its too freakin hot.

If your first reaction to me is to call me a fascist, you should probably go touch grass.

you have my condolences for your lack of emotional maturity.

beeteedubs, I can still download your art if I want to.

hope that bothers you friend.

its that time of the year again, where we go around and check in with our bros and guy friendos

mental health is no joke. Sometimes the greatest thing you can do is remind someone that they aren't alone, that they're heard.

I'm feeling pretty optimistic about the future of my country for once.

meanwhile the rest of the world is eating itself alive and burning.

all the right people are pissed off and coping hard.

its gonna be a good year.

and this is a journal entry

hi
stuff's more expensive day after day

world's on fire it seems

geriatric political idiots pushing for stuff nobody wants

activist types guzzling the kool-aide and pretending they're the good guys

the more shit changes the more it stays the same.

Jesus christ, what a load of polarized horseshit glazed with self-righteous self sucking fuckery.

they wanna spew their rancid shitsoaked ignorant as FUCK opinion about something they've clearly guzzled the establishment kool-aide about, but are too cowardly to actually leave their comments open for people to tell em otherwise.

Shits the reason why I only ever use this degenerate faggotry site for porn and little else.

Just a little thing to think about.

If your first response to someone getting upset over the slogan "ACAB", is to dismiss them with a quick "ha, bootlicker" or something of the sort, lets just take a moment to consider the following.

You're unironically using a phrase that demonizes an entire demographic of people, making zero distinction between one or another individual within said demographic. You're taking individuals from all walks of life, who live in different states, different cities, who have different histories and backgrounds behind them... and turning them into a monolith that you then see fit to condemn, based on one singular attribute.

You are unfairly passing judgement onto someone you don't know, you've never met, based on one single attribute.

sound familiar?

And now you're telling off the folks who disagree with you, dismissing them as lesser beings.

still not sounding familiar?

well, I'll leave it at that. Its something you should think about.

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deeks

that is all

Antifa are little more than LARPers who desperately wanted to throw a revolution against a national threat that didn't exist.
when their delusional fantasies turned out to be a big fat nothingburger, they manifested their fantasy and projected it where it didn't apply.

fast forward, and now they're actual fascists committing violence against their political opponents and people they disagree with.

Antifa are domestic terrorists. Period.

> trying to dictate what people can and can't find funny doesn't make you a good person
~ the world is a shitty enough place without you limiting how we can find enjoyment in it
~ doesn't matter if you don't like our humor, get over yourself

just a PSA...

if you're gonna comment in a rude or condescending or insulting manner and then immediately block someone so that they can't reply.
CONGRATULATIONS!

You are a grade A dickless coward!

go ahead and have a seat in the kiddie table where you belong, since you can't handle having shit flung back at you.

fucking hypocritical cowards

so it's OK for someone to instigate and antagonize and then block you like a little bitch
but you aren't allowed to respond to your own comment afterwards addressing their parting jab.

the fuck kind of horse shit is that?

seriously? SO this dickless fucktard is allowed to stir the pot and instigate problems, but I'M the "bad guy" and get cited for responding? Go fuck yourself sideways with that ass backwards bullshit.

whatever; if the dickless scum wants to hide behind the moderators after stirring up shit, fine by me.

Why do people feel the need to butt in to conversations that don't concern them and then act all uppity and get this bullshit superiority vibe about them halfway through losing the argument that they started to begin with?

idiots didn't even bother to get the context right, they just started making up shit and justifying their butthurtery. Thought I was over this drama, guess not.
People are just fucking idiots sometimes I guess.

Also, if you're going to have the balls to accuse someone of being a Nazi directly to their face, you had better fucking back it up with proof. People who use that bullshit label like a weapon are fucking worse than scum, using that event in history so casually and making a mockery of it with their butthurtery. Its a goddamn shameful display.

[insert philosophical quote here]

[insert deep, meaningful update on how I've been]

[insert....something]

so, logged in to FA and my eyes were assaulted by some pretty fucked up graphic imagery by some no-life troll who decided to flood the main page with photos of gore and other disgusting imagery.

nobody wants to see that shit.

Fuck off and die, thanks.

so I'm going to put in some solid effort to make some new videos and draw things again.
No promises, just hopefulness

Been struggling to just get myself out of bed, zero desire to do much of anything, mostly I'm just living for the sake of other people now. Not that I'm suicidal or anything, I've just stopped caring.

OK, I told myself I wasn't going to post the name of the individual I've gotten into this problem with out of respect for this individual, but fuck me if she didn't do everything in her power to make me lose every last ounce of that respect up to this point. This was the last straw, so, fuck it. The person was Vexstacy. Blocking me after sending the last note, that's just cowardly and I don't stand for that shit. If you're gonna block someone, show some integrity and block them before getting in your last jab, don't be petty.

Since you pulled the cowardly thing of sending me one last note, Vexstacy, before blocking me so I couldn't respond, I'll go ahead and just post my response to your last note here so maybe one of your worshipers can see it and maybe send it to you for me.

Here's my response to your last note:
"you clearly didn't put any effort into even trying to understand my point if that's the conclusion you came to. Hell, you didn't put any effort into anything but making disingenuous assertions, baseless assumptions and justifying your behavior towards me this whole time.

Just want to point out that at no point did I ever say you "Weren't allowed" to block people, not once. I criticized you for being a hypocrite, there's a gigantic difference between being critical of someone and telling them what they can and cannot do.
I mean, there's plenty you can be mad at me for, but you can go fuck yourself if you think you're going to use a strawman argument as justification to be angry at me and not have me call you out on it. Fuck off with that bullshit, stop acting like a fucking child."

