I honestly wonder why it do much of anything. Why I try....I try so hard to please people. But I give up....

I literally just got blocked and chewed out (again) by a random person that wanted access to my vid for free. I offered them a free trial to my only fans....and that wasn't good enough. They just wanted all of them for free....I honestly just am to the point of not trying to be nice anymore.....it just keep getting me hurt.

I finally started my only fans and will be uploading the full-length videos to a lot of my inflation stuff on there. I tried to make it as affordable as possible for everyone because I know a lot of people don't have a ton of money. But for those that want to support me they can follow me there for all my inflation stuff. Other than what I post here anyway. That will allow me to be able to keep doing this for for you all.
Feel free to check it out here: https://onlyfans.com/bustykistune

Keep in mind I just made it and it'll take me a little bit to start uploading this week. Thank you all for being here and following me as long as you have.

I have been debating how to handle my inflation content as well as my other content. I want to keep making it as I do enjoy doing so, and I know y'all like it, however, it takes a lot of time and money. And sadly with me being disabled and my husband our only real income, I want to possibly monetize some of it. Not sure how to go about it though. I been struggling with this for a while. Heck my body suit for Mama Funtime is torn now due to age and abuse. So things really need replaced. I also want to get even bigger for y'all if I can. This would also allow me to open for video commissions here and there. Basically I would make a personalized video for the commissioner, at least within reason and ability. My only other hobbies are VRC and clocks. Which I don't make anton off of. I do still practice hypnosis here and there, but not a ton. Anyway sorry to ramble. Let me know your thoughts. I had considered this in the past and literally had a couple of people message me to cuss me out and call me greedy and selfish. x.x

I'm so fed up lately with people in the fandom. Over the years I have had a few people repeatedly ask to buy my Crux character. I have always declined. I admit there were times the money was tempting but Vulpine is very much a huge part of me and I just couldn't do it. That said a person on here has recently stolen my crux in the last 2 years. I recently discovered this after multiple friends pointed out commissioned art. I have messaged this person to try and kindly rectify this issue, but I'm still not amused and to be honest am extremely pissed.

*Update* I believe things have been resolved.

Just wanted to say I'm sorry for the lack of content. My mental and physical health has really kept me from making anything new for FA. I have mainly been focusing on other platforms lately. That said, I hope to return here with stuff eventually.

This year has had a ton of ups and downs, I was pregnant, lost my pups, was depressed as heck (to the point of intervention), left my old poly and am now engaged to a long time friend and in a new poly. I have been mostly on tiktok focusing on comedy and other things. I have also been in and out of the doctors a ton. Swollen lymph node for months not responding to antibiotics, having consultations for surgeries, mental health appointments, other issues too.

I feel bad for not being here much but tbh I haven't had a ton of interest is making much lately. Not sure if it is the depression or what....
Also, I have been trying to sort out a few IRL projects....some that could pay the bills easier.....so this hasn't been in my mind as much either....again...I'm sorry.

Anyway, Happy Holidays!
Have a holiday TikTok:
https://www.tiktok.com/@werefox18/v.....07232856966699

I have been considering doing a sort of growth drive with my fursuit inflation. I am at worked out the details yet and I'm not sure if anyone will be interested but if so let me know. I might also consider doing an auction soon for a custom inflation video. I don't take this decision lightly but it sounds fun to do and I need to take care of some medical expenses while trying to fight for disability. Anyway let me know what y'all think.

I'll be at AC next week! I have some things for the art show as well!

That said I am not doing the best mentally. This loss has been killing me....tbh even literally. It has affected my health badly. Black out episodes and absentee like seizures from the memories of it, etc....its not been good.....then you add on the stress of trying to have a place to live and make ends meet each month... its been hell...at least my wound has healed.....

A few friends saw how bad I have been and surprised me with my registration and an email telling me when they are picking me up on the way. So might see a few there.

As for my content. I cant try and make more at some point....right now...I just don't even want to....
Add to the fact people still ask me regularly about making more and ideas for content (I like some of these ideas though! Good ones honestly!) its depressing me more....esp when a couple (not many) have begged for videos on a regular basis, but at the same time im not making anything from this....its not paying my bills......I need to focus on income right now....people want my content, and they don't want to pay....then I guess they need to be patient as it will be on my time....and right now....I don't even feel like doing much at all....


Not much of a nice way to say this so I'm sorry for this....but....it is what it is.

I thank you all for being here, and I do hope to have more to post, just don't pressure me for it. After all, I had originally meant to only post a few images and vids, but people like it... a LOT. I'm flattered by this....but it takes my time (and money) to make certain content, and right now its just not feasible financially and time wise to be on my priority list..... Again...I'm sorry. I'll post new inflation stuff here and there as I am able but that is all I can do for now. No idea how soon or often....just be when I feel up to it, have the space to do so (literally) and the money for new equipment (yes there is a cost to inflation equipment, esp when I get massive...things do wear out and need replaced....and cleaned x.x).

