Its me again. I gotta admit after the last time I thought I'd be okay but I ended up getting hit with another bad case of depression and anxiety after life hit me again with the passing of someone in my family and it sorta just piled up.

I hope you guys can forgive me for my lack of communication and for disappearing. I want to come back but I was scared and worried and full of anxiety of things I thought would happen.

But Im here and I vow to start posting and talking again. I'm going to reply to my notes which have piled up as well- but thank you for your patience and I hope you can forgive me for how I just disappeared like that. I really missed everyone here and I need to learn to stop hiding when Im feeling sad or hurt or depressed. Im receiving help now and just. thank you for letting me open up to you all.


- Manlyshark