Hello hello,

Another update as per usual. I was able to consolidate all my funds and such like I had wanted and should have frankly done years ago. Set up with a 3 year pay off plan that cuts my monthly bleeding in half. What a huge weight off my shoulders to say the least. So a major financial hurdle jumped for now.

I also spoke with my existing two loan lenders to delay my monthly payment next month so I have the entire next month to hunt for jobs which is the next step for me and my recovery. It truly shows just how much I needed to go from my former work place. I tried shopping at a different location and even that had me anxious and anxiety fueled. Gonna take a lot of work to deal with that trauma I can already feel but we are moving forward. I will be packing my bags this week most likely to start a new chapter. will be providing me a little home for the time being while I work on fixing out my life.

Gonna move to Virginia and try out a few different jobs and learn some IT programs so I can get a better career. I know it won't be easy or quick but I'm driven right now. I wanna tackle this while I have fire in my soul to do so. I don't wanna settle for the treatment I'd been enduring for a simple dollar amount. So I'm making that choice. I'm hopeful I can find something soon but until then I'll be living on a pretty tight budget for obvious reasons.

It isn't all bad though. Because of the mindful budget I've been cooking more and making meals at home that are much healthier than my normal weekly diet. Hopefully this spurs me back into my love of meal prep and making meal kits. I miss those!

That's the gist of it for now. Wish me luck on finding a better place to work! I won't lie I'm nervous with the jump but also incredibly hopeful!

-Optimistic little bat, Femukki "Kiki" Fledermaus