Hello people who interested in my pictures! We are live organisms and our doings depends on our biological condition.
Someone may know i suffer from depression for years and had ADHD since childhood. (I also have some deformities in my cranial and cervical blood vessels, which may be the cause of psychical condition and permanent headaches in teen age). Also my grandfather once literally went crazy, mad, psychotic, so maybe its genetics thing. It getting worse year by year and this condition started to interrupt not only my art ability and social skills but entire life. I cant work more than 2 hours per day and cant maintain concentration. Its obvious i have ahedonia and nothing can make me happy except some things. I feel that any of my work and actions simply useless and i dont beleive in myself anymore. In my country many good and useful medicines from ADHD are banned. Government bans everything (instagram, childfree, youtube, Xyitter, FA) which makes me even more hopeless. I hate when ADHD and Depression are romanticized. It not some "neurodivergency" like woke westerners said. Its mental Illness which i suffer from. It interferes all my everyday actions and make simple things much harder to do. I hate when bloggers monetized their (fake) diagnoses.
I'm not dead just because i still beleive i can make something good despite everything.
And despite this condition i still trying to do art sometimes because it is the reason of my life.


Please subscribe to my Telegram hub for more (maybe not furry) content.
https://t.me/EDDx24_retranslator
or Xyitter
https://x.com/eddx24

Attention to my creations and feedback helps me a lot.