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I'm weening myself off of psyche meds(again). So far so good... I just pour myslef into my career(I'm the shit), and my music (new dj mix: DONE-still working with   theworldfamousic on various songs[mostly punk]). i'm laying down the guitar, he's got the vocals...

I'm still not satisfied. I have to stay positive though. I cannot afford to let an ounce of negativity into my horizon.(although i struggle every second with that shit). My mate,   sabertoothlynx has kept me in check. He's keeping me from bottoming out. Biting the big one. (Whatever other terms sound sexual that mean "suicide")...

You see, I've lost faith in my therapist(I have a new one, and i'm just not buying it). I want to (with all my heart and soul). I'm just so sick of hearing; "you feel like shit? well, how about this new drug)?" Psychiatrist or friendly neighborhood drug dealer: no fucking difference. I wish they'd realize that I see through their fog. How much of a raise do they get for putting a "subject" on a new quacked out medicine(?)

So i made a new mix tonight(haven't in a long time). check it out(mostly dubstep/electrohouse/breakbeats)... http://www.lolli.org/artists/frisby.....htly-irregular

track listing:

1. Borgore...Nympho
2. Crowd Control...Excision & Downlink
3. LMFAO...Party Rock(house remix)
4. Noisia...Alpha Centari (Excision & Datsik Remix)
5. Paul Oakenfold...Wicked Warp
6. Dave Aude & Tall Paul...Common Ground(feat. Sisely...)
7. Randy Boyer & Kristina Sky...No Limit
8. Doctor P...Tetris
9. BT vs the Doors...Break on Through
10. Evil Nine...For Lovers, Not Fighters
11. Ferry Corsten...Punk

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"he thrusts his fist against the post, and still insists he sees the ghost."