I have arrived in Virginia, Unpacked and settled down into my little room and office. I'm feeling relieved. Most hours of the day I'm incredibly happy and feel myself again. Able to laugh and squeak and chit and chat with all my friends and simply be a social little bat like I enjoy.

So I will say that I firmly believe this was the right choice. I don't feel stressed anymore. I don't feel this dread of existing. The area is full of opportunity and life and I can't wait to find something better here. I even learned today how to change my spark plugs on my car! :o much simpler than I expected! I always like to learn and grow in all aspects of my life. I've met a lot of really nice people recently during all my stress and weakness but it feels like ages ago that I was in darkness. So much so that I almost didn't feel like updating such things.

But here I am! Things are looking up in all the right ways. Just gotta finalize some work stuff and hopefully I'll be back earning a paycheck before long and everything will smooth out.

Despite all this positive vibes and happiness I feel... I can't help buy remember my friend. And it saddens me greatly in those moments. I truthfully miss them. Spread your love and joys whenever you can to those you treasure. Really. Everyone I've ever met is unique and irreplaceable and I miss them all when we drift apart.

-With hopeful dreams and starry eyes, Femukki "Kiki" Fledermaus