornaments of your sona in the holiday spirit! The background, your character, the title is digital art, but the snow globe is hand made, attaching a pretty ribbon XD They are perfect for MFF and the Chicago-land area, as well as its theme: The Holidays! And awesome for your tree!
Details - They really aren't 3D snow globes, for they aren't filled with water, but with glitter! From Clemi's word, if you shake the globe they act just like a snow globe would~ Not to the full effect, but just as satisfying ^^ And is hot glued so no glitter can escape.
If you order one, you will get to choose your type of ribbon, color of glitter and backgrounds as shown here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14967930/
Go to this journal here for more info. Make sure to read it all so you won't miss anything - http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6256416/
The journal above will explain the requirements and features. And if you have ANY questions, just ask Clemikou and she will gladly answer ^^ Go on...I know you want to~
I finally made a TWEET!
Posted 11 years agoYes...I finally did XD Even when I said I will not....I did *chuckles* We will see how this goes.
In general I made my tweet for more of my lets plays and just online gaming entertainment. Like me playing Assassins Creed drunk or just being myself XD An example would be me playing Black Flag drinking booze and talking in an Arnold Schwarzenegger accent. But that aint the only one, hell no XD
If YOU would like to keep on tabs and up to date, here is my Tweet!
https://twitter.com/MorinWolf101
Nomnom!
Posted 11 years agoOm nom nom! XD
Furry Science Theater 69K - The Vampire Effect
Posted 11 years agoTonight at 11pm, Central American time, I shall host once again Another FST69K event!
The last time with The Machine Girl, my sound file was corrupted, and it would take a few months of edit to just make it work. But now I have myself a new skype recorder and I am willing to give it a try.
I am hoping to gather my old crew for the event tonight! The original people were




I do hope to get the original crew, but if not I would like to see if someone else would would like to join in on the fun. But You MUST have a sense of humor, its not really a commentary show, but we make fun of it and have fun at the same time.
Its still early but ill give another update when something comes up!
Thanks for readying and ill keep you posted! :D
The last time with The Machine Girl, my sound file was corrupted, and it would take a few months of edit to just make it work. But now I have myself a new skype recorder and I am willing to give it a try.
I am hoping to gather my old crew for the event tonight! The original people were




I do hope to get the original crew, but if not I would like to see if someone else would would like to join in on the fun. But You MUST have a sense of humor, its not really a commentary show, but we make fun of it and have fun at the same time.
Its still early but ill give another update when something comes up!
Thanks for readying and ill keep you posted! :D
Another year Older/Birthday
Posted 11 years agoYup, it is that time! I am now officially 23 years old!
Jeez....when I look back, this year has passed really slow. But forward...oh I know there's going to be obstacles...but ill just over them and tear them apart as I come close to it.
Tomorrow I will be going to Paintball Explosion with friends and co-workers, gonna have a paintball war! :D
I hope everyone is doing okay and having a great night!
Jeez....when I look back, this year has passed really slow. But forward...oh I know there's going to be obstacles...but ill just over them and tear them apart as I come close to it.
Tomorrow I will be going to Paintball Explosion with friends and co-workers, gonna have a paintball war! :D
I hope everyone is doing okay and having a great night!
Clear yourself...and Listen (Native American Music)
Posted 11 years agoI have had a love for this music since I was small. It could be because of the wolf in me. Wolves are among one of the greatest Native American animals in life. Trust me there are MANY others...but I am who I am. I am a Gray Wolf. My spirit has always known to soar, my mind as open as space, my heart has been to beat the earth, and my soul is as bright as Eden. I know you do feel the same too. I am not the only one.
It is duty as Wolves, to not only lead pack, but to offer wisdom to those who seek it, but as well shared regardless. That is one of my duties, not only as a Wolf, but as well to my Assassins. Duty as Grand Mentor. They say if you look into a wolves eyes, you will see your own soul. But I do not need to, for I already know. I feel it everywhere I go. When my heart beats, when I breathe, when I move. You don't look at a person from the outside...but from within. Their is a duty for every animal out there...but that is what makes us, us. Not just duty...but of everything into the positive field. Laetitia.
