The state of my art... and life.
18 years ago
So, I haven't posted anything in a while.
Many are shocked. I know, I've shed a tear or two myself.
...yet know thee, all two people I guesstimate whom will bother to read this, there are reasons for my sad absenses.
Firstly, I GOT A JOB. I ACTUALLY GOT A BLOODY JOB.
Shocking, yes. Unexpected, probably. Positive... go on then, yes. I can finally clear my debts and live with a tad less fear in my life. Plus there's that whole pride/self-esteem blah-blah. Anyways. Yes, I'll have less free time to waste from now on. Not that I used it productively in the first place, but I enjoyed it.
Secondly, my scanner is dead. It not work no more. Therefore, I can't scan the erm... reams and reams of material showing my inexorable progess towards excellence (trans. couple of pictures that I'm pleased to have gotten done.)
So there you are.
Many are shocked. I know, I've shed a tear or two myself.
...yet know thee, all two people I guesstimate whom will bother to read this, there are reasons for my sad absenses.
Firstly, I GOT A JOB. I ACTUALLY GOT A BLOODY JOB.
Shocking, yes. Unexpected, probably. Positive... go on then, yes. I can finally clear my debts and live with a tad less fear in my life. Plus there's that whole pride/self-esteem blah-blah. Anyways. Yes, I'll have less free time to waste from now on. Not that I used it productively in the first place, but I enjoyed it.
Secondly, my scanner is dead. It not work no more. Therefore, I can't scan the erm... reams and reams of material showing my inexorable progess towards excellence (trans. couple of pictures that I'm pleased to have gotten done.)
So there you are.
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I got a job at Client Logic in Balliol Business Park in Longbenton. Not so far from the Revenue as it happens. CL is a company that does customer service for other companies, so there's a section for BT, a section for National Rail Enquiries etc. etc. So, it's dealing with irate people on the phone no doubt but I couldn't care less. It's a six pound an hour job when I was beginning to think that I was unemployable. z: )
Good to know.
Cheers dude and hopefully yes, I will get myself a new scanner. Hopefully one that will actually make my pictures look as good as they do on paper at that, rather than even worse than they are. z: )
Thankyou... I think I really needed it. Financially and as a means of getting some discipline back in my life. It's been a monster of a shock to my system, after so long doing more or less as I liked... and that also works well as a means to an end - which is getting me back into doing something with my life.
So, I can't particularly say I'm enjoying it, but it's given me back my drive. I will clear my debts. I will get back to University. I will renew my creative works, particularly my writing. I owe all of that to this job. I'm therefore quite grateful for the opportunity.