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Posted 2 weeks agoFinishing up two comms
Got one comm from the last journal.
Still need to pay off this month and trying to get groceries.
No OCs.
Fan work okay.
Looking for a month or two turn around for these larger comms.
Got one comm from the last journal.
Still need to pay off this month and trying to get groceries.
No OCs.
Fan work okay.
Looking for a month or two turn around for these larger comms.
Need 300$ (3/4 filled)
Posted 4 weeks agoI need to get Tmobile off my ass so I can continue using the new number I got for literally anything online.
I am trying to do big comms like this within two months, but I have been having difficulty affording the tch necessary for keeping myself together, so the current ones I am finishing up are a little late, but on the way to being done.
I am actually expecting more in the mail tomorrow, so I can guarantee I will be good to work.
Again. The big pre paid ones are meant to be long term things I can work on and chill in between doing smaller comms for groceries and stuff.
So
The usual
If you are comfortable with prepaying and waiting on me, please send me a note, DM, discord or whatever.
Right now I am really strong with fan art of non-OCs,
Please. I am having trouble with OCs right now, so please.
And vore.
Like I get everyone asking for everything under the sun, and I just wanna draw vore.
Everything is per character, and 200$ is literally my "go nuts and don't stop" quality,
so like
Ay
Just lemmee know if you want some vore with some cartoons, alright.
Animaniacs, Digimon, Pokemon, Looney Tunes, Tiny Tunes, Gregory Horror Show, Popee the Performer
bruh I dun give a fuck, just as long as it's from something and I can look it up,
and you want me to make it look like they ate someone~
just one maybe... normally I aim for two a month.
but again
I am working on two still right now, and want to complete those real quick and then get to work on this one.
Once I am comfortable, I will probably be open to doing two...
UNLESS you hit me up for two $100 comms
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The 20$ 30$ comms are more for spur of the moment quick groceries, so those happen on the side too.
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SO. First, just choosing ONE, and then maybe TWO,
Like, people used to hog me to themselves for a while before so like
y'know
once I get that THC back in me, my brains will be back in order for drawing again.
Help a fella out pls~
EDIT:
hhhhh
they just keep tacking shit on
so I definitely just need to do two...
I am tryin to legit work here.
If I can just get a constant stash of THC to keep my brains working all month long,
I will love you forever and keep working.
I am trying to do big comms like this within two months, but I have been having difficulty affording the tch necessary for keeping myself together, so the current ones I am finishing up are a little late, but on the way to being done.
I am actually expecting more in the mail tomorrow, so I can guarantee I will be good to work.
Again. The big pre paid ones are meant to be long term things I can work on and chill in between doing smaller comms for groceries and stuff.
So
The usual
If you are comfortable with prepaying and waiting on me, please send me a note, DM, discord or whatever.
Right now I am really strong with fan art of non-OCs,
Please. I am having trouble with OCs right now, so please.
And vore.
Like I get everyone asking for everything under the sun, and I just wanna draw vore.
Everything is per character, and 200$ is literally my "go nuts and don't stop" quality,
so like
Ay
Just lemmee know if you want some vore with some cartoons, alright.
Animaniacs, Digimon, Pokemon, Looney Tunes, Tiny Tunes, Gregory Horror Show, Popee the Performer
bruh I dun give a fuck, just as long as it's from something and I can look it up,
and you want me to make it look like they ate someone~
just one maybe... normally I aim for two a month.
but again
I am working on two still right now, and want to complete those real quick and then get to work on this one.
Once I am comfortable, I will probably be open to doing two...
UNLESS you hit me up for two $100 comms
-
-
-
The 20$ 30$ comms are more for spur of the moment quick groceries, so those happen on the side too.
-
-
-
SO. First, just choosing ONE, and then maybe TWO,
Like, people used to hog me to themselves for a while before so like
y'know
once I get that THC back in me, my brains will be back in order for drawing again.
Help a fella out pls~
EDIT:
hhhhh
they just keep tacking shit on
so I definitely just need to do two...
I am tryin to legit work here.
If I can just get a constant stash of THC to keep my brains working all month long,
I will love you forever and keep working.
Need comms but I'm slow/ Changes
Posted a month agoI'm still slow,
I think comms are like a week or two at the most.
For the last few years, I was taking payment AFTER the fact,
and with my a speed,
if I was only living off groceries, I would be fine with make 60$ once a month.
But after the recent move, I needed to get a new phone service, which, now I have a phone bill to take care of.
Annoyingly, they don't seem to want to let me back on my old 20$ a month plan,
so it's a regular 200$ thing I need to take care of.
----
So:
I want to start taking payment up front.
Just being able to afford things and live takes up a lot of stress,
and basically puts me in the mindset that I'm employed.
With my mind settled, stomach full and meds taken care of,
I can actually draw stuff at a decent, uninterrupted pace.
----
So far I am willing to only work on two at a time, with smaller stream sketches allowed in between.
Not a month. Just at a time.
So like, if you're all good on changing the way I do payment,
and then waiting on me,
Please and thank you, I need some work.
Send me a note, and then try to get in touch with me on Discord.
It's just easier to send files that way. Regular email also works.
I think comms are like a week or two at the most.
For the last few years, I was taking payment AFTER the fact,
and with my a speed,
if I was only living off groceries, I would be fine with make 60$ once a month.
But after the recent move, I needed to get a new phone service, which, now I have a phone bill to take care of.
Annoyingly, they don't seem to want to let me back on my old 20$ a month plan,
so it's a regular 200$ thing I need to take care of.
----
So:
I want to start taking payment up front.
Just being able to afford things and live takes up a lot of stress,
and basically puts me in the mindset that I'm employed.
With my mind settled, stomach full and meds taken care of,
I can actually draw stuff at a decent, uninterrupted pace.
----
So far I am willing to only work on two at a time, with smaller stream sketches allowed in between.
Not a month. Just at a time.
So like, if you're all good on changing the way I do payment,
and then waiting on me,
Please and thank you, I need some work.
Send me a note, and then try to get in touch with me on Discord.
It's just easier to send files that way. Regular email also works.
Focusing on Subscribestar for a while
Posted 3 months agoTL;DR
I'm not going to be posting publicly unless I can see that I'm making a significant amount of money from subscriber support.
I was making $500 a month because of some animations I made.
and now I am not making money from those animations.
I'm not posting publicly until I can afford rent, groceries, and order fast food three times a day without checking my bank app if I got enough or not.
https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
Since I started seriously doing digital art decades ago, I made it a major habit that I wanted to post the art as soon as I could,
and as soon as I got addicted to Twitter,
it became a thing that all my WIPs were basically posted instantly as I was doing them. Often they were even just PrtSc grabbed, not even rendered out.
When my Patreon was first starting out I did this.
I had started college because I was using the one single benefit from the Navy that would give me money at the time, and I was only getting 500$ a month in support.
I was hard to do full time school and art, so going full Patreon was the only way to gain support,
and for a while, it was really bringing in the groceries,
SO. I started posting publicly again.
