.The world just keeps sleepin' while I keep on dreamin' for me.

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Hello watchers!
Beware, a rant lies ahead.
I don't know who actually pays attention to me anymore, since I don't have steady internet, (and ya know what? some people don't have the simple pleasure of internet. *le gasp of sarcasm* oh the horror!!!) and I have a ridiculous art block and lack of desire to draw, despite the art class I've been taking, and that stupid fucking job that sucked a bunch of good things from my life, (which, I don't have a job now because I quit), and I really fucking wish that my art could take off and I could make money off it, but no. Nobody likes it enough. Nobody thinks I'm interesting enough, (and my little silver friend, YOU don't count, so don't even comment on that), so therefore, no one bothers with me, or my art. and it's fucking depressing. No I'm not online 24/7 like some people, but there are OTHER means of communication with me, y'know. and if anyone IS actually interested, and not saying "Oh, I'd like to, but can't afford it," (THAT DOESN'T HELP!) If someone IS interested, please, don't be shy, I don't bite, PM me, contact me SOMEHOW. I WILL get your message.
But, then again, how many people actually pay attention to my art and LIKE IT? Hmm? not many, I'd wager. :/
Bah.

Rant ended.

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:And it wasn't just whispers and lies that I'll never believe: