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Depression and the struggle for food.
4 years ago
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even the darkest of nights can be beautiful if you know where to look
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even the darkest of nights can be beautiful if you know where to look
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thought I should talk about why i've been rather quiet lately. not gonna go into details or anything. but basically i had a huge falling out with a few people and it's really messed up my mental state. for the last while i've been gaming and dealing with the backlash from that situation.
as a result i've been rather hesitant about picking up my pen and working on art again. and honestly. I'm still debating on whether i want to keep throwing myself against a wall trying to make enough to eat while delivering the quality that I expect from myself to commissioners. i know i've been all over the place and to those still waiting on commission work I am sorry and am trying to get everything caught up.
however I have been struggling to find the funds to feed myself even while doing artwork. i use to do ych's to try and give myself enough money to tide myself over for the month. but honestly i'm struggling to think up new images every month that i can prepose. I want to catch up on my art work so i can start doing more interesting projects including themed commissions based around idea's that I have been working on for a while in my spare time.
how ever with everything. food being tight and my head being out of sorts i haven't been able to really focus on things. I will be uploading new art soon. but it is stuff I have made for myself as a way to vent and get myself back into the swing of things.
thanks for reading if you have.
I would get something from you if I could but I really need to get my credit card paid down before I charge anymore.