TODAY!
I am old enough to run for President of the US of A! \o/

That is all. c:

I'm still alive peeps. But with people asking me on and off with the latest scare from Xcom (lol)
I'm finally breaking my silence, which I was saving until I posted SOME ART again to announce the following:

No I do not have a Bluesky account. With how it promised to be just like Twitter before suing Musk into not backing out of buying them, while also not giving a fuck about having adult content there like Twitter and several others (like TUMBLR) had really rubs me the wrong way. So I am not interested in making an account there.

Maybe eventually. But not now. And most certainly not while people I lurk on twitter for are still very much there.


That is all.





What have I been doing? I don't want to talk about it. Just that I haven't made time for things I should have.
No drama that held me up. Nothing. I DID do things but I might write a journal about those things another time.

I will be back.
Promise ;)

I've been trying to see if anyone is talking about this or a way to replicate Blender's results. They're so small gifs end up being bigger files. My Vegas Pro 14 seems to be incapable of doing it. But the most infuriating thing about all of this is that nobody cares to talk about this! Like what in the actual fuck! Surely there had to be someone in the video making industry or community or blender movie making industry or community or whatever the hell who picked up on this and talked about it online.

Like is this a thing only Blender can do because it is the source of the models and images it creates???

Or is there really some software that can actually make video files with a very small byte count but at say....1900kbps? Or at least that's what the properties on this 3 second long 600 KB MP4 file is telling me. >.>

Y'know, setting up on more platforms. The latest policy update should motivate me to get on with it, but right now I'm "a little" busy right now. Also I'm still finding it difficult to decide on which arts to start posting with on other platforms I might or had signed up on.

Also I sort of been having a hard time with a name to stick with. It's still going to be Riis. I'm just stuck trying to decide on being silly at the risk of people messing it up with the proper spelling like RiisWuff or RiisWulf over RiisWolf. Maybe it's just me. What do you think? OR MAYBE I can just be a real shitter and call my new art accounts RiisWalker or RiisReborn. Fucking Destiny 2.... lol

- PIXIV seems promising. Censoring my work and not being seems to be the least concerning part from that site. I heard they were banning porn on their paysite sometime ago.

- Newgrounds is moderately concerning for it will be a uphill battle especially without animations. Or so I assume.

- Deviantart is a major iffy. I hear nothing but horror stories constantly.

- Inkbunny is less populate..... Hmm......

- E621 will be a fucking mess, so no way. All the tagging you have to do is one thing. The competition is another. But what really grinds my gears is that the tagging system is public and the owner (as far as I know) has no final say. On the bright side 99% of my stuff there is rated positively. I still don't get why that chicken pic is so highly rated. And it's more disappointing that a fan uploaded the Halloween Hild and "Trapped in Tentacle Breeding" pics on the Rule 34 site instead of the dedicated furry site. And yes they're rated positively as well. It's a real confidence booster. But having said that...

- I don't think I'll ever be uploading my stuff on the Rule 34 site. Something about it seems less safe than E621, but what I don't know or care to find out.

My plans for hosting Patreon or SubscribeStar aren't dead. I just don't have anything to really ready to start either with. And don't worry, I'm not going to blindside y'all with something I never once eluded to in the entirety of my existing here, deviantart or twitter.

And um....that's about it...



Oh right. This site's policy change. I'm gonna ride it out like I hadn't just risked drawing attention to myself by posting this. I'm sure I'm safe. Even though I'm fully aware of how fucked and stupid this all can easily get. And that it will only get worse. MY shorties are clearly adults. But man oh man I'm gon' be real pissed if I get GOT because some dipshit with a checklist deems one of them too childlike, like "hmm 3 feet tall, big cute eyes...yup clearly too childlike TAKE HIM AWAY."

In the unlikely event I do get suspended, check on my twitter for what happened. No I haven't revived it yet, but....... it's https://twitter.com/riiswolf The safe one. Otherwise, stay tuned for things to come!

Why did I stop in the first place? Well I'm not the blogger type of guy. Really though, the horror stories of nutjobs socially lynching you for less and less is what scared me away. Sooner or later they might get me for not putting enough freckles on someone, even if there were no freckles originally there. Lord help me if it's by some politically obsessed brats. Speaking of which, Twitter's obsession with shoving down American politics down ALL OF OUR THROATS is my number 3 reason. c:

Anyways the nutjobs who'll lynch you for less and less.

