Okay done dumping the everything ever from what ive drawn!
HOO BOY!

Im still bored at work on breaks...
So draw just about anything anime related.
So if you have a sort of anime character you want me to sketch out well golly gee shit send me a link and i'll probably do so.

Also i like learning how to draw other poses and those beautiful eyes...

Yosuga no Sora...
Not an anime for children (got the sex in it but no visual sight of the lower area) and the whole way through was a hair tearing experience...
By the end, it was a smile to my night...

Starting work again for the first time...
I hope i do well and not screw up...
Else these good times might stop...

The night my own father goes full pushy happy breaker with his want for me to find work.
10 resumes a day, yes thatll get somewhere, but i dont think there is that much around me.
To me, handing out about 2 a day is at least something, to him, nope, you're not good enough so try this!

D:>
Thing is, every night now until i find work, he d/c's the internet so i dont have much ability to do so...

T_T why cant he just say at least yer trying to me...

So yeah, few days ago, say episode 20 of Tokyo Ravens and well...
Fuck.
Ow.

To shorten it, Natsume (The shy girlfriend) that Harutora (Her guardian/boyfriend/brother) and friends are protecting from the bad guys who want her to reincarnate into Yakuo (The main guy who nearly destroyed the world with the creation of magic) Had to save him from the raven coat (Yakuos all mighty coat of doom) by giving him a blood kiss to unseal the rest of his power, in the air, while getting spirit feather shot through her.
She kisses him, unseals, raven coat calms and Harutora controls it now.
She says i always did love you and passes out.
Harutora constantly yelling her name while shes in a sort of limbo flashback, says i finally told him how i feel. Its scary though, i wont be able to hear his answer...

NEXT EPISODE!
She doesnt wake, she doesnt move, she doesnt do anything and Harutora is trying to revive her.
Their friends come over, check her pulse...
Shes dead.


COME ON ANIME!
I KNOW THESE MOMENTS TUG MY HEART STRINGS BUT FUCK!
THAT HURTS!
(in a depressed mood now...)

So my parents here recently came back from their vacation, and since they would be back to work as usual while i searched for a new one without them telling me go to this one which is faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar away and you totally cant do it, is that i was going to use the i work mornings now excuse.
HOWEVER!
Both a karma hammer to my stepmom and me, she has shingles, so i cant say i went to work already if shes here all the time!
And even if i have the kindness to say i'll stay home to take care of you and the dogs, she will just say you should really just work, i'll be fine!
NO YOU ARE NOT DAMMIT! AND I'M GOING TO STAY HOME (from a job i dont have anymore *sob* *sob*) AND TAKE CARE OF YOU AND MAKE SURE YOU FEEL BETTER!
T_T




In another case, i have 3222 new submissions to see and im to lazy to look at em and i dont wanna nuke em.
Again.
T_T

So recently about a week ago, my ex-manager bitch lady kept raging and bitching and crushing what little sanity i had left before she fired me on the spot in front of a crowd.
She destroyed what little courage i had left to do anything...

Now i have nothing to do as my bro is chatting with his s4 buddies again and most of our co-op games are either done, beaten down, boring, stale and/or not fun anymore...

So here i sit, hoping something good happens to me and i can regain what little i have left of myself.
and i have a week to do it or i am literally dead.

So if anyone lives in Edmonton, please tell me you stop by and cheer me up...

So i ordered this today http://www.moegallery.com/dog-days-.....07-p-9231.html
Why?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ljQMpgVY5mg

I've been working at DQ for about 7 months now, doing well i might add, still making mistakes here and there, but nobody is flawless.
My bitch boss still has the audacity to say "I hate working with you, why can't you do anything right?"

Well sorry gee shit if i have bad memory and bad focus!
I'm trying to better myself everyday but all you want to do is tell me off and yell at me.
Not once can i recall her saying good job or nice work!

Last night....
Last fucking night...

