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4 years ago
Thought I posted this weeks ago, guess I just left it as a WIP. Anyways:
I hate those journals of kids going, “I’m not into this anymore so stop watching me for it” and then continue to draw that thing anyway. But this one is different.
I don’t have as long to live as most people, I have to make sacrifices everywhere bc time is precious. As much as it hurts me, art is going through sacrifices too, something I always tried to hold off on. I believed in growing my skill in every direction, but in reality I have to choose just a couple. These comms are the last of the full renders. I’m extensively gearing up to make the retro style one I am known for. (I do this towards everything in real life so it makes sense) If you don't like this, as it appears a lot don't, please know that it’s all there will be, and all that will be available for future comms from here on out besides certain types of pieces. I say this in no ill will, nor am I mad, sad, or whatever. I just know it does not appeal to the majority if favs are any indication (since comments are disabled favs are my ONLY indication). I still will be drawing the same stuff, my interests haven't changed, it's just the style. I promise you I’m not offended if you leave. XD Since I’ve returned after about a decade break, I’m drawing for me, but it’s a public space so I’m obligated to address you in a way. Because it’s my business, I wouldn’t have said anything if it weren’t that it appeared so many didn’t like the direction I’m going, so I’m telling you out of courtesy.
About TF
I like it, believe it or not. Much of my grumbles came from the bad experiences of DMs from strangers and I tried to publicly ward them off by being negative about it. I should have just been more direct. BTW, if you verbally berate me & my art, and downright threaten me to draw TF for you it's an instant block. None of that is going to make me draw for you, even when comms are open, let alone for free. Edit: EVEN IF YOU BELITTLE ME DURING THE COMM PROCESS after we've set up as well (you know who you are). Not letting that slide anymore. Obviously most of you don't have to worry about that message, most of you aren't that moronic. But stupid sure did have a knack for finding me for awhile. And it legit made me scared to show TF art again simply bc I was afraid it was what was bringing them in. While this hasn't happened for a while, and none since the move, I think my anxiety meds are strong enough for me to handle it if this continues to happen. I'm chocking it up to bad luck with the algorithm. Which I tend to be unlucky in general life if ya'll haven't figured out by now. Lmao
However, I will be honest. My interests are each in their respective bubbles and stay there, not interacting with anyone else's. This is a safety mechanism so that when drama happens in a community it does not affect the relationship I have to my personal interests. This also applies to TF. This means I don't understand TF the way you do, I neither know nor experience it the same way. Your lingo, your interests, they're completely foreign to me and I struggle to grasp it. I have an entirely different thing goin on in TF. I don't align nor consider myself a part of the TF community, but I do like some ppl there as individuals separated from their interests. A part of me feels bad I may not be drawing your types of TF justice bc I do not see it in even a fraction from your perspective.
So don't take it as I don't like TF, I just don't like what YOU like in TF. It took me a long time to figure that out myself. And you don't like what I like either. So I guess no one's really satisfied in the end? hahaha
I will be opening TF comms again eventually, but I will limit how many I do in the slots I take. I like to be sure my gallery remains varied to dissuade misleading ppl I do just one thing. I want ppl to be able to see a single page of my gallery and know exactly what I draw and whether they want to follow me or not. No facades. And I’ve always been that way.
I hate those journals of kids going, “I’m not into this anymore so stop watching me for it” and then continue to draw that thing anyway. But this one is different.
I don’t have as long to live as most people, I have to make sacrifices everywhere bc time is precious. As much as it hurts me, art is going through sacrifices too, something I always tried to hold off on. I believed in growing my skill in every direction, but in reality I have to choose just a couple. These comms are the last of the full renders. I’m extensively gearing up to make the retro style one I am known for. (I do this towards everything in real life so it makes sense) If you don't like this, as it appears a lot don't, please know that it’s all there will be, and all that will be available for future comms from here on out besides certain types of pieces. I say this in no ill will, nor am I mad, sad, or whatever. I just know it does not appeal to the majority if favs are any indication (since comments are disabled favs are my ONLY indication). I still will be drawing the same stuff, my interests haven't changed, it's just the style. I promise you I’m not offended if you leave. XD Since I’ve returned after about a decade break, I’m drawing for me, but it’s a public space so I’m obligated to address you in a way. Because it’s my business, I wouldn’t have said anything if it weren’t that it appeared so many didn’t like the direction I’m going, so I’m telling you out of courtesy.
About TF
I like it, believe it or not. Much of my grumbles came from the bad experiences of DMs from strangers and I tried to publicly ward them off by being negative about it. I should have just been more direct. BTW, if you verbally berate me & my art, and downright threaten me to draw TF for you it's an instant block. None of that is going to make me draw for you, even when comms are open, let alone for free. Edit: EVEN IF YOU BELITTLE ME DURING THE COMM PROCESS after we've set up as well (you know who you are). Not letting that slide anymore. Obviously most of you don't have to worry about that message, most of you aren't that moronic. But stupid sure did have a knack for finding me for awhile. And it legit made me scared to show TF art again simply bc I was afraid it was what was bringing them in. While this hasn't happened for a while, and none since the move, I think my anxiety meds are strong enough for me to handle it if this continues to happen. I'm chocking it up to bad luck with the algorithm. Which I tend to be unlucky in general life if ya'll haven't figured out by now. Lmao
However, I will be honest. My interests are each in their respective bubbles and stay there, not interacting with anyone else's. This is a safety mechanism so that when drama happens in a community it does not affect the relationship I have to my personal interests. This also applies to TF. This means I don't understand TF the way you do, I neither know nor experience it the same way. Your lingo, your interests, they're completely foreign to me and I struggle to grasp it. I have an entirely different thing goin on in TF. I don't align nor consider myself a part of the TF community, but I do like some ppl there as individuals separated from their interests. A part of me feels bad I may not be drawing your types of TF justice bc I do not see it in even a fraction from your perspective.
So don't take it as I don't like TF, I just don't like what YOU like in TF. It took me a long time to figure that out myself. And you don't like what I like either. So I guess no one's really satisfied in the end? hahaha
I will be opening TF comms again eventually, but I will limit how many I do in the slots I take. I like to be sure my gallery remains varied to dissuade misleading ppl I do just one thing. I want ppl to be able to see a single page of my gallery and know exactly what I draw and whether they want to follow me or not. No facades. And I’ve always been that way.