Yeah I didn't rack up a huge audience for that to possibly be noticed, nor had any signs of that being a possibility within any of my channels. Nor do I believe it should be my biggest channel for business. It's a mini-blogger site after all. But still, lately it doesn't seem to hurt to be active there again on both my accounts.

Although I've been having concerns with my SFW account. Having decided to not bother being "family friendly" anymore since the standards seem to get more and more babied up AND that my NSFW twitter is ALL the things, including dirty butt stuff. So I'm stuck here wondering if I should make the SFW into an adults only account or just leave it all as is and go on like I normally had. Posting whatever, junk, thoughts, arts and junk. I donno just yet. And don't worry, if I do become active on twitter again, as always I will NEVER treat it like an art site. It's a blogger so I'm gonna be blogging, even if it is mostly art related.

The rest of you in the past, RUN AWAY!!!

Won't be on to write this, SO....
Merry Christmas!
Laters

So not too long after the last update, I got a clue in my right hand suddenly cramping up, especially whenever I clinch things. Even with just two fingers. It was bad I needed to pry my hand apart every time. I decided to just look into that. The most common cause of that is a vitamin D deficiency. Well normally I'm low on D. Until recently I hadn't gone outside often.

It made me curious about it, and so I looked into what the symptoms of a vitamin D deficiency are. From muscle soreness, fatigue, not sleeping well, to muscle spasms. They match my symptoms. Honestly it felt too good to be true, but at the same time, I DO need to get vitamin D real bad. Though now I'm convinced this is cause. All I had to do was go outside, drink orange juice and stack up on Ds.

I've been going out of the house the 2nd most often, but only I'm* suffering from the lack of D. But if what I found is right, then god fucking damn it. I've been fighting constipation which had been coming up excessively for the last 6 or 10 years. For these last two years my use of laxatives grew more frequent. And because of that, it flushed nutrient out of my system and apparently vitamin D to a point that this whole thing started.

After learning of this I didn't go to see a doctor like I had said. Until the delivery came I just sat outside, best I could stand in the sunlight on the cold November days.

We ordered some 2000IU vitamin D3 supplements,which I've been taking daily for the last 2 weeks.

The spasms are mostly gone but not really. Like they're still there, but it's super rare and if they do spasm, then it's like I'm on muscle relaxants that are like 100 times stronger than the cyclobenzapr. Like my muscles are ultra ineffective at spasming right now. :D

I'm not sure how concerning it is yet, but I believe if I fix my vitamin D levels, more than just my latest illness will go away. I gotta go see a doctor to get my levels checked and see how bad it is, then go from there.

Things are looking up for me. :D

OK. I still don't believe whatever I have can be fixed with exercise. The areas of which they trigger and how they triggers makes no sense how exercise will make this go away. It hasn't gotten any better. Now my left side and hips cramp frequently while on the toilet. Going to bed without the relaxants is too much of an ordeal, but the relaxants makes staying asleep an ordeal. However as long I as I don't try to reach across the keys or hold things too hard(?) or too long(?), my hands should stay free to use. Yes, my hands have been cramping, but rarely and usually less severely than my legs have been getting.

So :
+ I think it's safe to draw.

+ After a another day or two of rest and accessing the symptoms further, I'm gonna go to another medical center. Not the urgent care place. I have the muscle relaxants for alleviate the cramps. That part's done and over with. Nevermind how fed up I am with their stupid shit.

- I'll update when we find something out. x_x

+ But until then, as long as I can still art, I'll keep things going as usual. .........minus the general inactivity. ^^;


off to bed now.

After yet another string of complications, I got the results again and this time with the complete information. Electrolytes are OK.

.......yay.....

So that means I'm back to square one with these spasms. x____x

Thankfully it narrowed down the list. It's awfully strange the cramps are triggered with certain movements and positions but other movements and positions will not trigger them. It is getting worse though. Now I can't fight the cramps on my right foot, otherwise the whole foot cramps up in the opposite side and direction.

I'll update when I find out something new.

This is aggravating.

