Forgive me in advance if i slur my typing or go off topic im very sleep and im in the hospital.

It has been a few hours since ive been attacked. Ive been attacked in the pass but this just crossed the line. I was in the house chilling out with my gf watching a movie. Out of no where a person busted down my door and looked at me with hatred. I was confused until my gf screamed at him to go away. Apparently She knew the guy that his name was John. I looked at her and him confused beyond belief after a few harsh words i found out that this guy named john was my girlfriends Boyfriend. I found out she was cheating on me, for what reason she was with me i dont know. But after that i pushed her away and just told them both to leave my house. My dog came around the corner and bit john on the arm. However he then took a knife and stabbed my dog in the head. I felt hurt more and i just went berserk knowing my last friend was killed in front of me. I ran after the dude a glass bottle in my hand only to be knocked back on the ground. the bottle shattered and i felt glass go into my arms back and legs. I screamed and I sat up but was punched in the face knocking me back. Feeling my arms pined as i tried to attack him he looked at me and with a demonic smile he whispered in a sick perverted voice. "You need to smile more" I screamed as his knife came down at me but instead of stabbing me the blade landed in my mouth. i felt the cold blade on my tongue before he began to cut my mouth from ear to ear. I screamed and cried from the pain but what felt like hours was only for a few second. within a few seconds he kicked me in the stomach and left as my girlfriend looked at me with sorrow and left without a word. I looked in the mirror to find a a huge smile carved into my cheeks. I called the police and i was rushed to the hospital. I knew i had to stop the bleeding so i took a lighter and burned my new mouth shut to keep the blood from flowing. After all this i was rushed to the hosptial as i looked at my phone screen looking at my face. I just wanted to die because of my disgusting face and how my heart acked in pain. After all this sit here looking out the window as i wear white bandages over my
body. even though the blood is wiped away and my mouth would remain this way all i can do is cry of how much my life can be messed up.

I may now wear a huge smile but im still crying