(Its really my first story I wrote in English... Besides... My English is not that great... I hope you will all still enjoy this. :) )




Pretending – (part one)

What did I need? That’s the question you should ask.
Was there something that I needed? Something more than just water, food, or sleep.
I wasn’t sure anymore.
While I’m watching this wall over and over again, searching for any weird spots. I was thinking about life. Maybe there a scratch in the wall, or maybe just a spot. Maybe some weird coloring, or other things.
There has to be something which is out of place?

“No, please… Don’t…”
“This is exactly what you asked for, Isn’t it? Please… Enjoy your night!”

What was that about? Where did I asked for exactly? I should know the answer, I’m almost certain.
I’m scratching the wall, listening the sound of that scraping stone. My nails were pretty sharp. Did I need those for something?

“Did I do something wrong?” I was asking, but no one will answer. I was alone.
Watching this wall keeps me thinking. Does life even have a purpose, while you are sitting between these walls?
These walls were called my room… I only wanted freedom, but these walls kept me in custody…
The doors opens and someone was walking in.
“You should sleep, you know you need sleep.” THAT creature was picking me up, and put me in bed, again.
“I dun wanna go!” What’s wrong with my voice? It felt like my tongue doesn’t want to talk.
The creature was laughing.
“So… It really went well, doesn’t it?” I don’t know if I should be scared or not… But this creatures really creeped me out.
“You should lay down, I know you are tired.” I tried to struggle free, but for some reason the creature was stronger. Apparently a super creature!
“lemme go!” She was just smiling at me, putting me in a crib… What’s happening to me? While do I feel so sleepy out of sudden?
“See my sleepy chubnut, you need some sleep. I will see you tomorrow.” I don’t… Want to…
My eyes… They wanted to close so badly. It was already dark in my room, but since my eyes were closing little by little, it became even darker. My eyes closed. This time I couldn’t even open them anymore. I fell asleep…

It was morning when I woke up again. I shove my blanket away, I could finally see something in this room. It was pretty nice. It was very colorful now. The blankets even had some stars in them, yellow pretty stars.
I watched myself, I could see the results she had done to me. Was she a witch or something?
I had a little shirt on my body which says: ‘I’m a cute boy’, for some reason, I thought it was cute.
There was something on my butt. It was something really soft, it felt safe for some reason. It was… A diaper? Why a diaper? I tried to get out of this crib, but I wasn’t able to do that somehow.
I needed to wait… Until that creature came back.

How did I get here? My memories were vague, but I knew what happened.
I was walking outside when I met someone. It was a her… She asked me some questions, I don’t remember them, I remember it as rambling… I walked after her, and came to her house. We drank something with each other. all of sudden I was here, in this room.
She took me away… Changed me in a younger creature, why?

There was a plushy next to me. I felt the need to hold it tightly, so I would not be alone.
Shortly after that creature walked in my room, it was that girl I spoke to before.
“You are awake,” she smiled. There was something odd about this… Does she likes younger creatures? Or does she like me? Maybe it was a stupid question… But I was thinking about it.
She walked up to my crib, and grabbed me out of it. She had to laugh.
“You are pretty well made, everything I had in mind happened. I seriously want to adopt you, but I can’t, you are supposed to be for someone else.” What was she talking about… I really don’t understand it… What is happening? What does she want from me?
Suddenly her face changed, she was disgust because of something.
“Pfuuh… You stinky… I guess you need a change…” I need a change? But… I never felt anything… Atleast… Until now… I felt it, when she said it… She changed me until the very details of this kind of shit!
“Come with me little chubbystinkynut” She seriously needed to stop with those nicknames.
She walked with me while I was laying on her arm. I wasn’t moving at all… There was something really wrong with me… I wanted to move, but I couldn’t.
“Why…” Finally, I could say something… It made it less awkward… At least that should have made it less awkward, but I was a little creature now. For her… It was just normal.
“What why? Don’t ask me why, you need a change, I guess you don’t want to walk around with that butt off yours?
“Nuu… Why dis?” So I can speak? It was rough, but I can speak… My vocabulary was terrible now. It’s still better than nothing. That’s what I meant.
She laid me on a table, and freed me from that stinky diaper. I sighed deeply, because I was relieved. I closed my eyes, because I felt free again.
She had to ruin it by putting a new clean diaper on my butt.
“I see you are enjoying this, you are not even moving! You are so cute.” She was right… I didn’t move at all… What’s wrong with me! I didn’t enjoy it at all! She had it wrong! I’m certain!
“Now you can see your new family. They always wanted a dragon-hatchling, you are so cute!” She was talking loud because of excitement. She picked me up, holding me in her arms again. Again, I wasn’t moving at all.
“Be nice to your new family okay? They doesn’t want to hurt you, and you are not going to hurt them either! Are you?” I shook my head, because I don’t want to have more problems… When that woman will be gone, I will explain to those creatures that I’m not that young after all.
She walked with me in her arms, inside a room. There was a couple. They were talking with each other. They stopped talking after seeing me. They were making cute noises. Talking those baby language things… It annoyed me, but I did nothing against it.
“Here he is, isn’t he such a cutey? He is really a chubnut.” Again… Those nicknames had to quit.
“He even has his own plushy, he is still holding it, as you can see.” What? Did I really keep this plushy in my claws after all those things? I… I don’t feel well…
The couple picked me from her arms, and they were looking at me.
“You are indeed a cutey,” They were looking at me, like I’m a precious treasure.
“I will pick his stuff, and he can go with you.” The woman smiled at them, will this even go well? What will even happen to me…?