Okay, I think I got an idea of what I want, need, and am going to do. I want a relationship, so I intend to start looking instead of waiting. I need change, and I am doing just that. Changing certain dynamics of my life, and I going to do what is best for me.

For the relationship, I think I want to find an open one. Someone whom I can share my heart with, but still have a bit of fun. Eventually if everything goes well it will turn closed I'm sure anyways. I want to find someone to be a puppy and a mate for. -_- Yes I am even using a "Label" to express this. I want an open mate and now I will begin my search.

Wish me luck. :P

P.S.
I am doing a lot better and feeling
a lot better too. Thank you all for
being there for me when I needed
you most. <3