So I had blood taken for lab tests on the 2nd. I was told it'd take a day. I call on the 4th, which was friday, and then I'm told that the doctor isn't there, wait for the nurse or doctor to call me back monday. Monday comes. No call. So I call them again. "Wait for the nurse or doctor to call you back later today". No call. Tuesday: I call them again, "We'll write a note down and pass it to the nurse or doctor so that they can call you back later today." It's closing hours. No call. So I call them again. "Oh, I see the note was never taken to them. We'll make sure the note is passed on to the nurse or doctor so that they can call you back." Wednesday. I decide to call to set up an appointment cuz clearly not only the doctor or his nurse is not showing up, one of the operators isn't doing shit either. "The earliest available slot for an appointment is in December" Like what!? How the fuck am I supposed to get the results? I can't be stuck on muscle relaxants for the whole month.
So I asked how am I supposed to get the lab results. "Oh we'll just call you back. Oh I see there's a note on the desk about that. We'll call you back."

Thanks to the meds, I wasn't able to stay awake when they DID call back this time. My dad got the call, and told me the following:
My blood is normal. Cholesterol is OK. White blood cells OK. Red blood cells OK. Sugar levels OK.

But there is absolutely no mention of the two things the test was done for: to see if there is an electrolyte or potassium imbalance.

Fucking great. A week down the drain and we're no closer to figuring out the cause. And I'm not sure to either go back myself to get them to double check or to simply go to another medical center other than that urgent care place.

80 bucks down the drain on the back of incomplete information.

Until then it's back to self care. And yes the cramps are still there.

I'm not in the hospital! My blood pressure is A-OK for once. And we got some blood samples for the lab to find out what's wrong. :D

And I stuck with muscle relaxants for the time being.

The doctor suspects my muscle spasms are caused by an electrolyte problem or a potassium problem. Until the lab results come in we won't know for sure.

More updates later

Soon I'm gonna go there. I think I've just about puzzled out what the problem is. But I won't know until I get looked at.

Muscles except my head, chest, and hands are sore as if I worked out real hard. But I couldn't have. It can't be atrophy, I'm not tired or weak. Things cramp upon use, namely when I bend inward, toward the muscle in question. My feet and legs are the easiest to set off and it has made going to sleep difficult cuz I can't stretch without having to message lumps out of my calves and feet every time. My hips, lower belly and lower back cramps most while sitting. So I can't recline and using the bathroom.....slow. On occasion my jaw cramped up bad while eating chicken. And so on.

The only consistent thing here aside from where things hurt is how the cramps keep happening upon using tightening the muscle or pull/leaning/bending inward.

Then the thought occurred to me. This might have something to do with hypertension and I still have the lisinopril to prove the theory. Nevermind how the blood vein widening pills are over a year old now. Now doesn't feel like a good time to try. I'm going to the doctor in about 3 to 4 hours. >.>

When I was prescribed with the lisinopril I was almost sent to the hospital the instant the test showed I was like 3 points away from having stage 3 hypertension. Considering that, I sure hope I don't get sent to the hospital this time.

Updates will come later. o/

^

UGGGHHHH! God fucking dammit!

I really need to get back to him soon.

There's a few things I realized I want to change (excluding his colors).

1) I learned that Astra is a girl's name. I didn't know and I was trying to make Astro "but different". Similar to Ēbon. So whoops. Gonna change his name to Astrobone next time I post pics of him.

I had a thought to play with the idea like the original is a girl and number 12 was an experimental clone, being the only male clone of the bunch. hehe

2) His ability to hypnotize anyone who looks into his special eyes. I have a bit of an aversion to hiding or covering body parts, and it turns out I really don't want to draw Astrobone constantly adverting his special crystal eyes from the gaze of anyone he's with. He can't control it or amplify its power, like other dragons can with their own ability(more on that later). It most certainly doesn't help with the type of erotic character he's meant to be. Like, think of that stereotypical DnD bard and you'll have Astrobone's shtick in a nutshell. Sure his dragonspell sucks and is practically power of suggestion. Even though he has to work for it, it feels to be a mismatch with how much he sucks with magic or that it is too potentially helpful to him.

Only issue is, I'm not sure what to replace that ability with yet. >3>

I'm hung up with trying to figure out something that could be powerful, but also exemplifies how much Astro sucks. And this time, not give him every reason to hide his eyes.
Or maybe I should just figure out something very weak but can be powerful if someone other than Astro knew how.

Y'know.... My fat black odd-eyed dragon with powerful THICK legs and a wide rump to boot.

Just to recap from a previous journal: the only reason why I haven't drawn him again was because I wanted to change his design, particularly in the face. The head crest and side horns(?) were something I grew to find tacky, but without those his head felt HUGELY lacking, like its too naked. Additionally certain changes with him would affect his older half brother, Sol, because they share a few features. These and my growing indecisiveness a few years ago made settling on any change harder than it ever needed to be.

