Update after a year from the last one
Posted a week agoThere has been a lot that went on over the year since my last update, one year ago. lol
Getting the ball rolling for IO can my bottom surgery for I can become a lady~ So there is that. The wait is a long one, but it is just counting the days down until then. Job wise, stuck at retail so there is that. Overly qualify to work there, but it's the only way I can earn some cash here and there. As I still looking for a job that is more in my field.
Couple plugs I am doing: I still live stream on twitch. So far only been streaming one day a week for now until I can get some energy to do more than one day a week. If you wish to help out and watch my VOD of my streams https://www.twitch.tv/centbair <- is my streams, while trying to do edits of those streams for my youtube part https://www.youtube.com/@Centbair. Editing and doing the streams takes a lot out of me. Also trying to do some 3d printing on top of that too. So I'm always trying to make time to manage and what not. Also lookin for new ideas or possible collobs with other streamers with different games.
I have poked around VRChat wouldn't mind hanging out with other cute furries on there too. At least giving me a chance to get use to being in vrchat.
Another update will come when something big happens. <3 If you wish to join my discord: https://centbair.com/dsrd
Getting the ball rolling for IO can my bottom surgery for I can become a lady~ So there is that. The wait is a long one, but it is just counting the days down until then. Job wise, stuck at retail so there is that. Overly qualify to work there, but it's the only way I can earn some cash here and there. As I still looking for a job that is more in my field.
Couple plugs I am doing: I still live stream on twitch. So far only been streaming one day a week for now until I can get some energy to do more than one day a week. If you wish to help out and watch my VOD of my streams https://www.twitch.tv/centbair <- is my streams, while trying to do edits of those streams for my youtube part https://www.youtube.com/@Centbair. Editing and doing the streams takes a lot out of me. Also trying to do some 3d printing on top of that too. So I'm always trying to make time to manage and what not. Also lookin for new ideas or possible collobs with other streamers with different games.
I have poked around VRChat wouldn't mind hanging out with other cute furries on there too. At least giving me a chance to get use to being in vrchat.
Another update will come when something big happens. <3 If you wish to join my discord: https://centbair.com/dsrd
Updates...
Posted a year agoLong time since I done any updates...
1) I been streaming lately again on Twitch ( https://twitch.tv/centbair ) and making Youtube videos ( https://www.youtube.com/@centbair ). Go ahead and check it out. <3
1.1) Been using this time to build both out and diving back into video editing again, so YAY. Any and all feedback is perfect.
2) Trying to drive into 3D modeling furries now, again, again, for good... yada yada. I been trying or wanting to do it for quite some time. So yeah. Dunno what else to say. lol
1) I been streaming lately again on Twitch ( https://twitch.tv/centbair ) and making Youtube videos ( https://www.youtube.com/@centbair ). Go ahead and check it out. <3
1.1) Been using this time to build both out and diving back into video editing again, so YAY. Any and all feedback is perfect.
2) Trying to drive into 3D modeling furries now, again, again, for good... yada yada. I been trying or wanting to do it for quite some time. So yeah. Dunno what else to say. lol
Telegram
Posted 2 years agoWith the recent things happening. I have move lot over to telegram.
Come by and check it out. https://t.me/centbairtreasure
Come by and check it out. https://t.me/centbairtreasure
Updates and such. + bday
Posted 3 years agoOne, if anyone out there who wish to give me a poke, I do have a discord and telegram.
Discord: Mama Centbair Takehiko#0190
Telegram: https://t.me/CentbairDrggy
Regards of what been going on. Nothing new has changed. The fat biggot still here and still waving around like he owns the place. Never apologize for shit. I'm still active looking for a home for myself and my mate. At least finding a way I can earn cash. That would lead me into an idea of getting fursona 3d busts made and possible opening commissions for that. I am mainly wondering if people would be interest in that.
My worthless bday is coming up in about a week.. well next friday. so if anyone wish to gift me anything, you are free to do so.
Discord: Mama Centbair Takehiko#0190
Telegram: https://t.me/CentbairDrggy
Regards of what been going on. Nothing new has changed. The fat biggot still here and still waving around like he owns the place. Never apologize for shit. I'm still active looking for a home for myself and my mate. At least finding a way I can earn cash. That would lead me into an idea of getting fursona 3d busts made and possible opening commissions for that. I am mainly wondering if people would be interest in that.
My worthless bday is coming up in about a week.. well next friday. so if anyone wish to gift me anything, you are free to do so.