Also I might be at Tails and Tornadoes Furcon in Tulsa in Sept...2 other long time friends (one that hasn't seen me in YEARS...2014 I think?) are going to kidnap me and drag me to it. So yea. Might be there too it seems. Hoping these help with the depression a bit.

Thanks for reading this....I hope it helps ya'll understand why I been away from here so much. *hugs you all* I'm trying

Yea for those that follow my images and such might know, but for those that don't I was pregnant. Friday (April 29th) I went into labor. Something went wrong during labor and I lost them both....for ya'lls sake I wont go into the details. I will say they were lovely little identical twin girls, about 7 pounds 2 oz each.....Anyway....This is hard to discuss...and with Mothers Day being this Sunday....its like salt in the wounds....Same with the healing from c section.....

Guess this is all I have to say.... I'll post again...eventually I guess.

Yep, on March 5th I turn 36.... I'm getting older......Damn where did the last 10 or so years go? Crazy how fast it went. Not sure what I'll do for my B-day, a friend wants to take me out for the day I think, so there is that...otherwise may just chill on VR Chat with some other friends. My B-day has never been what I would say...great as something bad or odd always seems to happen or I end up alone. Hoping this year changes that. That said my body is going through a lot at the moment, as is my mind....lots happening and big changes, but leaving it at that till more is known as things are still a bit sketchy in regards to it all.

Yep. I have the plauge....got really sick over the weekend and got tested Sunday.... results came back positive. Fun times. 2022 is already just as shit as the last 2 years.....I'm already done. Oh yeah....this is on top of another surprise and drastic change in my life. Hehe those irl know...and it involves my boobs hurting from to much milk ...just gonna leave it at that. On that note I need to pass out for the day. X.x. Seems like as soon as things start to improve life tries to fuck me over. I hope to post soon.....

I live near Springfield, MO, and we only had what they say is wind damage here. (I have my doubts as many i town heard the distinct sound of a TOR and looking at the was damage is scattered around and such I suspect ef0 or ef1 but we shall see.) Our house is ok. I need to check on my little house on the north side and make sure, but should be ok as the worst was on the south side near here. Signs and some businesses have damage. (see link for vid of Flowerama from my drive home) Also a a lot of tree uprooted and power was out for a lot of the town. Even broken power poles. This is nothing compared to what is being called the quad state tornado that ripped through Arkansas, Missouri boot heel, Tennessee, and Kentucky, killing dozens, and injuring hundreds. So many people lost homes and are devastated, and this close to Christmas. And with the remnants of the pandemic lingering about as well. This is a terrible weekend for many, please keep them in your thoughts and prayers.

Again, I AM FINE. Just thought I should comment on this outbreak.

Flowerama building damage (vid taken as the storm was leaving town, still raining.) https://www.tiktok.com/@werefox18/v.....92101361190406

My friend from Texas was on their way up to pick me up here in MO for MFF. I was to help them drive the rest of the way. My friend never made it here....they had a wreck from what I understand, just outside OKC.....they either dozed of for a moment or something....ran off the road, and hit 3 round hay bails I think they said....anyway, their vehicle is totaled. They were in the hospital last I hear, they had xrays and was waiting on an MRI..... I'm rather worried.... Also I don't think I can make it up there now.

I finally got the cookbook of all my grandmothers old recipes up on Amazon! Available in paper back or for the kindle! Feel free to take a look!
https://www.amazon.com/dp/B09BK6V7L.....v_ov_lig_dp_it

Goodbye Calamity Cougar. You're a good friend and a great person and fun to be around. You'll be deeply missed buddy.

For those that don't know I received the word from another friend of mine the Calamity Cougar has passed away from a stroke. I met him way back in 2007 at Oklacon. He was always having fun doing silly things and could always make me laugh. Damn I'm going to miss him..... I'm probably going to cry at Wild Nights the next time I go.

Just letting people know i am starting to do more with my photography again. This time it is in the form of merch made from artistic modifications of my photos on Redbubble. Please go take a look! ^.^

https://www.redbubble.com/people/Ka.....t-nav-dropdown

Got dose 2 of Moderna in the afternoon on Thursday. A bit sore in that arm but about the same as dose 1. I feel tired and run down, but am also on antibiotics for a celluitis concern....but was told to get the job still. Kinda sick but not horrid. See how i feel when i wake up i guess.