Once you release yourself from all the sins you done, the bad you have created, whether they forgive you or not, you feel the weight of those sins, those demons, the darkness, subside. Lift. You become a better person from those ashes you burn. You are born again. I am...Proud. I am Proud of my Assassins, Proud of my friends, my family, Proud of my wonderful lover. Proud to be Grand Mentor for my assassins, Proud to be part of a fandom which people all have in common. I don't hook onto the bad...but rather, only the good. The only thing is...I only hope... they are proud of Me...for being who I am. When the moment comes and counts. But its not only that...but I am proud of those who are not afraid to be themselves. I am Happy.
Being Proud...does not mean Pride. It means to have personal happiness to something you acknowledge, something you are happy for. Grateful for. Loved for.
There is more than meets the eye than on this physical world...and much we dont understand. But there are some...that are willing to learn. To understand. To Experience.
I Am Gray Wolf. I am Grand Mentor. And I am Happy. I am Proud to be with my friends and family. Proud to be part of this life. Proud of You.
Tell me what you are proud of. What you are happy for. The happiest memory. The best and most moving feeling.
FURRY SCIENCE THEATER 69K if possible!
Posted 11 years agoAfter almost 2 years...I want to get back into this, and I have just the idea!!!
For those who are not familiar with this, I used to host a furry version of Mystery Science Theater 3K. Me and friends did movies such as Ghost Rider, Cat in the Hat, and even Sleepy Hallow and we make it funny. Now in my projects there are tons of movies out there I want to do, but the only reason why I ain't, is because I have a lack of people that want to do it with me. Along with myself, I need atleast 4 others with me to do more Furry Science Theater. And trust me...you NEED a sence of humor to do this or even watch what we do XD we break movies apart and just make it funny, furry style.
Now I have a few people in mind...I am not too sure. What i use to do was record the movie with my camera and we just talk, old school. But now, i can have everyone on skype and watch the movie off the net, then put it all together in editing! Really easy! But aslo I want to do this movie in one sitting, and not make it boring for the riffers and the audience. But if I must I can put videos in parts and make it easier for people to enjoy, I am unsure which to decide. If you have suggestions hey feed me! Tell me what would be best to release them, or even how.
Now tonight...i want to do my first Furry Science Theater since so long, and I have the right movie to riff! It is called The Machine Girl. A low budget japanese gorefest movie about a school girl getting revenger on the Yakuza for killing her brother and cutting off her arm, replacing it with a chain gun XD you think im kidding? Heres the trailer
http://youtu.be/eSpCWJnnWVI
Now I really hope you enjoyed that...because thats the movie XD Cheesy and yet Funny to watch, it just brings you in with the big question "....Why?". And so, that is what I want to do! Hopefully will bring some people in with to riff the hell out of this movie XD If your interested in watching or possible riffing let me know! We can do it later tonight if anyone wants to!
I really hope we can do this something tonight, that would be awesome! ^^ I want others to enjoy themselves along this, so I hope to make people laugh with this for my fellow fuzzballs!
But comment below if your interested! Or what you think of this movie XD trust me...its worth it!
Real Horror Stories Ultimate Edition REVIEW
Posted 11 years agoSo I decided to make myself a small review bout the terrifying indie horror game Real Horror Stories - Ultimate Edition. Now this Was suppose to be a Lets Play...but just luckly, my laptop decided to say Fuck You to my webcam footage and I couldn't make one! So for that...I had to just do a review, as a small sorry to anyone who watches. But here is the link to the video.
http://youtu.be/Tb7ReRYKZH4
PLEASE PLEASE if you have a youtube, Like and Subscribe to my channel! ^^ Share this with your friends. I promise, you will NOT be disappointed. You get to watch me scream like a little girl XD
Thanks everyone, I hope you enjoy ^^
LETS PLAY - Vanish (Another Indie Horror Game)
Posted 11 years agoI told you I would be making more! XD Now this one...It made me jump so much, I screamed so loud I had to edit the sound to make sure it doesnt blow out the viewers ears! Please take a look, I promise you, it aint me jumping, its me Screaming! XD
http://youtu.be/ITLjtWowdhs
If you liked, you can Watch Me here on FA and Subscribe on my YouTube! I will make more!
I hope you enjoy....and this one was a scare for me XD
LETS PLAY - The House 2 (Indie Horror Game) + Father Home!