Wouldn't mind having
Posted 3 years agoWith my car STILL out of commission, as it has been since middle of June... and it is only form of transport I have. Along with what I posted in the other two journals.
Part 1: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10231884/
Part 2: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10254522/
I wouldn't mind having a form of a person as a voice of reason or what not. Seeing that I was all I am doing is trying to get people to put 'pitty' on me or acting like a child/baby, as well, all while not knowing a single fucken thing about me. Which seems to a be a common thing... instant calling me shit without thinking on why. With me being completely unsuretin with much... as many places I been trying to get into are WAY outside of my range regards of distance. There is so much I want to do... like stream again, make models, make 3D busts of fusonas... I don't feel well comfortable in this house I am in. Mainly on the fear of something stupid raising up and fuckening shit up... or bunch of screaming, or being told I am useless. As I want out before shit like that would come up. Seems like not many people properly understand that. My mind works weird... yet people just prefer just screaming at me, without any thought. As screaming only zap away any motivation to do anything. As it would give me the thought of "why bother when I will get screamed at." I do not know. Just want some outlit that can I voice my mind, and get thoughts or someone can point me into a good direction.
Part 1: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10231884/
Part 2: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10254522/
I wouldn't mind having a form of a person as a voice of reason or what not. Seeing that I was all I am doing is trying to get people to put 'pitty' on me or acting like a child/baby, as well, all while not knowing a single fucken thing about me. Which seems to a be a common thing... instant calling me shit without thinking on why. With me being completely unsuretin with much... as many places I been trying to get into are WAY outside of my range regards of distance. There is so much I want to do... like stream again, make models, make 3D busts of fusonas... I don't feel well comfortable in this house I am in. Mainly on the fear of something stupid raising up and fuckening shit up... or bunch of screaming, or being told I am useless. As I want out before shit like that would come up. Seems like not many people properly understand that. My mind works weird... yet people just prefer just screaming at me, without any thought. As screaming only zap away any motivation to do anything. As it would give me the thought of "why bother when I will get screamed at." I do not know. Just want some outlit that can I voice my mind, and get thoughts or someone can point me into a good direction.
I know many... Part II
Posted 3 years agoPart I - https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10231884
Read Part I for regards of how my living has been lately.
So far, after my gradulation even and having a nice vacation from shit at BLFC. On my way back from Reno, my car decided to take a massive dump and had to get towed, and stayed at the McDs for six hours straight... and 1400 dollars for the tow back home. From what I can tell, the transmission on my car decided to go out. It only has 89k miles, and 10years old. The car itself is part of a family that had weird transmission problems. It had no issues through the multiple trips to Reno and the Bay-area. Me, having no form of a job, since all the places I tried to apply for, shoot my resume down in a blink of an eye. If I want a "pro" look at it, they want 150+ for the service. I am legit struggling hard right now. Mainly emotionally, as the living conditions and everything just wacking me as hard as anything, is killing any form of energy I have/get. It is hard to do stuff I want to do, because of that biggot living here. I feel like that I am tossing more shit out, but getting nothing back in return. There is so much I want to do, but I feel extremely limited with my emotional limitation, because I am haunted by everything that went south for me, over the ten years. Yeah, being screamed at, blamed for, backstabbed, bitched at, and verbal attacked... does do a massive damaged on my mind. I would post it on twitter, (https://twitter.com/centbair) but the limitation on there is not good.
I have no other idea on what to do... besides just put new pictures of my old shit... since I no other idea on what I can make new... I don't know what I want to do anymore, besides the idea of poofing... Just wanted to post it here... in hopes someone would see it and points in a good direction...
Read Part I for regards of how my living has been lately.
So far, after my gradulation even and having a nice vacation from shit at BLFC. On my way back from Reno, my car decided to take a massive dump and had to get towed, and stayed at the McDs for six hours straight... and 1400 dollars for the tow back home. From what I can tell, the transmission on my car decided to go out. It only has 89k miles, and 10years old. The car itself is part of a family that had weird transmission problems. It had no issues through the multiple trips to Reno and the Bay-area. Me, having no form of a job, since all the places I tried to apply for, shoot my resume down in a blink of an eye. If I want a "pro" look at it, they want 150+ for the service. I am legit struggling hard right now. Mainly emotionally, as the living conditions and everything just wacking me as hard as anything, is killing any form of energy I have/get. It is hard to do stuff I want to do, because of that biggot living here. I feel like that I am tossing more shit out, but getting nothing back in return. There is so much I want to do, but I feel extremely limited with my emotional limitation, because I am haunted by everything that went south for me, over the ten years. Yeah, being screamed at, blamed for, backstabbed, bitched at, and verbal attacked... does do a massive damaged on my mind. I would post it on twitter, (https://twitter.com/centbair) but the limitation on there is not good.
