Yup. Today Marks My 30th birthday. I dont know why but definately feeling freaking old Even If i am 30 years old. XD

I felt like i should Make a journal about sonething thats Been bothering me for long Time now and i wanted to say it here now. I dont know how many itchas affected from me and My words or actions and so on, but i want to apologize to everyone that i have affected with My words and actions If something i have done Said made me kink shame anyone here. There definately must Be some smount that i have shamed for sure with My actions and i want to apologize to all those people in here. This sensation was sonething that has Been inside me for some weeks and right now felt like The Time i needed to do The journal and for that reason i also want to say how sorry i am for this to Be so late. To anyone i must have kinkshamed, im sorry deeply and i hope things could Be fixed somehow.

Jesus im filling My account with journals now. XD but here comes More questions for you to answer as this next thing is about gift art. How many on here are okay to get some gift art from others? o3o as an artost who really enjoys drawing for other people art i enjoy doing those, of course If others are okay about that, if not, Then its all fine, i always Ask that too If i ppan something to draw to others, but If you are fine with Then, do tell and i might give something for you My friends. ouo its also way for ne to learn More and practice different things as i want to get better More. ^^

it was nice to see that friends were giving me some replies about the idea of my sketches getting posted. But i wont be promising that they ever get colored or so on, cause of many things have demotivated me to do that or even wanting to draw much anymore. i had lost so much motivation to it that i practically began to see my own art as not so good anymore than i used to before. sometimes i get times that i actually love how it look, but most of the times i just feel like that is this really even good or what. mentally i have been feeling worse on myself and i do need to try and improve this mindset full on. i have had situations that i wanted to literally throw away all my sketchbooks and pens and so on and call it quits. its still that road, but i have to try and get myself back to the motivation and even to get back coloring all sketches i deem as worthy for colors to get that done on pc too (since getting right colors on traditional art is hard. ^^;) but also i have hard time to post here cause i feel scared to post things these days. ^^; but i will see to it that i post more again here something and that i get my mindset on track and get the even more help.

i havent been posting much art here for long time and i want to ask from those who has been there to check what i post and so on. should i be still posting some art here, regardless if it is a messy sketch or just lineart without colors. would you all still like to see them without any kind of coloring?

its been some time since i posted anything here, thanks to FA new policy that it feels these days unsafe anymore to post crap, but its also shameful for me to ask this, but i want to ask help from anyone who is able to give any...im on verge of stopping art over stupid reasons cause of my thoughts telling that every piece of art requires 100% perfection without failures, causing me to literally throw tens and tens of sketch papers into trash or even in sauna as light source when heading up sauna. i need assistance from anyone who knows how to draw bird heads and especially their horrible and disgusting beaks. i tried everything and different angles and so on, but everything looks so horrible that i dont even know why i even bother drawing anymore. As shameful as it is, but i need help to learn drawing birds for example from pokemon braviary. If anyone has any kind of tips, hints or such at your disposal to help me with this problem, please do let me know. i want to do better with these...

I just wanted to come and write here that i am still active and Alice, but i havent Been able to Post any art for long Time. Some personal Life stuff has gotten me into a locodown that i cant get myself color any of My sketches at all no matter how much i want to, but If it is still okay to people that i Post sketches i can do that too, just Been really skeptical If i should Be posting sketch stuff or no.

Also on side note. Please dont Be offering anything specific for me through dms or so on. I aint at The moment looking for anything specific at all, but If i am someday, i Look for stuff myself. Thanksies and i hope you all have good Day, i promise to get some More art posted here one Day.~

RZ54 has a raffle going on. do join in. :D
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/56741963/

i have been playing yesterday and today some outlast trials with friends and i gotta say its quite fun game to play, challenging definately at the later difficulties. i wonder if anyone else here might be playing it?

Welp. Its that Time of The year again. My birthday. This year seemed to go fast. ^^;

Currently art raffle ongoing by  Rosettia.

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/53962170/

since there is hack scam ongoing in the steam and discord once more, its now time to put this journal openly in here for all my friends and watchers that use discord. if you are messaged by someone who is telling you that they had "accidentally" reported you in steam and show you a screenshot where the fake report is telling about reporting for illegal purchases etc, do not ever answer to them, just block them and wait for your friends info in other sites. I have been getting these kind of replies few times in discord by some friends that has been hacked and i instant make a block on them and wait for few choices, either they get it back or they make new alt account. BUT there is another scam attempt ongoing in discord.

