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Traditional Artist | Registered: Apr 21, 2007 04:03
My goodness, how the time flies!
I guess I'll just get back to drawing again? Let's turn these constant intrusive sexy thoughts into ART!
I guess I'll just get back to drawing again? Let's turn these constant intrusive sexy thoughts into ART!
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Comments Made: 1169
Journals: 5
Recent Journal
What I've been up to, where I'm going
3 months ago
Hi there, thanks for joining me on this wild ride through the world of transformation smut. If you're reading this I'm assuming you like my work and I am truly overjoyed to share it. Connecting with tf people is one of my greatest joys haha.
I've been asked a number of times what happened to me, and I'm fine with sharing an answer, but it's often long-winded and complicated, and tough to sum up with a pat answer that explains anything. It's easier to have a response here rather than try to explain it elsewhere.
I have had the outrageous good fortune to be partnered and later married to the same sweet guy since 2001. Imagine, almost 25 years with someone who's among the kindest and gentlest people you've ever met, it's been a blessing! I love him dearly, and don't regret a single bit of our time together. HOWEVER, it took me far too long to come to terms with all this transformation stuff I kept thinking about, and halfway through the marriage had to admit to several things I'd been keeping quiet. I had to explain that in spite of very clearly being into guys, what truly got me going was this thing I'd kept hidden from you for a decade, this transformation stuff that is my genuine sexuality if I had to define it. Oh, and I'm asexual and really don't want to have sex anymore...
As you can imagine, it was tough, but we got through it and are now very happy. We opened our marriage because I felt bad to deprive him of the sex he very much wanted to have and I couldn't fake anymore. He dated guys and expanded his circle of friends dramatically, I hang out with them most of the time these days and we're an awesome trivia team. I started searching for other people like me that I could finally, FINALLY, share this thing with, and I found them, some right near where I live! One thing leads to another and I fall deeply in love, and it can't work out because I can't leave my husband, I love him too much! I felt like I was hurting too many people by getting too close and not being able to be what they wanted me to be for them. Couple all that drama with my preexisting mental health struggles and I got lost in a deep and hazy depression funk. Suddenly, like rip van winkle, I get medicated and finally feel free of all that silly sadness, only to find I haven't been here in years. I've truly missed being able to share art again and god willing have little intention of leaving again.
Me and my boo are still going strong, he's amazingly supportive of my tf art, he doesn't get it, but hey, I don't get all that physical sex nonsense but you don't see me making fun of him!
Thanks for reading, and be well.
-Sergio
I've been asked a number of times what happened to me, and I'm fine with sharing an answer, but it's often long-winded and complicated, and tough to sum up with a pat answer that explains anything. It's easier to have a response here rather than try to explain it elsewhere.
I have had the outrageous good fortune to be partnered and later married to the same sweet guy since 2001. Imagine, almost 25 years with someone who's among the kindest and gentlest people you've ever met, it's been a blessing! I love him dearly, and don't regret a single bit of our time together. HOWEVER, it took me far too long to come to terms with all this transformation stuff I kept thinking about, and halfway through the marriage had to admit to several things I'd been keeping quiet. I had to explain that in spite of very clearly being into guys, what truly got me going was this thing I'd kept hidden from you for a decade, this transformation stuff that is my genuine sexuality if I had to define it. Oh, and I'm asexual and really don't want to have sex anymore...
As you can imagine, it was tough, but we got through it and are now very happy. We opened our marriage because I felt bad to deprive him of the sex he very much wanted to have and I couldn't fake anymore. He dated guys and expanded his circle of friends dramatically, I hang out with them most of the time these days and we're an awesome trivia team. I started searching for other people like me that I could finally, FINALLY, share this thing with, and I found them, some right near where I live! One thing leads to another and I fall deeply in love, and it can't work out because I can't leave my husband, I love him too much! I felt like I was hurting too many people by getting too close and not being able to be what they wanted me to be for them. Couple all that drama with my preexisting mental health struggles and I got lost in a deep and hazy depression funk. Suddenly, like rip van winkle, I get medicated and finally feel free of all that silly sadness, only to find I haven't been here in years. I've truly missed being able to share art again and god willing have little intention of leaving again.
Me and my boo are still going strong, he's amazingly supportive of my tf art, he doesn't get it, but hey, I don't get all that physical sex nonsense but you don't see me making fun of him!
Thanks for reading, and be well.
-Sergio
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