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So I've had another fight with my mom and had an anxity attack over it then got another bill in the mail from the hospital and had another anxiety attack
And as an added bonus I find out that their is no compression in my cylinder on my car and it has a broken valve spring/ retainer.
And my step dad tells me it'll be very expensive to repair.
so I have the option to either go farther than my 2,000$ (medical) debt by fixing my crap car and only getting a few hundred for it and get another crap car.
So you can guess I had another anxiety/panic attack and im having one now.
I have no fucking idea what Im gonna do
I dont make nearly enough to pay off my medical bill now I have a broken car that makes it impossible to go to work to pay off my bills nor fix/buy a new car.
Ive got two jobs and getting a third which will be difficult to do because I dont have a working car
Ive tried getting people to commission from me for drawings or paintings or even fan fiction of the I OC'S but NO ONE is going to help me I always thought Thu fandom was the most to help each other out in a time of need and ever time I get some interest in the things im selling yhey leave me to believe they're going to help me then back out and even though every one who reads my journals knows of what a hard time im having wont even fucking talk to me.
Ive had in total four people say something to me about the shit going on in my life when I've reached out to more than Hal of the people I watch every time something gor wrong qith them.
I even spent 60$ to buy something to help someone and when I got it it was in horrible shape and they said they'd man it up to me and I've seen NOTHING back from them and because I spent that money I went 500$ in debt and paid off half of it then lost my bank account because I didn't pay them back fast enough and im still in debt with paypal and because IV been in the hospital for two weeks and out of work for there or four because everything I have NO money for gas or to pay my other bills and now owe my car insurance 120$ and my phone bill 35$
As a bonus, because my mom didnt go pick up my car like I told her too while I was hospitalized my car was towed and had to pay a fine for that..
I am having a horrible past few months and no one has tried to help me despite how many times IV helped them
Ive actually been told by my doctor im having ann very unhealthy amount of anxiety and panic attacks and couls give my self a heart attack or worse and the last thing I need is to be in more dept.
Im literally 2,160$ in debt and I have no money or any way to get to work to pay it off.
If I was to say im not stressing wouls be a giant ass lie.
Im desperate to the point where im about to sell EVERYTHING I own to try and pay this all off
Even the r himga that hold sentimental value to me.
Im on very very very very thin ice here a d I dont know what to do
I have very few people I can turn too that will help me.
My best friend won't talk to me and made plans to so something with me today then all of a sudden backs out because issues at home when all I could mentally scream was im worse off than her.
Most of my family wont talk to me
The family that will talk to me and help are almost as broke as I am and wouldnt be able to help me financially.
My brother whom I know would help me is in a different state and my mate that I know would be by my side in a heart beat to help me get through Thu mentally ia also in a different state.
I feel like I have no one who cares and I hate feeling that because I know there are but their lack of actions has me feeling alone.
Im starting to have suicidal thoughts again and I dont want too because I know if I get depressed enough again ill go through with killing myself.
And I dont want to do despite everything going on right now.
Please, for this few who read my journals please please PLEASE help me some how
Ill do what ever you want how ever many you want of something just please PLEASE help me!
I hate asking for help but right now im very desperate.
If youd like to make a donation (even 1 penny would mask me cry happily) please donate to my paypal
Okami_no2[at]yahoo.com
Bills to pay:
Paypal: ☆♡☆ PAID ☆♡☆thank you to all who helped!
DBA: -12.00$ (NEXT TARGET)
Towing Company: -211.60$
Bank: -258.96$
Hospital: -918.00$
EMS: -1053.15$
Every penny or signal boost will help me and I will forever be greatful and will pay you back with art or something of your choosing.
And as an added bonus I find out that their is no compression in my cylinder on my car and it has a broken valve spring/ retainer.
And my step dad tells me it'll be very expensive to repair.
so I have the option to either go farther than my 2,000$ (medical) debt by fixing my crap car and only getting a few hundred for it and get another crap car.
So you can guess I had another anxiety/panic attack and im having one now.
I have no fucking idea what Im gonna do
I dont make nearly enough to pay off my medical bill now I have a broken car that makes it impossible to go to work to pay off my bills nor fix/buy a new car.