I have no other idea on what to do... besides just put new pictures of my old shit... since I no other idea on what I can make new... I don't know what I want to do anymore, besides the idea of poofing... Just wanted to post it here... in hopes someone would see it and points in a good direction...
I know many...
Posted 3 years agoI know many won't bother to look, nor care, but I want to put it out there:
Life been going south. Got my degree, which is good. I got it back in Dec and did the walking the stage a few weeks ago... but that isn't the issue...
About this time last year, this random ass appears, and sat his fat ass down. Marking that he lives in the house, without the benefit of asking permission to do so. As well dating my sister. He did nothing for six months straight, then tried to cram lot of projects within a week or less. All in a form of ass kissing to my father. As well make my father feel good when they say my sister has been kocked up. They told me and demanded the room my mate has been using to sleep and chill. The reason why mate and I stayed in sperate rooms was mainly since they worked graveyard shift and I was doing school. To avoid struggles with the sleep and such. I asked my sister about the room and all that was straight and done. Back to the whole "demand the room for the baby" part. They wanted the room for the child at that moment, when the whole process was started, as she wasn't due until June. This whole thing happened in Nov of last year. I was in the middle of my senior projects, trying to get it done in order to get my degree that I worked my ass off getting. Two concerations at the same time. I couldn't give them an answer and told them to talk to me after the first of the year or so. After being told I was useless and don't know how to do anything simple, and being criticized of my relationship, by my sister's boyfriend. They finally agreed. Come middle of Feb, and a big blow up happened. All ended with the line of something "f*ggots" move out or something. After my sister gave a half baked story to my father on the phone, I told him exactly what happened. So five months into job search for a 3d artist or something that involves game design/making, landing nothing but scams. The biggot bf of my sister's never apologized for calling my mate and myself that. Which led me to think that he is one of those people that don't view our relationships as "real." It'll suck even more if he knows I'm trans on top of it. He has been driving my sister's car since he appeared. Which he is not allowed to, since he is not under the same insurance as the car/father. So he is putting my father, my sister, myself, and my mate at risk. He showed no respect for anything or anyone. but himself. He has heavy anger problems, to where he would get mad over everything and throwing snarky remarks every time. I don't feel safe in my house, as I feel like that he would scream at me, over blinds not being completely open. My mate and I have no where else to really go to, until something magical happens soon. I been trying to find things and ways to keep my mind off, but that isn't real working... I am at a complete lost.
I know many won't bother to say a word, but figured to post it here, in hopes people would see it.
Life been going south. Got my degree, which is good. I got it back in Dec and did the walking the stage a few weeks ago... but that isn't the issue...
About this time last year, this random ass appears, and sat his fat ass down. Marking that he lives in the house, without the benefit of asking permission to do so. As well dating my sister. He did nothing for six months straight, then tried to cram lot of projects within a week or less. All in a form of ass kissing to my father. As well make my father feel good when they say my sister has been kocked up. They told me and demanded the room my mate has been using to sleep and chill. The reason why mate and I stayed in sperate rooms was mainly since they worked graveyard shift and I was doing school. To avoid struggles with the sleep and such. I asked my sister about the room and all that was straight and done. Back to the whole "demand the room for the baby" part. They wanted the room for the child at that moment, when the whole process was started, as she wasn't due until June. This whole thing happened in Nov of last year. I was in the middle of my senior projects, trying to get it done in order to get my degree that I worked my ass off getting. Two concerations at the same time. I couldn't give them an answer and told them to talk to me after the first of the year or so. After being told I was useless and don't know how to do anything simple, and being criticized of my relationship, by my sister's boyfriend. They finally agreed. Come middle of Feb, and a big blow up happened. All ended with the line of something "f*ggots" move out or something. After my sister gave a half baked story to my father on the phone, I told him exactly what happened. So five months into job search for a 3d artist or something that involves game design/making, landing nothing but scams. The biggot bf of my sister's never apologized for calling my mate and myself that. Which led me to think that he is one of those people that don't view our relationships as "real." It'll suck even more if he knows I'm trans on top of it. He has been driving my sister's car since he appeared. Which he is not allowed to, since he is not under the same insurance as the car/father. So he is putting my father, my sister, myself, and my mate at risk. He showed no respect for anything or anyone. but himself. He has heavy anger problems, to where he would get mad over everything and throwing snarky remarks every time. I don't feel safe in my house, as I feel like that he would scream at me, over blinds not being completely open. My mate and I have no where else to really go to, until something magical happens soon. I been trying to find things and ways to keep my mind off, but that isn't real working... I am at a complete lost.
