You can't feel guilty about it, everyone makes there choices and have to live with them. Mourn her, cry about her, but don't feel guilty

*hugs tightly* Thank you and I just have to take everything, one day at a time.

You must not go down this road.

I am very sorry to hear about the news of your sister but you are not to blame for any of it and you must understand and believe that.
Covid is not something you can control, you may of had it yes but its not your fault it passes on.

Also think about the fact about covid, you were not the creator or spreader of the disease so it is them to blame not you.

If she had a boyfriend then he would of been there to act if anything was wrong, you cannot blame yourself for any of it and i know she would agree with that too.

You cannot blame yourself for the rest of your life over something you have no control over.

My heart goes out to you buddy, keep strong, keep safe.

Thank you.

It's just...I don't know how to describe it...he spoke to her about 3am and asked if she was okay, she responded, "Yeah."

And then...that was it.

/me hugs you tightly

*Is hugged and hugs tightly in return.*

*hugs tightly*

*Is hugged and hugs tightly in return.*

Whatever you do, you musn't blame yourself. She could have caught it from anyone else, it was just bad luck that it came from you. Let this be a lesson to everyone that vaccines save lives.

I will try not to...but it's hard.

Yes, we tried and tried to get her vaccinated...at least get tested...but, my sister was very much one of those people that was not going to do something unless she wanted to.

What's sad is before she caught COVID, she was thinking about getting the vaccine...whole lot of damn good it does her now.

God, I wish she hadn't been so damn stubborn.

I'm terribly sorry to hear its awful.

However do not blame yourself, as hard as it is. There are many factors to this and Covid is a terrible thing that will spread even if you take precautions. We can only do our best to reduce risk but if it happens ..its the virus fault.
Please as hard as it is don't blame yourself.

Thank you Cai.

Yes, it is very hard to not blame myself and not feel guilty.

I wore a mask as soon as I had found out that I was positive whenever I left my room to try protecting the others in the house...but the day before I didn't. I thought I just had a head cold and it wasn't until I had realized that I didn't have a sense of smell or taste at the second day, before I got tested and that was only because the administrator asked me to

It was...just too little...too late to protect my sissy from catching it.

It's the asshole(s)/cunt(s) that made the virus' fault, that is who I blame...I wish I could get my hands on him/her/them. I'd tie them by their ankles to my dad's super duty and drag them down a gravel road facing up with their hands tied.

Unfortunately once caught there was little that could be done except being vaccinated to lower harm.

I also blame social media allowing the spread of absolute idiots (anti vax people etc) but indeed the source is to blame, whatever truly that is.

Be strong Sar, you have all our love and support ❤