Yea I know i am not posting as much, especially inflation things. I did finally edit the video from that last filming and photo shoot. It will be available for those interested as of today. Sorry for that but RL is being hard on me, and I need to put priority on stuff that is helping me pay bills for now. I have said this before, and i know it may sadden a few, but he inflation stuff was mostly for fun, it was never intended to be so big (pardon the pun) but i was amazed by how many of you enjoyed it. That said for the time it took to film and edit i had planned to charge a small amount for each video, but the site i used fell through, also most people were only interested in what was free. And while I am ok with that, it means I won't be focusing on this as much anymore. Also I never wanted to be known for this type of stuff, to be truthful, I am not a very sexual person. If fact, while I may enjoy looking at adult art and things from time to time it takes a lot to get me interested sexually at all. Sometimes I think I'm leaning towards asexuality...maybe to some extent anyway, although when it comes to lovers I am poly-amorous and I suppose Pan-sexual describe me as I love any gender, but yet Its rare I am actually sexual..... I wanted to be more into writing and photography and other hobbies. I still enjoy making inflation stuff at times...I dunno. I need to figure things out. I'm having to move due to health as well so am just not sure what I wish to do anymore. Also as you all can see i'm terrible at editing, and have no help doing so. LOL Anyway right now I dunno if thing are changing for sure, but i am gonna be slow to make things....while i work on other projects and clean out the old home. Also I am doing a ton of stuff for charity right now too.

Yea...I know I'm a grey muzzle. I turn 35 on Friday. I feel so indifferent to it. I remember when my birthday used to make me happy, now sometimes I almost dread it. I wonder what is wrong with me. Then again my entire life has been turned upside down and shaken and scattered out in the wind this past year... A mate left me, others are so distant at times they may as well not exists.... However I have been trying to move on and found people that love and care about em despite all my mental problems. They even try to help the best they can. Same with my physical issues. I know i have not been uploading or saying much. Truth is I just have no drive anymore. I'm depressed...have been for an extremely long time. I'm also having trouble making ends meet, since i am in pain all the time and doing any real work is problematic for me....and due to my broken brain, dealing with the public much at all makes me shut down and curl up and cry, or flip out in anger till i just want to escape it all. I need to try and focus more on being able to get by, and make ends meet, but I'm at a loss as to what to do right now. I'm fighting to get my disability but i can't make heads or tails out of the paper work, and i'm not sure if i got what i did get done correct. That said I have things i want to try and do, more writing, some charity work for RFL, maybe other types of video. For the moment i still want to make more stuff for you all, I just have no help right now, and i'm a a bit in limbo with my living situation, as I do have a house....but i lack the ability to move there as i cant afford utilities and such on my own on top of the insurance and things and my meds right now. So im torn on what to do. I could go live with some friends and family in texas but at the same time...im more comfortable weather wise, and well....everything i own is here.... I also can't afford to do much lately...so I apologize there. I hope things can improve but lately I just struggle to want to do ANYTHING anymore. Dysphoria only make this feeling so much worse. I cant even live in the right body while struggling through my day to day. I try. I really do....but lately i don't want to even try anymore.

So long story short I am currently in the Houston Texas area. I came here for a good long time friends wedding, in which I officiated for them. SO yes I am also now legally ordained (easy to do tbh, but still an odd feeling saying it). I have been here since the fist week of October and will be here till sometime next week as I am going to a renfaire tomorrow (TRF) and to see some family on the way home for a day or so. I know I haven't been around on here as much but my RL has been a mess. I'm fighting for my DSSI, and trying to find some sort of income in the mean time. I also have been more focused on my writing and such lately. Then you add in the continued work on my new home (going slow due to me having been in the doctors and ER multiple times since June. Also one of my mates left me back n April, so motivation has been lacking as I am still unsure about the rest of the family, thus my visit on the way home. I have also fallen smitten for an old foxy friend, who i wish to not mention here, for privacy sake, but he too has been seeming to show interest in return, so who knows where this may lead. Anyway, I feel bad for the lack of content but till the house is finished i really have no place to film atm without spending a ton on a hotel room, etc. I probably could have filmed here at my friends, but seeing as it had been a year since my last visit with them AND their wedding....I decided to spend my time just visiting with them as much as possible, again sorry for that. I do hope to film a little or at least have photos from the renfair, and while not my typical stuff, at least hope to have things to share for you. And this IS my biggest reason for the new fursuit. And again to clarify, this suit is used only for cons and events like this. Anyway I thank you all for fallowing me here, and I'm so glad to know many of you enjoy stuff I make. Its funny, as I never intended for the inflation stuff to become liked as much as it did, as I did it more for fun and to just goof off a bit, but thank you all so much. ^.^ I do intend to still make inflation vids and content, but it may be a bit slower due to IRL changes, and the fact I still want to focus on writing and other projects that I can post to more...up...public areas? LOL but NO I AM NOT QUITTING on the inflation anytime soon. So no worries. LOL Am just sorry my life has been hectic. I also have a test when i get back home with my regular doc (blood work) to see if i might have had a mild hear attack over this past weekend. That is also a very long story......but not for now. Thanks again. Love you all, and hope to share stuff soon!

