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Writer | Registered: April 19, 2008 01:09:01 PM
Hello one and all, I'm Freedom a man of culinary taste and my blood is filled with the chaos of creation. I post sometimes even though my works are not exactly known to people here, I writer chimeric horror and weird fiction. I do not write smut, I hold this as the golden rule of my mind due to how I am. Though if you have any comment about anything note me or leave a shout out.Fuck you, fuck me, fuck everything. I'm a broken man with problems and I know this, and every time I sleep I might just stop breathing and no one would ever know. As a writer I do often look down on my works, force of habit and I am working on a magnum opus for my current style of writing. I remember Stephen King once mentioned the one thing that makes a true horror story, when the protagonist ask repeatedly 'Why?! Why me! Why my friends and family?!WHY!'' This is something I hold true even to my own life, I ask why and I cant answer it truthfully just shouting lies to myself.I've read many things to expand my horizon, to get a grander understanding of other writing styles from Poe, to Chambers, to Dunsley, and to the lord of modern horror H.P. Lovecraft and they all act as my teacher in a long dead since they've all kicked the bucked some time ago. Though I've had close friends who would inspire me while others put me down, I use to rely on people to keep me grounded but those who kept me grounded left me to the emotional chaos that rips apart writers in their hour of weakness. My friends have kept me alive though, kept me stable and sane to some degree, kept me not alone.
I have wandered the endless dreamscape and never found a equal, why is that? I've thrown my mind into the void and found alien thoughts not my own, why is that? Why do I believe something that was a lie told by unknown voices to possibly be true? Silence, Silence is what shakes my heart and mind and if I hear enough silence I might just walk into it and become one with Silence and nothing more. I doubt I would be missed, I doubt you would try, I doubt many things but why I havent I embraced Silence? Because Chaos warrants Silence holds nothing and this world needs balance, I'll be that balance, I'll be that disharmony, I'll be the avatar of chaos.
I'm a member of GCF! Event Coordinator
I serve the Grand Design of a Utopian Playland, a better future from the children of friends and kin.
I'm a man of culinary taste going though culinary school as I speak, one day I hope to work in the field of such.
I follow the path of animism in both urban and primal ways. Rat is my guide, he'll show me the way one day.
Pensacola, FL local
I'm only half and trying to learn the language as well.
I have wandered the endless dreamscape and never found a equal, why is that? I've thrown my mind into the void and found alien thoughts not my own, why is that? Why do I believe something that was a lie told by unknown voices to possibly be true? Silence, Silence is what shakes my heart and mind and if I hear enough silence I might just walk into it and become one with Silence and nothing more. I doubt I would be missed, I doubt you would try, I doubt many things but why I havent I embraced Silence? Because Chaos warrants Silence holds nothing and this world needs balance, I'll be that balance, I'll be that disharmony, I'll be the avatar of chaos.
I'm a member of GCF! Event Coordinator
I serve the Grand Design of a Utopian Playland, a better future from the children of friends and kin.
I'm a man of culinary taste going though culinary school as I speak, one day I hope to work in the field of such.
I follow the path of animism in both urban and primal ways. Rat is my guide, he'll show me the way one day.
Pensacola, FL local
I'm only half and trying to learn the language as well. Stats
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Updates...Wooo xwx(living situation)
11 years ago
So right now I'm living at the same place where I've been staying for the last few months, me and my dog. Been happy, etc. but the thing is I'm gonna have to move out by January 1st. I pay 200 in rent and give 100 in food stamps but right now bills are high because the season and I cant afford to pay more so I'm gonna have to pack my junk up and figure something out...again. I always figure something out, always use to disappointment, though this round got to transport my dog with me so it may be a little harder.
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The Greatest Fear Man Has Ever Known Is The Fear Of The Unknown-H.P. Lovecraft
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