Until 2022, right after I got suspended from Twitter, someone decided that wasn't enough and made a false report about child abuse at my Patreon, and it was immediately taken down, even thought Patreon staff actually fucking confirmed that there was no child abuse in the material, the staff purposefully took a full six months to run out the appeal time, and chose to do nothing about what happened.
I immediately started up Subscribestar that day.
Again.
I have been fucking begging and advertising since it was pulled out from under me, and I have been SUFFERING since.
It was supposed to be my way out of my parents out.
And I could NOT get out on my fucking OWN.
I was literally fucking stuck there until I fucking begged and old friend to come pick me up.
Like pure LUCK they had an empty room because I'm almost positive the first time I had asked before I moved out of the Navy, they had a roomie in there.
I'm just saying.
It's been two fucking years since it happened.
I didn't want to do this, but I've got to stop posting publicly again.
And I fucking hate making previews and thumbnails.
I'm tired of people gooning to my fucking art for free, while I'm still here fucking struggling to afford basic needs, pissed because I have to round UP at Dollar General now.
Do you have any fucking idea how it fucking feels to finally not have depression fucking me up because my family is not destroying my psyche every waking moment,
and now that I live with two fat guys who can just afford ingredients to just cook and eat
like
i am honestly realizing that
yeah
the amount i eat to survive is not healthy
If the doctor could finally see me, he could finally confirm that yeah, his reaction to how much he was saying I was probably lying about my diet
and that i wasn't fucking fat from snacking and overeating.
Because now that I am back to walking around outside to occasionally buy things, and just for general exercise...
Bitch I have not been able to seem my ribs since I was in bootcamp😭
Bruh I can only get so many comms done.
I keep trying to do them on the spot like I used to 20 years ago, but I fucking CANT
Every time I try I fucking struggle, and end up making rants like this.
I can make all the personal story art and animations like nothing.
I draw Patchy and all my own characters like nothing.
People have been begging for NSFW for ages,
and I started practicing again on my own fursona'self,
Of course, that's all been exclusive on Subscribestar.
BASICALLY, I haven't posted to Subscribestar for a whole year.
But again.
This was supposed to be with the notion that eventually, because I was posting publicly,
people would see me posting,
see me begging people to subscribe
and eventually I would get subscribers back
NO ONE HAS FUCKING SUBSCRIBED
I HAVE LIKE 5 PEOPLE THERE SOMEHOW EQUALLING UP TO 40$ a month FOR ONLY THOSE TWO YEARS.
IT TAKES FOUR MONTHS TO MAKE A PAYOUT.
Those were the ONLY people to migrate from Patreon.
IT USED TO BE SEVEN BUT THEY DROPPED OUT TOO
BOY I JUST LOVE PEOPLE THAT SAID THEY WERE FRIENDS LOSING FAITH IN ME
AND THE FACT THAT IT WAS MY PARENTS FAULT WILL ALWAYS
There's a lot of "It's not happening anymore"
The autist in me gets upset at obvious statements like that.
I hate it. I wish I could be motivated by it.
But again. It's like getting your arm cut off. It's not growing back.
They are not giving my patreon back.
I am not getting the money I could have gotten from 2022 to now
None of those subscribers are coming back
my parents will not pay me what they owe me
my parents will likely not give me the proper support I need to get medical assistance from the VA
BECAUSE THEY DIDN"T FUCKING DO IT WHEN I WAS THERE AND THEY STOPPED WHEN THEY REALIZED HOW MUCH THEY WERE FUCKING ME OVER
unless I start seeing those numbers going up again. You probably wont see me posting publicly again.
If I can't support myself doing this:
I am 100% sober and lucid saying this.
I have said it and said it before
I am not going back to anything that so much as reminds me of the Navy in any shape or form.
If I cannot succeed at this. I will die.
I have been 100% serious about that statement since I discharged.
I worked a little bit at What a Burger and honestly
When Gangle's episode on TADC was a thing,
I felt it too much. Because I don't know how many times I felt that ending might happen one night.
I quit to go to school in 2017. And had to quit in 2019, not just because I had to drop out
but fucking 2020 happened.
I lost the support from the Navy.
People tried to fuck me over IMMEDIATELY and started to try to make callouts to tell people to not give me comms.
my life has been nothing but abuse and sabotage.
and honestly
A lot of the times I feel like I can't draw
is just spent curled up in a corner.
There are days where I fucking wake up and I can't fucking move.
And that's just... originally it was normal.
Originally for basically my entirely fucking life, I have been telling my mother I am very tired.
When I was in the Navy, I began to feel the same thing... I'm just tired I can't get up.
For my entire life I told people there's not such thing as lucid dreaming, you're just thinking with your eyes closed.
Yeah. You are. That's normally how you wake up. With your eyes closed.
My entire life people have forced me awake in that state so much, now when I wake up,
I wake up fully lucid unable to move.
by the time I feel like I can actually move I'm just tired of being tired, and I just know how much I'm going to be in pain and hurt when I stand kneel or sit.
I fucking hurt when I do anything, I don't want to fucking take ibuprofen and tylonol for the rest of my fucking life,
At least give me the fucking disability to afford it, and I know they don't fucking want to do it.
I don't understand how so many people don't see how seriously I've been trying to take this.
I've literally had people make fun of it.
just. man.
this is just a rant.
TL;DR
I'm not going to be posting publicly unless I can see that I'm making a significant amount of money from subscriber support.
I was making $500 a month because of some animations I made.
and now I am not making money from those animations.
I'm not posting publicly until I can afford rent, groceries, and order fast food three times a day without checking my bank app if I got enough or not.
https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
I'm not going to be posting publicly unless I can see that I'm making a significant amount of money from subscriber support.
I was making $500 a month because of some animations I made.
and now I am not making money from those animations.
I'm not posting publicly until I can afford rent, groceries, and order fast food three times a day without checking my bank app if I got enough or not.
https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon Since I started seriously doing digital art decades ago, I made it a major habit that I wanted to post the art as soon as I could,
and as soon as I got addicted to Twitter,
it became a thing that all my WIPs were basically posted instantly as I was doing them. Often they were even just PrtSc grabbed, not even rendered out.
When my Patreon was first starting out I did this.
I had started college because I was using the one single benefit from the Navy that would give me money at the time, and I was only getting 500$ a month in support.
I was hard to do full time school and art, so going full Patreon was the only way to gain support,
and for a while, it was really bringing in the groceries,
SO. I started posting publicly again.
Until 2022, right after I got suspended from Twitter, someone decided that wasn't enough and made a false report about child abuse at my Patreon, and it was immediately taken down, even thought Patreon staff actually fucking confirmed that there was no child abuse in the material, the staff purposefully took a full six months to run out the appeal time, and chose to do nothing about what happened.
I immediately started up Subscribestar that day.
Again.
I have been fucking begging and advertising since it was pulled out from under me, and I have been SUFFERING since.
It was supposed to be my way out of my parents out.
And I could NOT get out on my fucking OWN.
I was literally fucking stuck there until I fucking begged and old friend to come pick me up.