Okay, the collection of all current video content as one bundle is gonna be $25. All new content will be $5 each. Yes when I do make any thumbnails or images and such will still get posted. I am sorry to do this, but with my medical kicking my tail i have to make the time and such making these things worth it. I Thank you all for being so kind to me and fallowing me on here. I never imagined i would ever have so many folks liking my work. And a heads up, later I may move either my SFW or NSFW stuff to a new account to separate it out. I plan to do this so for my other current projects and portfolio and can link them to the same page and not have them see the dirtier stuff. Thanks.

Also my biopsies report said i have colonic mucosa with lymphoid aggregates and no other abnormalities. Still waiting to talk to the doc about what that means but from the research done it means i have some sort of inflammatory bowl disease....such as chrons or ulcerative collitis, etc.

So some good news, They didn't find any polyps (things that often turn into cancer if left in there) but they did find a couple of places that were healing from a tear or something, but as for the reason we don't know. They told me that it could have been as simple as from straining to hard in the restroom, which is likely, cause with how sick I have been recently the spasms were so bad I would scream at times, so that is possible. They took a couple of biopsy samples from those areas just in case due to my family history and the fact they were there. So now I'm just waiting for those results. That said things looked ok otherwise inside my intestines, so that is a bit of a relief.

I have my colonoscopy today to see if there's anything wrong inside my intestines. Maybe we'll finally understand what's been making us sick off and on I just hope it's nothing too major. Anyway wish me luck.

If I were to offer all my current videos as a bundle for download for $25 would anyone be interested. Is that a fair price? There are about 20 videos total currently.

Why do some people get really upset and block me or bitch me out just because I want to charge for SOME of my content? I'm honestly getting rather fed up with the attitude I am getting from a few people (not all of you, many of your are really awesome peeps! <3 ^.^). I have a life, and bills to pay, just like anyone else. a few people lately (not gonna name drop, as that is rude) have blocked me and commented on my journals, then deleted their comments after I replied, etc. Some have even noted me to chew me out or complain. One person thinks all content and commissions should be free..... I Just...I don't even KNOW where to start on that subject other than i bet this person expects free food and free stuff from the store, etc... It cost time and money to make content or artwork, and to say a person time is worthless REALLY pisses me off. I have medical bills to pay, due my health problems, I have a home to pay utilities and such for. The camera wasn't cheap either but that is besides the point. Editing software was not cheap, the fursuits, everything came out of my pocket, because well i wanted to do this. I never expected so many people to like my inflation stuff, and I'm happy you do. But if I am to keep focussing on that as content, i need to have at least SOME income from it for the full videos and such. as it takes a lot of time for each one (a day or two at least from filming and editing as I'm just one person). I'm sorry not much content has been posted lately, life is kicking my butt, and I been having to do delivery work with Postmates and such just to make some of my bills on time. I'm really sorry that this has upset a few of you, but dang...... Theaters are not free most times. Gas isn't free. Restaruants are not....etc...why should everything I do be free? Is that really fair to me? Sorry to rant again....but damn it....

Would anyone be upset if i started charging maybe $5 for a full video? Or even maybe just a flat rate for access to the folder? I been considering this for a while, and it was my original intent if i were to continue making inflation videos. TBH making any lewd videos was never my desire for FA, maybe lewd personal artwork and stories, but was mostly for my photography and writing. I did start to kinda enjoy making the videos, but it was not what i was wanting to be known for i guess? I am thrilled you all enjoy them and love them. I'm honestly surprised. I made the first few just for the fun of it, but you all were overwhelmingly accepting of them and the response was more than i ever imagined. Mama Funtime was my only suit meant for this purpose, but i did do a few "guest appearances" with my other suit heads an such, but it wont do anything lewd in those suits. they are my personal suits and for cons. I'm not sure how i want to proceed. I need to decide what i want to do, and i value y'alls input... Maybe i should move all the inflation stuff to a new account just for that purpose? Cause i kinda want to separate that from other projects and aspirations.....I dunno. I also need to start making money off my projects that take up a lot of my time....as if my health does not improve, it may have to support me for a while.......but....that's another story
but it does cost money and time to make some of the content and it would be nice to at least break even on it. I also wanna get back into the nature photography...

Anyway.....I guess please let me know what you all think. Thanks.

I love you guys.