She told me I could do what I wanted with the note thread, so here I am doing what I want with it.
No, I won't post the back and forth, this is just me getting closure for myself.

Can't stand cowards who start shit and then block people after they make the last post. Least thing you can do is be decent and not pussy out after you get in the last jab.

So I make a twitter account to offer my opinion on the matter relating to my journal "Hypocrisy" and lo and behold, I'm immediately swarmed with things like "Troll account", "Fake account", "Throw away account" and "reported" and a number of unoriginal insults. Apparently, treating people fairly only matters when you have the same beliefs, otherwise you're just scum, evil, unworthy of being in their presence. Doesn't matter what you have to say, its that you dared to say something that didn't conform to their beliefs.

The irony is that in their tirade of ignorance and arrogance, they completely proved the point I was trying to make (which I never actually finished making because they blocked me and their worshipers reported me) These kinds of people don't care what your point of view is unless its their point of view too. A fact which was made abundantly clear by the sheer amount of backlash I received for voicing my opinion on the matter of this blatant hypocrisy. I guess it doesn't matter anyway, they want to sit comfortably nestled in their little bubble and pretend that anyone who doesn't think the same way they do is just evil.

I've since unwatched them, its done and over with. Moving on.

*EDIT*

After a string of follow up notes between this individual and myself, they've both confirmed my suspicions of their hubris by reasserting their assumptions as facts, and proved my point of them being hypocrites in how they've been treating me overall. So much for #Treatingpeoplefairly, guess that only applies to people that share their point of view.

Hypocrisy is someone going through the effort of making a comic for a PSA about #treatingpeoplefairly and preaching about judging people based on their actions and whatnot and not for what they believe in or any other superficial nonesense, only to proceed to go and judge people for their point of view and declaring them bigoted and go on a rant about LITERALLY THE VERY THING YOU WERE DETESTING.

You can't preach about tolerance in one hand and then go with your other hand and be the epitome of intolerant within moments of one another and then expect people to take you seriously.

Sorry, just something I had to get off my chest. Identity politics are cancerous.


EDIT

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OK, I'm not afraid to admit when I get something wrong. It wasn't a follow up post that I saw, but it was something almost just as bad and carries the same problem I had with the matter originally. It was a Pinned post, not a recent post, so I incorrectly stated that the hypocritical post was made directly after the #treatpeoplefairly post. That being said, still, having that kind of post as a pinned post makes it insanely difficult to take the PSA seriously when in this pinned post just above your PSA it shows the most arrogant/ignorant, epitome of intolerance and prejudice. It wasn't a recent post, but leaving that content pinned so it will be seen at the top counteracts the effort you're putting into your preaching of tolerance and treating people fairly.

SO! Things have made a dramatic 180 in my life as of late. I'm very rarely ever depressed anymore, thanks to intervention via Anti-depressants. I regularly get out of the house more to prevent cabin fever from setting in and making things worse. I have a new influx of creativity and the desire to just sit down and MAKE things again.

I have no idea what exactly is gonna come out of this new found ambition, nor do I know how long it will last. I'm sailing strong and moving forward one step at a time.

I recently rebooted my youtube channel and have set about making video content. I currently have a test video up and running along with the first episode of a little series that I'll have going for my World of Tanks moments that seem suitable for video content.

I plan on doing letsplays at some point, but for now I'm making gameplay compilations of funny moments and creative commentary humor type stuff. Feel free to give it a look-see and let me know what you think, what I could do better, what you liked/disliked and why, etc.

Here's a link to my channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_.....SFTykeOk2o1EmA

Have a good one!

...also depression.

to save anyone who even gives a fuck the drama bullshit backstory to all this, I'm just gonna simplify it. I haven't drawn anything in several months, nor do I plan to finish anything I've done since then. My heartfelt apologies to anyone that's watched me expecting more of what they saw...sorry, but its probably never coming.
I don't feel joy from drawing anymore, I don't feel joy from a lot of things I used to like. All I do now is play PC games, and even they don't really feel all that fun anymore either. I'm doing college work, forcing myself through it on the off chance that my desires pick up and I get some semblance of inspiration to do anything more than sitting on my ass all day playing videogames.

so...yeah, I'm sorry for wasting your time.

Just because, I feel like hardly anyone sees my art anymore or if they even care on DeviantArt, at least here I can post my characters and maybe spread them around with "hey, I can draw this stuff" opening possibility of commissions in the future if enough folks like my art. I'm a traditional sketch artist mainly, but I like digital artwork and am struggling to make more of it and improve myself....so here I am.

I'm going to be posting my character art here with a link to the DeviantART submission which will have all the details and story elements in its description, if you like that sort of stuff. I'd greatly appreciate if you'd drop by and give my art on DA some views and faves if you like what I post here. If you don't I won't mind, I won't ask anyone to get a DA account just to fave my alternate works, though it shouldn't be a problem just with viewing my work. I won't be posting any adult material on my DA page, but I will eventually post adut material here. That being said, most of the art I make will not be adult, though some of it will certainly be mature for various reasons.

Anyway, if you like what I post, great, shoot me a comment and fave, I appreciate it!

If anyone here is interested in my work at all, go HERE: http://corrupted36.deviantart.com/ for my artwork!

I will not likely be posting anything here unless I start doing comissions or NSFW art.

Go to the link, follow it to all my actual artwork! I implore you!