Like pure LUCK they had an empty room because I'm almost positive the first time I had asked before I moved out of the Navy, they had a roomie in there.
I'm just saying.
It's been two fucking years since it happened.
I didn't want to do this, but I've got to stop posting publicly again.
And I fucking hate making previews and thumbnails.
I'm tired of people gooning to my fucking art for free, while I'm still here fucking struggling to afford basic needs, pissed because I have to round UP at Dollar General now.
Do you have any fucking idea how it fucking feels to finally not have depression fucking me up because my family is not destroying my psyche every waking moment,
and now that I live with two fat guys who can just afford ingredients to just cook and eat
like
i am honestly realizing that
yeah
the amount i eat to survive is not healthy
If the doctor could finally see me, he could finally confirm that yeah, his reaction to how much he was saying I was probably lying about my diet
and that i wasn't fucking fat from snacking and overeating.
Because now that I am back to walking around outside to occasionally buy things, and just for general exercise...
Bitch I have not been able to seem my ribs since I was in bootcamp😭
Bruh I can only get so many comms done.
I keep trying to do them on the spot like I used to 20 years ago, but I fucking CANT
Every time I try I fucking struggle, and end up making rants like this.
I can make all the personal story art and animations like nothing.
I draw Patchy and all my own characters like nothing.
People have been begging for NSFW for ages,
and I started practicing again on my own fursona'self,
Of course, that's all been exclusive on Subscribestar.
BASICALLY, I haven't posted to Subscribestar for a whole year.
But again.
This was supposed to be with the notion that eventually, because I was posting publicly,
people would see me posting,
see me begging people to subscribe
and eventually I would get subscribers back
NO ONE HAS FUCKING SUBSCRIBED
I HAVE LIKE 5 PEOPLE THERE SOMEHOW EQUALLING UP TO 40$ a month FOR ONLY THOSE TWO YEARS.
IT TAKES FOUR MONTHS TO MAKE A PAYOUT.
Those were the ONLY people to migrate from Patreon.
IT USED TO BE SEVEN BUT THEY DROPPED OUT TOO
BOY I JUST LOVE PEOPLE THAT SAID THEY WERE FRIENDS LOSING FAITH IN ME
AND THE FACT THAT IT WAS MY PARENTS FAULT WILL ALWAYS
There's a lot of "It's not happening anymore"
The autist in me gets upset at obvious statements like that.
I hate it. I wish I could be motivated by it.
But again. It's like getting your arm cut off. It's not growing back.
They are not giving my patreon back.
I am not getting the money I could have gotten from 2022 to now
None of those subscribers are coming back
my parents will not pay me what they owe me
my parents will likely not give me the proper support I need to get medical assistance from the VA
BECAUSE THEY DIDN"T FUCKING DO IT WHEN I WAS THERE AND THEY STOPPED WHEN THEY REALIZED HOW MUCH THEY WERE FUCKING ME OVER
unless I start seeing those numbers going up again. You probably wont see me posting publicly again.
If I can't support myself doing this:
I am 100% sober and lucid saying this.
I have said it and said it before
I am not going back to anything that so much as reminds me of the Navy in any shape or form.
If I cannot succeed at this. I will die.
I have been 100% serious about that statement since I discharged.
I worked a little bit at What a Burger and honestly
When Gangle's episode on TADC was a thing,
I felt it too much. Because I don't know how many times I felt that ending might happen one night.
I quit to go to school in 2017. And had to quit in 2019, not just because I had to drop out
but fucking 2020 happened.
I lost the support from the Navy.
People tried to fuck me over IMMEDIATELY and started to try to make callouts to tell people to not give me comms.
my life has been nothing but abuse and sabotage.
and honestly
A lot of the times I feel like I can't draw
is just spent curled up in a corner.
There are days where I fucking wake up and I can't fucking move.
And that's just... originally it was normal.
Originally for basically my entirely fucking life, I have been telling my mother I am very tired.
When I was in the Navy, I began to feel the same thing... I'm just tired I can't get up.
For my entire life I told people there's not such thing as lucid dreaming, you're just thinking with your eyes closed.
Yeah. You are. That's normally how you wake up. With your eyes closed.
My entire life people have forced me awake in that state so much, now when I wake up,
I wake up fully lucid unable to move.
by the time I feel like I can actually move I'm just tired of being tired, and I just know how much I'm going to be in pain and hurt when I stand kneel or sit.
I fucking hurt when I do anything, I don't want to fucking take ibuprofen and tylonol for the rest of my fucking life,
At least give me the fucking disability to afford it, and I know they don't fucking want to do it.
I don't understand how so many people don't see how seriously I've been trying to take this.
I've literally had people make fun of it.
just. man.
this is just a rant.
TL;DR
I'm not going to be posting publicly unless I can see that I'm making a significant amount of money from subscriber support.
I was making $500 a month because of some animations I made.
and now I am not making money from those animations.
I'm not posting publicly until I can afford rent, groceries, and order fast food three times a day without checking my bank app if I got enough or not.
https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon Life Changes/ Please Donate/ etc etc
Posted 3 months agoI forgot to mention that last month I finally moved out of my parent's place, and am now currently rooming with 
MitchKenzo and 
Avereth.
Legit just. Mega thank you out to them for helping me out like this.
After getting things settled down, I've finally been able to actually just SIT and like, keep my MIND to myself.
I don't need to get into all the details of like... healing. lol
But like, I've just been able to...
WELL drawing is still hard. My arm still hurts, Bones hurt, They got a stand up desk so I can finally stand to work,
but also now I'm finding out I get tired easy,
the arthritus acts up more than ever, my bones ache when I stand too long...
eugh...
Like. I have been significantly slowed down physically and mentally, but like,
I now have all the time in the world.
Considering that.
I really did basically just run away from home with fucking nothing.
I mean in.
I really was basically being kept at that place as an indentured servant.
I was not allowed to leave. I was barely allowed to do my own drawings to work.
I was baby sitting basically 24/7
dog sitting
house sitting
and no pay. I was not paid... and because I couldn't draw, or even leave for a regular job
i really actually have no money
,
When people took my patreon out a while back, that was really the end of a lot of support.
I was making just over $500 a month. Now I make less than $50.
i had to work hard to get my patreon that far... like at least five years...
so like... seeing how some artists move and all the support just goes with them
and like... it's been this way for like two years still...
having to start over at any point,
i just perpetually feel like i'm in a constant state of starting over and i am still being
i don't know
i dont know
no one cares if you complain
no one seems to care if you beg i dont know i dont know i dont know
i keep doing everything i can and keep doing and keep doing
and i am just tired of it not going where it's been promised.
i've been promised a lot of things for work and I've not been given anything.
I'm tired of regular job this regular job that, when regular job anywhere hasn't gotten me anywhere, and literally the fucking Navy did fuck all for me but being a fucking thing that makes my fucking taxes go up despite me having fucking zero income.
