LIFES DARKNESS
prologue pt2

All these things and more had made me feel low and lack of energy. I used to be quite energetic, but now i feel sluggish as a slug, walking a pace of a tortoise. Getting tired after 5 mins like I had walked all day. My energy felt like it was draining out of me and my lifes soul had been taken by some magic spell.

I try to continue with my normal activities but that didn't help as I find it hard to concentrate. spells failed all the time and confidence gone out the window. Berserk, my hare friend even showed me how to use a guitar. I failed at that. Not as good as she was and she could help me but I gave up too easy, so she just gave up on me for now.

All I wanted to do was sleep as it was the only thing to do in cold weather. If only squirrels could hibernate, that would make things easier, but sleeping too much made me feel more tried. If its too cold I would curl up inside my blanket and sleep. Too hot and I get bad tempered. Not good with temperatures. You could say I was sensitive to it all.

Herbs and remedies no good at all. Tried many but none had worked. Some make me sick or feel worse that I do now. Some taste bad. Some had tired to help me but failed. Priests thrushes and badgers all looked at me as if I was some sort of evil devil. Maybe they think I have something inside me that was too powerful for them to sort out. I don't know what to do anymore. I give up. This darkness is so dark, not even I could do anything about it now.

Chapter one coming soon.