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Posted 8 years agoYep, still alive. I'm gonna go ahead and get the gears turning on that fursuit now. Took a while, but this is definitely gonna be worth the wait. If you see a grey blur glomp everyone at a convention at once, you'll know what happened.
→ Free Christmas Art Raffle! ←
Posted 11 years agoCheck this out! There's an awesome artist doing a raffle for free Christmas themed art!
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TFF Hotel Reveil!
Posted 12 years agoStationery Adventures.
Posted 12 years agoA little background: some of you may know that I'm a bit crazy about the color black. It's not my favorite color by any means, but I find the uniformity and featureless quality it provides to be most satisfying. You've likely noticed all my clothes are black. What you don't know is that my bed, nightstand, pillows, walls (soon), computer, laundry hamper, deodorant, phone, tail, incense, camelback, belts, speakers, earbuds, and lights are all black as well. If I knew it wouldn't give me cancer or something, I would take a can of black spray paint to everything I own, including my food and water. This below is just one of the many times I have encountered some difficulty with my affinity for darkness.
Have I told you of my great stationery adventures?
I have a single sheet of black notebook paper that I've held onto since middle school.
A friend in Theatre I class gave it to me.
I thought it was incredibly badass.
I kept it in my bag, planning to find and buy some more at the next opportunity.
Less than a week after receiving this wondrous gift, I begin a long and arduous search for this amazing new kind of paper.
I start at Walmart.
No dice.
It's Walmart. They're not supposed to have specialized stuff like that, right?
So I head to Michaels.
A shop for nothing but specialty crafts, foam, paper, pens, and art.
Still nothing.
All they have is construction paper. No lines. Not thin, yet perfectly opaque like this amazing leaflet of darkness I hold.
Office Max?
"We have green, yellow, powder blue, and tan printer paper. Not what you're looking for?"
Years later, I find that piece of paper again.
My need to express my individuality has by then rocketed to a fever pitch.
I'm already making new rules about not buying anything new unless it's black.
My passion for dark documents is rekindled.
My search begins anew!
I fail terribly again.
I get desperate.
I start searching online.
I find art stores across the nation who say they might have it.
But time and time again, I receive the same response upon actually calling them: What?! Black notebook paper doesn't exist!
To google images then!
"200,000 images found".
I click excitedly, about ready to burst out of my own skin, so incredibly eager to finally find such an elusive item.
Page after page of notebooks with black covers. Not black pages. Black covers.
*facedesk*
It is at this point I know I need help.
To yahoo answers!
To reddit!
To ridiculously specialized art forums!
No dice.
It's like screaming into an endless abyss of nothingness.
But finally, I find an old, decrepit metafilter article in the basement of the internet, on the twenty-fourth page of my search results.
Someone had phrased the question exactly how I would've; exasperated completely with the incompetence of search engines and people who didn't know how to read.
That brave soul made sure to make it absolutely CRYSTAL CLEAR that they were looking for black. loose leaf. notebook. paper. With lines.
And another blessed user had chimed in with an alternate definition: Gel ink paper.
HALLELUJAH!
And they had provided a link!
And I clicked upon that link with great enthusiasm, hoping against hope that perhaps the owner of the company that made this rare gem of writing wonders hadn't gone under in the time since the post was made in 2005.
But of course, hope is only meant to be crushed.
With a 404 error.
Of doom.
But wait! Further down the page! Another link! From someone in the far distant past of 2007!
A click and I'm through.
I'm in my dream world.
Someone had actually created an entire sub-category in their specialty paper website just for black paper.
Black paper on pads.
Black sticky notes.
Frilly little black journals.
Black, white lined, loose leaf, three hole punched, LOOSE LEAF notebook paper!
...with pretty little heart designs on it.
I have since used their 'contact us' form.
And called them.
Several times.
Those poor fools, leaving their phone number so available to prying eyes.
I have also left a message.
More of a sobbing, begging plea.
With a bit more research, I have discovered that they are a company based in Wisconsin.
But they attend scrapbooking conventions!
WHICH PASS THROUGH FORT WORTH AND THE WOODLANDS.
If I have no response to my message by the next week, I shall have to try the fax number they have listed.