Posted 11 years agoWell...I finally did it, I finally made my own Lets Play XD It has been so long since ive wanted to make my own. One of my last journals I was was asking for a type of camcorder or webcam to use! So I was gonna get myself something with night vision...but thanks to you, I actually now got myself a Logitech C920 ^^ it is an awesome webcam! 1080p, smooth video, just so awesome! :D Thanks to you guys for suggesting ^^ Made a right call! But I will soon get a night vision camera...make it easier and freakier!
But anyway...I finally made a Lets Play! Sort of a Pilot for my movies to come! Check it out!
http://youtu.be/8KOXFZsOVaw
If you like it, please subscribe and like! Comment and tell me how I did, or tell me what I need approving on, remember this was one of my first Lets Play videos! Plus if you could, may you please spread this around, I am hoping that others can watch, and enjoy themselves, so it may motivate me further to entertain you even more! ^^ I hope you enjoy! Yeah...me screaming like a little girl...XD
FATHER UPDATE - He is Finally home! Home and happy he is out from the hospital! 2 weeks is more than enough to be in there, but he finally came out healthy, well enough. But he quit smoking, and hes more motivated to keep himself from doing things like that again. So he is just fine! ^^ A bit bruised, but he said he'll make it out. Once More and again...Thank you so much for keeping us on your minds and prayers...they really did help. More than you know ^^ Thank you so much...and I know my dad is thankful as well. Trust me ^^ *hugs to you all*
I now have a Vine!
Posted 11 years agoEyup...im now on the band wagon of Vine, all thanks to
matchwood for getting me into it. But hey im having fun with em!
So if you have a Vine, come and follow me! The name is Morin Wolf ^^
More vids to come XD come follow to watch the furry randomness!

So if you have a Vine, come and follow me! The name is Morin Wolf ^^
More vids to come XD come follow to watch the furry randomness!
Help! What Camcorder should I buy? And Father Update
Posted 11 years agoSo after thinking for a long time...I do want to get a brand new camera again!
I have been wanting to make movies for a long time, especially Let's Play videos. And I know YouTube is crazy with them. Everyday there are more and new Lets Play videos coming up. Hell I figure I could be bit popular doing Lets Play vids for the fandom! Or something like that. Just for the fun, I like making people laugh and entertain them. I haven't tested my reactions much, they may not be as good as PewDiePie, Tobuscus or Markiplier at first, but ill still want to try!
So I am trying to find a camera that is affordable. Not expansive or cheap as hell. Something that takes 1080p, awesome resolution, and HOPEFULLY Night-vision. Night Vision is only optional, but I'll still want to try. The limit I will buy is between $200 and $300. I don't want something fancy or big...maybe not too small, cause small cameras always make me nervous...makes me think ill break it haha
So anyway, do you have any options or suggestions for me? Anything at all?! I need the helpz!
So! About my father. Before you ask, he is just fine. He is now awake, talking and completely normal. He called me a few times the last few days, and was telling me everything is okay, even making sure I was okay. It did scare the living shit out of me...but I am just grateful that he is fine, as if nothing is wrong with him, he sounds great. But we ain't out of the woods yet, hes still in intensive care, but hopefully today he will be out of it and in a normal room.
But I want to let you all know...that you have no idea how it feels to know that you guys kept your prayers and hopes for me and for my dad. For that...Thank you so very much...you have no idea how grateful I am. It really does mean alot...and I want to again thank my honey baby Clemikou for making a journal about my situation, expanding the hope, that you all kept alive. Thank you so much baby...<3 and Thank you All. I know that I am always there for you all...but its...just a wonderful feeling...knowing that you all there for me...I will Never...forget it <3 Thank you. *hugs to you all*
I have been wanting to make movies for a long time, especially Let's Play videos. And I know YouTube is crazy with them. Everyday there are more and new Lets Play videos coming up. Hell I figure I could be bit popular doing Lets Play vids for the fandom! Or something like that. Just for the fun, I like making people laugh and entertain them. I haven't tested my reactions much, they may not be as good as PewDiePie, Tobuscus or Markiplier at first, but ill still want to try!
So I am trying to find a camera that is affordable. Not expansive or cheap as hell. Something that takes 1080p, awesome resolution, and HOPEFULLY Night-vision. Night Vision is only optional, but I'll still want to try. The limit I will buy is between $200 and $300. I don't want something fancy or big...maybe not too small, cause small cameras always make me nervous...makes me think ill break it haha
So anyway, do you have any options or suggestions for me? Anything at all?! I need the helpz!