RECAP OVER.

So he lives in a mountain range with his brother. They've made a complex out of the caves they've dug up and a wheat farm. The brothers have a love for cake and pastry, many things they do revolves around it. Sol is the cook. Ebon handles the farming. Most of the fertilizer comes from Ebon. Both dragons are very old and powerful with magic. Roaming dragons frequent their lair. Naturally things get raunchy and they fathered a lot of kids. 2 of which stay with them and help provide for their fathers' passion.

Sometime ago, I ended up with some interesting ideas. Some I'm totally going to do, but one got me REAL iffy.

That one idea is to make Ēbon a girl and unrelated to Sol completely.

It started as like, Ebon was cooking up more ways he could provide for his and his bro's passion for cakes and pastries. He ate so much, the pounds just keep piling. Seems like a waste for it all to go out the crapper. But if that wasn't the only way? He's good with magic and he's got plenty of lard to burn. And so he conjured fat milky boobs on himself and he can lay really fat eggs.

There's a few scenes I want to draw of Sol porking Ebon's fat ass and stuff. But I never got around to it, cuz I didn't want the two to be into each other sexually. So I just make up an excuse to make it happen...when I sort of tried to get to it, like it was all a dream or something. It's not that I don't like incest. It's just that it felt unfitting with those two. I thought about how I still want to draw scenes of Sol and Ebon fucking each other and if Ebon had boobs and could lay eggs. Then the idea finally cropped up. Why not just make Ebon a girl?

At first it was too good of an idea and it lead to some more ideas about the two. Like where a duo of realm jumping thieves go on a heist on their mountain range home for coveted dragon cakes, and they get into fights with many young dragons whom all happen to be Ebon and Sol's kids (like their cake operation had also grown so big they're feeding everyone on the mountain). So after the kids get beaten up, they go and tell their parents on the heisters and on and off they gotta fight either Ebon or Sol then both of them together, then both of them together WITH HELP.

I really like the idea of the whole raid and such. But....well........ Ēbon has been male for so long, I'm not sure I could bring myself to change him into a her. Especially after some years of NOT DRAWING HIM. There's so much I wanna do of him with his schlong and balls as big fat breeding male. And he's been bros with Sol from the start, but I REALLY don't like the incest angle for those two.

If not Ebon, then why not Sol? That behemoth being THE mom who obsesses over cake? More importantly THAT muscle behemoth??? I don't know where to even start with Sol really. I wouldn't be happy even with simply adding a snatch and be done with that. Nah. If either bro is going to be THE mom of the pair, it'll be Ebon.

So this is a problem I need to hurdle over.

My choices with this is to: A) Do it B) Don't C) Compromise or D) Somehow do both.....somehow.

B sucks. I can't be having these ideas and do NOTHING with them. But I can't do A.

Compromising somehow. One angle I figured was that they're still bros. But I just make a new dragon who looks very similar to Ebon to stick in for them both to pork and breed. A little while ago while writing this, I realized, I could go full on hyena with this. Namely that he is a she, and her schlong is her snatch. But then how am I going to go about the balls or lack there of and women? Hmmm.... Well, there's always the herm route, but then he absolutely can't be related to Sol, which, on the bright side, frees up any shared features I have to adhere to.

Leaning heavy on making a new dragon similar to Ebon to fit that role. Feels like the better thing to do than to do one and abandon the other.

..........But do I want to go the way of the hyena with her.....? And/or do I want to go the way of the live birther.......? >3>

I wonder. I wonder.

Who remembers her? xD

An old fan favorite for reasons unclear to me. It's not that I forgot, why. It's always been unclear I often wonder if it is more for her body, her quirks, or her antics. Her being a mad scientist??? I don't know.

The most common fetishes I drew of her involve pregnancy, pheromones, farting, scat, and being a thick cow. Not a literal cow. I could just tack on hypnotism and corruption to the list, but I'm super not sure about the latter because only she's not corrupting anyone or is undergoing any corruption in the pics even though she already is corrupted/mutated.

