Ellsworth_Mansion

so a few months back this group opened up to start it's own project and right we are on the look out for 2 new artists
if you are interested send a note to  dragonslash he runs the project and it'd be much appreciated

http://roosterteeth.com/news/entry.php?id=5448468

it is with a heavy heart that I have to inform everyone that Monty Oum, beloved creator of the popular web series has passed away after lapsing into a coma a few days ago.

This is has come as a shock to everyone who knew Monty. the man who captivated people all over the world with his rich and imaginative view of the world. He is held in the hearts of his friends and family and every person that he touched in the short 33 years of his life.

there are no words that can describe the level of sadness I am now feeling. My heart aches in a way I haven't felt in a long time.

Although I never had the honor of meeting Monty personally he was a inspiration to me. Not only as a stand up man who had friends and family who loved him.. he wasn't afraid to be himself and to let his imagination and creativity shine for everyone to see.

I can only say that he will leave a hole in my heart that I don't know if will ever be filled.

I am currently trying to get rid of mine.. and this infernal addiction once and for all. I want to try and get back at least a portion of what I sank into the game and I am offering it at a very reasonable price at the moment

it currently comes with

116 champions
108 skins (including both ultimate skins 18 legacy skins and 8 or 9 legendary skins)
at least 54 runes
1392 in RP onhand
almost 5k in Influence.


if anyone is interested PLEASE note me and ill give you a price range and we can work around it.

I just want to get back some of the money I spent on this game. once we work everything out i'll hand over the account username and password

so today was the end of my work.. I just got fired from my job today... this is one of those times where I really just want to cry, but... everyone just tells me "oh you'll get another job. you got this one under your belt"

yea nothing says "im a reliable worker" like being fired from a job because I couldn't keep up with their rate

this journal contains.. feelings.. be warned.

It feels like everyday the world is just passing me by and I never know what to do with myself.

I thought that getting a job would make me happy, but I feel more alone than ever. I don't have any friends I can just sit down and talk to face to face. I don't have any sort of goal or dream in mind for the future. I don't know what to do with myself and each day I feel like I am sinking further in a hole that I am not sure I will be able to climb out of.

Even my creative side has been suffering from this.

when I first start writing on Deviant art I felt happy. for the first time I felt like I belonged because I had a purpose. I could spin stories that people genuinely enjoyed and looked forward to the next installment, but now... I am not even sure what I can do.
I feel like my stories are vain and cliché... that I just write them for the sake of attention.

I cant think of a single story idea that I have had that wasn't already done, wasn't considered fan fiction or using some characters that were not mine.

when am I going to come up with my own story. something that makes me happy just for having written it.. something I can say it absolutely mine.. something that isn't horribly cliché and overdone that it makes me feel sick.

when will that day come? will it even come for me? because it seems like I am always surrounded by people who can take what I want to do and not only achieve it but go beyond it and create something I couldn't do in my wildest dreams.

I don't know... maybe I am just destined to live a painfully mundane life.. never being able to reach what I desire

I finally have one. I FINALLY have a job.
after 4 years of searching, the heartache the depression the agony wasn't all for naught. I finally have a job that I can call my own and be proud of the work.

starting October 5th I will be working with Amazon ( yes THE amazon.com company) I will be working with them to help take in packages, box them up and ship them out to the millions all over the country that order from them.

this Is absolutely one of the best days I have had in a very long time and I cannot thank my friends enough for being here with me through it all. I love all of them, each and every one of them and I hope one day we can meet up and hang out in person

slowly, but my hand is getting better. it still hurts if I squeeze the joint, but it looks like it is gradually healing from whatever happened to it. thankfully I did not have to spend 200 or more going to see the doctor, but I want to thank every single person that donated and rest assured that I fully intend to hold onto all the money I was given incase this happens again or I get hurt.

it will be my emergency money until I can get a job, but I still want to express how grateful I am... I truly couldn't not find the words to express how much I appreciate all you've done for me.

honestly I don't know where i'd be in this world without my friends... you guys are some of the nicest people I've ever known. you're smart, funny, some a little strange ( but who isn't?), some can be downright silly or pervy (heehee ^/////^), but you're also wonderful people just the same and I just want to say again that what you do means so much to me.. and I won't forget what you've done =)

but I might need some financial help fairly soon.
recently.. I am not exactly sure what I did to my hand, but my right index finger is really sore and in pain. the joints are swollen and I cant bend my finger without serious discomfort and a lot of pain.

