You were there again
In my dreams
I haven’t forgotten
How long it seems

Since I held your hand
And heard your laugh
Took you by the waist
My better half

It’s fading now
The time we shared
How much I loved you
How much you cared

I’ve know you forever
And that’s what scares me
I don’t know what to do
Is our love meant to be?

It seems so silly
Acting like this
Getting coked up
For a girl who doesn’t exist

You were so real
The time we had together
You’re the only one I’ve ever loved
There may never be another

I’ve forgotten so much
And remember what I’ve lost
I want you back
No matter the cost

Will I ever find you?
I’ll surely try
Because I’m so lonely
I just want to die

It is better to have loved and lost
Than to have never loved at all
But what do you do
When your love never existed at all?

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It makes more sense after you've read Nightmares