I am so disconnected from the community at this point, need to get back in touch!


Looking for Discord or Telegram groups, ideally not ones that are just a group of friends who dominate the chats and everyone else being outsiders and ignored. That is far too common and infuriating lol

You ever played a 2D side scrolling fetish game? There’s a lot of them outside of furry stuff, but in the fandom there’s so few good ones! My dream is to create one!

Of course, as a severely sight impaired person, I won’t be able to do that, but if I could pay someone to make a game, I would!

I have two ideas, both focusing on macro butt crush and farts. One woukd be semi serious while the other very much silly!

Maybe one day this can happen, I sure hope so!

Okay going to explain what I mean first. Dual commission as in both myself and whoever paying half each for a commission.

For the longest time I would not get art with people if they wanted to get art of one of my other characters sitting on them or anything like that. I’m easing off on that now, so if people were like “Hey I would love to commission something with you featuring *insert charscrer* sitting on me.” That’s something I’m open to now :3

I have made an AD account for the macro butt loving side of me ❤️ Plesse follow if you want to have the stuff I commission on your timeline!

My Twitter AD is VoidShep
My fursuit and life Twitter is RiftShep

Would grab links but on phone it auto opens the app lol

Nope, I’m not dead, just wasn’t able to access FA for a few months on my phone, didn’t know satellite Wi Fi prevented site access

I recently learned that someone I comissioned in the past had passed away, they passed away a few years ago but just found out.

Seeing their profile there’s many heartfelt messages mourning their loss and normally would make me feel sad for the departed, but…

Thus individual was a scammer, they took £100 upfront for an animatuin they had no intention of making, and they did this to many people. They were able to play it off as just lack of motivation and claimed they were going to refund people, accepting more comissions for money they had no plan of using for refunds! And it seems prople just forgot about it over time, hundreds if not thousands in money stolen from people, and they had enough popularity to seeep it under the rug and stay populour and beloved.

So I’m conflicted, very few people deserve death, they did not deserve it, and yet I don’t feel they deserve to be so lovingly remembered, since they did harm to so many people by taking comission money they had no intention of following through with.

I just needed to vent this out.

The Christmas holiday is upon us! I hope you all have a wonderful holiday and hopefullly a good year!

I take a look at what animations are being posted every now and then, and so much of it these days is SFM. Now there’s nothing wrong with that, but there are so few 2D animators now and those are the ones I want to comission. Done right, SFM can look fantastic, but it has so many limitations that make it unappealing to me to comission a SFM animator.

The art I have commissioned for the longest time has been mature for the majority with the occasional adult rating. I’m going to experiment with some more adult themes just to see how I feel.

However I am asexual, so sex will still not be present in any art I comission, ever, and I’m all honesty it might be a while before you guys see it since I’m still tackling my backlog, but I have made a significant dent in it!

Getting animations is such a dream for me and would love to find someone be eho us good!

I’ve been thinking a lot lately if the dice roll role plays I used to play around with and really want to get back into them!

2022 was not a great year for me, in fact it was very difficult with a lot personally that had me in a bad place.

However this is a new year with new opportunities, and my life is taking a different course!

As you may have seen yesterday I uploaded a lot, chipping away at my backlog I want to post, starting with Masdive Misadventure I will be adding when I got a comission in the description as my uploads have not been in chronological order of comissionimg anymore and it’s good to see where I was at in my life when I got an idea.
Ever since losing the ability to use my laptop I’ve relied on my phone, and doing this by phone is very tough in a severely sight impaired person so please be patient with any errors!

Lets make 2023 one ti remember!

Not going to beat around the bush, My grandmother had a serious fall a few months ago and now has dementia, I take care of her, this eats up a lot of my time and leaves me stressed and depressed.

All this and my eyesight troubles has made my activity online very sparse.

So what is my golden rule? Well, it has always been to avoid getting art with licensed characters in it, games, movies, cartoons, any ideas them. I would always either have something inspired by a character or use one that’s more like a species for example Pokemon.

But that has changed and I have felt super awkward and shy doing it but u commissioned a comuc with two very notable guys in it having some wholesome fun with Ridt, will be a bit before it’s done but I know people will love it as I adore the wip!

No I’m not telling f you which two handsome boys I chose!

So quick note, thanks for all the positive feedback and kind comments for my return, it’s truly revitalised me at a time where I really needed it, thank you ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Okay now the topic at hand, I have gotten 2 new characters, a female deer and gazelle, effectively they are macro celebrities that use their power and fame to get away with tormenting the normal sized folk, and I need a name for each! Be nicer to post the characters with names attached!