So! About my father. Before you ask, he is just fine. He is now awake, talking and completely normal. He called me a few times the last few days, and was telling me everything is okay, even making sure I was okay. It did scare the living shit out of me...but I am just grateful that he is fine, as if nothing is wrong with him, he sounds great. But we ain't out of the woods yet, hes still in intensive care, but hopefully today he will be out of it and in a normal room.
But I want to let you all know...that you have no idea how it feels to know that you guys kept your prayers and hopes for me and for my dad. For that...Thank you so very much...you have no idea how grateful I am. It really does mean alot...and I want to again thank my honey baby Clemikou for making a journal about my situation, expanding the hope, that you all kept alive. Thank you so much baby...<3 and Thank you All. I know that I am always there for you all...but its...just a wonderful feeling...knowing that you all there for me...I will Never...forget it <3 Thank you. *hugs to you all*
My father is in ICU
Posted 11 years agoSo ill start here...well anywhere to be exact.
Yesterday morning. My father had trouble getting up, he slipped off his bed when he was sleeping and his leg fell asleep, so I helped him onto the bed and he started to have problems breathing, he even needed me to push him onto his back to just breathe...then he told me to call 911. This the first time I ever had to do this...to call an ambulance for my father. EMT's came by to pick him up, I was a bit shaken and didn't know what was happening. An officer came in and asked if I was okay, told him "yeah just... Never had this happen before.." But he assured me he will be okay, and to call if anything else happens in the future. So they put him on a stretcher and my dad said he'll call me once he gets comfortable at the hospital.
This shook me well enough...my honey b
clemikou offered to come over for thr day. So she did. Since we both didnt get much sleep we decided to get some rest together till i get a call. Then i was awoken by a knock, opened the door and it was my grandmother. Surprised to see her i asked what was going on, she told me my dad is now in ICU with a breathing tube down his throat....a bit startled I told them where hes at, they told me if i was coming of course I was. They left first, me and Clemi put on our coats and she drove me out to see my dad. When i get there...its not a fun site...to see your father laying down with the breathing tube...i never seen him like that... Later my aunt came up, i havent seen her in years, and my grandma came in just about, surprised to see me and Clemi get there first. The nurse came in later, telling me what was happening, apparently he skipped dialysis Friday, and possibly Wednesday for something I dont know, and his potassium level was high, part of reason for his paralysis. But none the less...hes starting to recover, I saw the moniter his blood is fine, heart normal, hes resting comfortably.
But what also got me worried was my financial situation. My car had fumes, no food in the house and I had only 3 bucks in cash. My dads getting his sociel security check and disability tomorrow, but I dont have access to his account, leaving me a bit stuck. Generosity finds its way wether I like it or not heh...my aunt gave me 20 for gas... Then my honey b took me to the store, for just enough food till tomorrow or thursday. I...I would be lost without my love Clemikou... I love you so very much...thank you for this...and thank you for being there for me...~ I will repay for this, one way or another <3
Today, my father is doing better. Hes aware of whats going on, and hes recovering. Tomorrow I cant remember what he will go over but it shouldnt be a problem. Hes recovering...thats what matters.
Im not a man to ask for anything...but please give hope for him to make it out of this, even if the road seems smooth and straight, you dont know if there will be bumps and sharp turns there...so please give him your support if you could...and also understand I may not be talkative for the next few days. But please if you may, give him hope enough to make it out of this...thank you everyone for reading. Have a good day, and ill keep you posted.
Yesterday morning. My father had trouble getting up, he slipped off his bed when he was sleeping and his leg fell asleep, so I helped him onto the bed and he started to have problems breathing, he even needed me to push him onto his back to just breathe...then he told me to call 911. This the first time I ever had to do this...to call an ambulance for my father. EMT's came by to pick him up, I was a bit shaken and didn't know what was happening. An officer came in and asked if I was okay, told him "yeah just... Never had this happen before.." But he assured me he will be okay, and to call if anything else happens in the future. So they put him on a stretcher and my dad said he'll call me once he gets comfortable at the hospital.