I don't know, I just miss being able to have some fucking burger king once a week without having a landlord want a fucking person who only makes 500$ a month on military school benefits, suddenly pay 3000$ for rent because Texas repealed the rent lock back in 2020 and they just HAVE to get everything they want.
i'm tired.
i'm tired.
I'm tired of so much.
There was a point where I thought eventually I wouldn't have to think about going back
and that shit would eventually rest
the support would help me be an artist and just work on the things I want for fun just because people are actually supporting the art that much and like
The fact that that's NOT happening any more really 100% hurts every single day I make something that feels like it's not being paid for.
Back then I was making rent, having hot showers and sleeping soundly at night.
The "Free posts" felt paid for.
Now it just feels like I'm whoring myself out for attention.
There's just layers of layers of layers of layers of just tired.
Oh right yeah
I'm llike "I can't even be tired when I'm rested"
Obviously i'm thinking. "OH, WOW I just need to go smoke"
Yes. Need help to buy that too,
FUN that the store just down the street has the CHEAPEST I have ever bought...
BUT TEXAS IS WANTING TO REPEAL LEGAL SHIT VERY SOON LOL
I literally can't have shit.
AND DO NOT SUGGEST ANTIDEPRESSANTS
JuSt GeT a PrEScRiPtIoN
I took antidepressants in the Navy, and I literally have it on record, that they caused me to want to commit suicide.
My Doctor did not prescribe weed, but because I can just buy it from the store they let me.
ANY WAY.
I'm letting my emotions get the best of me typing this shit out, I need to go smoke and straighten out my head.
Ya'll fuckin give me your money so I'm not a fucking e-hobo anymore.
HERE'S KOFI: https://ko-fi.com/tanookicatoon
HERE'S SUBSCRIBESTAR: https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
MitchKenzo and 
Avereth.Legit just. Mega thank you out to them for helping me out like this.
After getting things settled down, I've finally been able to actually just SIT and like, keep my MIND to myself.
I don't need to get into all the details of like... healing. lol
But like, I've just been able to...
WELL drawing is still hard. My arm still hurts, Bones hurt, They got a stand up desk so I can finally stand to work,
but also now I'm finding out I get tired easy,
the arthritus acts up more than ever, my bones ache when I stand too long...
eugh...
Like. I have been significantly slowed down physically and mentally, but like,
I now have all the time in the world.
Considering that.
I really did basically just run away from home with fucking nothing.
I mean in.
I really was basically being kept at that place as an indentured servant.
I was not allowed to leave. I was barely allowed to do my own drawings to work.
I was baby sitting basically 24/7
dog sitting
house sitting
and no pay. I was not paid... and because I couldn't draw, or even leave for a regular job
i really actually have no money
,
When people took my patreon out a while back, that was really the end of a lot of support.
I was making just over $500 a month. Now I make less than $50.
i had to work hard to get my patreon that far... like at least five years...
so like... seeing how some artists move and all the support just goes with them
and like... it's been this way for like two years still...
having to start over at any point,
i just perpetually feel like i'm in a constant state of starting over and i am still being
i don't know
i dont know
no one cares if you complain
no one seems to care if you beg i dont know i dont know i dont know
i keep doing everything i can and keep doing and keep doing
and i am just tired of it not going where it's been promised.
i've been promised a lot of things for work and I've not been given anything.
I'm tired of regular job this regular job that, when regular job anywhere hasn't gotten me anywhere, and literally the fucking Navy did fuck all for me but being a fucking thing that makes my fucking taxes go up despite me having fucking zero income.
I don't know, I just miss being able to have some fucking burger king once a week without having a landlord want a fucking person who only makes 500$ a month on military school benefits, suddenly pay 3000$ for rent because Texas repealed the rent lock back in 2020 and they just HAVE to get everything they want.
i'm tired.
i'm tired.
I'm tired of so much.
There was a point where I thought eventually I wouldn't have to think about going back
and that shit would eventually rest
the support would help me be an artist and just work on the things I want for fun just because people are actually supporting the art that much and like
The fact that that's NOT happening any more really 100% hurts every single day I make something that feels like it's not being paid for.
Back then I was making rent, having hot showers and sleeping soundly at night.
The "Free posts" felt paid for.
Now it just feels like I'm whoring myself out for attention.
There's just layers of layers of layers of layers of just tired.
Oh right yeah
I'm llike "I can't even be tired when I'm rested"
Obviously i'm thinking. "OH, WOW I just need to go smoke"
Yes. Need help to buy that too,
FUN that the store just down the street has the CHEAPEST I have ever bought...
BUT TEXAS IS WANTING TO REPEAL LEGAL SHIT VERY SOON LOL
I literally can't have shit.
AND DO NOT SUGGEST ANTIDEPRESSANTS
JuSt GeT a PrEScRiPtIoN
I took antidepressants in the Navy, and I literally have it on record, that they caused me to want to commit suicide.
My Doctor did not prescribe weed, but because I can just buy it from the store they let me.
ANY WAY.
I'm letting my emotions get the best of me typing this shit out, I need to go smoke and straighten out my head.
Ya'll fuckin give me your money so I'm not a fucking e-hobo anymore.
HERE'S KOFI: https://ko-fi.com/tanookicatoon
HERE'S SUBSCRIBESTAR: https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
SFW/NSFW (poll)
Posted a year agojust a poll I have on Twitter.
https://x.com/Tanookicatoon/status/.....36703500915149
The amount of times I think about wanting to just give up and start making blatant NSFW just because I know that's what people want,
and I circle back to the reason I stopped...
Like I feel like if I even made it for subscriber content I would feel bad about it.
I want to know. Would people be happy if I started offering NSFW again?
If I did, I would likely only ever do commissions, and let the buyers post what they get.
I'm still rather self conscious of doing anything featuring my own characters.
You're welcome to comment or vote.
Seeing the solid metric would be nice though.
https://x.com/Tanookicatoon/status/.....36703500915149
The amount of times I think about wanting to just give up and start making blatant NSFW just because I know that's what people want,
and I circle back to the reason I stopped...
Like I feel like if I even made it for subscriber content I would feel bad about it.
I want to know. Would people be happy if I started offering NSFW again?
If I did, I would likely only ever do commissions, and let the buyers post what they get.
I'm still rather self conscious of doing anything featuring my own characters.
You're welcome to comment or vote.
Seeing the solid metric would be nice though.
Policy update and stuff
Posted a year agoFirst off. It's about time we finally got the 18+ restrictions.
I immediately turned mine on.
secondly.
The policy update.
They've changed nothing.
They made a claim about "using dictionary definitions" and it's just a blatant lie.
They make the claim, and then, not only do they just type up a fake definition, they also just don't cite the source of their dictionary definition for it to be looked up.
Because literally no real life dictionary describes the word FETISH as a sexual subject.
It's an irrational obsession towards any subject.
When in reference to "sexuality" it's specifically in reference to having an attraction to non sexual subjects
⬇
CITE: https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/fetish
Likewise with KINK
Kink is behavior that is explicitly sexual, while doing things that aren't just two people connecting.