I've tried everything I can think of. ice, medicine, ointment. everything I have tried looking up online, but none of it has been helpful thus far. I am trying to give it a couple days to see if it's a gradual change, because if it gets any worse I am going to have to go see the doctor.

anyone without insurance here in America knows who expensive the visit alone can be, on top of the tests they'll need to perform to figure out what exactly is wrong with my hand and how to fix it.

and without a job right now I am forced to ask for help... I always hate asking for charity because I feel like a mooch. even when I know that I need it I just can't help feeling guilty for taking other people's money.

*sigh* at this point I don't know what I can do as thanks for any help I receive.

the most I can do is poll story ideas and see what you want me to write next, but that is about it.


right now 200$ is probably the most I need right now. that's about 100 for the visit and an additional 100 to cover any tests they need to perform.


again I honestly don't know who else to turn to. this eats me alive inside because I dislike asking for handouts because it makes me feel pathetic.

I have a paypal you can send the money to... it is Magee_Samuel[at]yahoo.com


please... don't think badly of me.... I just don't know what else to do

If it wasn't bad enough with my looming move approaching at the end of the month, I will be unable to go job hunting at all because I am stuck home sick with a fever of 100.2

I really hate how rotten I feel right now. I just want to roll over and take a long nap, but my body feels physically restless. I tried laying down earlier and I couldn't rest at all.

For the people that I have queued up for a story commission It is gonna have to wait for a bit until this fever is gone.

WOO!!!! Pokemon Ruby and Sapphire remake CONFIRMED!!!!!!!!






I am so flipping excited I am bouncing off the walls!!!



this is what rose through my brain like a tsunami when I saw that

from today Friday to sunday evening. camping. that is all.

I would write out for to explain the who what and why but a storm is rolling overhead so I cant be on

in an effort to try and get back my writing groove back I am opening up for commissions until I reach a goal of 100$

Right now I am really looking for people to commission me. It has been awhile since I have done any vore story work and I think it's just the break from my current stuff to get my back into my creative flow. All I have done lately is struggling feebly in trying to continue working on my own private stories, which isn't helping at all.

I offer story commissions. I love to write and I am very good at painting a very vivid mental image. It would almost be like you could see it unfolding right in front of you.
I can offer quite a nice selection of stories tailored to your liking and your choice of vore, whether that is clean or very dirty or fetish heavy.

the best way you can get in touch with me is through notes, but Skype works as well, just be sure to tell me that are interested in a commission when you send a contact request. my Skype is Jason Magicman or magicman25101 look for the wolf with black fur and red hair.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11104906/ this is an example of a vore story I wrote, although it's a little on the short side I have progressed significantly more in terms of writing since I posted this.

typically I have a set price for my works, but I am usually flexible with my prices.. so long as what you're asking for is reasonable.

I usually set the price at

$15 USD -5k words
$30 USD -10k words
$45 USD -15k words
etc...


so now that you know a bit about what I have to offer, i'd be stoked if you decided to commission me.

a couple important things is that I usually will write about any topic or desire you want so that isn't a problem if you have a fetish others are a little squeamish about.

I am very confidential on who I speak with about commissions. If you don't want your name mentioned when I posted a story or if you preferred I did not post a story online then I will respect your decision and leave it there.




if stories aren't your thing then I recommend visitng this journal
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5696795/

there are plenty of other vore artists who are willing to draw you something, or writing you something.

ENTER HERE FOR CHANCE FOR FREE ARTZZZZZZZZZZ
===> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13206166/

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http://www.bing.com/explore/rewards.....7-b38380e74955

that is my unique referral code for bing rewards. when you sign up and reach silver status I get some free credits which I really need to keep buying membership for hulu.

it's totally worth it

you can get anything from sweepstakes entries to gift cards for places like gamestop or amazon ( and more).

you can even get membership for things like xbox live gold and Huluplus


so help a fellow fur out and join up!

