Hmmm, been a while since I've been round this side of my page. I guess that's part and parcel with who I am. I'm here to talk to you about my characters, but also about me. All of this is positive I think, but I hope you'll all have a better understanding of me afterwards.

For one, I need to update my page profile description....well those words piled up. It needs sprucing up. So some of you know me, some don't. One thing I can say about myself is that I'm friendly. I talk a lot. And in a familiar way. I want to be friends with people. I know in circles like this there's the concern that there's an ulterior motive. That people want things for free. And that's kinda true. Who doesn't want things for free?

But mostly I just want to become friends with cool people. I want to get to know people and mingle and talk. I can hope for free things but I know that artists deserve to be paid for their work and that's damn well something that should be held up. Maybe I hope if I'm closer with the person I might be able to get involved in things with them more easily, and maybe I'm pretty ham handed about it....I'm probably not good at it at all...but for those of you who have gotten to know me better I hope you've enjoyed the knowing.

I'm an anime and game fan first and foremost. I don't consider myself a furry, but not out of denial. It's just a lower ranked tier of descriptor. I am a furry. I am not a furry. I am a tonberry. I am human. I am me. I am me. As long as I am me, it doesn't really matter, does it?

I am them.

I have a few characters. I'm a roleplayer at heart. I like to bounce around to different bodies and play out different things. I love transformation and growth kinks but I love the getting there as much as the being there. I love going from mundane shapes to outrageous ones. Maybe I'd be more famous or popular around here if the huge sizes were my defaults but....I like to get the whole of it all and not just the end result....or the middle as it is for some of you.

I want to stand out. I want to be recognized. Being famous would be nice I guess? But mostly I want to be noticed within a group. In the real I often get talked over. Online I sometimes feel I fade into the background. I'm not complaining. I'm just observing. It's probably mostly in my head anyway. Stupid brain gremlins. I'd like to think I'm partially responsible for some of the casual sex au/hyper casual/normality kinks floating around f-list, not claiming to be the originator, but by getting other people into those kinks or by recognizing my own phrasing in the custom kinks that float around. If other people are happy, I'm happy. Maybe I want to be famous. I probably don't. But I hope I'm remembered.

My characters. They're all me. I hope you all enjoy them. I hope you all want to see more of them. I know some of you see me more as one character or another and that's fine. They're all me. They're all a part of me. For those of you who know me and talk to me I want to offer this. I am the Tonberry. Tazrael is the core. If you know my human name that's fine too. It's all good. If you know me as Lynn? That's fine too. If you know me as Sheeba? She's fine. Anniastae, Kasandora, Others. You can call me by any of my characters and one of three things may happen.

I'll answer as them
I'll answer through them
I'll politely say they're not available right now and I'm riding in a different body

I'm comfortable in all my forms, though not always at once. I'm cis, but I wish I had the power to change form at will. Human me is mundane, but he's happy as he is because my mind is boundless and the internet lets me reach it out into new forms.

I hope I can have these forms interact with all of yours more often. I want to be involved in things but sometimes I don't have a specific idea. What I do have is the eagerness to be involved.

I hope all of this made sense

Let's be friends