"I only keep you around cause i feel sorry for you, when i gave you that raise, you didnt deserve it, but i gave it to you, i keep you around cause i know you'll get fired in 2 days anywhere else i guarantee you that! Nobody here really wants to work with you or be rude to your face, so i have to do so!"

Way to break my confidence of succeeding at life...

Yeah my bro bought me a small tablet for drawing stuffs...
Still learning the bits and bites of it.

Hey, if ya want me to draw ya something, lemme know!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5294822/
Do it and tell your friends so they can jump into the secrets that is THE SECRET SANTA!
Btw i will pester some people to get as much into this as possible!

*Glares at the person i just shouted at to go here*
Dooooooo iiiiiiiiiit........

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5014356/
 rainbowchan is going to be making a horror type game that you might be able to get yourself into.
But HOT DAMN! Never been in a game yet, and it would be fun as awesomes to be in one!

Haven't drawn in a long time, i miss the feels of the pencil and paper...
Requests for anyone who asks... still...
Been open for so long, but nobody even asks for one.
Trades are nice to get, but quality wise, i'm not good yet to compare to most.

So if i got a tablet, i just might be able to make better quality drawings that people might like...
BUT! That will be in the future to occur...

So yeah im not exactly one for raffles or pimpage but hey, im bored.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4962351/
An art raffle by  reizakirga and i said meh, fuck my luck but why not!
ITS ONLY GOT 85 PEOPLEZ IN IT AS WELL!


On to the other thing.
Lost Planet 3 was AWESOME!
Most of the time...
As an avid gamer, it took me 14-ish hours to beat the game.
Its got the bits here and there that are nice to find, after going Metroid and getting yer magnet stuffs you can find Diaz (the chick you are replacing) rig and her as well and why she went missing.
For the LP players, T-Eng is now currency rather than your lifeblood.
Its got the quick time events that made Dead Space so pants-browning (never failed one but nearly failed one and scared me shitless)
The story is told from your future self to an unknown woman (you'll know her when you beat the game yourself)
Its got weapon and rig upgrades that you can buy as well.
The rig is SO FUCKING FUN TO BE IN!
Grab an akrid and CRUSH IT IN YOUR GIANT 20 TON CLAW ARM AND SQUEEZE IT WITH NO MERCY AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!

But nevertheless, fun game, solid gameplay, have yet to try multiplayer but i need a gamespy account before i can play it.

Its those little widget pet things that are like the paperclip, but tolerable.
I remember seeing one of aeris from vgcats, but i cant remember what they are called!

Ever since i moved to Edmonton for work, i've always missed my mother...
Every day was another id be without her...
12:30 AM Debbie (stepmom here) asked if i was awake, the light was on so yeah.
But it wasnt Debbie who moved the curtain...
It was my mother!

I'm so insanely happy right now that shes here with me!
*dances my tired ass off*

Never thought id watch this many people...

Yup, now im 20.
DQ allows you to take your birthday off.
Of the 365 days in the year, they have the miracle treat day (charity) on my birthday.
Woo...

I hope it gets much better.

So in minecraft, a guy says to me ill buy those blaze rods from you tp to me.
I dont tp to anyone at all but he was persistent.
So i eventually tp to him and he says his town is underground.
BS i have a minimap mod and there is nothing below us!
Ill buy em for 100 each, how many do you want?
Another guy tps there and they start attacking me!
I couldnt react or get my fingers in the right motions to attack back or get out of there and they kill me.
THEY KILLED ME!
I HAD THE BEST ENCHANTED ARMOR IN THE FUCKING GAME AND THEY KILLED ME!
THEY SAID IT WAS CRAP AND IT WAS BROKEN!
I ask for my stuff back for lying and going against the rules of the server and they said no.
Fuckers...

Bow i gotta enchant all my good shit again and that takes a good long fucking time to do...
And thats why i dont trust anyone on minecraft easily.