Name: Alanna Gray

https://scontent-b-mia.xx.fbcdn.net.....99491642_n.jpg

missing since January 15th 2014.

if you see her or know where she is please call

678-294-8128

Please spread the word to find her.

never though i'd be advertising the stories of others, heh but it's always a joy toc heck out the works of others.

 Michael_Frost is hosting this so I want to take part

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5027897/

Christmas is here and I have a 3DS XL!!!! OH MY GOOSSSHHHHHH :D OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH YAAAAAYYYY ^^

hehe yup finally this wolf is turning the big 2-0. It's bee an interesting year. Back in April was when I officially joined the fandom and became part of this website. I've made a lot of new friends in the span of this year a handful of whom are some of the best friend's I've ever had.

It's been far more fun than I originally thought it would be. Hanging out, writing stories, drawing, chatting, and watching movies. I usually just did stuff alone, but all my new friends make each day much more interesting. I get to role play and game with several friends. others I get to exchange stories with or help them draw. others I sit with them while they stream a movie which is always a blast with friends.


I am really hope this next year is just as interesting as this one has been =)

So today I started watching a show I haven't seen in ages. Fairy Tail. Truly this is one amazing show. not only does it touch your mind, but it touches your heart as well. In the time I'd stopped watching it I had forgotten just how much shows like it influenced who I am today. How it taught me to fight for what I believe in and do what I believe is right.

It taught me that there is always hope, even in the darkest of caves or the deepest pits. You can always look to the coming day. That sunrise marks the end of your struggles. That is something I will never forget again. Those ideals pushed me to be a better person. They taught me how to love myself for who I was and how to love everyone, regardless of how different they were. Whether it's their sexuality, their race, their religion, their political standpoint or even something as simple as their taste in foods.

I learned how to respect all of that and still be able to call that person my friend. True friendship means looking past the differences and seeing the person that is there. the person you see as your friend or your brother, your sister, your boy friend, your girlfriend, husband, wife or otherwise.

I don't ever want to forget that again. It's something I want to treasure in my heart because when all is said and done at the end of the day, your ideals are what help you find the will to push on. I know I have that will within me and I will never give it up. I will face each day with my head held high.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12249320/
go enter here for a free flash customizable Icon by  bara-diction
do it NOW!!

Not only my life at home, trying to get an education and a job. Trying to find someone to share my life with and trying to help my brother grow out of this behavior that he has grown accustomed to, but this habit I picked up the last couple months about letting my chatting with people all day distract me from what's really important.

When I first started writing back in April, I was a novice I admit, but I loved writing with a passion. I often spent hours outside with just a pen and notebook writing down ideas that I would eventually take and turn into stories. I'd written page after page of ideas, dialogue, characters, plot destination and more.

As I got more into it I began branching out into other websites apart from Deviant Art. I went from Deviant Art to a small time owned Vore site called Voretek, it was there I got more into roleplaying I met many new friends, a handful of whom I still maintain almost daily contact with, just chatting out the day their plans and other stuff.

From there I moved into to Furaffinity and that is where I really began picking up on story ideas and A month or so after creating my account I had uploaded to my Deviant Art and Furaffinity the first chapter of my World of Anthros story, which took off fairly well, much better than I had ever expected.

I got praise and popularity for my story that I'd never dreamed of having. Months passed as I continued my craft, pushing out more chapters that people really enjoyed and it brought a warmth to my heart knowing that I had made something people enjoyed so much.

In that time I'd created a second story more romantically based that also got some fair popularity. I had also begun branching out, I'd found two people who I now consider family and I talk to them every day that I can and I'd never felt closer to anyone else before. These people  nyx2857 and  Furvuswolf are two of the closest friends to my heart. They've pushed me to continue my dreams as a writer and find new and creative ideas for my stories.

However It wasn't long until I began to get pulled back. As more people began talking to me each day and keeping me on Skype for hours on end, my work suffered. I went from putting out 2-3 new stories a month if not more, to barely being able to put out more than one or two stories every couple months.

It went really downhill for me because I'm not longer actively writing everyday which I had been so passionate about since starting. It's something that has been troubling me for the last few days because I feel the inspiration in my heart and it burns strongly, but with hardly anytime to myself the inspiration just sits there, burning away until soon I forget it entirely.