This shook me well enough...my honey b

But what also got me worried was my financial situation. My car had fumes, no food in the house and I had only 3 bucks in cash. My dads getting his sociel security check and disability tomorrow, but I dont have access to his account, leaving me a bit stuck. Generosity finds its way wether I like it or not heh...my aunt gave me 20 for gas... Then my honey b took me to the store, for just enough food till tomorrow or thursday. I...I would be lost without my love Clemikou... I love you so very much...thank you for this...and thank you for being there for me...~ I will repay for this, one way or another <3
Today, my father is doing better. Hes aware of whats going on, and hes recovering. Tomorrow I cant remember what he will go over but it shouldnt be a problem. Hes recovering...thats what matters.
Im not a man to ask for anything...but please give hope for him to make it out of this, even if the road seems smooth and straight, you dont know if there will be bumps and sharp turns there...so please give him your support if you could...and also understand I may not be talkative for the next few days. But please if you may, give him hope enough to make it out of this...thank you everyone for reading. Have a good day, and ill keep you posted.
You know whats nice to know...?
Posted 11 years agoIm sorry but I have to vent this out...
But its really nice to know that my old man, my father, the man im helping out at his house and helping him with lots of house chores and even giving him money, doesn't have faith in me for my degree. Does Not. He doesnt believe ill finish...
The story is, in a year and a half, my dad will be moving to Florida (hes thinking about it, but I know he will do it) and I am thinking of registering for college this summer, for fall and winter classes to complete my degree. I Already did a year of college for my degree, so that Should cut my courses in half for when I get ready for school again.
I am going for an Associates Degree for Digital Media, and I have completed only a year of courses, which I only now need about a year and a half OR less to graduate. There is no need to repeat courses I already have done, but only those I failed, which I think I have failed 2 of them. So it would cut my courses in half, and be able to work on my schooling. I WANT to get back to college, I want to graduate and open a few more set doors. I know it wont open all of them, but it will be enough to maybe make something ill enjoy. Plus to help with my future, and with
clemikou's.
So, my dad doesnt believe I wont finish, before he leaves. Which hey it may or may not happen, I might finish before he leaves, or I might not. But one things clear im not moving to Florida. I have too much up here I must do first, plus I cant be far away from my Honey B...I cant do that anymore.
Just a bit shot about him...he doesnt think I have it in me to finish. Thats really nice to know.
But its really nice to know that my old man, my father, the man im helping out at his house and helping him with lots of house chores and even giving him money, doesn't have faith in me for my degree. Does Not. He doesnt believe ill finish...
The story is, in a year and a half, my dad will be moving to Florida (hes thinking about it, but I know he will do it) and I am thinking of registering for college this summer, for fall and winter classes to complete my degree. I Already did a year of college for my degree, so that Should cut my courses in half for when I get ready for school again.
I am going for an Associates Degree for Digital Media, and I have completed only a year of courses, which I only now need about a year and a half OR less to graduate. There is no need to repeat courses I already have done, but only those I failed, which I think I have failed 2 of them. So it would cut my courses in half, and be able to work on my schooling. I WANT to get back to college, I want to graduate and open a few more set doors. I know it wont open all of them, but it will be enough to maybe make something ill enjoy. Plus to help with my future, and with

So, my dad doesnt believe I wont finish, before he leaves. Which hey it may or may not happen, I might finish before he leaves, or I might not. But one things clear im not moving to Florida. I have too much up here I must do first, plus I cant be far away from my Honey B...I cant do that anymore.
Just a bit shot about him...he doesnt think I have it in me to finish. Thats really nice to know.
Question for Civil Protection!!!
Posted 11 years agoFor all of you Half Life 2 nerds...or Steam, or anything in that matter. I Have a question for you!!!
I am doing something stupid tonight and am thinking, if you can participate.
This is all you need to do, I am asking you, what would you ASK a Civil Protection Officer, if the universe of Half Life 2? What kind of question, it could be silly, or stupid, or something WAY off topic. Wanna ask how was training, where did he get his name, or how does he go to the bathroom? Doesnt matter, Ask!!! :D
And WHY I ask you to do this? Because I will be answering them with a funny Combine voice over I shall be doing, and answering those questions XD I figure it would be fun to do and kill time. Plus your questions will be answered and ill post them in audio files on FA for you all to hear.
Yes...something stupid, but hey, ask a question, what would you ask a Civil Protection Officer?
I am doing something stupid tonight and am thinking, if you can participate.
