I know exactly how she feels, i've sometimes stopped just to think about it and ask myself this very same question. "Why do I need it? Why do I feel this way? Why do I want it so badly? And most of all why does it give me such a peaceful sensation and make me feel so relaxed especially when I feel hurt or sad or scared? I may never fully understand the reason why I feel this way but I suspect it may have something to do with the carefree joy of childhood innocence.

wow that was exactly the feeling i was trying to display 0,0

thank you in this case i was lucky enough to have a live model i was in a coffee shop and i saw a young lady reaching for a pencil of all things i asked if she was willing to hold the pose for a bit and she was happy to oblige i then sat on the floor to get the perspective i wanted

i don know the hand was the thing that took the most time though

No silly I tryed my best to be quick