⬇
CITE: https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/kink
And YET,
Whoever is in charge typed up their own definitions that are still worded to allow them to interchange any of the words they used, with any applicable subject.
Then they basically go on to list everything they hate about Nickelodeon cartoons and basically call any form of gross-out humor sexual.
I've been saying this for nearly a decade,
But equating anything you want to call gross "sexual" in an attempt to ban it, is really shitty and dangerous territory.
Wording your own made up definitions the way they have literally allows them to say "I don't like that, I think it's gross, which means I think it's sexual, and you should be banned for it"
THEY LITERALLY SAY THEY ARE ALLOWED TO DO THIS:
"Enforcement of this section is done on a case-by-case basis and upon the totality of the content being reviewed, including the upload, submission description, tags, artist/uploader’s comments, profile page, intent, style, and more."
I don't like it.
And I'm almost certain the harassment by staff will just continue.
They made the claim that people were suspended and had their art deleted as a mistake.
THIS WEBSITE IS RUN BY HUMANS
IT IS NOT AUTOMATED
THE DECISION WAS MADE BY A PERSON WHO FELT THAT WAS RIGHT TO DO
I immediately turned mine on.
secondly.
The policy update.
They've changed nothing.
They made a claim about "using dictionary definitions" and it's just a blatant lie.
They make the claim, and then, not only do they just type up a fake definition, they also just don't cite the source of their dictionary definition for it to be looked up.
Because literally no real life dictionary describes the word FETISH as a sexual subject.
It's an irrational obsession towards any subject.
When in reference to "sexuality" it's specifically in reference to having an attraction to non sexual subjects
⬇
CITE: https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/fetish
Likewise with KINK
Kink is behavior that is explicitly sexual, while doing things that aren't just two people connecting.
⬇
CITE: https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/kink
And YET,
Whoever is in charge typed up their own definitions that are still worded to allow them to interchange any of the words they used, with any applicable subject.
Then they basically go on to list everything they hate about Nickelodeon cartoons and basically call any form of gross-out humor sexual.
I've been saying this for nearly a decade,
But equating anything you want to call gross "sexual" in an attempt to ban it, is really shitty and dangerous territory.
Wording your own made up definitions the way they have literally allows them to say "I don't like that, I think it's gross, which means I think it's sexual, and you should be banned for it"
THEY LITERALLY SAY THEY ARE ALLOWED TO DO THIS:
"Enforcement of this section is done on a case-by-case basis and upon the totality of the content being reviewed, including the upload, submission description, tags, artist/uploader’s comments, profile page, intent, style, and more."
I don't like it.
And I'm almost certain the harassment by staff will just continue.
They made the claim that people were suspended and had their art deleted as a mistake.
THIS WEBSITE IS RUN BY HUMANS
IT IS NOT AUTOMATED
THE DECISION WAS MADE BY A PERSON WHO FELT THAT WAS RIGHT TO DO
RIP Dragoneer
Posted a year agoIf there was anything I could really say about 
Dragoneer's passing,
he was one of the few people who openly spoke about particular things like vore being separate from the things people add to them today,
and that really kept me going for a very long time.
RIP.
Dragoneer's passing,he was one of the few people who openly spoke about particular things like vore being separate from the things people add to them today,
and that really kept me going for a very long time.
RIP.
Thank you for 3K, rambling about life, vore, etc etc (vid...
Posted a year agoJust a video thanking my subs on youtube for 3K.
Subscribestar 1$ tier
Posted a year agohttps://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
Just a reminder I have a subscribestar, because someone falsely reported my Patreon for child abuse of all things.
I was reluctant to add a lower tier than 5$ because it tends to attract leakers,
but I don't have the subscribestar to make exclusive content.
It's for support.
So if you want to donate a dollar, that's fine.
I've legitimately been hurting since the Patreon shut down, so any help is appreciated.
Thank you.
https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
Just a reminder I have a subscribestar, because someone falsely reported my Patreon for child abuse of all things.
I was reluctant to add a lower tier than 5$ because it tends to attract leakers,
but I don't have the subscribestar to make exclusive content.
It's for support.
So if you want to donate a dollar, that's fine.
I've legitimately been hurting since the Patreon shut down, so any help is appreciated.
Thank you.
https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
My Twitter is back?? among other things.
Posted a year agoRandomly decided to mess with it.
It was doing the usual "You can't make posts because you're suspended" thing,
Randomly decided to throw out an appeal with the same message I've been sending since January first.
And literally immediately, It was unsuspended.
No email. Just suddenly, all of my content and followers are back.
I fucking hate Twitter.
I've been avoiding it since it was suspended and I kinda don't wanna mess with it.
I might upload my back log, just because,
and I'll use it like I had been for the last few months
not talking to anyone and just posting stream announcements, and life updates.
Like minute bullshit, like how I can't sleep and today my mom wants to take the kids to Six Flags, and I would rather stay home,
but since my mom is old, I really gotta go with her to help her with the kids.
It's not like I gotta ride anything,
I'm just old, and I think about trying to work on projects more than wanting to go out for fun liek I used it.
It's more for the kids, and the kids are awful little monsters and I hate babysitting them everyday.
It was doing the usual "You can't make posts because you're suspended" thing,
Randomly decided to throw out an appeal with the same message I've been sending since January first.
And literally immediately, It was unsuspended.
No email. Just suddenly, all of my content and followers are back.
I fucking hate Twitter.
I've been avoiding it since it was suspended and I kinda don't wanna mess with it.
I might upload my back log, just because,
and I'll use it like I had been for the last few months
not talking to anyone and just posting stream announcements, and life updates.
Like minute bullshit, like how I can't sleep and today my mom wants to take the kids to Six Flags, and I would rather stay home,
but since my mom is old, I really gotta go with her to help her with the kids.
It's not like I gotta ride anything,
I'm just old, and I think about trying to work on projects more than wanting to go out for fun liek I used it.
It's more for the kids, and the kids are awful little monsters and I hate babysitting them everyday.
A fat heckin break
Posted a year agoYesterday and today have been a hell of a break period for me.
Friday's uploads were all stuff I made that day.
Like
I streamed all of it.
I made all of that stuff start to finish back to back.
I actually streamed all of it all day.
It's was a 14 hour stream.
And holy moly,
my drawing arm was so freaking sore. lol
I know about doing my stretches and stuff.
I've been used to drawing and writing over long periods of time.
Like, I literally consider this my profession, so I should have the stamina for it. LOL
So it's more like a runner having to rest after a race or a workout.
Like, man, Friday was just so productive. lol
Anyway,
I suppose it's anyway to just remind folks to check things out,
I want to start posting higher quality stuff to my SubscribeStar
https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
When I was still on Patreon I had enough supporters that I was actually making a good portion of my rent, so it meant less time working on Commissions, and more time working on supporter backed content. Comics, Animations and what not.
But right now I can't even make a withdraw on this last month's support.
I really could use the help. It would be fabulous.
I do take one time donations at my Ko-Fi
https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
Friday's uploads were all stuff I made that day.
Like
I streamed all of it.
I made all of that stuff start to finish back to back.