A red fox woman mad scientist gets herself mutated by experimenting on herself. This changed her body. Her muscles grew thicker, especially her legs, butt, and general hip area. Her eyes glow pink and the whites in her eyes are green. Her organs swelled, particularly in her midsection, so without surgery, the thinnest her waste can be would still make her look fat. She developed weak telekinesis powers, allowing her to lift extremely light objects or aid herself in movement. Every odor from her body emits a pheromone that makes anyone lust for her like depraved(?) animals, which she takes advantage of. Due to heavy scarring in her nose, she cannot smell, so it is unclear if she is truly immune to her own pheromone. Her lab complex is in a super secluded place that is practically a void where only she and whomever else in there. She is very out going, and often hides her odors so that she doesn't have a mob chasing her. Has a love for gardening*. She dyes her hairdo purple.

There's more, but this is the most solid and coherent of a description I can give. And this is what we're working with. Like at one point I written that she acts as if she honestly believes she's a succubus. Thanks to her pheromones she could totally pull the act off, but there's a problem with this. Two actually, but this one big one, even though I could play with it once or twice. 1) It felt edgy in a very tacky way and 2) the BIG ONE, why would she be hiding her odor then? Or more importantly, she'd have a bad case of being INCOMPATIBLE WITH SOCIETY and LIFE. How does she get the chance to breathe, have peace and quiet alone or with someone, or not get locked up in prison in a hot flash??? So naturally that angle was abandoned.

* Where are the gardening pics? Good question!

She has a twin brother of the same name. He will not be the subject here, and to fix him, I need to fix Jessie first.

Jessie's origin has changed several times leading to this very unspecific explanation. What was the problem? I didn't like it anymore, leading to that. But I don't like this.

What does Jessie specialize in? That too had changed several times to it was eventually made both unclear and un-emphasized. Starting with bio weapons or whatever, to weapons, to nothing in particular, to bio organic alterations*. At one point I was thinking maybe she's a mad scientist for gardening things. Then I stopped liking it and wanted it to be nothing or just gone.

*Some may recall that a few of the last pics I drew of her, I was changing her design a bit, mostly just adding small cow horns on her. I was feeling like I wanna play on her being a fat cow a little more literally, like the mutation is slowly turning her into a cow. But I quickly went down with crippling indecisiveness trying to figure out if I wanna go back on it, just keep the horns and not continue past that or keep going with that, while not wanting it anymore. Udder? No udder? Big? Still short like a fox? 2 boobs? 4 boobs? And so on. I had hoped to get some feedback without surveying anyone, but got nothing on anything except that she's better off with 2 really fat tits. On the bright side the lack of feedback might mean that peeps liked it either way, but that's now in hindsight. But the reason why her specialty was changed to bio organic alterations was to justify these both her being a mad scientist and why her body isn't normal. I didn't like both that and why I went with it. Felt too closed ended.

So what is the problem with all of this? I stopped liking it. For every thing I wanted to do, I didn't cuz I'd always want to change something first.

What is the most common thing that I wanted to change? Either her specialty and backstory, both of which have something to do with her body, so by extension, her body too.

At one point I was thinking of making her a taur, but I'm super iffy about that. There's a certain appeal to having just two legs that is lost with a whole bottom body.

At one point, I was thinking of making her an actual soul sucking succubus who gets really fat off of the souls she consumed. I got iffy because a certain appeal to her being normal (as can be) is lost with her being a demon. Or at least not like this: just to fix a problem.

So I thought:
What if she isn't a mad scientist? But what would she be if not that? Gardener? Farmer? Or is simply jobless?
What if I just make her base be open to be corrupted instead of being corrupted at base?
What if she just takes a lot of supplements and ended up being mostly like that? Even the pheromones would stay, AND have an ON/OFF factor to it. Like chugging love potions
But then, what about her glowing pink eyes? Do I want to keep that?
To keep her short and heavy? Or to make her somewhat tall and heavy?
What if she's trashy? Or was she trashy already? >.>
Does she have bangs or does she go all natural with her fur and mane?

Writing this down makes it seem like I'm finally getting close to drawing her again. Before writing this, I didn't believe I was, but I got so wound up with the uncertainty surrounding all of this to see that. What DID people like her for? Am I going to ruin that? Because of that I really wanted to hold onto the parts that either made her problematic or made me turn her into a incoherent mess. But whatever. I'm over it. I just hope that whatever I do with her sticks.

I'm not feeling confident about it. Like there's this air of being unprepared that I just don't like, but more importantly is how slow I can be at even sketching a thing.

I should work on/ show off more concepts of the BIG project, or other projects I want to get going with.

I think the one thing I'm most unsure of are the amount of choices there is. To limit them to a small list? To have it all* open for picks? Or do I just find a wheel and spin it?