If there is still nothing in the way of response then, I shall track them down.
I will push over glitter stands.
I will shove aside bored soccer moms.
I will wreak havoc the likes of which has never been seen by even the most battle-hardened of scrapbooking aficionados.
And I will get. my. black. paper.
Today, I only keep this majestic noir masterpiece around to hold together my sanity. I hold in my hands the only proof to the world that I'm not insane. This paper exists. I'm not crazy. Those michael's people are crazy! *cackles maniacally and gets tranq'd*
Have I told you of my great stationery adventures?
I have a single sheet of black notebook paper that I've held onto since middle school.
A friend in Theatre I class gave it to me.
I thought it was incredibly badass.
I kept it in my bag, planning to find and buy some more at the next opportunity.
Less than a week after receiving this wondrous gift, I begin a long and arduous search for this amazing new kind of paper.
I start at Walmart.
No dice.
It's Walmart. They're not supposed to have specialized stuff like that, right?
So I head to Michaels.
A shop for nothing but specialty crafts, foam, paper, pens, and art.
Still nothing.
All they have is construction paper. No lines. Not thin, yet perfectly opaque like this amazing leaflet of darkness I hold.
Office Max?
"We have green, yellow, powder blue, and tan printer paper. Not what you're looking for?"
Years later, I find that piece of paper again.
My need to express my individuality has by then rocketed to a fever pitch.
I'm already making new rules about not buying anything new unless it's black.
My passion for dark documents is rekindled.
My search begins anew!
I fail terribly again.
I get desperate.
I start searching online.
I find art stores across the nation who say they might have it.
But time and time again, I receive the same response upon actually calling them: What?! Black notebook paper doesn't exist!
To google images then!
"200,000 images found".
I click excitedly, about ready to burst out of my own skin, so incredibly eager to finally find such an elusive item.
Page after page of notebooks with black covers. Not black pages. Black covers.
*facedesk*
It is at this point I know I need help.
To yahoo answers!
To reddit!
To ridiculously specialized art forums!
No dice.
It's like screaming into an endless abyss of nothingness.
But finally, I find an old, decrepit metafilter article in the basement of the internet, on the twenty-fourth page of my search results.
Someone had phrased the question exactly how I would've; exasperated completely with the incompetence of search engines and people who didn't know how to read.
That brave soul made sure to make it absolutely CRYSTAL CLEAR that they were looking for black. loose leaf. notebook. paper. With lines.
And another blessed user had chimed in with an alternate definition: Gel ink paper.
HALLELUJAH!
And they had provided a link!
And I clicked upon that link with great enthusiasm, hoping against hope that perhaps the owner of the company that made this rare gem of writing wonders hadn't gone under in the time since the post was made in 2005.
But of course, hope is only meant to be crushed.
With a 404 error.
Of doom.
But wait! Further down the page! Another link! From someone in the far distant past of 2007!
A click and I'm through.
I'm in my dream world.
Someone had actually created an entire sub-category in their specialty paper website just for black paper.
Black paper on pads.
Black sticky notes.
Frilly little black journals.
Black, white lined, loose leaf, three hole punched, LOOSE LEAF notebook paper!
...with pretty little heart designs on it.
I have since used their 'contact us' form.
And called them.
Several times.
Those poor fools, leaving their phone number so available to prying eyes.
I have also left a message.
More of a sobbing, begging plea.
With a bit more research, I have discovered that they are a company based in Wisconsin.
But they attend scrapbooking conventions!
WHICH PASS THROUGH FORT WORTH AND THE WOODLANDS.
If I have no response to my message by the next week, I shall have to try the fax number they have listed.
If there is still nothing in the way of response then, I shall track them down.
I will push over glitter stands.
I will shove aside bored soccer moms.
I will wreak havoc the likes of which has never been seen by even the most battle-hardened of scrapbooking aficionados.
And I will get. my. black. paper.
Today, I only keep this majestic noir masterpiece around to hold together my sanity. I hold in my hands the only proof to the world that I'm not insane. This paper exists. I'm not crazy. Those michael's people are crazy! *cackles maniacally and gets tranq'd*
Like Clockwork.