I know many won't bother to say a word, but figured to post it here, in hopes people would see it.
Updates...
Posted 4 years agoSome updates, one being that I started to live stream on Twitch - Centbair. Been doing Horizon Zero Dawn, because it sounds good and since the Forbidden West comes out next month. I figured it would be a good pick
I been more active on Twitter - Centbair . To those that don't follow me on there, I recently got my BFA, so pretty much got school more or less tone. So I don't know where to go from there. If I would use streaming to get some form income, I want to expand and hopefully more people would enjoy my fun and watch. Just a small update.
I been more active on Twitter - Centbair . To those that don't follow me on there, I recently got my BFA, so pretty much got school more or less tone. So I don't know where to go from there. If I would use streaming to get some form income, I want to expand and hopefully more people would enjoy my fun and watch. Just a small update.
Bday
Posted 4 years agoYes
Hey you
Posted 4 years agoYes you, I have twitter for both 18+ and tame
https://twitter.com/centbair (SFW
https://twitter.com/centbairD (NSFW)
https://twitter.com/centbair (SFW
https://twitter.com/centbairD (NSFW)
Question
Posted 4 years agoTwo things I wouldn't mind happening. One is finding a place that can print my commissions, possible able to print nsfw theme pictures.
Another is finding a place that can make me a custom mouse pad. I found one, but the issue is, most to all of my commissions are nsfw. :<
So the options are, either get a SFW commissions that is sexy for the custom, long mouse pad... or find someone who makes them and does do nsfw.
Another is finding a place that can make me a custom mouse pad. I found one, but the issue is, most to all of my commissions are nsfw. :<
So the options are, either get a SFW commissions that is sexy for the custom, long mouse pad... or find someone who makes them and does do nsfw.
Social Media
Posted 4 years agoI have twitters, discord, telegram, and everything else. I tried to keep it more simple to find me regardless on the platform. It makes it easy for me to remember and you to find me.
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Centbair
Twitter NSFW: https://twitter.com/CentbairD
Discord: Mama Centbair#0190
Telegram: https://telegram.me/CentbairDrggy
Website: http://centbair.com
Twitch: https://twitch.tv/centbair (might start streaming stuff...)
VRchat: Centbair
Twitter: https://twitter.com/Centbair
Twitter NSFW: https://twitter.com/CentbairD
Discord: Mama Centbair#0190
Telegram: https://telegram.me/CentbairDrggy
Website: http://centbair.com
Twitch: https://twitch.tv/centbair (might start streaming stuff...)
VRchat: Centbair
bday
Posted 5 years agoyh
Selling Wacom Tablet
Posted 5 years agoI have decided to sell my Wacom tablet. 200$
I have no use for it. It works and everything. I'm the second owner of this.
If anyone wants to see pictures of it: https://www.dropbox.com/sh/0gsqpe5l.....HrkMgjDua?dl=0
I have no use for it. It works and everything. I'm the second owner of this.
If anyone wants to see pictures of it: https://www.dropbox.com/sh/0gsqpe5l.....HrkMgjDua?dl=0
Custom Logo Models
Posted 5 years agoI have done two custom logos. o: If anyone wants their logo to be modeled and textured. I'm only taking on two more before you have to pay to get one done. After the two were picked, they'll cost $25 USD
Note: I will do logos that YOU created. Don't say "Make the doom logo for me."
I been 3d modeling for the past seven years. So don't say "well improve on your modeling before you take commissions." Say that, even if a joke, YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!
Two examples so far:
https://sketchfab.com/3d-models/ash.....a0701380309fae
https://sketchfab.com/3d-models/esp.....7a0ea8c209b0e5
Note: I will do logos that YOU created. Don't say "Make the doom logo for me."
I been 3d modeling for the past seven years. So don't say "well improve on your modeling before you take commissions." Say that, even if a joke, YOU WILL BE BLOCKED!