Ive got two jobs and getting a third which will be difficult to do because I dont have a working car
Ive tried getting people to commission from me for drawings or paintings or even fan fiction of the I OC'S but NO ONE is going to help me I always thought Thu fandom was the most to help each other out in a time of need and ever time I get some interest in the things im selling yhey leave me to believe they're going to help me then back out and even though every one who reads my journals knows of what a hard time im having wont even fucking talk to me.
Ive had in total four people say something to me about the shit going on in my life when I've reached out to more than Hal of the people I watch every time something gor wrong qith them.
I even spent 60$ to buy something to help someone and when I got it it was in horrible shape and they said they'd man it up to me and I've seen NOTHING back from them and because I spent that money I went 500$ in debt and paid off half of it then lost my bank account because I didn't pay them back fast enough and im still in debt with paypal and because IV been in the hospital for two weeks and out of work for there or four because everything I have NO money for gas or to pay my other bills and now owe my car insurance 120$ and my phone bill 35$
As a bonus, because my mom didnt go pick up my car like I told her too while I was hospitalized my car was towed and had to pay a fine for that..
I am having a horrible past few months and no one has tried to help me despite how many times IV helped them
Ive actually been told by my doctor im having ann very unhealthy amount of anxiety and panic attacks and couls give my self a heart attack or worse and the last thing I need is to be in more dept.
Im literally 2,160$ in debt and I have no money or any way to get to work to pay it off.
If I was to say im not stressing wouls be a giant ass lie.
Im desperate to the point where im about to sell EVERYTHING I own to try and pay this all off
Even the r himga that hold sentimental value to me.
Im on very very very very thin ice here a d I dont know what to do
I have very few people I can turn too that will help me.
My best friend won't talk to me and made plans to so something with me today then all of a sudden backs out because issues at home when all I could mentally scream was im worse off than her.
Most of my family wont talk to me
The family that will talk to me and help are almost as broke as I am and wouldnt be able to help me financially.
My brother whom I know would help me is in a different state and my mate that I know would be by my side in a heart beat to help me get through Thu mentally ia also in a different state.
I feel like I have no one who cares and I hate feeling that because I know there are but their lack of actions has me feeling alone.
Im starting to have suicidal thoughts again and I dont want too because I know if I get depressed enough again ill go through with killing myself.
And I dont want to do despite everything going on right now.
Please, for this few who read my journals please please PLEASE help me some how
Ill do what ever you want how ever many you want of something just please PLEASE help me!
I hate asking for help but right now im very desperate.
If youd like to make a donation (even 1 penny would mask me cry happily) please donate to my paypal
Okami_no2[at]yahoo.com
Bills to pay:
Paypal: ☆♡☆ PAID ☆♡☆thank you to all who helped!
DBA: -12.00$ (NEXT TARGET)
Towing Company: -211.60$
Bank: -258.96$
Hospital: -918.00$
EMS: -1053.15$
Every penny or signal boost will help me and I will forever be greatful and will pay you back with art or something of your choosing.
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Omg omg omg
Thank you so much I am literally in tears im so happy
I'll do anything you want to make it up to you and will start it now!!
Go have an look at some of this things I've done in my gallery and note me if you want a drawing or fanfic!!
Thank you so much im beyond happy thank you thank you thank you THANK YOU!!!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Thank you so much I am literally in tears im so happy
I'll do anything you want to make it up to you and will start it now!!
Go have an look at some of this things I've done in my gallery and note me if you want a drawing or fanfic!!
Thank you so much im beyond happy thank you thank you thank you THANK YOU!!!! ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Pft you don't need to do anything. It was such an embarrassingly small amount, but I just wanted to help you chip away at your problem. Medical bills are hell. :( And it sounds as if you're having a terrible run of bad luck. Consider it a random act of kindness and get better soon. <3
Ok
Still to me its a huge amount and im beyond happily and im very very very greatful for your help!!
I can never stop saying thank you for your kindness!!
If you ever change your mind and want something in return just say so and ill happily do it for you!!!!!!
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Again thank you thank you THANK YOU!!!
Still to me its a huge amount and im beyond happily and im very very very greatful for your help!!
I can never stop saying thank you for your kindness!!
If you ever change your mind and want something in return just say so and ill happily do it for you!!!!!!
♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
Again thank you thank you THANK YOU!!!
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