I actually streamed all of it all day.
It's was a 14 hour stream.
And holy moly,
my drawing arm was so freaking sore. lol
I know about doing my stretches and stuff.
I've been used to drawing and writing over long periods of time.
Like, I literally consider this my profession, so I should have the stamina for it. LOL
So it's more like a runner having to rest after a race or a workout.
Like, man, Friday was just so productive. lol
Anyway,
I suppose it's anyway to just remind folks to check things out,
I want to start posting higher quality stuff to my SubscribeStar
https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
When I was still on Patreon I had enough supporters that I was actually making a good portion of my rent, so it meant less time working on Commissions, and more time working on supporter backed content. Comics, Animations and what not.
But right now I can't even make a withdraw on this last month's support.
I really could use the help. It would be fabulous.
I do take one time donations at my Ko-Fi
https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
Bruh
Posted a year agoI gotta draw him
oh my god
Subscribestar
Posted 2 years agoSO, considering the news I got the other day,
I immediately made an account on Subscribestar.
If you are an adult, and you were supporting my Patreon before it went down,
Feel welcome to sign up here instead.
https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
People are helping and trying to get my Patreon back up and running,
I actually managed to get in touch with whoever sent me the email,
and they seem to be a pervert insistent on gaslighting me about the type of content I was posting.
I immediately made an account on Subscribestar.
If you are an adult, and you were supporting my Patreon before it went down,
Feel welcome to sign up here instead.
https://subscribestar.adult/tanookicatoon
People are helping and trying to get my Patreon back up and running,
I actually managed to get in touch with whoever sent me the email,
and they seem to be a pervert insistent on gaslighting me about the type of content I was posting.
really close
Posted 2 years agojust got the news someone botted my patreon with false reports of child abuse and they removed it.
this is my biggest source of income
i'm honestly pretty close right now
i'm not happy
i don't need this fucking stress right now
i really fucking don't
this is my biggest source of income
i'm honestly pretty close right now
i'm not happy
i don't need this fucking stress right now
i really fucking don't
For anyone wanting to know what happened.
It was basically revealed to me that someone decided to get a bunch of bots to spam my account until it was suspended.
It's basically been a month. I've been over it for a couple of weeks now.
I was more mad about the fact that there were people celebrating like I actually did something,
when it was entirely someone attacking me
Like
fucking
usual.
But what else am I going to do, especially when the website's appeal system is run by a bot that closes cases in less than 5 minutes.
Period, because that's rhetorical.
Same shit could happen to literally anyone else that felt like this was some sort of victory or something.
We live in a world where bullies love to antagonize autistic people until they have meltdown after meltdown, and get away with it, because they have friends who love watching them do it.
Anyway. Like I said, I've been over it.
I haven't been on it for a few weeks now,
and honestly, it feels like I'm becoming sober or something.
Holy shit.
I'll live. 🤷🏽
It was basically revealed to me that someone decided to get a bunch of bots to spam my account until it was suspended.
It's basically been a month. I've been over it for a couple of weeks now.
I was more mad about the fact that there were people celebrating like I actually did something,
when it was entirely someone attacking me
Like
fucking
usual.
But what else am I going to do, especially when the website's appeal system is run by a bot that closes cases in less than 5 minutes.
Period, because that's rhetorical.
Same shit could happen to literally anyone else that felt like this was some sort of victory or something.
We live in a world where bullies love to antagonize autistic people until they have meltdown after meltdown, and get away with it, because they have friends who love watching them do it.
Anyway. Like I said, I've been over it.
I haven't been on it for a few weeks now,
and honestly, it feels like I'm becoming sober or something.
Holy shit.
I'll live. 🤷🏽
Thank you (Again)
Posted 2 years agoThank you, to the people who spoke to me during my breakdown last night.
I did see nearly 400 people saw the post I made,
but I'm not sure of how many people actually followed any of the links I made.
Let alone actually went about talking about what people have been doing to me.
but
thank you to the people who spoke to me.
I'm so tired.
just
I can't get over any of this.
It's hard to when it's a constant never ending thing.
I did see nearly 400 people saw the post I made,
but I'm not sure of how many people actually followed any of the links I made.
Let alone actually went about talking about what people have been doing to me.
but
thank you to the people who spoke to me.
I'm so tired.
just
I can't get over any of this.
It's hard to when it's a constant never ending thing.
Thank you
Posted 2 years ago-
The last journal< Among other things
Posted 2 years agowas deleted because of the title.
reading the first sentence of the journal would have mentioned how committing suicide isn't something I've gone through because I can't find anything it would accomplish.
I don't feel like typing it back up.
My message got across fine.
I'm currently in the process of struggling with technology at the moment.
The scanner I used at my apartments seems to be unable to connect to anything via PC or USB, so I'm unsure what to do about that.
I'm slowly trying to get through stuff I owe through patreon, as well as get through the projects I've started.
Apologies to the people who want to commission me outside of Patreon.
I'm serious when I say I do not accept pay unless I give something to you,
I meant it, that if I have not made progress, I do not have anything to show you,
if I have made progress, I will show it to you.
When I ask you, "Is this finished, are you happy with what I gave you" you have the option to ask for changes, or pay me.
I said I am slow to get to work now. My head is not in the right place to work cleanly anymore,
and you had a small taste of that yesterday.
That is always happening to me. Every single day.
I am no longer mentally stable to accept money in exchange for my art, and I never promised to provide a service where I will deliver that art in a quick manner.
I just cannot do it anymore.
As of today I am 33.
I was 17-22-24 when I pumping out pic after pic for whoever wanted one before.
For the last 10 years I have been mentally addled to the point of just not having the best long term memory any more.
I can't just sit down and just make an image appear anymore.
As for the claim of being able to finish something after starting,
that doesn't even seem to be the case anymore.
I am constantly having interruption after interruption ever since I moved back in with my family at the start of 2022.
I no longer live alone, and I constantly take care of 4 dogs and 2 kids.
I house sit, babysit and dog sit, and am still expected to pay some form of rent despite packing an entire apartment into one small bedroom.
I'm tired.
i'm very tired.
reading the first sentence of the journal would have mentioned how committing suicide isn't something I've gone through because I can't find anything it would accomplish.
I don't feel like typing it back up.
My message got across fine.
I'm currently in the process of struggling with technology at the moment.
The scanner I used at my apartments seems to be unable to connect to anything via PC or USB, so I'm unsure what to do about that.
I'm slowly trying to get through stuff I owe through patreon, as well as get through the projects I've started.
Apologies to the people who want to commission me outside of Patreon.
I'm serious when I say I do not accept pay unless I give something to you,
I meant it, that if I have not made progress, I do not have anything to show you,
if I have made progress, I will show it to you.
When I ask you, "Is this finished, are you happy with what I gave you" you have the option to ask for changes, or pay me.
I said I am slow to get to work now. My head is not in the right place to work cleanly anymore,
and you had a small taste of that yesterday.
That is always happening to me. Every single day.
