Some might wonder why I didn't upload anything since the "Preview" I've done ? You might ask yourself: is he still working on SFM ? Or does he fell again in lazyness ? This time, it is not Lazyness that hitted me, because I've made new animated projects, and worked a bit on them to see how I handle the animation, I'm doing better, but not yet extraordinary, not yet fully decent for public share. But then, why didn't I upload anything them from a month ? The reason is; I'm having a struggle in a started relationship. Since 9 months, I'm in contact with a girl on a meeting website, in which I would believe she would turn into a girlfriend, and possibly becoming more. But since 4 months, I'm having struggle with her, and what kind of struggle is it ? Is it a leak of contact ? Is it some arguing ? It is somekind both of them. The thing is, I'm still a virgin for my entire life, I've never mated, I've never had any physical relationship that really goes anywhere, and I've never dated any girl in my entire life, I'm still single. But since 4 months, she is doing the Absolute same fucking mistake: asking me how many girls I've fucked before and how long it takes. I hate having to repeat myself for a closed thread, my conjugal past is entirely empty, but she did, for 18 FUCKING times in 4 months, asking me this, while at first, prior to June, I've never had to repeat myself over this, she already did assimilated that I had no Conjugal Past. But since June, she didn't stopped asking me this, she didn't stopped asking me things about girls in my past, for 18 Times, I've repeated myself with the same fucking answer: I have nothing. And for the past 2 weeks, she did make me repeat this 3 fucking times, by also breaking a promise by those 3 times, she told me that she will never ask this again, and for the past 2 weeks, she absolutly did the fucking mistake, I already had 2 wrath outbursts, forcing me to hold contact for some times untill I'll get back to her. And the worst is, I knew that she had memory problems because we've already discussed it prior to June, and I did remembered it, that for the past 2 weeks, I haven't stopped advising her to get a fucking journal or reminders to keep tracks of everythings we've discussed before, because I did retain that she have memory problem, but NO! She absolutly didn't do anything related to this, she haven't writted anything to keep tracks of everythings we've discussed, she only decided to do it only yesterday, after 2 weeks of full reminders write a journal or reminders to NEVER ask me anything about my conjugal past, she only got to it yesterday, when she was supposed to loose her last chance, because the worst is; she have broken the same promise on the same rate twice: from one day to the next. She did this twice in a matter not even a FUCKING WEEK. Why am I saying this... She did this twice THIS WEEK, since last Sunday, I had a hold from monday to wednesday, meaning that Tuesday I haven't got to her, because of the broken promise and wrath outburst. I've warned her Wednesday that she had only 1 last chance, and it was going fine; but Yesterday, SHE BROKE IT AGAIN! She begged me to still by her side and that she is doing efforts for that, she put me in a wrath that I haven't got, because it's been so long the last time I've been in this state. I gave her her last chance for the new Monday, but since those months, I'm having a feeling that I've been stupid to go back on this dating website, that I'm wasting my time on it, having thoughs for a girl that cannot do things right. And also, because for the past 9 months, we haven't been able to have a physical meeting, due to her job. I was hoping to finally mate, and she hoped to get a nice guy for her life, I've spent over thousands of € to keep contact with her over those 9 months. If she ever broke this promise again Monday; websites credits left or not, I'm done, because I've hold myself too much, I'm too kind, she ruins everything because she haven't listenned to my advises to be sure to not broke it, but now, there is only 1 very, very, very thin bond to realize our relationship untill our waited physical meeting. I know what some of you would say: why did you hold up on her if she upset you by not listenning to you ? You wouldn't have been the 1st to take me on this, my deceased Great-Aunt would have said the same thing, as she would also have advise me to stop everythings. But I'm gaving her, her very last chance, and she did upset me so much, that I'll hold myself for a full month for any naughty discussion, as she will also only a portion of discussion time with me for a week, until I'm sure she finally do what I've advised her. So, this explain why I haven't posted anything since the last Preview, I couldn't work on SFM correctly due to the wrath I had for some times now.