Since the last journal has said what was needed before, Its about time i come out and say, my father has left us. He was a wonderful father, whether or not he was bullshitting with me, fishing, shooting, hunting, or cooking, he was always amazing.
He lived a long life, but could have been longer... I savor the moments i had with him within his life, i'm happy i was able to be his son. It was hard to see him go and certainly hard to hold his hand while he took his last breath but... i am happy he is no longer in pain anymore. He is with my other family members, being all happy and visiting and fishing happily.
I love you dad. I will miss you forever. Be safe wherever you are. i love you with all my heart