I am no longer mentally stable to accept money in exchange for my art, and I never promised to provide a service where I will deliver that art in a quick manner.
I just cannot do it anymore.
As of today I am 33.
I was 17-22-24 when I pumping out pic after pic for whoever wanted one before.
For the last 10 years I have been mentally addled to the point of just not having the best long term memory any more.
I can't just sit down and just make an image appear anymore.
As for the claim of being able to finish something after starting,
that doesn't even seem to be the case anymore.
I am constantly having interruption after interruption ever since I moved back in with my family at the start of 2022.
I no longer live alone, and I constantly take care of 4 dogs and 2 kids.
I house sit, babysit and dog sit, and am still expected to pay some form of rent despite packing an entire apartment into one small bedroom.
I'm tired.
i'm very tired.
Lol Twitter
Posted 2 years agoTwitter is going through such a fucky wucky right now. LOL
I usually only post here if I have more than just a single sentence thought
like
Life updates or something,
but like...
there is kinda just so much of the exact same thing going on. pfft
All I know is... Twitter, man. LOL
I usually only post here if I have more than just a single sentence thought
like
Life updates or something,
but like...
there is kinda just so much of the exact same thing going on. pfft
All I know is... Twitter, man. LOL
Lobo Y Gato
Posted 2 years agoI did a rough draft for Gerplexan last night, and after I sent it to them
I couldn't help myself to doing myself to doing the worst impressions ever of these characters! XD
You can tell from the beginning how this was my first time drawing these characters, and I got way better at them by the end of it. haha
ANYWAY. This was just a silly thing I wanted to do for fun.
I don't have plans on animating thing.
MAYYYYBE redoing some of the lines and adding sound once I finish clean up for the commissioner,
but for now, it's all just me messing around. XD
I couldn't help myself to doing myself to doing the worst impressions ever of these characters! XD
You can tell from the beginning how this was my first time drawing these characters, and I got way better at them by the end of it. haha
ANYWAY. This was just a silly thing I wanted to do for fun.
I don't have plans on animating thing.
MAYYYYBE redoing some of the lines and adding sound once I finish clean up for the commissioner,
but for now, it's all just me messing around. XD
light emotional breakdown
Posted 2 years agoemotions
exhausted
too many things to think about
tell them to be nice to me
i'll make more art
exhausted
too many things to think about
tell them to be nice to me
i'll make more art
Funds Donations Complaints about life.
Posted 2 years agoWell one
There's just the usual "halp I need money"
My family expects me to babysit two kids and four dogs and still bring in near what I was making to pay rent at my apartment I moved out of. And I wasn't barely even making that on my own.
I got my parents with one sentence "15$ per child and animal, by the hour."
That's literally 90$ an hour and they leave me alone with all of them for excessive amounts of time.
And they still don't fucking pay me, and barely acknowledge how much I have to keep watch on this house.
That if they want me to drop on thing to keep a 24hr watch on them, they need to start paying me, or stop complaining about me trying to fucking do commissions on the side.
Like I'm sorry I'm not able to fucking push things like I used to, and I've basically put more emphasis on a a lot of my own things,
but when it comes to commissions and babysitting at the same time,
I've just been stuck choosing to make junk for me that I make up on the fly to fill in the space,
instead of half-assing stuff people expect to pay for, because I have to stand up every 10 minutes to stop a child from beating up the other, or to keep a dog from shitting in the house.
anyway
Considering me needing money to try and support myself let alone the small rent I want to raise every month
I recently noticed my shinies were deactivated,
so I reactivated them, (like a week ago) and forgot about it.
So like, I scroll down and remember that it's active again and like
bruh, didn't even notice people were sending me donations through there,
oh my lord, thank you. 😭
i don't fucking know
I need to get things off my my mind.
I rant on fucking Twitter all the time.
I wanted to bump the previous journal, but I find myself complaining about the same thing over and over again.
It just seems like the entire community is being taken over by rich perverts who "fund" this community and rule with an iron fist by shunning those that don't bend to their will, and commission those that do.
It's literally a bunch of rich porn addicts who jerk off to everything under the sun,
everything is porn,
everything is fetish,
the meaning of the word pervert is completely lost to them, because they've done their best to normalize their behavior.
Furry is basically about being "not normal" but when it's come to the point that the community is full of people with an underlying porn addiction that can't tell that there's nothing sexual happening in the cartoons they're watching,
I just don't know what to tell you.
This aint a moral crusade. This is just me saying people need to step outside and realize you're a freak.
I know people know if there is anyone around here that should know when you need a reality check it's me.
We can't be bitching about fucking fantasy shit. It's fucking fantasy.
Stop trying to make rules for other people on how to fantasize.
I don't even know what else there is to talk about.
I'm not used to being able to actually "blog" in long formats like this anymore thanks to Twitter.
I tried going back to Twitter for that for a little while, but I don't find myself attracted to using it as much.
I don't know.
Life goes on and it doesn't feel like it's getting better for me any time soon.
There's just the usual "halp I need money"
My family expects me to babysit two kids and four dogs and still bring in near what I was making to pay rent at my apartment I moved out of. And I wasn't barely even making that on my own.
I got my parents with one sentence "15$ per child and animal, by the hour."
That's literally 90$ an hour and they leave me alone with all of them for excessive amounts of time.
And they still don't fucking pay me, and barely acknowledge how much I have to keep watch on this house.
That if they want me to drop on thing to keep a 24hr watch on them, they need to start paying me, or stop complaining about me trying to fucking do commissions on the side.
Like I'm sorry I'm not able to fucking push things like I used to, and I've basically put more emphasis on a a lot of my own things,
but when it comes to commissions and babysitting at the same time,
I've just been stuck choosing to make junk for me that I make up on the fly to fill in the space,
instead of half-assing stuff people expect to pay for, because I have to stand up every 10 minutes to stop a child from beating up the other, or to keep a dog from shitting in the house.
anyway
Considering me needing money to try and support myself let alone the small rent I want to raise every month
I recently noticed my shinies were deactivated,
so I reactivated them, (like a week ago) and forgot about it.
So like, I scroll down and remember that it's active again and like
bruh, didn't even notice people were sending me donations through there,
oh my lord, thank you. 😭
i don't fucking know
I need to get things off my my mind.
I rant on fucking Twitter all the time.
I wanted to bump the previous journal, but I find myself complaining about the same thing over and over again.
It just seems like the entire community is being taken over by rich perverts who "fund" this community and rule with an iron fist by shunning those that don't bend to their will, and commission those that do.
It's literally a bunch of rich porn addicts who jerk off to everything under the sun,
everything is porn,
everything is fetish,
the meaning of the word pervert is completely lost to them, because they've done their best to normalize their behavior.
Furry is basically about being "not normal" but when it's come to the point that the community is full of people with an underlying porn addiction that can't tell that there's nothing sexual happening in the cartoons they're watching,
I just don't know what to tell you.
This aint a moral crusade. This is just me saying people need to step outside and realize you're a freak.
I know people know if there is anyone around here that should know when you need a reality check it's me.