Two examples so far:
https://sketchfab.com/3d-models/ash.....a0701380309fae
https://sketchfab.com/3d-models/esp.....7a0ea8c209b0e5
Fursuit Search
Posted 5 years agoI am looking for a fursuit maker who can do busty like female fursuits. That is the board statement, so here are the bits I am asking:
Digi-grade full fursuit, follow me eyes with outdoor feet. If it won't be too much, can throw in indoor paws too. The jaw is debatable, as part of me wants a movable jaw, and other doesn't. As this whole fursuit stuff is quite new to me, and my fursona is pretty much a part of me. I am trying to gather ideas, and see different makers. More or less build a list and see who is open, or will be opening.
Digi-grade full fursuit, follow me eyes with outdoor feet. If it won't be too much, can throw in indoor paws too. The jaw is debatable, as part of me wants a movable jaw, and other doesn't. As this whole fursuit stuff is quite new to me, and my fursona is pretty much a part of me. I am trying to gather ideas, and see different makers. More or less build a list and see who is open, or will be opening.
looking
Posted 5 years agoStill looking for an artist that can do refs, mostly high detail wise... and can do herms refs, as I been searching for a few years already, as mine current one is way out of date... by out of date, being 5+ years old.
Also a fursuit maker that can do female like fursuits. I been looking around and each time I look, they being both artist and maker, are closed and not accepting anything.. In fursuit side, never respond to a message. I understand busy and such, but two to three months of waiting for a response...? Just asking regards of a quote wise to get an idea how much a suit would cost...
Also a fursuit maker that can do female like fursuits. I been looking around and each time I look, they being both artist and maker, are closed and not accepting anything.. In fursuit side, never respond to a message. I understand busy and such, but two to three months of waiting for a response...? Just asking regards of a quote wise to get an idea how much a suit would cost...
bday
Posted 6 years agoish today
Spam Alert
Posted 6 years agoYeh, finally got around and figuring out this postybird thingy. Trying to limit the spam... So many pictures I haven't posted here, along with photos... I dunno how well FA would like me, if I would dump a massive load of convention pictures... If no one wants to wait for that, just poke over to my website http://centbairtreasure.com and under the photo tab
Contact info
Posted 6 years agoTelegram → CentbairDrggy
Discord → Mama Centbair#0190
Telegram Group → https://t.me/centbairtreasure
Twitter → https://twitter.com/Fuzzy_Draggy
Adult Twitter → https://twitter.com/CentbairD
Website → http://centbairtreasure.com
Discord → Mama Centbair#0190
Telegram Group → https://t.me/centbairtreasure
Twitter → https://twitter.com/Fuzzy_Draggy
Adult Twitter → https://twitter.com/CentbairD
Website → http://centbairtreasure.com
BLFC 19
Posted 6 years agoYeh I'll be there :P
Stuff
Posted 6 years agoI reopened my Patreon page thingy and they changed a lot on there. D: So yeh... https://www.patreon.com/CentbairThings
Still have my twitter page if anyone is interested in: https://twitter.com/Fuzzy_Draggy
and my telegram group: https://t.me/centbairtreasure
anyways, I'll be hanging around during BLFC in a few weeks, so hopefully see you all there. :V
Still have my twitter page if anyone is interested in: https://twitter.com/Fuzzy_Draggy
and my telegram group: https://t.me/centbairtreasure
anyways, I'll be hanging around during BLFC in a few weeks, so hopefully see you all there. :V
What am I looking for...
Posted 6 years agoWhat I am lookin for is someone whom can do Refs. Somewhat nicely detail and can do herms. (If you don't like the word herm, fight me beeetch. :V). Can do SFW and NSFW, since I want to put down in stone a better detail for my ref. My current one is from Spet 2015 from Freckles.
Will offer moneh or some kind of detail in shorts... <.<
Deal being since I am learning Zbrush and I can texture/UV like crazy now. I can try to model your fursona and get it rigged. Granted it would be a while for modeling...
Also, if anyone wants to be a guinea pig to become a 3D model of your sona, give me a poke of a ref. <_< Possible lookin for five peeps~ It would be textured and rigged (For Second Life, is a possibility).
Will offer moneh or some kind of detail in shorts... <.<
Deal being since I am learning Zbrush and I can texture/UV like crazy now. I can try to model your fursona and get it rigged. Granted it would be a while for modeling...
Also, if anyone wants to be a guinea pig to become a 3D model of your sona, give me a poke of a ref. <_< Possible lookin for five peeps~ It would be textured and rigged (For Second Life, is a possibility).
Conventions...
Posted 7 years agoI'll be uploading my conventions pictures on my website but don't know if I should do a massive photo dump on here and how would I do that easier? D:
bday
Posted 7 years agoIt is this Sunday...
FA+