I don't want to forget these ideas. I was to seize hold of them and make them into a story that people will remember. But in order to do that I have to stop letting people dominate my day. Lately all I ever do from sun up to sunset is spend hours and hours talking to people on Skype and it just makes me sad.

I love my friends a lot, but I can't keep spending my days just talking to them. I have dreams and wants and needs. I dream of being a great writer, I want to be able to take the ideas in my heart and my mind and craft stories that make people swoon, make them laugh, make them cry, make them cheer. I need to start doing this again. For to long I've let the want and desires of other overshadow my own. I love you guys a lot, but It's simply unfair of me to have my life consumed with trying to make all of you happy all the time.

I know lately I've neglected a fair number of you more than usual, but please don't take it personally. I just want to get back to the thing that brought me a lot of happiness in the first place. Writing is a powerful passion I have and I don't want that flame to die out because I couldn't stop chatting long enough to do any story writing.

So from today Onwards my activity in chatting in roleplaying is going to be cut severely. Most of the time roleplaying will be reserved for weekends, but that doesn't mean you can all jump me at once, expecting me to spend every waking moment making up lost time roleplaying with you.

I roleplay because it's fun, because I enjoy it, and because it helps me work on my writing skills, but I don't want it consuming my writing entirely, that's too big a sacrifice.

I know it's might take some getting used to, especially for those whom I talked with every day, but it has to be done. If I don't, then I'm going to spend the rest of my life regretting that I never went down this road to see where it would lead me.

Want some YCH work for this Christmas?
A gift for you and your partner?
Or simply a treat for yourself?

Have a look on the following link now while you still have a chance of winning up until 10th DECEMBER!!!

http://bara-diction.webs.com


Help my buddy out by participating



RAFFLE #2
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5271950/

Just when I thought I finally found a job, reality decides to come crashing down on me.
12.50 an hour? okay that's a wonderful salary an hour, but the place is all the way out in another county from where I live and my mom cannot drive me there every day, especially with the constantly shifting schedule the job would require. If I got the job I could be required to go in anytime, any day for any number of hours that I'm needed. that kind of flexibility isn't possible for my mom since she has such a long work day,

The only possible way I could get this job right now would be if I went and lived with my grandparents. Right now that is not viable at all. If I did that not only would my life become immensely harder, having to deal with my grandparents 24/7, but as strict as my grandparents are I would never be able to get on Furaffinity or Deviant art or any other fur site I get on. I wouldn't be allowed to get on Skype, wouldn't be allowed to play any of my video games.


I love my grandparents , but they are extremely narrow minded when it comes to homosexuality, M rated games and a whole other list of controversial topics. I would be isolated from everyone here and that would pretty much kill me.
Unless I could get a car AND some insurance or unless I could find a driver to ferry me to work, I am SCREWED.

 Lunalei is having a raffle, if you want in take a look here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5221629/

yes the time of year where ghosts and ghouls and monsters and creepers all come out of hiding to ransack the everyday people for candy and other spooky and delicious treats!

we also got a fair number of pranksters out there and those are always fun ^.^

this is one of my all time favorite holidays. people getting to dress up as monsters and superheroes and super villains, going out and having a fun time with friends and family. it's this part of the year that always makes me happy because it brings people closer together.

and in the furry community this is my first official Halloween with all you fuzzy, scaly and feather butts out there. xD
Not to mention goo, rubber and all you other crazy creatures! The furry community is always fascinated me and it continues to do so with so much holiday spirit.

I'm not able to head out and have fun this year, financial problems saw to that as I got a bit sick so I am trapped in this house, ah well at least I get to hand out candy and write Halloween stories!

I know you guys are all excited for treats and parties, so go on and have fun! heh be sure to party extra hard in my absence! =p


and for those of you already in the mood, I dropped a cute little game reference above, I'll give cookies and milk ^^.. wait not this isn't Christmas! forget hat! I'll give you buckets of candy!!

It's been a while since I pimped a raffle so here is one by my buddy  thewolfguy5
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5198401/

It's a vore story raffle, just pimp his journal, watch him and post a link to your own journal int he comments and Viola! you got yourself a number in the raffle!
It's easy! ^^