Hello!!!! Name's Spyke!

Happy new years everyone!

I wanted to take this time to talk a little bit about 2019 and the new year moving forward. I'm not the best at talking about myself in stuff like this so bear with me.

2019 was a rocky year for me, but ultimately a turning point in my life. I lost some friends over stupid circumstances which has hurt me deeper then I ever thought it would. It brought on insecurities and depression on the scale that I never thought I would have. At times I almost left the fandom and dropped everything because of the drama and people.

On the other side, I have also made a ton of friends..too many to name, all of which have helped me through so many hard times and down days. We have cried together and laughed together, all which has brought us that much closer. I love you guys so very much and will never leave because of you.

To the ones that I lost, I'm sorry...nothing I can do will make things right between us and it hurts, but I do hope that in the off chance you are reading this, just know I'm sorry, I don't hold my grudge and I hope you are well.

To the ones I found and are still with me...thank you. From the bottom of my full heart...thank you. You make me who I am and you have helped me in so many ways. In the times that I felt lost and have wanted to drop everything, you guys have reminded me what friends are for and lifted me back up. I know I can count on you guys to be there when I need help.

Looking forward to the year of 2020...there are a few things that still bother me but I am working on them, and with your guys' amazing support I'll be able to push through.
One thing I want to aim for...or figure out is how to get better at my art...its something I do enjoy and I want to try to focus more on it. That being said, I want to also figure out how to get my name out there a bit more. Others have close to 500 watchers and such. I want to aim to get to that level.

Another big goal for this next year is to save/make as much money as possible to actually get a fursuit of my sona Spyke. It's something I have wanted for many years...ever since I made him. Tis why also set up a goal on my Ko-fi account in case anyone wants to donate towards it.

With everything that is going on and planned, this year will be a good one with you guys with me. I look forward to the adventures and the good times.

Here is to 2020.

Live, laugh and love. Life is too short and its the only one we have.

~Happy new year~