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  ~Gothzilla ( Member )
 
Full Name: The Backwards Man
Artist Type: PrOn Artist
Registered since: August 23rd, 2008 04:55
Current mood: predatory
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I'm a really shitty artist.

I wanna fuck the world, but I'm not a fan of using condoms.

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The rest of you, fuck off.
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Okay, so I did one of my angry sketches, which I never post but I'm thinking about doing. They're really off model, with bold messy lines, and overall they're like my normal sketches, but a lot worse. They are always of my fursona dying or being tortured, and I make them when I get angry, and they make me even more angry because of how much they suck. Why do I do them then? Because they distract me after I've taken my pills to calm me down long enough for me not to break stuff.

I don't like taking my pills.

Why don't I like taking them? Aren't they supposed to help me?

Yes, they are supposed to help me, but they don't. They don't actually treat my problems, they don't actually treat the symptoms. They're just specialized tranquilizers that make me not care about all the things that normally set me off.

That might be fine for some people, but its not for me. I don't want the blue pill. I don't want something that just keeps me too sedated to realize there's a problem, I want something that actually helps me, instead of something that makes me not care.

In ancient times they just banished or executed us so they wouldn't have to deal with us. Then the age of enlightenment came and they couldn't kill us anymore, so they just locked us up, out of sight, out of mind. Then prison reform came and they couldn't lock us up anymore, so they invented psychiatry to keep us tranqued out of our minds and out of their hair. When is the mental health revolution coming so they can actually help me instead of just trying to shut me up and keep me away?

I don't want a blue pill, I want a solution.
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5 months ago    

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MSN: gothzilla666@yahoo.com
AIM: GothzillaIN3D
Skype: Doomageddonzilla
PSN: THE_-GOTHZILLA-
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Youtube: RevengeofGothzilla
Twitter: CentaurianLord

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  mary-jane Mary-Jane
  Posted: 3 days ago
 
Life has been testing me. It figured it would challenge my strength.... it was hell. But I'm greatful now that it gifted me Gear and his dog Hiemdal. How have you been

  mary-jane Mary-Jane
  Posted: 2 weeks ago
 
I prefer the term Survived lol *huggles her favorite gay dragon*

  mary-jane Mary-Jane
  Posted: 2 weeks ago
 
*Throws pie at you*

  icha Icha
  Posted: a month ago
 
Oh hey, saw you on the youtubes randomly. Your avatar gave it away, haha. Solid work brotha.

  thefianna TheFianna
  Posted: 3 months ago
 
SO WHAT'S WRONG WITH TAKIN' THE BACKSTREETS

  bigdaddyrhino BigDaddyRhino
  Posted: 3 months ago
 

  taelsin Taelsin
  Posted: 3 months ago
 
Thank you very much for the watch and fave c:

  bluerose8814 BlueRose8814
  Posted: 3 months ago
 
You're welcome!

And that would be very nice of you thank you!

  bigdaddyrhino BigDaddyRhino
  Posted: 3 months ago
 

  sen-en Sen-en
  Posted: 3 months ago
 
Thank you for watching :3

  kyorg7 Kyorg7
  Posted: 3 months ago
 
andnow for the new ones :P

  hellshep Hellshep
  Posted: 3 months ago
 
Damn dude that Mercury sounds savage. I know if I had one of those I'd convert some bits on it to return it to a Crown vic. Should all just be bolt on and off!