So I imagine a good amount of people wonder where I have been! Since all if a sudden I stopped posting, I’ve still been comissionimg more than ever just not listing as I’ve had issues with my laptop snd my sight makes getting a new one and adjusting to it almost impossible…

SO I had an idea of trying to oust in my phone since I’ve gotten MISTLT familiar with it, so please give feedback on mt latest uoliad! Is the file size correct? Obviously will be typos galore as I’m no good at phone typing BUT better than no posts right? If the feedbacks positive I will post much MUCG more! So much I need to share!!!!

I have for a very long time wanted a macro animation! But most times that dream ends with no results or getting close but there being complications, so I want to know if anyone has any recommendations?

Since my last Journal was a while ago and was a rather bad situation, I felt it was time to just give a general update.

So regarding the last journal, I am getting better, still in shock in many ways, but slowly becoming more of my normal self, or at least normal for me during this covid situation.

My eyesight has been a real issue of late, mainly regarding posting artwork. The good news ism in recent years FA has made their UI so much better for someone like me, the bad news is I am now struggling with simple stuff like resizing artwork. it is such a sumple thing to do, and yet for me, opening paint now and reducing the size of a picture to 1270 pixels is a really eye straining process. just a few clicks yet I have to borderline blindly muscle memeory doing it, so its made me not exactly enthusiastic about posting art of late. I still try but I have a big backlog, and stuff gets posted in random orders now rather than the order of whic I got the art.

It was my 27th birthday last month, 20ths of Feebruary, didn't do anything special because lockdown and all, but I decided to fursuit a bit.

Yes I have fursuits, two of them. one of Vulcan which is nice, and one of Varius which is frikkin amazing and I love it. I dont want to post fursuit pictures here as this page I feel is for art and my Twitter is for fursuit stuff, but would people like to see maybe a fursuit pic or two here? Would put them in my scraps but would provide Twitter links and such, if people are interested of course.

In general I am doing fine, could be better of course but I am still around, I may seem rather inactive here, but I am still talking to friends in the fandom regularily and posting fursuit photos to my Twitter, so don't think I am not as involved in the fandom anymore.

I have been gone a while, well the reason is that our neighbour was murdered. I won't go into detail but just know I am safe, my family is safe, and the culprit isn't at large or anything. its very very sad, but again, I am okay.

Been quite a long time since I took a look at what new macro butt crush animations there may be, and it really seems its not very common when it comes to animation.

Most of what I saw may have a scene of butt crush, but was more focused on other things, a shame really, but I can't really do anything to change that lol

Now if I wasn't severely sight impaired I would TRY to make a video game filled with macro/micro goodness, but thats just not likely to happen.

https://twitter.com/RiftShep

This is my Twitter! Certain artwork is going to be posted their FIRST! Now thats only certain artwork, and thats not me saying I am not going to post it here, I am a bit too obsessed with posting artwork in order of when I get it here. of late that has been less of the case, but I still wouldn't want to post something I just got if theres still more that needs posting if that makes sense. but I do not feel that need on Twitter so there I can just post with no order to it.

So if you want to keep up with me on a more personal level, follow my Twitter! Otherwise don't worry, I am still going to be as active here as I have been!

If anyone reading this remembers demon theme, then wow you have been here a while! So I am doing a theme that I will say is way more ambitious than demon theme was, as I have a couple ideas for some comics that are being comissioned right now, and these ones are proper comics with a story, action and a conclusion!

Both will be linked, in the sense one takes place after the other, and both are from different artists, but I think its going to be fun exploring a whole new avenue with ideas for me and trying some stuff ive never tried before!

Its going to be a long time before these start getting posted, as i want to be able to post parts of them back to back, and want a front page for each! But I hope everything will like these, and gives something for people to maybe look forward to as we all need stuff like that in these dark times!

So I actually got a note from the guy who was using my character and name on F-list and current;y on Discord. Don't think he was very happy I got his f-list account shut down and he reached out to me. Seems he knoqs full well what he is doing, is quite content to act like a creep to give me a bad reputation, and he called me a fag so guess he is homophobic too.

Just a reminder, this guys Discord is Rift#3345
If you get any contact from this person, ignore them, if you see them in groups, warn people they are not me but some creepy homophobic guy.

F-list user "Rift the Sholf"
See here: https://www.f-list.net/c/rift%20the%20sholf/
Is not me, but someone impersonating me and using my character and artwork without permission.

For proof of my ownership of artwork. http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20891463/
This artwork, and the 49 other peices of artwork submitted by user "Rift the Sholf" are not theirs to post.

I request all 50 images and the account be taken down.

Thank you.






For anyone confused this is required as part of F-lists takedown policy, so this is not a callout journal or anything like that, so will be disabling comments.

So just letting people know, but it was brought to my attention that theres an F-list account impersonating me, which has been reported so will hopefully get dealt with, but the user also has a Discord impersonating me.

Rift#3345 is NOT me!

Please don't go harassing this person, but I just want abyone to be aware that is not me on Discord, I do have a Discord of my own but I won't be displaying my number here.