Commissions: Closed

A lot has happened in the past 10 years, one of those being that I've gotten extremely bad at making journals. :X

Anyway, I'm thankful for the love this account is getting. My relationship with my fetish work has always been a complex one, but I'm thankful one of my more niche fetishes (femme musclegut) is resonating with you all.

At some point, I do want to try putting some more anthro/animal stuff back on here since, y'know, this is an actual furry site. Not sure when I'll take that chance, but thankfully I think a lot of you are familiar with my DA (SpottedAlienMonster) and get that stuff as it comes there as well.

Someday I want to be able to plug a comic, short film, or some kind of project I've finished in these. Unsurprisingly, I've got no progress to really show. Feels like it's the same song and dance. I'm not too down about it in my current state, I'm trying to take baby steps to fix whatever it is that's always lead me towards procrastination and distraction.

In more personal matters, I quit my retail job some months ago and started working as a package handler. The job is pretty physically intense, but I can't help but feel the change was so much more for the better. I needed a schedule that got me physical exercise, and retail always exhausted me.
I'm only viewing it as a temporary change. It's part time, and not really what I want to be doing with my life, but it's a refreshing change to say the least. Though, now I really do have to figure out what will be next for me.

I'm once again considering freelance. Though I don't feel strong enough as an illustrator, and my animation skills are lacking. I've gotten a real mix of indecision with it. On one hand, I'm cautious of my skills and my own depression/burnout holding me back when it comes to making progress on tasks. On the other, it does feel like I should put more stock into being self-employed sometimes. I don't know, just not fully sure yet where I'm going. The ideal would be making income off of my own original work, or projects, but I'm still formulating how that's even possible.

Anyway, thanks for reading! Hopefully I'll have another update soon.