Posted 12 years agoI got a call. I got a call! I GOT MY JOB! WOO!
Thankfully, it's night shift, for realsies this time.
Don't worry, it's not flipping burgers. It's serving
burgers. Much more classy.
Also, I'm going to Furry Fiesta. I thought I
wouldn't be, but all the pieces fell into place
at the last moment like usual, and it seems
I'll be in Addison this weekend having the time
of my life.
So, for those of you who happen to be going there as well,
here's a meme thingy.
How to get in touch with me at con?
Note me or email me. I'll be checking FA
like a madman on the con floor. My email
will be on push, so you might as well be
texting me. There's a comp lab over by
the headless lounge and game room
if your phone can't do emails. :P
Hotel?
Er...I'm still figuring that out.
Arrival/Departure?
Thursday afternoon leaving Sunday~
Means of transportation?
I have a personal manservant that carries me everywhere.
He's invisible, of course.
This is why I sometimes seem to laze about in midair.
Don't worry, I'm not levitating...yet.
Sharing a room with?
Everyone and anyone. Don't we all share, like, the same room
when you really think about it? We're all just here, man. In this
world. In a room. Heh, yeah no. I totally haven't figured that part
out yet. XD
Relationship Status?
Single, woo!
How old are you?
19. Believe it. *cue Ripley's theme music*
How tall are you?
5'9ish I think.
Are you an Artist?
With words, perhaps.
Who do you hang out with?
Practically anyone I meet. I go socially overboard.
http://cdn.memegenerator.net/instan.....0/33446251.jpg
Hoping to really meet?
A few old friends from years past.
I have some novels to read and
a summer camp to staff.
Attending parties?
All the ones with pizza, yes.
And the ones with thumping bass.
Or people in stockings.
I really have no idea.
I'll be just as happy at the chill,
relaxed parties as the crazy,
youtube worthy ones. ^^
Going anywhere aside from the con?
Perhaps I'll go visit my parents-HAHAHA NO
Do you drink?
I don't know, do I?
Can I buy you a drink?
Sure. ^^
Can I give you food?
OH YES
Are you attending any panels?
I keep forgetting those things every year.
Don't know why. Must be all the AWESOME
FURRIES EVERYWHERE distracting me. XD
Are you a Fursuiter?
Not yet. Stay tuned, and I'm sure I'll have something
like that in the next year or two.
Stage or public performance?
Only if it there's glitter involved. >:D
How do I identify my self to you?
Furry username on FA, Weasyl, Inkbunny,
Pounced, Google, Facebook, whatever. If you've
heard of me, I've likely heard of you.
Rules of engagement (physical contact)?
HAH. Rules for touching. What bozo puts--wait, you're serious?
Oh hell. Uh...don't crack any ribs? Otherwise, go crazy. :P
Can I talk to you?
OF COURSE! Just don't come up to me, gape and stare. Had that happen
a few times already. Gets a tad creepy after the first five minutes. Love the
admiration, people. The drool, not so much.
How do I know if you're not looking to socialize (angry, busy or upset)?
Invalid question. This will not happen while I'm there. If I ignore you, it is
only because I didn't hear you, or you were out of my sight so I didn't
know you were talking to me. If I have my nose buried in a book or my
phone, do NOT hesitate to come up and interrupt me. People will always
be more important than a silly chunk of metal, my fellow furs especially. ~<3
Personality Type?
I'm gonna seem really hyper. It's okay. Calm down. I'm not on coke.
Super social, super fast, usually laughing, and in love with chili dogs.
I'm like sonic, minus the awesome blue quills and multi-million dollar
gaming franchise.
Can I take your picture?
Depends. How fast can you click the shutter before I scitter away? >:3
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Er-we're supposed to have goals? Okay...
I shall find 3 new artists to watch on FA!
I will tell 4 of the smokers about vaping!
I will find that tea meet and attend it!
I won't grope anyone this time!
I will make a group of at least 5 people laugh!
I will obtain phone numbers before I randomly wander off!
I will be more honest about people's body odor!
I will make more references to obscure furry webcomics!
I will attempt to dress close to the theme this year!
