(It's just an update on my mental state; one day when I get better I want to read this newspaper and realize that it was from this day forward that things got better)

I just got back from the psychiatrist and already bought and took my medication: I confess that I'm a little upset about needing medication; but I hope that they and therapy will help me to overcome all these anxiety attacks that I have been feeling over this time; they say that admitting the problem is already the first step to get out of the situation; It's very exhausting to be tortured by your own mind ..
not having the courage to do what you love so much is terrible .. but i hope to improve soon ♡