Hello! It's me. I have words to share along with those few posts.
I haven't posted/said anything since 3 months ago, and let me tell ya'll what a time I am having.

I have classes going on, I had commissions going good, then I was reminded so graciously by some benevolent force that things, like people, don't last that long.
My mom decided to move my grandma up here 3 months ago and everything has been ok until last month when she had a mini-stroke, fell, ended up in the hospital, came home, fell, went back to the hospital, had a staph infection in her knee, had knee surgery, stayed at a rehab place, wasn't taken care of that well, and now she's back in the hospital. That's one month, and it has been a lot for me and my family. Especially my mom. I ended up closing commissions for this and will have them closed until further notice.
Now, here's a little more salt for this wound.
In the year of what seems to be the year of the grandparents (My friend's husband lost his grandma, that friend lost her grandma, and my other friend lost her grandpa. Fuck this year all around), I received news from my mom about my paternal grandma. Medical backstory on this woman, deteriorating spine, and failing kidneys. I was informed my grandma has decided to stop her dialysis and is being placed in hospice.

Well, fuck me am I right?
Needless to say, I'm a hot mess and have been hyper-focusing on homework to the point of tears. Deadass, I've never cried over a class before until now.

Commissions are closed, as I said above. Like it even matters right now, Jesus Christ.

Anyway, that's me, that's where I've been. So now I'm gonna go do homework and doodle dicks to soothe my soul.