I WILL BE 20% COOLER THAN RAINBOW DASH!
And...I'll have stupid crazy amounts of fun. ^.~
Thankfully, it's night shift, for realsies this time.
Don't worry, it's not flipping burgers. It's serving
burgers. Much more classy.
Also, I'm going to Furry Fiesta. I thought I
wouldn't be, but all the pieces fell into place
at the last moment like usual, and it seems
I'll be in Addison this weekend having the time
of my life.
So, for those of you who happen to be going there as well,
here's a meme thingy.
How to get in touch with me at con?
Note me or email me. I'll be checking FA
like a madman on the con floor. My email
will be on push, so you might as well be
texting me. There's a comp lab over by
the headless lounge and game room
if your phone can't do emails. :P
Hotel?
Er...I'm still figuring that out.
Arrival/Departure?
Thursday afternoon leaving Sunday~
Means of transportation?
I have a personal manservant that carries me everywhere.
He's invisible, of course.
This is why I sometimes seem to laze about in midair.
Don't worry, I'm not levitating...yet.
Sharing a room with?
Everyone and anyone. Don't we all share, like, the same room
when you really think about it? We're all just here, man. In this
world. In a room. Heh, yeah no. I totally haven't figured that part
out yet. XD
Relationship Status?
Single, woo!
How old are you?
19. Believe it. *cue Ripley's theme music*
How tall are you?
5'9ish I think.
Are you an Artist?
With words, perhaps.
Who do you hang out with?
Practically anyone I meet. I go socially overboard.
http://cdn.memegenerator.net/instan.....0/33446251.jpg
Hoping to really meet?
A few old friends from years past.
I have some novels to read and
a summer camp to staff.
Attending parties?
All the ones with pizza, yes.
And the ones with thumping bass.
Or people in stockings.
I really have no idea.
I'll be just as happy at the chill,
relaxed parties as the crazy,
youtube worthy ones. ^^
Going anywhere aside from the con?
Perhaps I'll go visit my parents-HAHAHA NO
Do you drink?
I don't know, do I?
Can I buy you a drink?
Sure. ^^
Can I give you food?
OH YES
Are you attending any panels?
I keep forgetting those things every year.
Don't know why. Must be all the AWESOME
FURRIES EVERYWHERE distracting me. XD
Are you a Fursuiter?
Not yet. Stay tuned, and I'm sure I'll have something
like that in the next year or two.
Stage or public performance?
Only if it there's glitter involved. >:D
How do I identify my self to you?
Furry username on FA, Weasyl, Inkbunny,
Pounced, Google, Facebook, whatever. If you've
heard of me, I've likely heard of you.
Rules of engagement (physical contact)?
HAH. Rules for touching. What bozo puts--wait, you're serious?
Oh hell. Uh...don't crack any ribs? Otherwise, go crazy. :P
Can I talk to you?
OF COURSE! Just don't come up to me, gape and stare. Had that happen
a few times already. Gets a tad creepy after the first five minutes. Love the
admiration, people. The drool, not so much.
How do I know if you're not looking to socialize (angry, busy or upset)?
Invalid question. This will not happen while I'm there. If I ignore you, it is
only because I didn't hear you, or you were out of my sight so I didn't
know you were talking to me. If I have my nose buried in a book or my
phone, do NOT hesitate to come up and interrupt me. People will always
be more important than a silly chunk of metal, my fellow furs especially. ~<3
Personality Type?
I'm gonna seem really hyper. It's okay. Calm down. I'm not on coke.
Super social, super fast, usually laughing, and in love with chili dogs.
I'm like sonic, minus the awesome blue quills and multi-million dollar
gaming franchise.
Can I take your picture?
Depends. How fast can you click the shutter before I scitter away? >:3
What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Er-we're supposed to have goals? Okay...
I shall find 3 new artists to watch on FA!
I will tell 4 of the smokers about vaping!
I will find that tea meet and attend it!
I won't grope anyone this time!
I will make a group of at least 5 people laugh!
I will obtain phone numbers before I randomly wander off!
I will be more honest about people's body odor!
I will make more references to obscure furry webcomics!
I will attempt to dress close to the theme this year!