*OK, not ALL of them. A few remain to be stuck in "development hell" if you know what I mean.

There's some pictures in my gallery that have like 8K to 11K views but had stagnated in fave count for the longest time. It makes me wonder on and off what's going on here.

I know I'm not a particularly popular guy. My fave counts and super sparse presence else where pretty much says a lot about that. Like a few times when I try to google myself, google starts to think I'm a bot after so many queries. Very little results by the way.

One of those results gives me the impression that making clean versions of anything is a waste of time and effort. Similarly to how I'll never appeal to some peeps just because of 1 or 2 things I do, even if I split my gallery across multiple accounts based on the dozens of fetishes I do. At least someone said SOMETHING. And while I'm not going change how I go about clean versions, it does add to the list of theories I got on this question. Like maybe something like this has something to do with the stagnating fave count but rising view count.

Maybe off-site views is safe to rule out because the much if not most of the most viewed pics of mine are found only on this site.....oddly enough. Oh and twitter too, but I'm definitely sure the views aren't coming from there.

Hmm....

Something just feels off about this y'know.

I would be shootin' at the range right now (OK later actually), but erm......Monster Hunter.

In other news: I finally found out what makes blender files big \o/

I still got a number of 3D screens to show. I just got wrapped up in a few other things.

CUZ REASONS! REASONS SUCH AS:

1) I've gotten quite indecisive over a number of things, like color patterns or design. I don't like showing how flip floppy I've gotten, but I think I'm getting over it now....mostly.

2) Even though they're not particularly high quality by design, I kind of lost confidence due to how the eyes are done compared to some other people. So I try to fix it, only for most, if not all of it come out horribly weird when I push the pupils and the irises inward. OR when the shadows aren't working correctly. OR when the refractions (in blender 2.9) go wrong at certain angles. I gotta remind myself to take up someone's offer to talk about it. >.>

3) It takes a ridiculous amount of time setting up these screens. Is it really normal to take 30 minutes to an hour just to make a few screens??? My process doesn't take long to render at all. It's all the set up and cleaning up. And committing to any changes I do make when I save the file.

4) For certain ones I wanted to draw the character first before posting screens of that character. I see now I really should have just posted the screens and an animation demo I've made, like a year ago(?) now. x3x

5) I used to think I need to make presentable presentable randoms to add to the scenes. So I've been stuck not wanting to show just silhouettes and blacked out people props. That's a huge mistake. I cannot stress how much time it takes to build a head alone. >:U

6) To the least extent...a few characters I've made absolutely needs textures OR some edge cutting and I haven't gotten around to it yet. But again, it's only like 1 or 2 characters with this problem. Namely a black and white dairy bull and...........someone else.

7) Whenever there's a conflict between showing off or messing with the models, messing with the models wins. >3>;

That's all I can really think of at the moment. :O

I'm stuck wondering that. >.>

So for the last several weeks I've been stuck dealing with some medical issue. First a bad case of dermatitis on myself, which isn't serious to my health but it has forced me away from my work desk more than I'd like. Now my bro is may be having heart problems. Hopefully it's just a small blip or just something some exercise can fix, which I've been roped into doing to help keep him motivated.

In other news, I've finally activated the shinies. I know the timing makes it seem like I'm doing this to hopefully rack up some $$$ for any medical related stuff, but it's not. We're fine and we'll be able to handle whatever happens. I'm only doing this now cuz I can't keep putting this off forever. And I most certainly can't be stuck waiting forever for a good time to do this. I gotta start financially justifying what I'm doing.

I had hoped I'd get to it 2 years ago, but erm.....things got bad. I was even almost hospitalized last year. :D
Still working on the BIG comic project.

After shuffling through plans, I finally settled on one. I started super late and I'm too tired and out of shape to finish them all before Easter is over this time. x3x

Thanks and Happy Easter :D

To show off in the BIG PUBLIC OF NORMIES. But you feel a crushing nervousness that violently shakes you! An extreme nervousness to do so because it involves giant balls coming in like wrecking balls. Never mind if any of it is sexually charged, like gaining power through cock vore. It's just that THIS bare minimum thing! GREAT BALLS of a crotch slam. Like how do you not butt slam a butt slam???? It could cause problems I don't want to deal with.

Like god fucking damn it! lol xD


But I really wonder if I could get away with it....? >.>
I wonder if I don't show dick then it'd all be peachy. <.<

That is all......