This is all you need to do, I am asking you, what would you ASK a Civil Protection Officer, if the universe of Half Life 2? What kind of question, it could be silly, or stupid, or something WAY off topic. Wanna ask how was training, where did he get his name, or how does he go to the bathroom? Doesnt matter, Ask!!! :D
And WHY I ask you to do this? Because I will be answering them with a funny Combine voice over I shall be doing, and answering those questions XD I figure it would be fun to do and kill time. Plus your questions will be answered and ill post them in audio files on FA for you all to hear.
Yes...something stupid, but hey, ask a question, what would you ask a Civil Protection Officer?
Not gonna be online for a few days
Posted 11 years agoJust letting you all know from today to this saturday, basically ALL week I will not be avalible from Monday - Saturday.
I will be spending my week with my lovely
clemikou for the week, so I wont be online till Saturday. ^^
I might pop up here and there to check somethings but ill most likely be gone before you can say hi, im sorry hehe. But ill get back to you all when i get back, have a good week everyone. The Grand Mentor is always watching, and stay warm everyone. :)
I will be spending my week with my lovely

I might pop up here and there to check somethings but ill most likely be gone before you can say hi, im sorry hehe. But ill get back to you all when i get back, have a good week everyone. The Grand Mentor is always watching, and stay warm everyone. :)
I hope I can make it to Anthrocon.
Posted 11 years agoI figure I shall let everyone of my bud furry old pal bals (lol) that I am really hoping I make it to Anthrocon this year. Let alone I havent gone to Anthrocon last year, I missed quite a bit. Alot of people had fun! I just wish I could have made it.
But this year...seeing now I have a job, not sure if ill keep it (been with the Home Depot for over 9 months, its a Long story) but anyway, I do have a bit of money once I get paid, and there is time for me to pre-reg, probably find a room and such. A Big reason why I want to come to AC this year is because of its theme, Secret Societies. Now let me tell you...I am the Grand Mentor of the Assassins....Assassins...! Anybody who played Assassins Creed would know, That is a perfect piece to the theme this year! Holy crap its perfect!
I also want to create another Assassins Creed Furs panel for this year of AC as well, this time with a bigger room for more people (Maybe sound this time) and perhaps I could hold the AC panel for 1 hour and a half, maybe 2! Who knows...I will have to plan this...but its all just trial and error but I can only make so many, before the time is too late. I do have a bit of time, but im worried bout my job, bout money.
I will need to find a room, pre-reg, chop down the panel info, and make sure to have enough money to make it through the week. And hope my work will let me off that week. My buddy
mentioned that if he could he can give me a ride and back, im still keeping that on the table. See alot of it is in the air...its still early in the year, but its coming. If I need to plan...I need to do it NOW. But another thing is, if I loose my job, and I already pre-reg, put my panel through...trust me its gonna hurt, all that planning and loosing my job, no money, no con.
But yup. If any of you are having a room let me know! Ill plan ahead and see what I could do. Just hope things work out.
Not only I want to be there for friends, but for my Assassins as well. Its my duty as Grand Mentor, ill point the way, and pull the big brick with them.
So yeah! I just hope it all falls in place. I do hope I can make it.
But this year...seeing now I have a job, not sure if ill keep it (been with the Home Depot for over 9 months, its a Long story) but anyway, I do have a bit of money once I get paid, and there is time for me to pre-reg, probably find a room and such. A Big reason why I want to come to AC this year is because of its theme, Secret Societies. Now let me tell you...I am the Grand Mentor of the Assassins....Assassins...! Anybody who played Assassins Creed would know, That is a perfect piece to the theme this year! Holy crap its perfect!
I also want to create another Assassins Creed Furs panel for this year of AC as well, this time with a bigger room for more people (Maybe sound this time) and perhaps I could hold the AC panel for 1 hour and a half, maybe 2! Who knows...I will have to plan this...but its all just trial and error but I can only make so many, before the time is too late. I do have a bit of time, but im worried bout my job, bout money.
I will need to find a room, pre-reg, chop down the panel info, and make sure to have enough money to make it through the week. And hope my work will let me off that week. My buddy

But yup. If any of you are having a room let me know! Ill plan ahead and see what I could do. Just hope things work out.
Not only I want to be there for friends, but for my Assassins as well. Its my duty as Grand Mentor, ill point the way, and pull the big brick with them.
So yeah! I just hope it all falls in place. I do hope I can make it.