I WILL BE 20% COOLER THAN RAINBOW DASH!
And...I'll have stupid crazy amounts of fun. ^.~
Sociable.
Posted 13 years agoSo. I'm feeling like talking to people. I'm feeling boucy and fun and ready for some kind of deep conversation about stuff I'm interested in. Like furries. Or other stuff related to furries. Something like that. Anyone up for deep dwelling on the meaning of friendship and/or stupid people? How about malted milk balls?
Oh! Let's talk about sockpaws! http://www.justfurkicks.com/apps/ph.....toid=152643237
Oh! Let's talk about sockpaws! http://www.justfurkicks.com/apps/ph.....toid=152643237
Only picometers away...
Posted 13 years agoOkay, maybe not picometers.
The last crucial part of rebuilding my bike is actually several hundred miles away.
I'm soooooo close to hearing that engine roar again. :D
The last crucial part of rebuilding my bike is actually several hundred miles away.
I'm soooooo close to hearing that engine roar again. :D
Moving to strange new worlds.
Posted 13 years agoSo...
Anybody else going to be in Houston for the next week or so?
Anybody else going to be in Houston for the next week or so?
*hoots*
Posted 13 years agoYes, I'm posting this at 5:15 in the morning.
I've switched over completely to my inverted sleeping schedule, it seems.
This definitely feel a lot more comfortable.
I want to complain about life.
I know that's pointless, though. It's much better to keep moving forward.
This little job and dream of two wheels will definitely propel me that direction. :)
...
*tries to attach rocket boosters to hopes and dreams*
I'm Freeeeeeeeee!
Posted 13 years agoI'm totally a high school graduate now.
I can work full time.
I can stay up as long as I want!
I never again have to be confined in a building with teachers and principals watching me!
I can wear shirts with vulgar writing on them!
I can dye my hair rainbow colors!
I could fill my face with bits of metal! (if I wanted to)
I'm AWESOME!
I-I...
Really don't know what to do with myself now.
Crap.
First order of business:
MOAR MONEY FOR MOTORCYCLE.
Then...I dunno. Moving to another city?
But what beyond that?
I can work full time.
I can stay up as long as I want!
I never again have to be confined in a building with teachers and principals watching me!
I can wear shirts with vulgar writing on them!
I can dye my hair rainbow colors!
I could fill my face with bits of metal! (if I wanted to)
I'm AWESOME!
I-I...
Really don't know what to do with myself now.
Crap.
First order of business:
MOAR MONEY FOR MOTORCYCLE.
Then...I dunno. Moving to another city?
But what beyond that?
School. Work. Playplay?! *fetches tennis ball*
Posted 13 years agoOodles of work lately.
Turns out that making yourself available and enthusiastic tends
to get you far more hours than you could ever hope for.
*does a happy little jig for the next paycheck*
I'm seriously considering shredding my debit card.
Way too easy to spend when the plastic's right there.
I'm still feeling pangs of regret over stupid crap that shouldn't matter anymore.
That sucks.
*shrugs*
I'll just ignore it.
I'm really gonna miss Austin. This place is so awesome and open and accepting.
I sorta never want to leave.
But I want to go live on my own more.
*roars like Godzilla and falls over*
Turns out that making yourself available and enthusiastic tends
to get you far more hours than you could ever hope for.
*does a happy little jig for the next paycheck*
I'm seriously considering shredding my debit card.
Way too easy to spend when the plastic's right there.
I'm still feeling pangs of regret over stupid crap that shouldn't matter anymore.
That sucks.
*shrugs*
I'll just ignore it.
I'm really gonna miss Austin. This place is so awesome and open and accepting.
I sorta never want to leave.
But I want to go live on my own more.
*roars like Godzilla and falls over*
Admit it. You do it too. Just like everyone else.
Posted 13 years agoIt's what normal, healthy people do, right?
I can't possibly be the only one that looks through their own fave gallery at least once a week.
I can't possibly be the only one that looks through their own fave gallery at least once a week.
Tail Body Mod!
Posted 13 years agoYo. Am I the only one wishing these things existed?