If someone asks you for a review to their and their friends project, never EVER accept doing a review, that is also hack attempt, if you accept that one, they send you fake steam link and after pressing that specific link, its already too late.



I made the decision to talk about this in FA cause i am not wanting anymore of my friends getting their accounts hacked. i have been so frustrated about it and since DISCORD SUPPORT DOESN'T try to do anything about retrieving their accounts. already at least two friends of mine had gotten their accounts hacked by these fake steam hack scams and its really making me feel angry. so thus, i made this journal to warn each and every one of you all in here. NEVER ANSWER TO THEIR FAKE STEAM REPORTS AND THEIR REQUEST FOR YOUR REVIEW TO THEIR FAKE PROJECTS.

This truly is still stressing me out, Even when i stopped thinking about it, but right now its on My Side 1st of july, and that means that we Will see soon how many artists Will Be removed from The site, thanks to The new policy of The devs of FA. Im honestly ficking worried for everyone and for myself. This place is like home to me and i would for damn sure not want to lose this place or get banned from here. This place is a sitä i love to Post art for friends and myself. I truly truly hope that they have gotten peoples answers and Will not go for The Choice. Many artists Time and friends are on The line and it would for real suck If we get marked over some art we draw. Nsfw things i understand on specific characters for sure, bit please, dont strike every artist over small things. Im worried everyone.

From the looks of The system here in FA, these devs on here literally hate Paw fetish that includes tickling, licking, sucking, worshipping. If yoir character seems to Be enjoying The tickling and such, its illegal full on to them. Like, wow. How much More power hungry and hater staff could Be that they instantly want all tickles and such to Be not enjoyable when tickling can Be enjoyed or not enjoyed. They need to fix their mistakes for real now.

So i just want to ask this just in case If worst possible thing happens. Is there any possible good art sites that people recommend? I am gonna Be careful in here and see how My ticket is answered on and based on that i see what i can do.

here it is. the results of the raffle. the three winners will be chosen with random number generator.

First place (coloured art)
 ChaoticFuntimeMangledCulture

Second place (lineart)
 BrawlKoopa

Third place (sketch)
 RememberPastGlory

congrats to these three and thank you everyone for joining in. also deeply sorry for those who did not get the win positions, but i am happy to let you all know that the raffles from me will be coming once more so i hope you all will rejoin to the new one once it is announced.

the winners may send me note or reply to this journal, what they wish for the pictures to include in them.

already 4 days left of the raffle. time really goes fast some reason. but yeah, the raffles deadline is almost here. at the start of next week, it ends and the raffle winner will be chosen. but...i need an opinion. since this is my first one i made, should i do third and second place prices as sketch and lineart? been thinking about that a lot and im really unsure if i should do that or no and stick with the original plan.

Cant believe to see this. I started My very first Raffle ever and IT has gained quite big crowd to join in. @.@ this Will Be hard on me when i announce winner with The number thingy.

there is new raffle starting and ending near end of christmas. ouo

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49997146/

Its that Time again. New UI means More haters gonna hate situation where most likely many people whine about how Bad it is. ^^; but everyone has their tastes so i aint judging. As for me, i kinda like The new UI. ouo

my good friend braixy is starting raffle.~
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10393130/

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/49.....#cid:168674174 the great artist  RZ54 has art raffle going right now. ^^

there is a raffle starting and held by a great artist  RZ54. https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48251960/

Yes. i am reopening stuff in my account. i had just gotten myself back up on my feet and this time extra times more serious. i might have seemed easy to get to and gain art that many like, but its not longer that anymore. from now on i can decide what i want to draw to myself and if art what im asked for is something i am willing to do. i do not tolerate spamming replies t oask to do this and that what i literally do not wanna do ever. then please do not harass me about it and keep asking about it. cause i am able to do something about it like i have done already to few people that has been asking me do stuff i do not do. so please, respect my choices. dont pressure me to do something i dont like. thank you.

i had bought myself oculus quest 2 and few days ago i got myself a game called demeo. im still very new to the game and also looking around for friends who might also have this game on their vr sets or a pc edition in steam. the game has cross-platform so thats huge plus on it. i have not tried to play with randoms but i can already guess that the game has super salty players that get very toxic about stuff since it is rather challenging and teamwork based game and i do not wish to be pointed fingers at by these kind of players, so i am wanting to see if i got friends to play it with possibly.