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So recently, I haven't been feeling so hot. School has already started to stress me out. I am in 4 classes this semester, 3 of them have labs and the other is an insane amount of HARD work. And to try and help relieve my stress I tried to talk to the people I hold close. And in return the past month, from most people I haven't gotten anything more than a Hi(in whatever form it took), if that. A few went past hello, but most of the ones that did ended up stressing me out more. All of this making me feel like an awful person and shit. I seem to make it worse every time I try talk with someone. And most of them time it's like talking to a wall, which just makes me feel ignored and alone. I just feel like I've fallen overboard, and no one noticed. It's not like any one says Hi to me either.
So, to help myself cope with the situation, I'm gunna be trying to step away from the situations that are causing me undue stress. So I won't be online very much anymore. I've tried this before and failed, but maybe it will help this time. Who knows.
Don't comment/ send me something telling me I'm being emo, that will just make things worse and that's the exact opposite of what I need. What I could use is a friend who will actually be there.
For those who have my number, don't call, if you send me a txt ill reply, but I don't plan on answering my phone for a few days. I have a lot I need to get done, and I don't want to spend forever on the phone talking right now.

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