I'm sorta split between getting a fully prehensile,
lightly furred monkey tail with a friction pad, or some kind of fox or dog tail.
Either way, I look forward to the day it finally becomes available.
I won't even care about how badly it'll effect the rest of my life,
like getting a job or looking like a freak.
The sheer utility of such a thing would be amazing.
Whether cybernetic, robotic, or biological, I want one now!
I'm sorta split between getting a fully prehensile,
lightly furred monkey tail with a friction pad, or some kind of fox or dog tail.
Either way, I look forward to the day it finally becomes available.
I won't even care about how badly it'll effect the rest of my life,
like getting a job or looking like a freak.
The sheer utility of such a thing would be amazing.
Whether cybernetic, robotic, or biological, I want one now!
DORITO LOCO!
Posted 13 years agoSo apparently, I managed to land a job at Taco Bell.
My life just got a lot more happy and interesting.
Especially since I plan on working night shift. o.O
My life just got a lot more happy and interesting.
Especially since I plan on working night shift. o.O
Bad things happen ALL AT ONCE.
Posted 13 years agoThat bull about happening in threes is total bunk.
I'm spiraling, kids.
Round and round and round they go.
The emotions letting themselves flow.
But where they all stop,
nobody knows.
Is there really a light out there at the end of the tunnel, my friends?
I'm spiraling, kids.
Round and round and round they go.
The emotions letting themselves flow.
But where they all stop,
nobody knows.
Is there really a light out there at the end of the tunnel, my friends?
Arrogance, Depression, Breakdowns, and Cookies.
Posted 13 years ago^
My spring break summed up right there.
Suffice to say I had a change in the way I look at my life.
-
Job searching is fun, as is home/room searching.
I found a cool rusty chain that I plan to polish up.
FF'12 was everything I thought it would be and more. *crosses fingers* I really hope I can get to go to more cons.
Nothing else right now.
My spring break summed up right there.
Suffice to say I had a change in the way I look at my life.
-
Job searching is fun, as is home/room searching.
I found a cool rusty chain that I plan to polish up.
FF'12 was everything I thought it would be and more. *crosses fingers* I really hope I can get to go to more cons.
Nothing else right now.
Determination has been made.
Posted 13 years agoOkay, I'm going to FF. No questions or qualms left. I'm also going to be paying for a phone sometime in the near future. With blood. D:
Flippy floppy.
Posted 14 years agoUgwarrrgh. This is like the umpteenth time I've changed my stance on this, but now I know I have to go to FF this year. I even worked out everything so it's within budget. I wanna go so damn bad, but...I have stuffs to take care of--like a motorcycle, and a working cell phone. Not to mention a stable job. On the other hand, I'm liable to go batshit if I can't get around a bunch of furs soon.
Opinions, please?
I could use some help beating this internal conflict thingy into submission.
Opinions, please?
I could use some help beating this internal conflict thingy into submission.
Sadness.
Posted 14 years agoSo I'm not gonna be able to make it to FF'12. It's just money holding me back at the moment. I'm losing my job in a week as well. Meh. I'll just find a new one. Twenty-five applications thus far for every part-time job in my area.
On a lighter note, the rest of my life is still mind-blowingly awesome. I still have plenty of friends, more than friends, and time on my hands. Life couldn't be more awesome if I sprinkled sugar on it. :)
I've also been considering switching over to a dachsund / fox hybrid for the better part of two months now. I tend to have more smaller-dog tendencies (growling at a higher pitch, whimpering, ect) and a hyperactive disposition. That, and I like the way "fauxhaund" sounds. :P
On a lighter note, the rest of my life is still mind-blowingly awesome. I still have plenty of friends, more than friends, and time on my hands. Life couldn't be more awesome if I sprinkled sugar on it. :)
I've also been considering switching over to a dachsund / fox hybrid for the better part of two months now. I tend to have more smaller-dog tendencies (growling at a higher pitch, whimpering, ect) and a hyperactive disposition. That, and I like the way "fauxhaund" sounds. :P
Contact
Posted 14 years agoHey, if any of you decide to message me, don't be surprised if it takes me a while to respond. I'm still trying to figure out how to get the email notification thing on this set up, so I may not get anything.
