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A note for Sara, the love of my life.
16 years ago
Well folks, I have been realy REALLY trying this month trying to get the one thing that has always truly have been there in my heart, and that's Sara. I feel as everyday we talk and see eachother, I feel us getting closer and closer together our love keep's getting closer and closer like everyday, its really great and I love it. She is awsome at RPing, she is very sexy on SL and she still love's me as I love her for swho she is. I dont car who or what she is, I want her, she is my agnel as I am her guardain angel. I have been trying to get back to WOW for one reason, she has always dreamed of playing the game, and I am goingt o give her chance, I have avery VERY strong character, and I am very rusty for WOW, but I feel that I can learn it all once again, it will take some time, but sjhe want's to try it with her own and new character. so I am going to help her with all I can. I love her so much that I can keep ranting on how much she truly mean's to me in my heart, Yes I have brother's and famiylt hat I love, but Oh God, if you felt what I felt towards her, you would understand and almost give anything for a person that your so close to. Like I said ebfore, she is my angel and my light, and she always have and always will. I will never give on getting her back, I will keep working on her trust, on her faith with me,on her heart of gold that is pure when it sing's to my soul. I love her so much, GOD I feel so dumb for leaving her in the first place, But I wont make that mistake twice.
Now for soemthign that is a bit of the bad new's and scars as wel hate's me for saying this. I am going to be moving, I move this next month to my new house in Missouri, and I wont have net for a long LONG ass time, I still have my phone and have unlimtied texting, I also have unlimited mobile web access, so I might use the net as well at time's. But this month, I am spending time with her day to day as much as I can with her. I wanther back so badly, I can barly bare how much I need and want her. Shhe is everything to me in my heart and Soul. The day I left her, I laid in my bed and stayed there crying all night, I couldn't sleep for the week and I still can barly get to sleep, I have her in my minf and heart. Her life, her heart, her soul, it mean's so much to me, just her existing around me mean's so much. I could tell you something about her that she would hat me for saying, but I wont because I promised that I would never tell no one, but I know the problem she has, and I dont care, I will find a way around that and take what truly matter's to me, and that's her heart. She is the life of my own that I can't describe. She may not be able to read this and if she was able to, I would blush and possability passing out. But that's alright, i can get over that to. I am sorry for ranting on and on about this, but I needed to get this off my chest and update something in my journal, and I decided to post this HELL OF A LONG JOURNAL. So you all can get bored and dont read what I have hehe ^^ But if somone showed this to Sara, the love of my life that I will wait as long as it to take for her heart to take me back. Sara this bottom peace is for you.
Sara, your brown sweet loving eye's and you pure golden heart of nothing but pure kindness and loving caring to me and other's is undiscribable and speachless, you the life of my soul as I look to my future, I look into the mirrior and I see you behind me, or at least a figure behind me and I know it's you and I know this because I feel it, my heart warm's as a smiel comes across my face making happy, everytime I feel that I have it bad and think that my life is the shitless whole, I remeber you and I think about you, I also remeber the heart and sould that you have that has the power to change my anger and take it all away. I smile when you let your heart speak to me when I speak to you. I cannot speak nothing more except threw my heart everytime I am around you. I love you Sara and I will always will love you with all my heart, you are the woman of my life, and when I say that, I mean it form my heart, my soule, my breat. Your are the woman of my life, and if I have you back, I will never ever look at another woman, rp love, anything that I do look to you. I will do anything to get you back, I love you and I will always be here waiting for you heart to comeback to me. Love you Sara, my sweet loving white angel fox. *Hug's tightly and kisses with all my heart, my soul, my life into the kiss.*
Now for soemthign that is a bit of the bad new's and scars as wel hate's me for saying this. I am going to be moving, I move this next month to my new house in Missouri, and I wont have net for a long LONG ass time, I still have my phone and have unlimtied texting, I also have unlimited mobile web access, so I might use the net as well at time's. But this month, I am spending time with her day to day as much as I can with her. I wanther back so badly, I can barly bare how much I need and want her. Shhe is everything to me in my heart and Soul. The day I left her, I laid in my bed and stayed there crying all night, I couldn't sleep for the week and I still can barly get to sleep, I have her in my minf and heart. Her life, her heart, her soul, it mean's so much to me, just her existing around me mean's so much. I could tell you something about her that she would hat me for saying, but I wont because I promised that I would never tell no one, but I know the problem she has, and I dont care, I will find a way around that and take what truly matter's to me, and that's her heart. She is the life of my own that I can't describe. She may not be able to read this and if she was able to, I would blush and possability passing out. But that's alright, i can get over that to. I am sorry for ranting on and on about this, but I needed to get this off my chest and update something in my journal, and I decided to post this HELL OF A LONG JOURNAL. So you all can get bored and dont read what I have hehe ^^ But if somone showed this to Sara, the love of my life that I will wait as long as it to take for her heart to take me back. Sara this bottom peace is for you.
Sara, your brown sweet loving eye's and you pure golden heart of nothing but pure kindness and loving caring to me and other's is undiscribable and speachless, you the life of my soul as I look to my future, I look into the mirrior and I see you behind me, or at least a figure behind me and I know it's you and I know this because I feel it, my heart warm's as a smiel comes across my face making happy, everytime I feel that I have it bad and think that my life is the shitless whole, I remeber you and I think about you, I also remeber the heart and sould that you have that has the power to change my anger and take it all away. I smile when you let your heart speak to me when I speak to you. I cannot speak nothing more except threw my heart everytime I am around you. I love you Sara and I will always will love you with all my heart, you are the woman of my life, and when I say that, I mean it form my heart, my soule, my breat. Your are the woman of my life, and if I have you back, I will never ever look at another woman, rp love, anything that I do look to you. I will do anything to get you back, I love you and I will always be here waiting for you heart to comeback to me. Love you Sara, my sweet loving white angel fox. *Hug's tightly and kisses with all my heart, my soul, my life into the kiss.*