We can't be bitching about fucking fantasy shit. It's fucking fantasy.
Stop trying to make rules for other people on how to fantasize.
I don't even know what else there is to talk about.
I'm not used to being able to actually "blog" in long formats like this anymore thanks to Twitter.
I tried going back to Twitter for that for a little while, but I don't find myself attracted to using it as much.
I don't know.
Life goes on and it doesn't feel like it's getting better for me any time soon.
lol clarification
Posted 2 years agolol
okay
Well I'm certainly happy certain things that have only been seen in reports are finally openly to the public.
Maybe now people can stop trying to fucking bully me into changing my art to cater to their fetishes instead of telling the silly stories I wanna tell.
I have half a braincell to repost all of the things I deleted from bullying,
but I've honestly had my feelings hurt over it,
and the other half has long since let it go.
anyway,
Nice over clarification.
I appreciate it.
okay
Well I'm certainly happy certain things that have only been seen in reports are finally openly to the public.
Maybe now people can stop trying to fucking bully me into changing my art to cater to their fetishes instead of telling the silly stories I wanna tell.
I have half a braincell to repost all of the things I deleted from bullying,
but I've honestly had my feelings hurt over it,
and the other half has long since let it go.
anyway,
Nice over clarification.
I appreciate it.
Internal Policy Update
Posted 2 years agoI said this back in January,
the change is too vague.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10552819
This update is purposefully made to impact people in an extremely negative way.
It's hard to describe how without going into extreme detail, and here I'm preaching to the choir anyway.
All I know is making rules and definitions purposefully vague is just wrong. It shouldn't be done.
ESPECIALLY when what is considered "sexual" or "fetish" is not defined and has historically been allowed to be made up on the spot by whoever happens to be on staff for a report.
The fact that a character doesn't just have to have an age, they have to look a specific way in order to be sexualized really says a lot about who is making the rule.
They say they don't have a blanket ban on any specific species, but what do they have to say about species like the Lalafell? Or even species like Twilight Imps?
It's very clear, the choice to long since close comments on these updates, close the forums, and not actually support veterans of the community in the Discord really says alot about what is happening here.
If they did, they would be being told the phrase "These changes were well-received," is a blatant lie.
Someone seriously needs to do something about this.
People seriously need to get into that Discord and start talking.
We can't keep allowing hostile policy changes like this to keep being put into production.
I don't even make adult content anymore.
I just make vore. Which was specifically attacked back in January. But very quickly, had to be defined that at it's base level, isn't adult unless you make it adult.
With the perpetuation of these increasingly vague rules and the disgusting habit of allowing rules to be defined differently for every situation, they are creating an extremely hostile environment that IS and WILL be used to attack people they don't like, and ignore and give special treatment to those who do.
We can't keep letting this happen.
Get into the Discord and start talking.
Or else this slippery slope they're creating becomes a 90° angle.
EDIT:
They banned discussion of the topic on the Discord
Then told people to discuss it in a specific channel,
the proceeded to lock the channel less than an hour ago.
EDIT:
They're definitely actively shutting anyone up who discusses the rule and are actively encouraging the harassment of anyone who brings it up.
They decided to time me out for an hour, even after I stopped talking about it, simply for responding to someone who asked about the ages allowed on the site, and mentioning that the rule used to be that anyone underage was banned until they turned 18.
Really says a lot about who's running things around here and what they stand for.
EDIT:
I found a comment that stated they were banning discussion of the topic. because the topic is inherently 18+ and the Discord is supposed to be all ages.
They have literal children discussing this shit instead, while banning adults who come into the ONLY fucking place that is available for discussion...
BECAUSE THEY LOCKED COMMENTS ON THE UPDATE ITSELF.
I'm mad.
I'm really mad.
The fact that people like this exist, let alone the situation itself
i'm mad.
I'd like to mention, the mod staff isn't anonymous anymore.
The toxic people running the Discord are the same people answering, and half-assing all of your reports.
If you want to know their names, just take a look. They're all there actively mocking and banning anyone looking to seek any real discussion of the chaos they're causing.
I learned the owner of the site had content that would not have passed under the rule change,
and people attacked them for it, leading to them removing the posts.
If anything, it was even more of a sign that the rule needs to be changed.
the change is too vague.
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10552819
This update is purposefully made to impact people in an extremely negative way.
It's hard to describe how without going into extreme detail, and here I'm preaching to the choir anyway.
All I know is making rules and definitions purposefully vague is just wrong. It shouldn't be done.
ESPECIALLY when what is considered "sexual" or "fetish" is not defined and has historically been allowed to be made up on the spot by whoever happens to be on staff for a report.
The fact that a character doesn't just have to have an age, they have to look a specific way in order to be sexualized really says a lot about who is making the rule.
They say they don't have a blanket ban on any specific species, but what do they have to say about species like the Lalafell? Or even species like Twilight Imps?
It's very clear, the choice to long since close comments on these updates, close the forums, and not actually support veterans of the community in the Discord really says alot about what is happening here.
If they did, they would be being told the phrase "These changes were well-received," is a blatant lie.
Someone seriously needs to do something about this.
People seriously need to get into that Discord and start talking.
We can't keep allowing hostile policy changes like this to keep being put into production.
I don't even make adult content anymore.
I just make vore. Which was specifically attacked back in January. But very quickly, had to be defined that at it's base level, isn't adult unless you make it adult.
With the perpetuation of these increasingly vague rules and the disgusting habit of allowing rules to be defined differently for every situation, they are creating an extremely hostile environment that IS and WILL be used to attack people they don't like, and ignore and give special treatment to those who do.
We can't keep letting this happen.
Get into the Discord and start talking.
Or else this slippery slope they're creating becomes a 90° angle.
EDIT:
They banned discussion of the topic on the Discord
Then told people to discuss it in a specific channel,
the proceeded to lock the channel less than an hour ago.
EDIT:
They're definitely actively shutting anyone up who discusses the rule and are actively encouraging the harassment of anyone who brings it up.
They decided to time me out for an hour, even after I stopped talking about it, simply for responding to someone who asked about the ages allowed on the site, and mentioning that the rule used to be that anyone underage was banned until they turned 18.
Really says a lot about who's running things around here and what they stand for.
EDIT:
I found a comment that stated they were banning discussion of the topic. because the topic is inherently 18+ and the Discord is supposed to be all ages.
They have literal children discussing this shit instead, while banning adults who come into the ONLY fucking place that is available for discussion...
BECAUSE THEY LOCKED COMMENTS ON THE UPDATE ITSELF.
I'm mad.
I'm really mad.
The fact that people like this exist, let alone the situation itself
i'm mad.
I'd like to mention, the mod staff isn't anonymous anymore.
The toxic people running the Discord are the same people answering, and half-assing all of your reports.
If you want to know their names, just take a look. They're all there actively mocking and banning anyone looking to seek any real discussion of the chaos they're causing.
I learned the owner of the site had content that would not have passed under the rule change,
and people attacked them for it, leading to them removing the posts.
If anything, it was even more of a sign that the rule needs to be changed.
