Do you really consider yourself not good enough for taking commissions ? =o
Your art is really gorgeous and I would be more than happy to get something from you !

Not considering myself to be good enough for being commissioned, never once crossed my mind, but what struck me more was other individual's incapacity to accept me further than just simple artist. Many times being encouraged to forward myself, and with the high hopes of many who only suggested that they would commission me only to find out over months of anticipation, never to receive confirmation on commissioning me.
...was I doing something wrong? .... Was I not popular enough... Were did all that enthusiasm go? It was like if every bit of contact with said individuals just fell of the earth.

So no, ... I know my place in the world of artists, but are people ready to accept me for what I can do in limited media.

I thank you for appreciating my work, and if you would like to commission me, let me just say what ever evolves from the situation and task, I'm neither thankful or ungrateful,... "Expect more from myself" excelling in what I can do is only the starting point in this endless journey as an artist.

Awfully sorry for being so discrete and distinct, sometimes I tend to be a little bit theoretical with very intention of being blunt, tends to make people react randomly, let's people know how I truly feel mostly because I'm very quiet on the web or social media, I don't usually share everything with people.

Wow, I'm sorry for the late, I didn't saw your comment before !!

What you say is very true, and sad, yeah. But you shouldn't only take that personally, the internet gives a "random perspective of things" I must say.
For example a PC wich suddendly crash or a lost link, it's not everytime people's intention to forget something =/
Here, you'll find really nice people, who really encourage "unknown" artist such as you, really. I'm here since a tiny year and already met people who simply melt my heart.
There are some jerks too, but you should just ignore them and focus on good people.
Your art isn't crap, you're not a bad artist, internet is cruel and random and you shouldn't take thing only personnaly, because it'll just hurt you.
I can imagine how stressfull it can be to be an artist, people can be mean or over-demanding..I just hope you won't meet the one who'll make you give up, because yeah, it happens.
But you'll always get support and comforting people for sure <3