Guess what everyone?!?! Drum roll PLEASE! My life has even become even worse! BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! My life is hell and I am suppose to suffer for ever. My life is some sort of god damn joke or entertainment for some evil people because my health is fucked, finances are fucked, legal situation fucked, homeless, jobless, you get the picture because I could easily keep going. But you are probably thinking, dude what's gotten worse? Well it has to do with matters of the heart and my poor heart which has been shattered, ground in to dust and had acid poured on it is still being put through even further agony.
I can't take any more horrible wrong doings, I know I reached my limit awhile ago. Although I know that what is happening to me I would never do my worst enemy. It's thoughtless, hurtful, selfish, and beyond wrong.
Let's say I did go ahead and do do this horrible thing that is happening to me to my worst enemy. It would hurt them very VERY VERY DEEPLY possibly drive them insane. These fucking confused people better get there fucking heads on straight and DO THE RIGHT MOTHERFUCKING THING!
*tires to pull the sword out of my heart*
I'm just going to go over some where. bleed and lose some more life. I have nothing left in the tank, I'm just emotionally exhausted any more and all I do is fight non-stop and what is happening is just un-fucking-real. I want to walk in to traffic but I died again last week for the third time in my life. You couldn't imagine the disappointment and anger I felt when i woke up. I was so pissed off knowing I was going to live and face even more pain but I'm not doing that dying shit any more. I don't understand why is this happening and why it keeps happening to me.

Please stop, please....