AGAIN just so you all know I switched accounts!
I'm now at https://furaffinity.net/user/oliverdahusky !!

My new account is

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/oliverdahusky

I'll be un watching everyone from this account since this account as a whole will be deactivated.

its not that urgent, but im moving to a new FA account, im changing my species of oliver as well as his design, its alot to really take in and decide, but its my final choice ill post the new account up as soon as i can get everything transferred over! stay on the look out !

I told you I would come back home
I know you hate to be alone
Instead of kissing you goodnight, I'm kissing strangers
Always listen, but I never learn
Should've been hanging on your every word
I was taking you for granted, never realized the danger
And now I took too long
And now she's gone
If I only knew right from wrong
She'd be right back in my arms
All I got is you
All I got is you
I always meant to hold you closer
But I don't always do what I'm supposed to
Now you're slipping through my fingers and I don't know what to do
And I keep hoping you'd call back
Can we forget about the past
'Cause baby all I really want is you

Every day is a constant battle, dealing with what I did wrong and what I did right, what I shouldve done and what I could've done. I struggle with alot of situations that make me come off as an asshole, I struggle with alot of problems that make me over qualified for certain things that people achieve in life. I deal with depression, anxiety, and i dont have the ability to talk as great as others, but I wish I could, I also struggle heavily with jealousy and only want the best for those I care for the most, but even that's a battle when I feel like I've given my all. And wish a single person would tell me everything will be okay, I just want this all to end I'm tired of fighting for my life to get better when clearly everything is against me. I'm trying, so hard. Im in so much emotional pain right now its great.... really... I dont want to be sad anymore.. just keep pushing forward.. I'll get through this.

I'm out of words on how I've felt this last week. It's been rough. And alot of people from my past are coming back and talking to me. It's weird, yet I wonder why

I'm constantly clashing with my own emotions, feeling not good enough, and even thoughts of if I even matter to my friends, and loved ones, I'm scared, I wish there was an off button as to when I get this feeling cause i know it all too well and it makes me naucious... i just wanna be held right now.....hhhh..also, ice cream would help. Or any stress eating food right about now... :/

Shout-Out to my favorite person on the planet. I love you so much babe
Thanks for always being there when i needed someone close. I plan to give you lots of hugs n kissessssss💛💛.

I'm a fucking ass..

ye e t

Hhhh

I'm sorry

I love you so much.
Im just crazy about you
and i just can't believe how lucky i am
You are such a beautiful and amazing person
I hope you have an amazing christmas baby
I love you to stars,moon and back
You are my everything and im just so happy to be with someone
Who is so understanding and caring.💛💛

Its at these times
my mind hurts me the most
And my heart remembers pain...

Its at these times i panIc
Hoping Im still good enough...

(Eh...not feeling okay today... Emotions are stupid.)

anything helps!!!!, you can ask for something for me to draw being

a headshot
head to waist
fullbody
icons

you can ask for anything and pay what you want! anything helps ! thank you
USD Paypal

I really wanna see my gf

Im internally crying

Cause i still have to save so much money T.T

ill do my best at art if people bought it xD but i suck at art.

So ill guess ill die

Love my gf shes the best i love yoy 9kay

You mean tso much to me

Autumn is here.
Thats all i can be postive
about right now

I want you out in the pouring rain
I want you down on your knees
Praying to God that I feel the same
I'm right here baby, so please

Hold me up, tie me down
Cause I never wanna leave your side
I swear to never let you down
And it's been eatin' me alive
You can take me home, you can never let me go
Hold me up, hold me up

And tie me, tie me down 💛

https://youtu.be/FyASdjZE0R0

Idk for some reason this song has been on my mind lately

okay look, shit happens.
people do things
and sometimes is hard to recover
but dont let that stop you from being happy
so start fresh
feel good about the decisions you've made in life
feel good about who you are
feel good about who you've become
because there isn't another person who's as unique as you
someone out there loves you
i love you
to whom'ever reads this
you aren't alone
you're doing your best
i'm proud of you

life sucks, but appreciate what you have now
and it'll take you a long ways

Hope all is well with everyone

Holy shit im in love..

And..

I Still cant get over the fact that im with you....

I love your personality, your laugh..those beautiful eyes...

The way you look away

When i say a semi-lame Compliment

And oh god that smile dont get me started...

Weve stuck around each other for this long

And i dont regret a day in my life for making it worth while

And now.....Here

we

are..

Official from 27/8/18....

I can only just say it...,but

I love you so much...

its just so amazing...


yeah..

that's it...haha

its just everything....

Celebrating how far ive come and how far ill go, congrats me for another strong year fought 💛💚💛💚